"Death is not a mystery. It is not another form of life. It is not a right of passage to another place of conciousness. Death is death. And for a select few, a certain couple of people, death is the only answer. An answer to their prayers, an answer to their dreams. Perhaps, I guess you could say that death, though it be an end to life, is the only way a life should be lived for those few. The few that welcome it with open arms. The few that crave it. Can you handle that type of sad thought? If not then you cannot handle the thoughts that plague the minds of those few. Like me......"
-Matt Giese-A glimps into my mind(poem)
Music
I love Nirvana,Korn,Sublime,Red Hott Chilli Peppers,and old school Smashing Pumpkins. REM (cause they cant do no wrong). Coldplay,Staind,Linkin Park,Tool,NIN,The Pixies,Audioslave. The offspring,Dead center,Snow patrol,Korn,Alice in chains,Stone temple pilots.
Movies
I am interested in Movies like The Matrix Saga,Fight club,American History X,The Score,The lord of the rings,10 things i hate about you. Ferris buelers day off,The Breakfeast Club. Garden state is the shit. anchorman resident evil series, dazed and confussed, 16 candles, spiderman 1+2, i robot, fast times at ridgemont high,V for Vendetta,Superman Returns,The X-men Trilogy.
My favorite books of all time are Catcher in the Rye and The perks of a Teenage Wallflower. I also love the book form of Fight Club,Go ask alice. The lovely bones will change your life.
Heroes
Kurt Cobain. My other hero is the trix rabbit. Give the guy some credit. He keeps trying even though those kids keep telling him trix are only for kids.
About me: Well hey hey hey. Welcome to my myspace. You enjoy now ya hear? My name is Matthew Giese. No I don't have a middle name. If I did I would want it to be Kurtis. I'm very easy to get along with because I will always show you respect untill you give me a reason not to. I have always gone out of my way for people and I always will. I'm afriad of relationships. I like relationships but I always end up getting hurt. I'm moving for different reasons. Some of them I regreat. My life is full of regreats. I hate when people judge me or others. When you judge people your really judgeing yourself. I hate people who are superficial. There are very few people I hate in my life. Those that I do hate have put me through more pain weather it be physical or emotional. Despite hating them I still wish the best of luck and happieness to them. You learn from others actions. I learned that I never want to hurt people. The best way for me to do that is to always be there for people. I have over 300 friends and I would kill for each and everyone of you. If I never met you, I hope one day we do. If not may your life be filled with nothing but peace and joy. I dont believe in God, Lucifer, Heaven, or Hell. It's just a reason for people to believe that they should live. I believe i'm here, not because of a higher being, but to make people happy. If you believe or have faith, I hope your happy with that choice. I will never tell anyone what to do or believe. If you ask my advice I will guide you the best I can. I have a heavy heart from lots of loss and lack of having what most people have. I will always come through in the end. I have 5 years left to go around the country. I want to see it all before I leave forever. I have always knew my purpose and what was to come to me. Idk why. I'm obsessed with music lyrics. Movie quotes as well. When I move i am going to have everything that I have ever read that held great importance to me tattoed on my ribs. All I ask is that you don't judge me. I have great friends but there will always be that few that I will never forget. I love you Katie(navy), John(retard), Dennis(pshyco), and my fav cuz Karren(actress). I like to work so I dont think. I used to have another best friend untill I was betrayed. I did everything for her and all I ask is do not lie or use me. She did both. Kurt Cobain Is my Idol. He suffered in his life like I do. I hate my life for reasons that not all of you could understand. I will always have a smile on my face and you will never know when I am hurt. I hope you understand that the world is hard. But a good friend you have in me. I will always be there for you.......always.
Who I'd like to meet: i'm not looking to meet anyone that will change my life completely but i also understand that out of nowhere you can meet someone out of the blue that with one smile could completly change your life.
i think u should change around you profile a little.. ya know... have it written in big bold capitals I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND ALISON!! LMAO. just a thought
heyy mannn.... miss yah.... just wanted to let you know....we gotta get together soonn... maybe jam out or something..... or anything yah know, im getting real biiiig!!!!!!!! like real biiig!!!almost half way there!!!! you know our number, and we know yours, sooo we'll work something out..... hope to see you soon..... peace love and hair grease :)o
coming home in a few weeks. jun28-jul3 i'll give u a call and we can hang. i'm bringing my girl along to meet the fam so you kno you have to meet her. be nice.lol
hiii....just wanted to say hiii......couldve walked 10 feet but decided to just say it on here..hiii....ill see you around some time, probably in the kitchen or living room. till then, hope all is well.
....Matt --
