:::Black winged Butterfly:::
":::Ill be your black winged butterfly thats light your tunnel:::"

Female
18 years old
medway, London and South East
United Kingdom



Last Login: 9/7/2008
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    :::Black winged Butterfly:::'s Interests
GeneralBeautiful butterfly write poetry upon my page, spreading the flow of a creators ink indulged by the veins. Kiss the air with words that never make sense in analysation and hide the inner concentration of emotions so weak. Paint wonderous colours upon a canvas of time, telling the tales of past and tomorrows. Fill pages with pictures drawn from the lead captured in the tear drops of love and faith. Then abide your trust within the wicca law, learning the ways and being thankful to the goddess who created your beautiful soul.Protecting the scars of the broken and lost, placing your soul in a bottle labeled strong.
Musicfor music there is: cute is what we aim for colbie calliat james blunt avril lavigne aly and aj fall out boy panic at the disco my chemical romance christina aquilera the click five secondhand serenade elliot minor scouting for girls the hush sound evanscence jack johnson anna nalick vanessa carlton jimmy eat world nickleback natasha beddingfield snow patrol sugarbabes the fray shall i contine? i have over 9000 songs on my Itunes but basically I dont like music that will scream at me, if I wanted to listen to screaming I would talk to my baby brother and cousins.
MoviesMovies Love actually just like heaven p.s I love you the hell final destination saw scary movie the other boleyn girl bratz a knights tale the green mile forest gump the devil wears prada the others the secret window legally blonde a perfect storm the butterfly effect I like anything really other than comedy but even then I will watch that at the best of times.However I love a good horror which everyone considers as wierd because I am about as squemish as squemish can get, trust me on that one lol.
Televisionhmmm I really don't watch a lot of telly, but hey I'm not your ordinary teenager either but here is a list of the programs I DO watch Scrubs Friends One Tree Hill Desperate Housewives Charlie and Lola
Booksso for books there are: A child called it- david pelzer the lost boy- david pelzer a mad called dave- david pelzer Perfect match- jodi picoult the pact- jodi picoult salems lot- jodi picoult my sisters keeper- jodi picoult tigers eye- tory hayden beautiful child- tory hayden p.s I love you- cecilia ahern the labyrinth- kate moose thanks for the memories- cecilia ahern all the harry potter books anyone out there- marian keyes mostly I read a lot of books based on true life stories but particuly those that focus on the tale of young children as I am intrested in working with children and it therefore allows me to gain a better understanding of how they think and feel.
Heroes

?Corrine?

Your always there and push me to talk when I sit behind the rusted bars refusing to let the acid slip from my lips.you make me laugh giving me confidence to believe and not once have you pushed me aside or out of the scene. you really are my best friend and twin at heart


     :::Black winged Butterfly:::'s Details
Status:In a Relationship
Here for:Networking, Friends
Orientation:Bi
Hometown:gillingham
Body type:Some extra baggage
Ethnicity:White / Caucasian
Religion:Wiccan
Zodiac Sign:Gemini
Smoke / Drink:No / No
Children:Someday
Education:In college
Occupation:student

   :::Black winged Butterfly:::'s Schools
Rainham School for Girls
Gillingham, United Kingdom
Graduated: N/A
Degree: In Progress
Major: wot the hell
Minor: yeah
Clubs: hmmmm
 

2007 to Present
Walderslade Girls' School
Chatham, United Kingdom
Graduated: 2006
Student status: Alumni
Degree: Other
 

2001 to 2006



:::Black winged Butterfly::: +[---Goes home in 3 days but has an overnight stop in japan---]+ Is missing her baby gurl so much more than she is aware of.

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About me:

And upon thy lips is a black butterfly kiss shrouded in silence, protected with the barriers of ivory masks and rusted shunts. Poetical eyes you can gaze and sigh but deep is the poison blue hurt by the ever rushing lullaby of defined but pin needled lies, and so we painted my arms in beautiful scars and fabric locks to hide the pain that suffered from the corset piercing on a tongue.

Trust mislead from the nails in which the tapper of keys went when words rambled unclear with the distinct confusion of isolation, to whimper the sympathy that could not be penned upon silk as the clothes drowned the skin in denim and cotton; so attentive but the rash of my allergies begun and I was left to be pulled and unstrung.

And smile the reflection does say when it so coldly laughs at the pinch for the extra baggage is coating the pummels of hearts in blood, just blood layered fat that in time will suffocate the tears from the vines; and with every thorn the rose must bloom but upon my skin I do collect with metaphors and depth the hidden messages you have yet to find, for in my mind I have matured to more than simple 18 year old skirts.

Had I had the chance to dance in a brushed moonlight and sigh then that first attentive is would have been the ink for this diary I write, but instead I sit in a wallow of chants still searching for my pastel path made of seven colours and the wonders of a butterfly; and I breath when they whisper sleep sweet silence, our mistaken black butterfly.

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Who I'd like to meet:

♥ People who've inspired me ♥

Which would ofcourse be all the rather mad and insane people who live on the ever crazy but addictive site of all poetry. setting me challenges that I get narked about but always try my best at..(or in heathers case I run away from them). They never question my poetry and they help me to develop more with it. Luffles all you guys.

♥ RenaRena ♥

Baby, you are my world and my everything, the reason that my heart is still alive and pulsing with a beat and the reason that I sit upon my windowsill with a smile painted on my lips that silently look at the stars and make a wish. I can not wait to one day be with you and hold you close in my arms where you belong, but till that day expect packages and letters and no matter what never doubt the thought that you are not on my mind...because you are ALWAYS on my mind.

♥ Chantelle ♥

You made me stronger when I was most weak and you never let me fall when I just wanted to drift into a silent never waking sleep. You made me believe that there was someone out there for me and you never let me give up hope. When I talk to you I can not help but smile and forget everything I hate about myself. When I talk to you I see your beautiful soul shine in your words, the love and the care that you have for your friends and family is beyound amazing and I adore it. You are my hero and my idol and I keep you safe in my heart.

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Sep 4 2008 3:43 PM

You haven't spoken to me in 2 days. I'm afraid I may have made you very mad. The little bit that you have said to me, has been 2 word sentences. Do I even bother to keep trying, or do I let you come to me? I don't know what to do. I love you so much and I don't want you to hurt.

Get back to me if I'm worth it.
love Always
Chantelle
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Sep 3 2008 12:11 AM

awhz baby i wish i could
i would hold you and never ever let
you go
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Sep 1 2008 7:57 AM

;O
okayz new rule
you can't use infinity to explain how much you love meh lolz
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Aug 31 2008 11:25 PM

i love chu more baby
Fact: Seren and Charchar are forever ♥
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Aug 31 2008 12:18 PM

lol
and why is that baby?
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Aug 31 2008 2:38 AM

;O
why charchar what a negative mind you have lolz
very negative
me likey lolz
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Aug 30 2008 12:11 PM

;O
i am sorry about Aussie baby
and nooooo lol
college ish soooooo boring
it would be so much better if you was here to suffer with me
lol
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Aug 28 2008 8:03 PM

College ish going okayz i suppose
alot of homework
and charchar that is great... but i thought you were staying for a year?
♥Immortally ╪ Yours♥





Aug 27 2008 10:47 PM

I received your letter today. Thank you so so much for the lovely post card. It's beautiful! I do love it so so much.

I am going to write you back, but I cannot send it until I have the address you are going to be at. I obviously cannot send it to the Aussie address since you are leaving on Friday. So I need the right address hunny. Message me. I LOVE YOU

Pookie
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Aug 27 2008 8:23 PM

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Aug 27 2008 12:08 AM

awhz baby i miss you sooo much
college has been hella crazii
i wish you were here to suffer with me lol
i miss you like crazii right now
its really hard to speak to you now
i lovers you
and forever will
<3
♥Immortally ╪ Yours♥





Aug 26 2008 11:43 PM

I have just sent you a VERY VERY LONG email. So I hope you don't get bored easily lol. I love you and miss you so much. I hope for you to go home soon. I don't like seeing you go through the shit you're going through =(

I LOVE YOU
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Aug 26 2008 6:47 PM

Hey beautiful baby

I have just been really sick the last couple of days and hoping that when I go to the doctor they don't put me in the hospital for a few days. I hate the hospital.

I haven't been doing too good lately hun. But that is more of a personal issue and I will send that to you in a letter or email. I love you and hope you are doing okay. I miss you so much. You are my everything!

Your Pookie
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Aug 25 2008 2:44 PM

Sexy Love

Just dropping by to say HI. And you know, I love you and stuffies. Stuff like that. lol. Hope you come online soon. I miss you so muchies and stuffies!

Pookie
Valerie





Aug 24 2008 3:14 AM

Hi Char , wow u look beautiful in your pic. Just wanted 2 say hi hope u are doing well....Valerie
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Aug 22 2008 10:26 PM

Hey Princess|

Just wanted to stop by to let you know that you were on my mind. I miss you so much. I'm sorry that my computer went out on me last night. I couldn't get back online. I don't know what happened. But it came back on this morning. I felt so bad. I hope I can talk to you tonight. I love you so so much. I await your letter.

Much Love
Your girl
Chantelle
AKA
Pookie
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Aug 21 2008 10:26 AM

Hey baby doll~

Just stopping in to say Hi and I love you. I miss you so much. Hope to talk to you soon. You have no idea how much you are missed. I'll send out your letter today. Much love princess

Pookie
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Aug 11 2008 7:05 PM

Hey beautiful. I miss you. Hope you come on soon. I miss my baby-love. You mean so much to me. *kiss* Hope to talk soon. Much love princess

Chantelle
♥ Angel Marie ♥





Aug 10 2008 5:34 AM

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Aug 3 2008 8:56 PM

""?Corrine? Your always there and push me to talk when I sit behind the rusted bars refusing to let the acid slip from my lips.you make me laugh giving me confidence to believe and not once have you pushed me aside or out of the scene. you really are my best friend and twin at heart""

Is it still true? I wish you luck in your exams and in Australia... I hope you are ok. I'm on MSN as you know if you want me.


The once evil twin.

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Aug 3 2008 6:31 AM

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Aug 2 2008 12:13 PM

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