So much had changed, and so abruptly. It made me feel a little bit dizzy, like I was standing on an edge, a precipice somewhere much to high.
--Bella
Movies
Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me.
--Bella
Television
Whats the worst that can happen? I flinched. That was definitely the wrong question to ask. I was having a hard time breathing right. Okay, I thought again, whats the worst I could live threw? I didnt like that question so much, either.
--Bella
When I was a little girl, my dad and my brother and I would play this game called "the alien game". sure you might think its funny. But it was a funny and scarey game. What wed do is wed is: My dad would go into the bedroom and close the door and turn off all the lights in his room. Jacob and I would wait by the door till my dad made the creepest sound ever. Wed slowly go in the room and close the door. Our objective was to not get caught by dad. We would walk around the four poster bed very slowly. scared. Then my dad would jump out from anywhere in the room and wed run anywhere we could. But if we were caught, we were thrown onto the bed, and tickled to death until he suddenly disappeared. Then wed proceed to doing the same thing again.
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I always turn the light out in the bathroom before I come out. I have lived in a haunted house. I do believe in ghost. I like to write journals. I love to take pictures when Im happy. I dont think im very attractive. I never had braces. My ears are to small to be pierced. I seriously date. I dont put myself out there. I am invisible. Spiders are a nightmare. Drugs and alchohol is overated. Love is a lie. I have cried a lot. I have hidden tears. Im quiet when im emotional. Im only loud when Im happy. New Moon is my favorite Twilight book. My mom and dad are cool. I have a weird cousin whose name will not be mention. I am not fat, but im not that skinny. I love Mickey d's fries. I hate texting but I do it anyways. Im a loner. Im a lover. Im a friend. And im a cruel person. I never turn my room light on durring the day. I dont care for McCalister's or Canes. I like to play on the piano. But I dont do it often. I =love= the sims. Summer time sucks. I like fall. I want to live on the east coast of Canada and watch the sun set in the evening. Im a younger sister. And myspace, youtube, photobucket, and twitter, are near about the only reasons I get on the internet.
I promise that this will be the last time you’ll see me. I won’t come back. I won’t put you through anything like this again. You can go on with your life without any more interference from me. It will be as if I’d never existed.
--Edward Cullen
maybe you were all faster than me. We gave each other up so easily and silly little wounds will never mend. I feel so far from where ive been. So I go and I will not be back here again. Im gone as the day is fading.
Yeah, that's what I'm talking about! I'm trying to be as independent as possible. I want to have my own job, my own car, and my own money. But instead, I have to ask my family for rides, and I hate doing that. Don't get me wrong, I'm looking forward to being a senior in high school. It's just that I'm not ready to be a senior just quite yet. I have a lot that I have to prepare before going back to school again. I'm always tryna hang out with my friends this summer. And I'm excited for August because that's when I go to the beach for two weeks. I don't know how far you live from the coast, but I get to see the ocean every year. I guess you could say that I'm lucky for that.
Nope, it needs work. I still need a license. Before I can fix the car, I need to find a job. Wow, I have a lot to do this summer. And I'm not looking forward to senior year. Not yet, anyway. For now, I go by bike and other people giving me rides. What do you plan on doing this summer?
I'm enjoying it as well, but it could be better. Weather up here has been rainy and gross. I want sunshine and superb weather. I wish my friends lived closer as well. Blah, oh well.
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