about me

My name is Courtney C., and I'm not going to lie: I'm pretty amazing.
(and why yes, there is a party in my tummy.)

I'm some dumb girl that lives in Southern California and is always surprised when the weather changes so suddenly. I am a real girl gamer and yes, I do more than play Final Fantasy games and cheesy, girly, shit DS games, thxvrymuch. I just graduated high school and am going to attend community college soon. I am an artist and I'm trying to steer a bit away from the typical shoujomangaanime style, I'm getting there slowly. I love cheesy, shitty horror movies that are intended for brain-dead teenagers who think gore, zombies, explosions, sex and drugs in a modern horror movie is "COOL BEANS LOL". They are amazingly funny. I love horror games that are done right, like Silent Hill and Fatal Frame. I'm currently playing Persona 3, Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess, Apollo Justice, and Resident Evil: Umbrella Chronicles. I've got an interest in Japanese culture and fashion, but please to not be confusing me for some weeaboo, wapanese fangirl. I am not going around screaming KAWAII DESU NE and "glomping" any "bishies". I've lost interest in most anime unless it offers something NEW (I'm tired of this harem, soul-stealing, death-bringing, nekomimi-having, robot girl, mecha bullshit). So, in it's place I've been watching Japanese Dramas, ironically some are based on mangas (but that's alright because manga still doesn't SUCK BALLS).

Let me just say that...I'm proud of who I am!!

I'm a total bitch. And if you're friends with me, you know I have no problem admitting that. I'm just HONEST. If I don't like you, oh, you'll know it sooner or later. If you're fake to me, I'll be fake to you; don't be so fucking surprised. I'm well aware that this isn't high school anymore, so I'm learning to grow up from that and handle my problems differently. But god help me, I still hate those people from high school and I feel no remorse for it. (: They will be the horrible children they were in school for the rest of their life and knowing that is good enough for me. Now, I may sound like a HORRIBLE person, but really, I'm just a mean girl with a heart of gold. Those I do love, cherish and are close to my heart, I would do anything for them; no question. If you mess with them, you're messing with me. I love my friends and my family, they've gotten me through tough times and I've helped them through their own. I just.. love them. What else can I say? <3

TL;DR

Hi, I'm Courtney. I love video games and bad movies. I'm a total bitch, but I love my family/friends. (: kthxbai

stellar eleven

Kevin W. Gemser is the sweetest, most romantic and the freaking cutest boy in the whole world.

Kevin and I met at school officially, but on "teh myspace" formally. We both had an interest in all things japanese, especially jrock. We just took off from there. Now, it's been almost a year and a half and I couldn't be happier. Kevin has opened my eyes to new things and helped me realize who I am. He treats me like a princess (and a little kid) and always spoils me. We are the weirdest people when we're together but the perfect couple. Everyone was disgusted by how sickeningly perfect and cute we were in the beginning, now we're just the "old married couple" and we wouldn't want it any other way. People envy our relationship and, while we may have our ups and downs and our petty arguments, we always overcome them and kick major ass.

Kevin is the one person I hold closest to my heart. And while I know we have our moments of complete stupidity and selfishness, we're only human. I think we're perfect for each other and we only need each other to take care of ourselves. We take each day at a time and try to look forward to all the fun we'll have the next time we see each other. We're both trying very hard to make the other happy and I think that's all we could ask for; that we each try for each other.

I know no one can understand us but.. us. But that's okay. We don't need anyone else in this relationship. As long as we have each other, we'll be just fine.

I've said it since Sept. 22, 2006:
we're the best
better than the rest
kxc

video of the now

contact

killerstella @ Deviantart
gantzspike @ YouTube
email: stalling.for.time ( AT ) gmail.com
aol: serial stella
msn: sakuradrops667 ( AT ) hotmail.com