Mike Bondeno

About me:

.. Hi, I'm Mike, an Italian 24 yo boy. I live in a small city called Castrocaro and I study Japanese language and culture at the University of Bologna. I like sports very much, I played lots of them - over all basketball, I played it for 7 years. I'm also a musician, I play guitar by 11 years, but for a long time I considered it just an hobby, and so now that my love for music is increasing day by day I had a lot to study to become a real rocker. Music is a really important part of my life, is the power that help me never give up even if I think I'm down, when I'm drepressed is the only thing that's be able to make me feel good and forget all the matters. Another part of my life, perhaps the beautiful, is my friends; I don't have too many friends (cause in this kind of world I had learnt that you can trust nobody cause people usually use for they purpose and then when they've finished they throw you in the garbage) but I love them more than myself, they're the family I choose, I'll do anything for 'em and I know they're always by my side ! Now I'm getting through hard times because I recently lost my bro, he was my best friend, we knew each other by 18 years, since we were children. We used to spend a lot of time together, we study the same things, we like the same kind of sports, of music, of films...we were just as brothers even if blood wasn't the same. Now that he is far away it's very hard for me to continue living my life cause everything I do, everywhere I go, I miss him too much - I know he is always with me but it's hard to remember it when you wanted talk to him and he cannot answer. We had future plans and so many things to do side by side that now I feel like empty, I have a giant hole in my soul. Fortunately my other friends help me everyday and we all take care of us each others trying to put an end at this situation - thanks guys I appreciate everything you do and I love you for your support, I never ever forget it, you're the best !! For what concern my personality, I can tell you that I'm a shy boy that try to hide it joking every single moment. I don't like too much expose myself to strangers, I'd like much more to study people from distance and then do my moves, I don't like to put me at the centre of attention but when the situation need it I can be a leader as well. I'm not a confident guy too, if people believe in me I could achieve anything but when I'm alone I don't want to be a protagonist. I'm also a simple man, I enjoy simple things and by the same simple things my feelings can turn bad. I love to sacrifice for the others, even if they'll never say thanks to me. For all these aspects I'm a very complex guy, and that's also why I actually don't have a girlfriend - I don't need a superficial girl that only think about what wear tonight ! I want a woman to talk to, a woman I have loves in common. I believe in values that most of people outside doesn't even know, like honor or trust or sacrifice or integrity ( i'm like a 2000 samurai) and I usually say that if I could choose a time for my born I'd like medieval age - or 80's , I love rock above anything else ! For the future, I really don't know what would it bring to me, I still don't have decided my way....Now I'm planning to move in USA for a couple of weaks in 2009 and so I'm working hard...then we all will see... I think to had explain myself at all, so say what you want, at end of games I'm proud of the man I've become and what I'm today !

I have inner demons, I try to fight'em every day, but I don't know who wins

Potete uccidere me, ma l'idea che è in me non morirà mai !

Uno stupido idealista, con tanti sogni da realizzare e poche possibilità per farlo. A dirla tutta anche romantico.....insomma un tipo inadatto per questo schifo di mondo !



People are in the dark,they don't know what to do. I had a little lantern, oh but it got blown out too. I'm reaching out my hand, I hope you are too. I just want to be in the dark with you.
Greg Brown, In the dark with you

Si vis pacem, para bellum !