I like people, all people. At least until they give me reason not to. I like people who are open, honest, and giving. People to whom a closed mind just doesn’t make sense.
Music
At this point in my life I've come to realize that no matter what others may think of me I like music as a whole. This means there is no artist out there that I hasn't produced at least one song that I like. I really do mean all music be it country, opera, rap, indie rock, or god forbid pop. I feel music has a strong and very unique connection to the soul or, my soul at least. It may have to do with my father having played guitar, either way any connection I can get to my dad, now that he’s gone, is one that I very much treasure.
Movies
I could literally go on and on about what movies I seen or liked but there are honestly too many to list. In a way movies fall into the same category as music. However movies sadly lack the soul connection for me. I am unfortunately not the type that cries at movies. In some ways I wish that I was, there are two movies that have gotten me very close to tears. Those movies are Set it Off which no one really remembers, but it’s great nonetheless, and Brokeback Mountain. Yes I know make fun of me if you please but it’s true it was a wonderful and heartfelt movie.
Television
I wish I could say that I don’t watch much TV, but in reality I watch a lot more than I’m proud of. I honestly do have a good reason for my glut of television intake. OR a reasonable reason at least :), I watch a lot of TV to shut off my brain. I quite often over think things and feel rather anxious for no apparent reason, this can make it rather difficult to sleep. Thus in order to sleep I watch TV to send my brain into a dead zone of mental activity.
Books
I love to read. It’s just that simple, I don’t often find the time but when I do my literary choices either have to do with psychology (nothing too dry please), or Sci-Fi / Fantasy Novels. Orson Scott Card is a favorite, the Ender and Saga series are both classics and the seventh son series has taken my interest as of late.
Heroes
My heroes are anyone who has the strength to be themselves despite all outside influence. Those who refuse to give up their principals regardless of what all others may think or say.
About me: I don’t think I have ever honestly attempted to write a true autobiography before. I mean I could tell you simple facts about me height, weight, likes, dislikes, sexual orientation, religion, pastimes and the like. Would that honestly tell you anything about me? Who I really am? What makes me think the way that I do, act the way I act, and most importantly feel the things that I feel? No, so the question is how do I do this, how can anyone sum up and entire person thoughts, feelings, facial expressions, the vibes that I give off? I’m not sure it’s really possible but I will make an honest attempt.
I’m a big fan of introspection. I think that a lot of the problems we cause ourselves could be avoided if we just thought about why we’re doing them before we take action. An incredibly intelligent friend of mine recently asked me to do just that about something I’ve been doing for years. Something that has been personally damaging to me for as long as I’ve been doing it and I’ll be the first to tell you I couldn’t answer the question of why I keep doing it. I think realizing that may well be just what I needed in order to stop doing it. Or I hope so at least.
So something about me aside from the fact that I spend a lot of time in my head, I also spend a lot of time in other people’s heads. I have a major passion for psychology, but more than that my passion is truly for helping people. If you happen to be one of the many many people who have my cell number then you should be well aware that my number is a 24 hour hot line. Anyone who needs me or needs to talk for any reason (are you sad? drunk and need to talk so you don't puke? can't sleep? need advice on how to handle being freaked out while giving yourself your first vitamin B shot?) It doesn't matter why you need me if you need me I'm there and I'm more than happy to be doing it.
I'm a passionate person in general especially when it comes to people or anything having to do with them. I try my hardest to see the good in people and in the world around me. I'm not saying I don't fail at that sometimes, just that I try. I can usually find something about any situation that can at least make someone laugh even if it can't cheer them up entirely. Ok I think that's enough for now if I think of more I'll add it.
Who I'd like to meet: I know that this may sound like a cop out answer but hear me out. I would like to meet anyone. As I said before I look for the good in people and always want to help. The other reason and the main one in fact is that I really honestly believe that I can learn something from every person I encounter. It doesn't matter if I spend three hours listening to someone’s life story or if someone simply tells me to f*ck off on the road. There's something there, there's always something in the persons' tone or demeanor that I can learn from. It could be a hand gesture or new facial expression. If it seems like there's nothing there at all that's when you've got to realize that now even though you didn't feel like you have learned you do in fact have a story to tell about "that a**hole on your way in to work this morning".
Your life feels a bit more spacious today, as if you have enough room to explore your feelings without being restricted by others. But this lack of boundaries can also be confusing, for once you start sharing your thoughts and dreams, you might not know when to stop. Balance your strong desire to connect with others in a deeper way with your natural sensitivity to their needs.
You may have to keep a current problem at bay and a bit of denial or avoidance can help today. Social activities can take the immediate pressure off a crisis in your life, but if you go overboard, then you'll have to make more mid-course corrections. Life becomes complicated now because the Moon forms tough aspects with unstable Uranus and potent Pluto. Keep bringing your feelings to the surface so they don't bottle up way beneath the surface.
LVNMUZIQ in concert: Milwaukee PRIDE Henry Maier Festival Park Miller Lite Main Stage Milwaukee WI JUNE 13th LVNMUZIQ performs at Noon www.LVNMUZIQ.com www.pridefest.com
LVNMUZIQ is urban folk with an edgy classical twist. LVNMUZIQ will also be performing the single "Back Seat" from the independent film, "Fagbug."
Cyndi Lauper, Brandy, September, Etta James, and Deborah Cox will be headlining!!
thursday --Today's Full Moon in your 4th House of Home and Family can trigger familiar issues about insecurities you have carried for many years. You might try to distract your attention from an emotionally vulnerable spot by starting a new project at work. You may be so good with this strategy that you can alleviate serious tensions for a while. But you won't be able to escape completely. The sooner you face an awkward situation, the sooner everyone will feel better. ( i think this is more me than you today... but idk)
You may need to defend your values today, which can mean letting someone know exactly where you stand on an issue. Normally, you might be content to keep your opinions to yourself, yet your silence now could be misconstrued as acquiescence. Once you begin to explain yourself, however, the conversation may turn in an unexpected direction. Don't lose your cool; just bring the discussion back to the topic so you can finish making your point.
== april 1st... - Your needs can be overwhelming today with the Moon back in your sign. Fortunately, you won't have much of a problem asking for what you want now. You might, however, get into trouble if you demand too much. Or, even if you don't say anything, you may feel frustrated because you want more than you receive. But this might not be the best time to push a friend or associate too far. Instead of wanting more, be grateful for what you currently have in your life.
--Things at work may have moved ahead so quickly in these past few weeks that you aren't sure what to do next. Taking time to think about your current situation and where it is leading you can be what puts your life back on track. Don't try to solve anything by making a big decision today. Just allow yourself the space to get back in touch with your feelings. If you know your own mind, the choices will come easily when necessary.
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