One day, in the midst of your daily routine of
recycling from sleeping, to wake, to eating, to work, and repeating, you will
just pause for an instant, and be hit by a massive epiphany that will stop you in your fast tracks,
and make everything coherant. You can try to do everything you do, to
the best of your ability, to enhance your life for the time being, extend your
health, and maybe even have a sense of peace, family, love, and being alive
while doing it, but once you're in the ground, those 80 some odd years mean
nothing if all you've achieved is the same exact thing that over 10 billion other
people have obtained since the dawn of man. It's at that exact point, that
having that warm peaceful feeling of knowing you've lived a decent, satisfying
life, isn’t enough. And it irks you, extremely... to the point where you want to
make sure as shit you become more than what you are. Because you are a
conscious being. Beautiful, unique, and capable of controlling your own fate.
You are not a worker ant, mindless lemming, or gerbil on a wheel.
The decisions you make, directly reflect what you
achieve in life, and the only thing stopping you from greatness is your own
actions. Where would the world be if every great man thought one man alone
couldn’t change the world? Will your wife and children remember you as a
great husband and father, and history ask "who?", or will the world celebrate
you as a great human being? Will textbooks have your name printed on them
for millennia to come? Will young children learn to respect your life and
achievements as part of their knowledge and growth to an adult, and will you
continually influence the future generations with your past existence? Will your
children instead say "my father is a great man" and will your family from now
on say it too?
Abruptly the thought of
heaven and hell is almost trivial. Sure, you're trying your best to be righteous
too, after all, who isn’t good, when they are great? But whether an afterlife
does or doesn’t exist, doesn’t seem to bare much importance, if you can’t
imprint the continual life on Earth from it. If it does exist, once you're there, you
aren’t discovering America, or building the railroad across a continent. In that
sense, the only true way to live forever, or have an afterlife, is to imprint the
present with your presence. Strive to do more. This is the exact reason every
decision and action we as humans make is infinitely more beautiful than a
machine pressing papers, or a train running on time, every day. You will never
be 16 again. 18, 21, 32, 50. How many chances will you get to pursue who you
believe to be your future love? An opportunity to change your life? A chance to
grasp something more? A moment where you can change the world? Do you
want to be like the 5:45 train every morning? There is no second chance. No
reset button. And every second, every minute, your life is getting faster, and
you are moving slower.
In the end, you realize it’s time to take
a stand, right now, and promise yourself to make a difference, because you
disserve to. You do not want to be 80 years old with regrets. Do you really want to end your life with the thought of "I wish I did more, I wish I was
more"? Call me crazy, I want to change the world. I want
more.
Influences
Kool G Rap, Big Pun, Jay-Z, Cam'Ron, Masta Ace, Mobb Deep, Copywrite, Jakki Da Motamouth, Non Phixion, Arsonists, Rise, Vakill, Jedi Mind Tricks, Cuban Link, Big L, Ras Kass, Rakim
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