Chrystal Paszkowski

to the sweetiest and sexiest woman i will ever love you mean the world to me and so do our kids. i love you with every passing moment ,with every beat of my heart. as time goes by my heart aches for your touch for your kiss cause i feel the way i did when we first kissed, first touched held eachother for the first time and will do whatever it takes to get you and the kids back in my life, i know it will hurt some but as time goes on and we get back the love and trust it will be worth it having my family home. to hold you and the kids, to hug and kiss and tell all of you face to face that i love you and give a big hug. baby you mean more to me now than ever before and just to hear that you love me and want to be with me means the world. i promise you this when you and the kids get home i will love and cherish every moment god gives us. and i will provee to you that i am sincere and true. baby you can trust me baby. now and forever, cause i want that love and trust back. babydoll you are my beautiful little butterfly princess and i treated you like a caged animal only letting you out then putting you right back and i know that our love needs to be full of trust and understanding, just like princess we let her out to get a break from the house and i need to let you get a break and see your family and freinds and knowing that you will come home just like princess to be loved and to give love to the one you want to be with. baby i will never treat you like that again, we will have time for us and we will make time for others too. i love you baby and need you home but i know it will take time. you are my life my inspiration, my dreams and i don't want to lose that , not now, not ever so if we keep in touch while we are apart just like iraq then we can over come this and get back on tract where we left off. i will always love you and the kids and more when all of you get home. call when you can and love me forever.