"You can hold yourself back from the sufferings of the world, that is something you are free to do and it accords with your nature, but perhaps this very holding back is the one suffering you could avoid."-FRANZ KAFKA
Music
"AFTER SILENCE, THAT WHICH COMES NEAREST TO EXPRESSING THE INEXPRESSABLE IS MUSIC."-HUXLEY
Movies
I Heart Huckabees
Eternal Sunshine
Adaptation
Boogie Nights!
Magnolia
Kiss, Kiss, Bang! Bang!
There Will Be Blood
Gran Turino
Slumdog Millionare
The United States of Leland
Half Nelson
Hilbert College
Hamburg,New York
Graduated: 2004
Degree: Bachelor's Degree
Major: English....hmmm...money well spent
Minor: Political Science
Clubs: Honors Program, Student Newspaper, Horizons Literary Magazine, Student Government Association, Founder of the Pay It Forward Club
1999 to 2004
Extraordinary Machine DOESN'T FIND TIME TO TRAIN; SHE MAKES TIME Posted at 8:57 PM Apr 30 view more
About me: "Well, um, for instance: if the forms of this world die, which is more real, the me that dies or the me that's infinite? Can I trust my habitual mind, or do I need to learn to look beneath those things?"
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"MY THOUGHT IS ME: THAT'S WHY I CAN'T STOP. I EXIST BECAUSE I THINK... AND I CAN'T STOP MYSELF FROM THINKING AT THIS VERY MOMENT - IT'S FRIGHTFUL- IF I EXIST IT IS BECAUSE I AM HORRIFIED AT EXISTING. I AM THE ONE WHO PULLS MYSELF FROM THE NOTHINGNESS TO WHICH I ASPIRE." -SARTRE
You scored as Friedrich Nietzsche. You are Friedrich Nietzsche. You are a sweet philosopher who belived that humans are caught up in "herds" and need to break free and be individuals. Also, there are no standards to judge against, because "God is dead." You also probably suffer from a mental illness, probably due to some form of an untreated STD, and will most likely suffer a mental collapse.
You scored as Existentialism. Your life is guided by the concept of Existentialism: You choose the meaning and purpose of your life.
?Man is condemned to be free; because once thrown into the world, he is responsible for everything he does.?
?It is up to you to give [life] a meaning.?
--Jean-Paul Sartre
?It is man's natural sickness to believe that he possesses the Truth.?
--Blaise Pascal
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"did it all get real, I GUESS IT'S REAL ENOUGH.
they got refrigerators full of blood
another century spent pointing guns
at anything that moves
SOMETIMES I WORRY THAT I'VE LOST THE PLOT
my twitching muscles tease my flippant thoughts
I NEVER REALLY DREAMED OF HEAVEN MUCH UNTIL WE PUT HIM IN THE GROUND. BUT IT'S ALL I'M DOING NOW. LISTENING FOR PATTERNS IN THE SOUND OF AN ENDLESS STATIC SEA.
but once the satellite's deceased
it blows like garbage through the streets
of the night sky to infinity
but don't you weep (don't you weep for them)
there is nothing as lucky
don't you weep
there is nothing as lucky, as easy, or free
don't be a criminal in this police state
you better shop and eat and procreate
you got vacation days then you might escape
to a condo on the coast
i set my watch to the atomic clock
i hear the crowd count down 'til the bomb gets dropped
i always figured that there'd be time enough
i never let it get me down
BUT I CAN'T HELP IT NOW
LOOKING FOR FACES IN THE CLOUDS
I GOT SOME FRIENDS I BARELY SEE
BUT WE'RE ALL PLANNING TO MEET, WE'LL LAY IN BAGS AS DEAD AS LEAVES ALL TOGETHER FOR ETERNITY
but don't you weep
there is no one as lucky
honey, don't you weep
there is nothing as lucky, as easy, or free"
Things going good for me as well....No compliants :D Ya I still live in West Seneca (I really like it) it is so close to almost everything. I can't get over how big your little looks!
def., i would love to go with josh to the comp...as long as its ok, knowing my sister..it will be hard to get her to drive so ill def. go with josh. keep working out! and im sure ill see ya soon
so u have me trembleing with excitement right now...im soooo serious right now, if i get to go to phish i will prob. have a stroke from pure joy! thank you for considering me for that show, your the greatest! and if its ok ill come out next sat., afternoonish if you guys are free? so ill talk to ya soon, after i stop jumping up and down for phish, thank you.....peace
p.s so im thinking of going to gratefulfest for the whole 5 days...what do you think?
so i think that i might be better now, but i do appriciate you being there! so i definitly would like to go to the hsbc with you guys, i got nose bleeds cldnt afford the floor, maybe ill get down there somehow, if you guys have an extra tickett for albany let me know i would love to go to that show also. and omg i cant believe that you are going to see phish @ the hampton....i cried when i realized that there was no way for me to pay for it....but then again if you come across anymore ticketts for phish, i would go crazy....that is the band that i toured with the most when i was a youngster. but im sure well talk soon. and seriousely, i would love to cheer you on for the comp. what day im sorry for forgetting the day, im bad with remembering the days of events. please dont hate me! but ill give you a call soon, i would like to see what you have planned for gratfulfest*** peace, hopefully i see you guys soon
so hello! how are you? i know the the comp is coming up soon, let me know what day, maybe ill get janine to come with me....seeing as how i dont have a car.... but newayz i have been in the hospital, not feeling well for about a month, sorry if i havent gotten ahold of you guys, i miss ya! and def. excited about gratefulfest, five dayz on the beach...ive got umphreys mcgee ticketts too. hit me off soon, see you guys soon hopefully...peace
Thanks for the comment on the Butterfly mirror, wish the pic would've turned out better, but it's hard to take a picture of a mirror. How's things with you? Hows the competition training going? Let us know when you want to hang, you can come over and see the new place
We really hope you can make our next show, Live on Radio 88.7fm in the Allen Hall Theater. Its a free show & open to all ages, 8pm start. If you can't make it please tune in to hear us play our new album, 'Summers On Neptune'.
CIABATTA BREAD You can also use all bread flour if you don't have semolina flour. The semolina give it a little more flavor and a yellowish tinge.
350 g Bread Flour 150 g Semlona Flour 475—495 g Water 2 tsp Instant Yeast 15 g salt
1. Mix til roughly combined, with the paddle, and rest for 10 min or so. Still with the paddle, beat seven bells out of the glop on medium-high (4 on a Kitchenaid) until the dough is slapping around the bowl and clearing the bottom completely. This will take about 10-15 min.
2. Tip the dough (glop) into an oiled bowl or similar, I use a cylindrical, transparent, polyethylene food container with a tight sealing lid which makes it very easy to see the progress of the rise, and leave, tightly covered, to triple. It MUST triple or this recipe will not work!.
3. Pour onto a well floured surface, shake more flour over, divide into 3 or 4 rough squares and plump,them up by sliding an angled bench knife under the dough. Shake flour, generously over the loaves and their surroundings and leave until extremely puffy and wobbly. about 45 minutes - just about right for heating the oven to flat out max. Take no prisoners.
4. Using a floured bench knife free each loaf from the counter and, gently, flip it over, pick it up,using floured hands and, gently, stretch it to about 10" long and onto a peel, Superpeel (thank you Gary) or parchment. The dough very
nearly stretches under it's own weight. You must move quickly. It will look as if you've totally and permanently deflated the bread. Straight into the raging oven, down to 220 after 10 min, bake to internal temp at least 96C and you can go as high as 98C if the crust doesn't brown too quickly. You will not believe the oven spring. I baked the bread in 2 batches. The bread will pass the "thump the botttom" test long before the bread is cooked.
