Name: CeceliaS
You're like a melody that I can't get out of head.
Everyone has flaws. I guess we have to start
somewhere.
Saying hello to you is so easy but
saying goodbye is so hard to do. I admit I'll
miss you but I'll be okay.
"I'm curious if you ever think about me anymore...and why
are you always appearing in my dreams so vividly. I can't
stand you yet I would begin to miss you when you're gone.
Am I the only one feeling this emptiness? I am calling out to you but you can't seem to hear me. Is this how we depart?...if so don't turn your back to me"
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Oh please... your mom said next time I come by to take you... I might just do that too...HAHA... It'll end your phase of boy craziness for pretty little korean boys! OMG... I cannot believe how slow I am! Miyavi already has his little girl in JULY and I just found out on Tuesday! She is soooooo adorable and has sooo much hair and GAWD I wanted his kids! Also the name they gave her is soooooo miyavi too... he is sooo conceited...
You are my bootycall that is why I gotta be careful cause next time if I come around your mom is gonna force me into marrying you! But you know I love you so PASSIONATELY but if you want kids than I advise us to see other people...LMFAO...
FYI: I don't have one anymore. You have been my BF all along! Sure I'll look hot and you can go Gaothy hunting for me!...haha... I am in class and surfing the net... sooo bad!
ahaha i'm sure you'll do just fine on your audition..^^ don't let the little negative comments get in your way! everyone's got a talent and i'm sure yours is through music..^^ i'm still not sure what mine is..maybe music too...keke..since i loove music.
you should help your sister out on her singing..^^ i'm sure she could use some helpful advice..^^ and yea when somebody takes in too much breath it does look funny..haha
i really hope the audition goes well for you. if i had more time on the hand i think i would go audition for some kind of ENT too... but mainly its just because i want the experience and posters...keke i don't think i would enjoy being a singer... you get stalk around..maybe even when you're asleep..haha creepy people/fans...keke
you could do acting too.. i've always thought about acting...keke like just for fun though...lol
i'll send you some clips of me when i have time...keke so you can judge on how worse or better i've gotten..xD i need some good advice!..^^
I am going to get one when I have a big more saved up! I am just gonna get one between 400 or 500 cause I need one and I don't have internet anymore so I am always surfing and checking my mail at school...lol... Yes you have the evilest glare and with your eady beady eyes... they are eviler!...lol...
Naw... it's just that I have gaps in my class hours so I surf the net to kill time. OKAY IMMA LEAVE YOU WITH MY CURRENT WORLD RECORD COMMENT ON YOUR PAGE! Anyways... Damn girl I saw the finest BLACK guy I have ever seen and dang he was sooooooo damn fine. I also be seeing cute as white guys too that be looking like those beach magazine models and dang it makes me think like... Hmmm maybe I should try dating outside of my race!?... LOL... Oh yeah about that ridiculous major I am joking about... you can create a web page and that'll be all you do... There is your job... But I advise you go and do that oversees and so that is where you'll get hooked up with a good paying job like that... I hear that the people who do that kind of shit get payed really good YET they must always meet deadlines and updates or else if you don't satisfy them than you're fired! Dang I had a buddy that just came back from Korea and she told me that if you are not korean they don't like having you around. She said that when she was in seoul the OG's were super duper nice and sweet to her and her college buddies but when it came to the young kids they were acting like as if they were better than them... She was telling me that it was like in those k-flicks where you got the bitchy ppl and the cool kids hating on the wierd and new ppl...LOL... There were some NICE ppl but most of the damn kids from what she was telling me were so annoying cause I guess they weren't korean. Also she was telling me how they were in some class and the korean kids were talking shit about them ESPECIALLY the fat white girl and although she isn't fluent she knew they were talking shit about them... She was like beauty products are such a big deal and all the people there use it EVEN the guys and they all got that funky hair and style going on YET they use beauty and make up products...LOL...
W/e See, u r not ugly it just takes a little time to find someone. And I think you are gorgeous, and ur sister so don't think yourself as a ugly person. But Maiyoua didn't tell me anything about her being home for good but she has changed a lot and I'm just shocked of how much she has changed. But she told me that it was a girlfriend girlfriend but who knows..well my advice to u don't get marry unless until ur ready cause it is hard and it takes time to get to know how your other partner is like so yea, but call me on weekends cause my huband goes to school and works full-time so he's never home, but yea just text or call me on the weekends. Well running out of words so talk to u later...and thanks for being someone who I can talk to.....ttys..
LOL... It would not surprise me if you join that program where you can create and declare your own major in college and your major is the "Philosphy of Pretty Korean Boys"... I hate math as always and I am thinking about joining a singing group at the U... It sucks that hmong kids are running it but hopefully you'll encounter and meet decent hmong competators and put your vocals to the test with other lamos... lol... How's life comign along? Talking to anyone special hun?
Thank YOu I appreciate it very much. It is hard, and marriage is nothing how you think it is. But I will give you my number I'll sent it to you...and wat happened between Maiyoua and her uncle? If u don't mind telling me and recently she just told me that she has a girlfriend who lives in Milwaukee...and she wants me to meet her....
For math I am taking college algebra and gosh I hate it... My mind just doesn't like to intake all the information and there I go dozing off about Daniel Henney...lol... But it sucks cause I like come to class everyday and I get to school at like almost 8 AM and I study and do my hw and man I bomb the exams! It's like WTF am I doing wrong!?...lol... congrats on getting your AA too... That is good to hear! Shit man time sure does fly when you are not aware of things... What are you majoring in or planning on majoring in? (hopefully it isn't the philosophy of pretty korean boys...haha)
lol... that reminds me I have to go talk to my advisor and shit cause I am on the verge of failing my stupid math class. It sucks too cause I pay attention and take notes and when the exam comes I get only half credit. It isn't my fault that I suck at math and it's my weakest subject is math along with science...lol... well my midterms are done and I got the top score in my writng class since there are two sessions and DAMN I was hella happy! I am pretty confident I did good for my history class cause I friggin payed attention and studied! Also I met Alex Uniyat on the bus going back home and we were talking... it's funny how I recognized him but I wasn't sure if it was him so I didn't want to look stupid so I didn't wanna mistake someone as him and look stupid BUT he eventually recognized me when we saw Porscha's ass get out of the bus and I hugged her... He said he recognized me too but he now wears glasses so he didn't wanna mistaken me for someone since his vision was kinda blurry...lol...
That's good to hear. I hope you finish too. But I'm doing good. I live in North Carolina now far far far...marriage is hard but I'm hangin in there...but didn't u know Maiyoua moved to LaCrosse? I haven't talked to her latley but I hope she's doing good. Well I hope we can keep in touch miss you very much See...tty soon...
I understand that what accompanies life is death and yeah I know that in time I will learn to let go and live on but just the thought of him being a baby really gets to me... It's like asking yourself "what would he had grown up to be!?" They've already talked about the funeral and it'll be around the 1st and 2nd of November. It is at the Legacy I believe and we are already doing the nightly stuff every night. I hate work and Imma call in today cause I don't feel like working and I also got to study for my history mid term exam so I gotta do that.
Hi girl... About my little baby Matthew in the hospital... he past way just this friday at three in the morning. I am so sad about it and it hurts soooo much! I am so emotionallly wreaked and corrupted in the head. This breakdown in so heartthrobbing. It feels like the world ended when I was in the room with him and my fanily. I am just so heart broken. I felt in my heart that he wouldn't make it but I kept those negative thoughts hidden and my hopes high for a miracle if he was born under a lucky star. It sucks how life can be given and taken in a blink of an eye. It hurts so much and it was going to be his birthday next month. My mind races with so many questions and 'what if's' but who is there to turn to for the truthful answers. I've cried so much and I don't know how long my tears have runned and dried on my face. I scream into my tear filled palms and just wonder why this had to be? It depresses me even more when I listen to music and just the other day when I was doing my laundry I came acoss his little outfit and bottle cloth I had washed and kept folded away when I first bathed him and gosh I cried so much with so much pain in my heart! I am just soooooo heart broken and I know how many tears I cry won't bring him back but why did it have to be him...
hahaha np ur english grammer is good i can understand everthing u say...lol n like u say i also a college student n my spelling suck...hahaha...will u do ur best in school too k
The plan is to finish my AA here in Century. you know... "general" credit. Then head to the U to finish my BA. gah HATE is such a strong word! dislike is much more pleasing! You so happen to dislike school at a higher disliking compare some other folks. that's all... hey any plans for Halloween?
Hello my LOVE!!! It's just been such a long time since I've seen your sexy ass so I thought I'll drop by to tell you that I love and miss you long time!
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don't let the little negative comments get in your way!
everyone's got a talent and i'm sure yours is through music..^^
i'm still not sure what mine is..maybe music too...keke..since i loove music.
you should help your sister out on her singing..^^
i'm sure she could use some helpful advice..^^
and yea when somebody takes in too much breath it does look funny..haha
i really hope the audition goes well for you.
if i had more time on the hand i think i would go audition for some kind of ENT too...
but mainly its just because i want the experience and posters...keke
i don't think i would enjoy being a singer...
you get stalk around..maybe even when you're asleep..haha
creepy people/fans...keke
you could do acting too..
i've always thought about acting...keke
like just for fun though...lol
i'll send you some clips of me when i have time...keke
so you can judge on how worse or better i've gotten..xD
i need some good advice!..^^
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I feel you, *pats* it's okay. yeah hopefully if I live through midterm and finish strong in spring I'll be set/done with my AA in spring too.
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how the way i speak suck
then maybe i should change how i type out wat i want to say
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gah HATE is such a strong word! dislike is much more pleasing! You so happen to dislike school at a higher disliking compare some other folks. that's all... hey any plans for Halloween?
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