Lucy Kim

aargh. sad to hear you didn't had the best birthday. um. if this is any of help, i was studying at home for my history test on my birthday :D (i got 18! :D) tho when i got 17 my bf took me to a viljandi's most glamorous restaurant, but i was wearing jeans :D! because it was surprise, i didn't go where we were going :D improper, but sweet. on your next birthday i'll come and take you to.. um where would you want to go? to outer space? yeah, i'll definitely take you to space with my.. special spacecraft.. i'm then having. that was a promise (hard to keep it, but :D)
oh, i hope thang's aunt will understand what she's doing :| tho it's quite obvious of her to think you're jealous. it always goes that way if you want to help someone: he/she always suspects something bad at first. very few people believe you're really wanting to do something straight from your heart. it's rare :) i know you're not jealous, you seem a very good-natured person to me :)
you didn't write TOO MUCH, i was REAALLLY happy to read all this :) it's always good to read your comments.

sorry for you about your mum. it really seems she's behaving ill. it's difficult to live with someone who's changing her mind so often.. i hope she will finally realize that she needs you (i'm 100% sure she does, i guess she's just sad that you're having someone besides her, tho it's really selfish of her to act like this.. it must be very hard to you..)

take care!

heeyyy luccyy :)))) me and my bf made up and had a beautiful weekend in tallinn. we went to a new cinema (in a new department store in tallinn)(haha, there was a "christmas park" at the top of the building, like.. on the roof, and there were two reindeers.. real reindeers! on the roof of a department store. ah, it was actually kind of sad to watch these. they had so few space and um, i don't want to imagine, how they were transported there..omg), but what i meant to say was.. um.. oh! we went to watch the "new moon" i'm not sure when was it released, but it reached estonia recently. have you seen it? you've probably seen the first movie "twilight", yeah? but the second? do you like these twilight-series, at all? the good thing was that we didn't fight at all during the whole weekend and. i'm sure the fighting-thing is my problem, because i'm SUUUCCHH a controlfreak, i like when things are just the way i want these to be and when i'm in a bad mood, i can just nag about everything and that's probably reaaallly annoying. yeah. the bigger problem is that i've to sort out whether it is what i want or not. and that's not so easy.. i'll graduate from highschool in spring and have to decide to which university should i go. when i'll choose tartu (tartu's university is the oldest university in estonia. btw, "tartu" is the name of the town) i'll hardly see him, because he studies in tallinn (the capital of estonia - yeah, i'll repeat that until you remember it even when you're 183 years old.. oh, i meant to say "young") idk. i don't want to hurt anyone or make the choice i would regret afterwards.
(i'll post the comment in case myspace should be in the comments-cutting-mood)

um. i said: "i can't send you anything bigger before christmas, because i'm short of money right now and trying to save up for christmas to buy presents to my family and bf and best friend" or something like that :$:C and then i asked what you will gift to thang? (because i've no idea what to gift to my bf :P)
i quit my myspace because of him :/ and now i'm not using the "online now"-sign so that he couldn't take offense when i'm here. ah, i don't know, it's really complicated. not the myspace-stuff, but generally. i'm fed up with all this arguing and sometimes i find myself thinking "should it really be that hard to stay together? do other couples also fight like this? because if they do, why the hell they're together at all.." bla bla bla. argh :( actually we're fighting at the moment. again. through the internet! (i hate that) i'm about to start crying, argh. i'm not even sure do i care for anymore.. argh, i miss being alone, not depending on anyone, not having anyone always accusing me of something or misunderstanding. whatever, i'm sick of it :/
zeewolde? i googled it. it's in netherlands. um. i know netherlands, it's in western europe.
yeah, i use eye shadow :)

ok, i'm too irritated to continue that comment :(((

when i still go to tallinn in some reason (he don't want me there anymore nor i don't want to go at his place..) happy birthdayy!! if not, i'll wish you it again on the right day :D

hey lucy! glad to hear that you get along with your mum again :)
i know what you mean. my bf sometimes also gets mad when i'm surfing the internet at his place, because it's like 'our time' and he doesn't want me to spend it on talking to other people in the internet. and he especially doesn't like when i'm on myspace, because i once talked to a boy from england here and he got jealous (tho there was no reason to be mad, it really was nothing, i just like to talk to people from other countries, someday i'll definitely go studying/working/tripping to somewhere else for some months/years, um, it's just interesting)
haha, omg. i'm sure you're not having a "ghost" nor "a demon" in your body. i know people who believe in such things also, but. i do not. of course it's beautiful to believe in something, but. i don't know. i sorta believe in faith and coincidences.
i read the envelope-paragraph twice to guess what you meant. did you mean that like.. you send postcards without envelopes? so that people can see what you wrote on these (evil postoffice-people! omgomg!) it was the most reasonable explanation i could come to :D if you meant that, then. um. i don't remember what was the envelope like? but yeah, we use envelopes here :D like we don't quite never send postcards without these, which i assume you do? tho i most probably bought the envelope separatedly. i bought a pack of 20 yellow envelopes once. *oh, too much envelope-talk*
and your question.. yeeess. he's the one who says sorry first and fixes things, because i'm bad at saying sorry, tho i feel sorry for. and sometimes i'm just too mad to say anything. or offenced. i'm a bad person, i guess, but. yeah. whatever.
oh! we don't celebrate thanksgiving here :D (did i say we do? because then i must had been pretty tired to tell you such things :D)
yaayyy, waiting for the letter/package :D
i want to send you something also :( but i'm afraid i can't send you anything bigger before christmas, be

oh, lucy :( i'm so worried about you :(
hope your mum will understand that you're not a baby anymore and you have your own way in life, in which you just have to make your own decisions and even mistakes to learn from these.. i don't know what to say. try to not take these things she says for true, i guess she's just sad to lose you..
and don't worry about the letter/package, you can send it 24868264 months later (or never) also, it's ok! this isn't the most important thing in your life right now.

um. i'm okey, i guess. have had a lot fights with my bf, but these are the "usual ones" when he's being jealous at someone and i'm being a bitch because he's being jealous and he's being jealous because i'm being a bitch (makes sense, does it?)

ok, i've to go :(
but let me know how are you.

bye <3

oh. we won the fashion show :) i mean our class. i and my friend laura designed the clothes (made of .. potatoes' bags and black cloth, and we used gold aerosol to make the clothes look more glamorous):

(i wrote you a long comment and then choosed [X])(argh, i'm so stupid :D i don't know why i did that)

however, this is my flytrap Otto now:

i knew that it was "miles per hour" but i didn't know how many kilometres a mile is. NOW I KNOW! it's 1609 metres. um, then, about 2 kilometres. ok, it seemed weird to me that you're having so low limits there :D haha, stupid me

estonia is likee.. waiting for the swine flu vaccine, which will come in THREE weeks :|
however. we discussed the issue today in our finnish lesson and our teacher told it's most probably one of the "medicine company's invention" as HIV is regarded as a political game. blaah. i wish we had the same native language so i could actually TALK to you, not to think HOW to say or explain something :C

ok, maybe i failed in understanding the "mph"? i meant 50 kilometres per hour? um. *no good at maths*
anyways, i also meant these parralell and reverse parking and stuff, not the "normal way" :D
i SO would like to write you a superlong comment, but i'm short of time again :[ tests in biology and maths tomorrow and just reached home. blaahh.

WE HAD A SENTENCE WITH "LUCY" IN IT IN OUR ENGLISH LESSON TODAY, YAAY :D though that doesn't mean anything :D but still. your name in my english textbook. omg, omg, you must be famous or what? :O:O:O

you know that "pig flu" idk how you call that :O?
understood? if not, i'm not able to explain you right now, but maybe later. though i guess you got it?
however, the disease reached our town :| i read our local newspaper on the internet yesterday and i was like OH, NO :| not here. i try to avoid common transportation, i guess, but. that's quite inevitability that i have to use that :D

ohhh, i DO hate my english.
we had a listening test in english today and i got 10,5 points from like 16? :/ that sucks hard.

that hulu.com doesn't work in estonia i guess. it said that "we're sorry, currently our video library can only be streamed within the United States" :c

i used to watch the nanny, too. and friends and family guy. and my dad loves married with children :D however i've never seen everybody loves raymond or king of queens, so i'll someday if i'll find.

oh, why did you cry, lucy? :c do not cry! your mission is to be happy.. :c

um. um. um.
your week starts with sunday, but our starts with monday. did you know that? :P

i don't know what to tell you about.
i had my first-aid training today (related to getting my driver license)

by the way, it's quite difficult to drive when roads are sometimes covered in black ice and so. i haven't driven with snow yet, but. i've my lesson on monday, so :D glad you're no in viljandi (you'll survive on this matter)

http://www10.wolframalpha.com/input/?i=viljandi
this is where you can see what's time in estonia :)

sorry, i'm short of time :(
have to go again..

ttyl :(
however you can write me long comments, i'll answer later :D

how're you? :))

haha, it's not confusing at all if you say pm or am. to me it doesn't make much difference. i guess it would be confusing to you when i would use "army time" :D i didn't know it's called "army time"
hahahaha :D:D::D yees, our clocks say also "18:35" etc. it's so cute to hear that you can't imagine a clock with long numbers :D though it would be great to have a clock having "am/pm" on it. of course, stores sell such clocks too, eg my friend laura has one, but mostly we still use the "army time."

i can't get a picture of THE THING. cause then i'd feel it's like.. nonsense :D you just have to wait. and i hope it will turn out cool, cause the idea is, but yeah :D:D

it isn't snowing here, but it's SOOOOOOOO cold. it has snown only about 2-3 days till now, but the coldest part of the year is coming. the coldest month in estonia is february. (and november, december, january... are still veeerryy cold)

which is the lowest temperature you have had there? :D because our record is likee.. *checking* in 1940, 43,5*C (Celcius)

i guess the "someone" you met was from a) latvia? b) finland?.. the most possible countries to be :D

oohhh. i'm tired. i need chocolate :D i ate two Daims today. do you like this chocolate? :D (i guess you have it in the US? i don't even know where it's from, so..

wikipedia: The Daim bar (originally known as Dajm in the original Swedish, and Dime in the UK and Ireland^[1]) is a crunchy butter almond bar covered in milk chocolate.

haha, it's weird that wikipedia has such articles like that. abou