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  • MAD [Я]hetoric

  • 20 / Female
  • Santa Barbara, California, US
  • Last Login: 8/25/2009

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Interests

  • General

    Ponies, rape jokes, Jews, video games, and kitchen utensils. ..

  • Music

    This space for sale.

    ..

    A Really Fun List!

    **Dir en grey**
    (in no particular order after the following:)
    Malice Mizer
    The Knife
    D'espairsRay
    X Japan
    Dagashi Kashi
    Dr. Steel
    Justice
    Psycho le Cemu
    Morning Musume
    Marilyn Manson
    OhGr
    Rasputina
    Rabbit in the Moon
    Aphex Twin
    VNV Nation
    Infected Mushroom
    Dj Mystik
    Rammstein
    Iron Maiden
    Gorillaz
    The Birthday Masscare
    Schwarz Stein
    Sonic Youth
    ATB
    Led Zeppelin
    Velvet Eden
    Switchblade Symphony
    Prodigy
    Poe
    Rob Zombie
    Mindless Self Indulgence
    Theatre of Tragedy
    La:Sadies
    Sage Francis
    Ferry Corsten
    Gigi D'Agostino
    Thee Michelle Gun Elephant
    Moi dix Mois
    Depeche Mode
    The Mars Volta
    Jack Off Jill
    A Perfect Circle
    Massive Attack
    Nine Inch Nails
    Pendulum
    Belladonna Killz
    The Chemical Brothers
    Milithor
    Portishead
    Shiny Toy Guns
    Dressy Bessy
    Tool
    ....And You Will Know Us by the Trail of Dead...
    Above and Beyond
    Animal Collective
    Bjork
    Broken Social Scene
    Chronic Future
    Christopher Lawrence
    Daft Punk
    Deep Dish
    The Dresden Dolls
    The Faint
    Thievery Corporation
    The Exies
    Genre Slut
    Gravy Train!!!!
    Fredde le Grand
    Dj Starr
    Dj Icon
    The Sun
    Three-Six Mafia
    Ladytron
    Eminem
    MC Chris
    The Streets
    Queen
    The Beetles
    Pink Floyd
    Quicksilver Messanger Service
    Rolling Stones
    Soul Coughing
    The Spice Girls
    Velvet Acid Christ
    Zeromancer
    Zombina and the Skeletones
    Younger Brother
    The Infinity Project

    Everyone's Favorites...
    Rent
    Wicked
    Hedwig and the Angry Inch
    Rocky Horror Picture Show
    Reefer Madness!
    Hairspray
    Sweeney Todd
    Sweet Charity
    Chicago
    Les Miserables
    Little Shop of Horrors

  • Movies

    Another Really Fun List!

    **Palindromes**
    Suicide Circle/Club
    A Midsummer Night's Rave
    Go
    The Boondock Saints
    Requiem for a Dream
    Groove
    Kamikaze Girls
    Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
    Paper Moon
    Maria Full of Grace
    Eraserhead
    The Trip
    Audition
    Ichi the Killer
    The Eye (original Chinese ver.)
    Hero
    Crouching Tiger/Hidden Dragon
    Amelie
    Kill Bill 1&2
    Saw
    Mean Girls
    The Butterfly Effect
    Rocky Horror Picture Show
    Beetlejuice
    Welcome to the Doll House
    The Devil's Rejects
    Jawbreaker
    Clockwork Orange
    Hedwig and the Angry Inch
    Kids in the Hall Brain Candy
    A Little Princess
    The Aristocats
    The Emperor's New Groove
    Discovery (the Daft Punk movie)
    Battle Royale
    Spice World
    The Rules of Attraction
    Short Bus
    Little Miss Sunshine
    Ghost
    Tomb Raider
    Watership Down

    and other weird movies that you probably wouldn't like. ..

  • Television


    Hella hyphy, yo?




    The Extended Really Fun List..

    (Various Anime)
    Gunslinger Girl
    Tokyo Mew Mew
    Tenchi Muyo
    Cowboy Bebop
    Neon Genesis Evangelion
    Serial Experiments Lain
    Trigun
    Pretty Sammy
    Mononoke-hime
    Kiki's Delivery Service
    My Neighbor Totoro
    Sailor Moon

    Others:
    Fosters Home for Imaginary Friends
    Billy and Mandy
    Degrassi
    Curb Your Enthusiasm
    Masters of Horror
    Are You Afraid of the Dark?
    The Ren & Stimpy Show
    WAZ-UP THAILAND
    ..

  • Books

    The Final Really Fun List

    White Oleander
    Trout Fishing in America (anything by Richard Brautigan)
    The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test
    Alice in Wonderland
    The Rose and the Beast
    Amphigorey
    How To Make Love Like a Porn Star
    Elsewhere
    Water for Elephants
    A Tree Grows in Brooklyn
    Luna
    Paint It Black
    Harry Potter
    A Series of Unfortunate Events
    Far From Xanadu
    Valencia
    Please Don't Kill the Freshman

  • Heroes



    Kyo, Yoshiki, Darla Dimple, Jenna Jameson, Phoenix, Emma Frost... ..

Details

  • Status: Swinger
  • Here for: Friends
  • Hometown: Room 304
  • Height: 5' 6"
  • Ethnicity: Asian
  • Religion: Agnostic
  • Zodiac Sign: Leo
  • Children: Proud parent
  • Education: In college
  • Occupation: Professional Bad Influence (see business card)

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Networking

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  • The Territory Ahead

    • Santa Barbrara, California US
    • Customer Service Bitch
    Aug. 2007- June 2009

  • Standard Data Group

    • Santa Barbara, California US
    • that girl who makes 80$ for 3 hours of work.
    July 2009- presen

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About me:

If you are viewing this page, I probably like you, met you at a rave, are related to you somehow, previously attended school or work with you, or perhaps you found me floating downstream in a basket. It happens sometimes.



Who I'd like to meet:

Someone who can think for themselves.

Anyone who remembers this from the late 90's..

Comments

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  • Pocket full of posies

    Dec 19 2009 9:22 PM

    miss you
  • booಌ

    Dec 14 2009 6:30 AM

    your the only person i kno would enjoy this completely ...not to mention understand
    bsides who could deny cute jap girls?



    missin you
  • Jenica

    Dec 12 2009 6:20 PM

    i'll find you one day again... i promise
  • Pocket full of posies

    Dec 9 2009 4:30 AM

    Thank you to WendsdayBoo *kisses!*
     Lion-fish
  • Pocket full of posies

    Dec 8 2009 12:12 AM

    I'm sorry for keeping you in a box. I opened it today, just to take a look, and my heart fell apart. I think if i kept you out in the open i might not be able to keep it together at all...I miss you. Kisses from your Steve
  • booಌ

    Dec 5 2009 10:06 AM

    ♥ your favOrite jungliSt

    Stay with me just for today,
    Let your soul come and rest for a minute now,
    Share your mind if you have some time, I would love to sit and talk to you.
    I will wait if you ask me to but I won't stay here forever now.
    I know your heart could keep me warm if you let me stay.

    I feel that your eyes won't open
    and these dreams, my heart I can't decieve them.
    Maybe the moon will come down and save me
    Maybe your eyes will stop me from falling
    Oh, I'm drowning, yeah

    What can I say? What can I do? Is there anyway to get through to you.
    I'll put myself into your shoes and I'll walk around these streets of yours.
    It's cold outside where you stay but my heart is not far away.
    So take a breath and close your eyes. I want to hold you.

    I feel that your eyes won't open
    and these dreams, my heart I can't decieve them.
    Maybe the moon will come down and save me
    Maybe your eyes will stop me from falling
    Oh, I'm drowning, yeah



  • booಌ

    Dec 5 2009 9:01 AM

    thinking of you..

    every day.

    -xoxo
  • Teddy <3's Panda Blaze One

    Dec 5 2009 12:47 AM

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  • Claudetta Lovettclaudia orona

    Nov 24 2009 6:10 AM

    I would tell you that I love you if I thought that you would stay, but I know that is no use, you've already gone away
  • Teddy <3's Panda Blaze One

    Nov 22 2009 3:34 AM

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  • AlcoholocaustRikki Alva

    Nov 13 2009 5:38 PM

    &hearts;
  • Jenica

    Nov 1 2009 10:17 PM

    i don't feel as horrid anymore now that i have this tattoo. i feel somewhat closer to you. i feel more confident that i'll be okay. i feel much more ready for the rest of my life. so i guess things are looking up as they say? i can only wish the same and better for you. i'll never stop missing you. <3
  • Jenica

    Oct 27 2009 12:26 PM

    Today I get a tattoo in remembrance of you and how you have changed and will continue to change me. Last night you came to me in my dreams again. Or perhaps I just dreamt you up. Either way. It was today. The day I am supposed to get tatted. Your hair had grown out more. More brown roots. But more pink than blonde towards the bottom. I told you that today I was supposed to get this tattoo, but now I am not so sure. Such feelings of how, but.. okay, starting to feel uplifted by the fact that you're explaining to me that you're here, but also untrusting of the situation because well.... I want it to be reality so badly. When i told you of my tattoo, you told me how sweet of me you thought that was. Your voice won't ever leave me Jacqui. Nothing about you. Ever. I miss you so terribly sometimes I want to die, in hopes that we may be able to kick it. Thank you for everything. I am so thankful I was able to tell you how much I Love You before you left this place. I just wish I didn't feel like every day since this has happened feels like a damned repeat. Every morning I wake up. Every day I remember that you died. And it's August 28th over and over. The next day, the next day. If only it could be the 26th that were stuck on repeat. I hope all is well with you. All is not well with me.. but most things are. *sends all my love inside of a huge brightly coloured heart-shaped package*
  • Teddy <3's Panda Blaze One

    Oct 26 2009 5:05 AM

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  • Pocket full of posies

    Oct 25 2009 4:38 PM

    ha this had to happen like 2 min after my last post, so i got a pic for you!
    Photobucket
  • Pocket full of posies

    Oct 25 2009 4:15 PM

    Photobucket
    squid-nun says hello! and thank you for the moth. I love you, and mayhaps you could give me some good halloween ideas? cause i have none... (p.s. i know you can read this-Lain told me so!)
  • Curiosity Killed The Ca…Grace Kaiser

    Oct 25 2009 4:56 AM

    we miss you lots & lots and monster isn't going to be the same without you...

    but I'll be sure to party extra hard for you :)

    hope that your kicking ass and having fun, wherever you are. I know you would be<3
  • Jenica

    Oct 12 2009 3:17 AM

    if anyone knows anything about jacqui's deadjournal..i would greatly appreciate info. i've been searching for her account now for a while. *sad*
  • booಌ

    Sep 25 2009 6:33 AM



    everytime i watch this i cant stop crying .. i remember for my birthday you brought me a muffin with burning newspaper in it - you said "FIRE!" heheh or that fuckn bush in front of the fire department that picture you took of me .. i still have both of them- your the fucking best an i miss you so fucking much i dont kno why such fuckd up things happen in our young lives! losing you was not something i ever thought would happen..when i first heard-the first moment after hanging up the phone with anthony, my first thoughts were to call you to make sure you were alright...how stupid huh? dammit woman!! why would god take such an amazing gal out of our lives? - you made it woman..the one that got away. i hope our souls intertwine another time in another place - jus to kno your around...i hope i can feel you. again. i kno i will...my dreams of you i kno its all okay an goin to b alrigh but then i wake up it doesnt feel that way at all...i want to go back to that night at jareds in the hot tub an tell you over an over again i love you..or that night we spent rolling at your house..fuck dammit why my bitch?!?! so not fair - you are truly missed, so much.
    xoxo-wen[en]sday
  • AlcoholocaustRikki Alva

    Sep 24 2009 8:42 PM

    WE FUCKING MISS YOU!!! I DO!!!
  • ॐBumbleBzzzzzzzz☮ Lola Zombie

    Sep 24 2009 5:35 AM

    wish i got to see you at nocturnal, i know you will be there with me <3
  • VampittyVictor Carrasco

    Sep 17 2009 8:04 PM

    Hello my dearest, I am so sorry that you're gone from us forever in the physical aspect but you live in our hearts, memories and actions everyday. I miss you so much immoutochan ;_; we'll be seeing you on the other side, in the meantime watch over us yea?

    love always,

    Victor Carrasco Onee-sama.
  • ॐBumbleBzzzzzzzz☮ Lola Zombie

    Sep 13 2009 7:08 AM

    Hi mother dearest.. my one and only rave mother, im confused and sad and dont know how or why you left... at the same time your telling me how u passed. i just want someone to tell me how. if anyone is reading this, please let me how it happened. its been two weeks and no one has told me anything. any information would be helpful. i <3 u Jacqui
  • Catfish.Gabriella Fox

    Sep 11 2009 4:54 PM

    i still cant believe it.....
    it kills me that i missed you at EDC....
    I should have not gotten so fucked up and found you. i didnt know it would have been for the last time.
    You were so good to me during my darkest time and invited me into your home welcoming me with open arms.
    For that I thank you.

    Now that im sober I remember what you once told me about my habit and i use it as strength to stick by. You talked to me when nobody else would....you were an AMAZING person....
  • WidgetWidget Tiny Dancer

    Sep 7 2009 5:16 PM

    I'm so sorry I didn't get to see you the last time you were here. It's going to make me hate my life forever. I can only hope this is some kind of big mistake and that you'll call me... Does anyone know what happened? I'm just hoping and praying that this is a mistake and even if it isn't that I'll get an invitation to a memorial service, because I'm never going to forget you. I'm so sorry that I couldn't even make it to your last visit. I'm so sorry. I miss you, I'll always miss you and I'll always grieve for the Clementine (Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind) that I had in my heart.