~*~*amanda nicole*~*~

About me:

In amanda nicole. i am 20 years old.. Hm. life. well i have many differnt changes in life already! Started out as amanda nicole green a single child. mom takin care of me. then she met matt and he was declared my father. so now amanda nicole kaiser. whis is my name now.!matt went into the army. so then i traveled all over the world.(hence the fact ilove to travel.)then i became a big sister to my little sister which is now 16(i feel old) a couple years went down the road and we were still a military family moving all the time learnin new languages. and well not long after that things fell threw and I went back to Hale Mi. where we stayed at matts mothers house my grandma. then my mom met chris. (A really good man i have never felt like he has aprriciated how he has raised me and how much of a dad he is but he is) we moved to tawas schools and mom and chris had got married and i have grown and really raised in that school.! highschool hit and i had joined cheerleading. well another surprise in my life mom was havin a baby! ;(remember i was 15 at this time) Well January 13 my new baby brother came. In a snow storm Couldnt see and they had to go to bay city (2 hour drive) well he is now 5 now.! his name is Trevor JOseph balagna. and he will tell you i love you manda ill ask him why. because you named me.!!!! well that is my life of what i could tell you before highschool. but what the rents really didnt know..... My best friends at the time kat and brandy.... haha us 3 were unstopable.i had a boyfriend i was popular. and i would go to partys got pretty bad. well that was my life untill i went to college. lol! not funny but yeah.Colleege ohhh hboy.... well i had 2 roomates i hated and one i liked.! Chuckie. ahhhhh uh. yeah inside joke to viki. uhm it was fun wherei met tet tam.(ily buddy rip)were i was ON MY OWN.!(for the first time) i had no rules. oh yeah where i met jeremiah to.!(later story) then i got mono. bye bye colleege. THEN i moved in with erica danee kirk and kevin. HOLLY PARTIES Most fun place ever in my life.!well you know how relationships and dislike and dishonesty goes well that is what happend. then i moved to mackinac island. wowowow all i have to say is last year WAS CRAZY. and reminder to all jesse jones.... jager.....mip.....15 min of sleep b4 work. ....jesse jones fired.,,,,arpy almost catching the bighouse on fire..... WEll after the season i moved in with austin. alll i have to say bout that is cheeting and drugs dont get you nowhere i will leave:) after that i moved in with matt. (by this time he has 2 other kids) Stayed there for a while then moved in with Shelby lynn I LOVE YOU WOMAN. my bestie and still is....... uhm then i decided to go to alaska...yes alaska.... the day after xmas. my mom took me to the airport at 2 am and i got on a plane to go to alaska..... Dumb yes did i know no.Jeremiah. hahahaha oh boy well yeah like i said earlier i met him in college.the kid basically told me he loved me i believed him and uh well i went to him.! (free plane ticket) went 18 hours to alaska. got off the plane at 730 at night. and there he was sitting there with roses.things were good.! nothing was wrong untill i met jj.! we hated eachother and it ruined my realationship i drank to piss him off i did everything i could to piss him off and he sent me home. i have never cried over someone as much in my life.! then i went home lived with shelb. then went to grand blanc with sarah.! that was pretty fun we got a dog and i met some cool people.on the way well i got sick. and came home. to mom. she took care of me and then went back to the island.... well this year wasnt so nice i got my shit stolen and i got my heart broke twice in a roe. figures huh. well then a good friend of mine wanted to take a trip okay but i had no money she was the one who insisted i went. so i did i got stuck she left me and i had to find a new way back. well i came home... back to mom. lol. and then went and see my real father and i cant do it ... nothing against him but i cant do it.! im done with drama..... and whats wrong and wahts right. im the happiest i have ever been right now. i have an amazing man that takes care of me i live with him on my own. i talk to my mom matt and chris still. but you know i have something to say on that... them are the people who still talk to me no matter what i have said did wrote whatever they are still there no judgement at all i am there daughter and complain as much as you want. i am and will always be there daghter the day that i walk threw that isle will be the day matt and chris walk me down.! my mom is my best friend she is one person no one will ever replace.! My baby Bobby lee zanon is my all right now.! he treats me well makes sure im takin care of makes sure i dont spend money on stupid stuff... he is teaching me about life. and this is the real world. we spend on what is needed food cleaning supplys things to make our house look good. its wierd. im happy i havent fealt this way before. I guess alli had to do this whole time is do what is right for me not other people. i now know im going to be a mom.:) im due May 1st on 2010