Do my hair at least 3 times.
Get aplace of my own.
GO SKYDIVING!!?
Graduate. Have FUN!!!
Move out.
Painballing.
Rock climb.
Six Flags!! ?Start writing again. Turn 18.
Music
Here's Just A Few Of My Favs
-3 Doors Down
-12 Stones
-30 Seconds to mars
-311
-Acceptance
-A Cursive Memory
-The Afters
-Aiden
-Alkaline Trio
-Amber Pacific
-All-American Rejects
-All Time Low
-The Almost
-Amy Winehouse
-Anberlin
-Antsy pants
-Armor For Slepp
-A Rocket to The Moon
-As I Lay Dying
-the Ataris
-A Thorn for Every Heart
-Atreyu
-Avenged Sevenfold
-BC13
-Blink 182
-Boys Like Girls
-Brand New
-Breaking Benjamin
-Breath carolina
-Bring Me the Horizon
-Buckcherry
-Bullet for my Valentine
-Caesars
-Cartel
-Chevelle
-Chiodos
-Coheed and Cambria
-Counting Dinosaurs
-Cute is What We Aim For
-Danfer Radio
-Dashboard Confessional
-Daughtry
-Death Cab For Cutie
-Decyfer Down
-Deftones
-Eagles Of Death Metal
-Eamon
-Eminem
-Emery
-Envy On The Coast
-Escape The Fate
-Evanescence
-Eyes Set To Kill
-Faith No More
-Fall Out Boy
-Finch
-Flyleaf
-Friday Night Boys
-From First To Last
-Greenday
-Gym Class Heros
-The hand me down kids
-Hawk Nelson
-Hawthorne Heights
-Head Automatica
-HelloGoobye
-The Higher
-Hinder
-Hollywood Undead
-Hyper Crush
-Incubus
-In This Moment
-Januarys Ending
-Jimmy Eat World
-Jeffree Star
-John Mayer
-Josh Kelley
-Just Surrender
-Katy Perry
-The Killers
-Kill Hannah
-Kimya Dawson
-The Kinks
-Kottonmouth Kings
-Kutless
-Lifehouse
-Linkin Park
-Lit
-LostProphets
-Madina Lake
-Matchbook Romance
-The Medic Droid
-Metro Station
-Miley Cyrus
-Mindless Self Indulgence
-Moldy Peaches
-Motion City Sountrack
-Morningwood
-Muse
-My Chemical Romance
-Nada Surf
-New Found Glory
-Nickelback
-NOFX
-The Offspring
-OK GO
-Panic! At The Disco
-Papa Roach
-Paramore
-People In Planes
-Pepper
-Pink
-The Pink Spiders
-Plain White Ts
-P.O.D.
-Porcelain and the Tramps
-Pussycat Dolls
-QuetDrive
-Radiohead
-The Ramones
-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
-Reel Big Fish
-Rehab
-Relient K
-Rise Against
-Rockette queen
-Rock Kills Kid
-Saosin
-Saving Abel
-Say Anything
-Scary Kids Scaring Kids
-The Scene Aesthetic
-Senses Fail
-She Wants Revenge
-Shinedown
-Sick Puppies
-Silverstein
-Skillet
-Slipknot
-Small Scale Epic
-Smashing Pumpkins
-Smile Empty Soul
-Snow Patrol
-Starting over
-A Static Lullaby
-Staind
-The Starting Line
-Stefy
-Story of the year
-Sublime
-Sugarcult
-Switchfoot
-Sydnee Duran
-System of a Down
-Taking Back Sunday
-Three Days Grace
-Thrice
-Thursday
-Tonic
-TrustCompany
-Ultraviolet Sound.
-Unwritten Law
-Underoath
-The Used
-The Velvet Underground
-Vogue In The Movement
-To Write Love On Her Arms
-XOversa
-Yellowcard
Movies
-Juno
Best Movie EVERRR
Then theres the good ones:
8 Mile
Grease
Hannah Montana
Hocus Pocus
Iron Man
Knocked up
Legally Blonde
Mean Girls
Mulan
Pineapple express.
The soloist.
Transformers
Television
American dad
Chowder
Family guy
Futerama
Hannah Montana
House.
Mad tv.
Robot chicken
Scrubs.
South park
Still standing
Heroes
***************** One of my Biggest Heros Is James Wimer
Before I was born my mother was supose to die. Then when she got pregnant,after the doctor said there would be no way she could get pregnant, she was supose to die in labor and my aunt and uncle were supose to take over.
My uncle was like a father to me so I will often refer to him as my dad. As you should know my biological father wasnt there for me. Even the times he was supose to be.My mom would drop me off for the weekend and hed immediately leave 'till it became the time my mom would come pick me up. I have a few memories of him but most I just wish to forget. In a way I wish I never even knew him so I would't have been hurt. Although at the same time I know some people are never lucky enough to know who their father was.They spend thier life searching, but for me I already had a dad. James Wimer was a Marine and the strictest/ scaryest/ intimidating man any of my friends had met. But for me I was his little girl. I would sit on his huge bed and fall asleep next to him watching Nascar. I was with him everyday.
He passed away when I was 10
It was the hardest thing in my life. Before that day I never saw my mother cry. 'Till this day I cry when anyone brings him up.
I loved him so much and he was the glue that kept my family together. When he passed my family exploded. Even now I don't talk to my cousins or either thier kids. I only recently have talked to my own sister. I have so much anger against my aunt I cant stand to be around her or I will go off. It's like I cant accpet him being gone. I went to his wake but I stood outside the building the entire time. I just couldn't bring myself to go in.
It's the hardest thing ever for me to talk about and I think I should be over it. I mean I feel like I'm dwelling in the past but I just can't help it.
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There has been this controversy going around about him. Not that by any means I believe it but even if it were true. He was still there for me all those times. Even though I was not even a little of his blood he loved me as his own. THAT is why he's my hero none the less. I don't really care what any of you have to say about him. It doesn't change the way he always looked into my eyes and told me he loved me. You can say what ever you want but it will never taint my thoughts or memories of my dad.
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Relationships:
at this point in my life im suppose to have fun. im down to do that, but im absolutely NO on hookups, friends with benefits and all that jazz. im a relationship kind of girl. i am content to patiently wait for my romeo. my guy who will sweep me off my feet &give me butterflies. i simply need someone who cares and loves me and isnt afraid to show it. someone who understands that no relationship is perfect, but the only way to get through it all is by fighting it together. a guy that shows me he is worth it. a guy that understands trust is important. a guy i can talk to for hours on end without a single awkward silence. someone to make me laugh and smile &help me through the day. a best friend whos there no matter what. i need someone who is true & wont give up. a guy to keep me safe in his arms. someone to take care of my heart and understand how fragile it is. i will gladly wait for you to show up and make me believe everything will be okay.
i just wonder if like two people can stay together for good. like people in love. i need to know that its possible that two people can stay happy together forever.
>the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for excacally what you are; good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you. the right person still going to think the sun shines out your ass. thats the kind of person thats worth sticking with.-Juno
show me that you're him..
show me your the cheese to my macaroni.<3
keep my page public so haters have something to do, get a life bitches hahaha
The names [[Mal-lorie]].
I am the best you'll never have
I have a princess compelex.
Total crazy white girl to the core.
[[18]]&&SiNGLE BABY!!<3
Crush ALOT!
Dig guys covered with tattoos!<3
Always attracted to musicians.
Grew up in Orange County.
Angel fan all the way baby!!
Artistic.
Inspired by simplicity
Open book if you ask. Completely unexpected.
Rarely make sence.
I hate drama; get over yourself.
Give respect, you'll get it.
I loveee zebra print[[obsessed]]
Movies play constantly in my head.
I think entirely WAYYYY too much.
♥MUSIC IS LIFE♥
I have a tendency to sometimes daze off.
I'll listen to anyone, [[no matter what.]]
Currently doing::
senior makeup at MVHS.
Summer school at RCC.
Work at Harkins Theatre.
My Flaws [[Im Working On]]::
Trying to better myself
And be someone I can be proud of and not;
*have a princess complex
*self-destrustiveness.
*wear my heart on my sleve
*fall wayy too hard wayy too fast.
*have a love-hate relationship with myself.
*Too much pride
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&& She's just a stupid little girl with her hopes too high and her feelings much too strong especially for a boy like him; but if he's dumb enough to walk away from the best he'll ever have I have to be smart enough to let go.For you will see in her eyes this girl will always find her way.<3
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♥Iv'e got a jump in my step but a rip in my repp♥
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Im hurting right now but im more mature than to just sit here and wallow in it im going to be a phenox and rise above the ashes of my destroyed life and be better for it.<3
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I believe love can change the world. You just have to be brave enough to open your heart. [[the people who are hardest to love are the ones who need it the most!]] Peace & Love!! -Mallorie♥ =] ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
I'm living a fairytale dream because he had the courage and strength to save me from me. I never knew it would turn into this but I'm more than happy it did♥ -Mallorie.A.Ruckman
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I will always be in the shadows. Set aside into the darkness of your past. Hoping for one day, you'll reach for my hand. -Mallorie.A.Ruckman
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Peace☮: refers to an absence of aggression, violence or hostility, freedom of the mind from annoyance, distraction, anxiety, and obsession but which also represents a larger concept wherein there are healthy or newly-healed interpersonal or international relationships, safety in matters of social or economic welfare, the acknowledgment of equality and fairness in political relationships and, in world matters.<3
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