AssWee

OFFLINE MORE OFTEN
Name: Ashley
Life: Blissful
Aim sn= lilasswee
I talk there more
Just tell me your name. I reply to everyone.

Trust is always important and it's hard to get back once it is lost.
I am not superficial or materialistic.
Honesty and acceptance is what I go by.
I have a hard time opening up as much as I used to now.
But, there are a few people who I let in.
I luv to laugh and smile.
It isn't hard for me to be very facinated by someone.
I do look down on those who don't give respect to others.
Love is a word I don't take lightly.
I would risk my life for the people I love.
My life isn't anything without my family and friends.
I love all of my friends and family, nothing is going to change that.

Let's get this straight..we all judge.
It's what everyone does.
Don't tell me you don't because we either have good or bad judgements.

I have a life of my own, all I ask is for your support not your approval. Telling me what to do for myself isn't letting me be me, it's telling me to go by what you say like what everyone else is trying to do. You are no different than all the people I had to deal with. I have my values and my opinions. Accept me for who I am or don't even consider being my friend. Hate me for that person you honestly think I am or love me for who I really am.

I personally think everything is an art. I actually appreciate every part of it. Especially music, I am never picky and I listen to ANYTHING, literally. Usually I wouldn't know what band or song I am listening to but later on I catch on haha. It is sad but I just love it and just enjoy listening =]

I am high on life and nothing can bring me down. I have thought about all the things that has happened and they happen for a reason. It made me realize that love is a great real feeling in this world.

I am getting back on track with everything now. I know what I want to do for my future. Little quarrels are the least of my worries. In fact, I have no worries. I am very happy where I am at right now. It is very hard to explain why I am like this. Only one person knows how I am feeling and I am glad I get to share it with him. High school is something I don't want to finish yet. I am having a great time everyday, each day is new to me and I always meet new people. It's my first and last yr at my high school and I don't want it to end. I'm beginning to go back to the way I was with studying BUT with no stress at all. Just a lil mad that my only lowest grade is math grr hahaha oh well. I am working on that. I have fun studying and reading. I now research things that aren't even for school. I know it surprised me too haha. I have a new whole point of view on life. It is not depressing and I love it. Forgive others and more importantly yourself. There you shall find enlightenment.
I have changed A LOT but still am the same person. I am learning as I am still growing as a person. I will not and would not argue with/for anyone. I have high standards and will not change them for anyone. I always give a benefit of a doubt. I will not isolate anyone for anything they did in the past. I rather give a lending hand than show my back and walk away. Being depressed was stupid. Crying about the little things that can turn around was ridiculous. Dropping f-bombs like crazy is immature and something i look down on now. I have experienced enough and witnessed many scenes, life is complicated already, rather make the best of what is there. As in make the best choices for a future or don't have a future at all and not to complain about what has happened and what is to come from the choices. Choose a path and your journey will always be an adventure.