"I want know how it will end i want to be sure of what it will cost i want to strangle the stars of all they promised me i want you to call me on your truck phone i want to keep you alive so there's always the possibility of murder later I want to be there when you learn the cost of desire I want you to understand that my malevolence is just a way to win I want the name of the ruiner I want matches in case I have to suddenly burn I want you to know that being kind is over rated I want to write my name across your sky I want to watch you lose control I want to watch you lose I want to know exactly what it's going to take I want to see you insert yourself into glory I want your touches to scar me so I'll know where you've been I want you to watch while I go down in flames I want a list of atrocities done in your name I want reach my hand into the dark and feel what reaches back I want to remember when my nightmares were clear I want to be there when your hot black rage rips wide open I want to taste my own kind I want to be wrapped in cold wet sheets to see if it's different on this side....."
".....a black envelope closes with you inside you're in the movie now he winds your hair around his fist like a roll and keeps it nailed to the bed you swear you'll cut your hair tomorrow you swear you'll cut hair tomorrow you still swim in memories sometimes it wasn't always like this was it you are becoming stone stone desires nothing stone can not be moved stone can only be worn down little by little....."
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So, I applied to an apartment today! I should know by next week if I finally have a home for the next year!!! So, then basically whenever you can afford it get your but here! But after the first week of May so you can see the baby!
I dont' have a home right now because my aunt who i was staying with decided to kick me out a month before my due date. and it doesn't really bother me IF she would have told me in advance. but no one said anything until two days before i was suppose to be packed and out. and my mom was the one who told me. i just feel betrayed by family, who should be supportive the most at this point. PLUS the agreement was as long as i was productive with myself i could stay with my aunt and uncle until the baby came or i had my own place. i was kicked out before either of those which leads to me being homeless. but it's all coming together now. i should finally have an apartment by next week!!!!
I am but I'm not. I don't have a home right now so I'm worried that if the kid comes while I'm homeless that the hospital will OBVIOUSLY not let me take my baby. Plus I just want a place to live so that I can arrange all the baby's things so that I'm not moving with a newborn tied to my chest or back. I'm kinda panicy right now more than anything...
hey hun. how have you been? you know you should get your ass back to minnesota soon. my tummy is about to pop in less than a month! it just wouldn't be right if you weren't able to see the baby when it was a freshly newborn. :P
I went over to my friends friends house, and her room-mate had a ferret and a leopard gecko on the brink of death! And so I took the ferret and we handfed the gecko and watched it for awhile. I think my friend ended up taking the gecko home too. It was crazy and hella sad. My ferret was sleeping outside with basically NOTHING in it's cage and it has a HUGE waterbottle that was BONE dry. It had probably been that way for a good week or so. PISSES ME OFF! lol..But he's in a MUCH better place now, so that's all that matters. And hopefully that poor gecko is too!! What really pissed me off about the whole situation though was how the girl who had these pets and wasn't taking care of them....use to work at Petco! UGH! You'd think she'd know best out of everyone. Apparently not! But enough of my bitching! haha
And that's cool about your friend! They're looking very nice! Keep it up!
Damn, that's lame as hell. Sorry I didn't hit ya up. We never ended up going down there (as Im sure you've gathered)...instead my weekend consisted of rescuing many different animals! AHH! FUCK ANIMAL ABUSERS! :D
And yeah, I've talked with her I think. She was gonna charge me like 260 or something like that...but I definitely do not have the money for that :P
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