Marischa- Meri Michiels since '91
both cursed and blessed with a life stitched together with paradoxes. I tend to contradict myself a lot... I can't and won't try to find a way around it, which makes perfectly sense in my own head. Though you'd most probably call it hypocrisy or indecision; Have your fun with defining it. But trust me on this one, I merely lost track of the person I am. Don't fool yourself, you can't trust me on anything else. I'm as much of an enigma I will allow myself to be, I portray myself whichever way I please. Though I will not be anyone but myself. I honestly couldn't care less what you think of that. I'm not perfect and do not wish to be either if it is the perfection set by your standards.
I'm a nice person, but don't mistake it for naïvety. I'm an open-minded person, but don't mistake it for weakness. I stand up for myself and the very few people I actually care about. I won't trust anyone who has 'human' stamped all over him. I always forgive, but never forget. I'm probably a difficult person, but I survived by that same attitude. I learn from my mistakes and giving you a chance will probably be yet another one to learn from. You'll probably be a disappointment, so will I. I gladly take all the disappointments if the gain outweighs the loss.
It is hard to care about people who treat me as a chore on their to-do-list. I can’t be bothered to waste my breath on them any more, I’m done with being Misses Nice. I’m not even half as horrible as I portray myself to be, but it is an excellent tool to separate the people who care enough from the ones who are just out to hurt and use me.
postscriptum Don't tell me that you've seen me; I live in a tiny dot for a country in Europe, It's very unlikely that you will ever meet me in person.
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