I must off course start
this post with saying how truly sorry I am for canceling shows. The
show must always go on I know, but this time I just couldn't stand up,
let alone roll those god damn hips.
I had some kind of
complete meltdown on Marks&Spencer in Glasgow on one of those very
rare days off while on route. For various reasons, various hardships
sneaked up on me and I was standing at an isle contemplating life and
death and the struggles of being an artist/soul/woman/human being when
the overbearingness sneaked up on me like Batman himself. I fell to the
floor and so did the raspberries I had in my hand, the troubled
breathing lead to some severe lumbago which ment I couldn't move and
had to lay straight for a few days. In a valium haze I took a flight
back to my loved ones where a strong man cracked my holy spine loose
and I was soon able to walk again. Little did I know it was my troubled
hip joint that was the problem in the first place, so had to go back
to a horizontal mode. My body then decided Easter was the perfect time
to let a god damn flu blossom out, so I spent the whole easter praying
to God to get better, drinking ginger tea while watching Apocalypse Now
wishing nothing more then that I could have been on that stage with
I am really sorry for not being able to perform but I
will make it up to you as soon as I possibly can, which is probably
announced today already.
Happy late Easter apologies.
Had some unexpected time on my hands so more philosophizing will follow.
In the meantime:
Rilke: No feeling is final.
Simone: Don't give people what they want but what they need.
Someone: If you want answers, never ask questions.
Love always and truly.
PS. Video to Sadness is A Blessing is coming very shortly. From one heart to another.