not special. not a beautiful or unique snowflake. i am the same decaying organic matter as everything else.
useless.
unpleasant.
sarcastic.
hypocritical.
just your unfriendly neighborhood robot.
"I guess you could say I just want to have a meaningful relationship with someone special."
His memory was written upon, and deeply, but, because
it had long rotted in the dark, my friend could not read
what was written: "We'd better send for God. He will
remember and tell us all."
I miss you sickening amounts. It should be illegal. I'm realizing you are one of the very few genuine people I've known. More so than even most of my closest friends.
Why thank you Jason :D that really does mean a lot to me.
and hm; I believe I dreamed last night I was stuck in a desert. but instead of frying to death, it was more like, freezing? I think it was just my state of body, because I threw off all my blankets. that is my dream.
Do you have any idea where you might go if not there? I wish I could move. It would make life so much easier- but alas it is not in my stars. I hate people that are like that >.>
*hug* well I'm glad it picked u up! It's the only drawing I've ever gotten so it's special to me too! 9512379855 text if u ever need to talk or anything.
I'm so sorry I haven't replied in so long. Review and stuff has been crazy. I've heard some nice things about Colorado. Would you mind me asking what's so abusive about your current environment?
You both are a bunch of manipulative bastards who have no purpose in life other then to torture the living fuck out of me till I kill myself. Or a random person. Whichever comes first.
