MySpace - {tohru} - 22 - Female - Island Lake, ILLINOIS

we are the strange, the misunderstood, the social forsaken, we are the children of the fence

use me as you will, pull my strings just for a thrill

click once for my dA page

click once for my facebook page

ways to contact me

email: amy_jagielski@comcast.net

instant message: polishsqweaktoy

myspace message

text message...it's better then calling and i'm more likely to respond

my life...the coolest little kid you'll ever meet

no matter what happens i'll always love him

my family

the people i spend my life with

keep quiet, nothing comes as easy as you, can i lay in your bed all day

every letter of the alphabet has a different color if you eat enough dandelions

mom! he's causing bodily functions on my pencil!!

let me take a machete to your intellectual thicket

the rundown

i suck at talking about myself. my ears are guaged. i have a high tolerance for pain. a severely high tolerance. my eyes change color, they're hazel. but turn blue or green. sometimes one of each. i had orange hair for the longest time. well. red orange and yellow. picture hayley williams circa warped tour 2007. that's my hair. now it's dark brown and bright purple underneath. i'm random as hell. i wear tripp pants. for those that don't know, they're bondage pants. like the ones you see on the industrial/goth/raver kids. i wear skinny jeans. i'm addicted to caffeine. i've been drinking coffee since i was old enough to hold a cup. the best coffee shop is this place in evanston. it's open til 2 am during the week and 3 am on weekends. i adore the place. it's called kafein. i adore music. i'm an artist. i play videogames -gasp- i know. it gets better. i work at gamestop. i like anime. i'm a regular at acen...anime central. i like to wear corsets. i was a band geek in high school. i was also a theatre geek. and i wouldn't have it any other way. techies are the only way to go. i stay up ridiculously late and tend to get up ridiculously early. it's a habit from school. i have a son. he's the cutest thing on the planet. his name is tristan and he's a year and a half old. i'm no longer with his father. but i'm ok with that. shit happens. and there wasn't really anything i could do about it anymore. i turned 21 this past august. it was wonderful. some of the coolest people were there. i'm scared of lightning and thunder. i don't like heights. i'm a terrible public speaker but i looooove to talk. i don't trust easily. i don't know my father. don't ask. i won't tell you. i like noodles. scarves=<3 i live in converse. my ipod is always with me. so is my ds. final fantasy fanatic. i miss my wolfie face. when people get hurt i laugh. then ask if they're ok. i've screwed up a lot of friendships. but so have they. i'll live. i want to live in mackinac. death frightens me. i like walking barefoot. i hate wearing shoes. but i do love them. i don't wear dresses often. if ever. but when i do watch out. i clean up well. at least i like to think i do. i rarely watch tv. i thought that i was in love once. but i guess he proved me wrong. i wish things had turned out differently. but i suppose things happen for a reason. i'd like to think that there's someone out there that will prove that i can love again. i haven't seen my natural hair color since eighth grade. until recently i've changed my hair color on a regular basis. i graduated high school in '05. i live in this ridiculous town that's like population 8000. it sucks. i love chicago. you should too. i take too many pictures...when my camera has a battery. i listen to almost every kind of music. minus rap. there's very little rap i listen too except old stuff. everyone says i have undiagnosed a.d.d. i have the attention span of a gnat and the memory of a dead elephant. random outbursts are my thing. i'm addicted to cherry soda. mac and cheese is my favorite. and toasted pb&j sandwiches. i don't like to be by myself. thank god for augie. i'd die without him. i love him. i'd die without monica too. she's my secret lover. shh! don't tell anyone! she's gorgeous. i adore her.

the long winded speech

call me amy, call me aj, squeak, or noodle. but don't call me aim. that's for the close and the timeless. if i haven't known you forever and i'm not close to you, don't even think about it. you don't want to see the results. people tell me i'm a little emo kid. i laugh at them. i love the style, and the music and i may have the hair but i'm really not. i'm an artist. i live just outside of chicago. i'm a nutcase. i love to draw, i'm going to school for 3d animation to become a videogame designer. i just finished my sophmore year. i have a son named tristan, he is one of the best things that could have happened to me. i love him to pieces. i love his father too. i'm polish, and i'm damn proud of it. i love hair dye, my hair color is constantly changing. i can't stand to have things the same all the time. i love people who are opinionated as i am, i love when they argue with me when they have reason too. not just because they feel like it. think debates. i love music. i love finding new bands and i love laughing at people who tell me the music i listen to sucks, until the band makes it big. then they're everyone's favorite. i can't stand people who pretend to be something they're not. trendies and scenesters bug me. because you know the minute their "friends" think the cool thing is to leave them behind they won't have a second thought. they'll leave 'em behind like last night's leftovers. i think that you should be you, not who everyone else is. if they can't except you for you then they weren't very good friends in the first place, now were they? i love to laugh. my theory is, happiness is like peeing yourself. everyone can see it but only you can feel it. my friends mean everything to me. they take care of me, they look out for me and i do the same for them. i don't trust easily, but once i do my loyalty is yours. break that trust however and you will regret it. i play videogames. *gasp* a girl who plays videogames?! deal with it. i can't stand jack thompson, i think he's an overbearing jackass. and i hate people who say i can't or shouldn't play videogames just because i'm a girl. i love food. coming from a polish family you don't really have a whole lot of choice. i hide my emotions. i'm good at keep things from people. it's not a good thing. i'm not proud of it. but i'm good at it. i keep myself busy part of the reason i'm always so stressed out. but i hate to be bored. it sucks and usually the only reason for boredom is laziness. i'm random. i come up with thoughts that blindside people. i go off on tangents. and i have transitive thinking. one thought always makes me think of something else which makes me think of something else. sometimes i vocalize the thought process sometimes people only here the first and last thoughts. i have a little guy in my head that monitors what goes on between my brain and my mouth. he's supposed to make sure my brain is in gear before my mouth starts running. he sucks at his job. and then there's nothing to stop the insane babble that travels out of my mouth. i'm very accident prone. i'm a klutz. i'm the farthest thing from graceful. i'm kinda like a bull in a china shop. i have two dogs. one is kinda like me. the other is exactly like me. right down to the spazziness, the crazy hair and the a.d.d. i make weird faces. i make strange noises. just to add spunk to life. people say i make weird poses too but i'm not entirely sure about that one. i love to play pool. we are regulars at the local pool hall. i love my converse. and i love my fingerless gloves. i wear scarves the minute it gets cold, and i'm always in a studded belt. i'm addicted to caffiene, i loooove coffee. and i love it the way it was meant to be. black. anything added should be considered coffee abuse. coffee should be left to its natural glorious form. you will never in your life see me drinking a diet soda, it's suicide soda. it should not be made. you're more likely to see me with a beer and those who know me know that i think the stuff is vile. i'm a rock. i don't share my problems. few know the depths of my mind and the emotional rollercoaster inside me. i don't like to burden others with my issues. because that's just it, they're mine. not yours. so come to me with your troubles, i'll help, but don't expect me to do the same to you, no matter how much i trust you. i only tell a few. they know who they are. some only think they are. the interests .art.videogames.music.unknown musicians.boys in tight pants .theatre.my dogs.my bunny.studded belts.scarves.books.people as opinionated as i am.walking around chicago at night.coffee.sneakers.boys.kisses.snuggling.sleeping under warm blankets with a cold breeze coming through an open window.hugs.mac&cheese.lip rings.snake bites.tounge rings.rain storms.shaggy hair.nail polish.eye liner.people who smell good.chicago.pasta.fruit.lilies.cheesey broccoli soup.sharpies.mountain dew.dr pepper.anything purple.my ipod.my cellphone.starbursts.rainbow sherbert.potato soup.bubble wrap.raves.playing pool.the spot.nighttime walks.chocolate frosting and graham crackers.concerts.safety town.fosters home for imaginary friends.stripes.signs.stuff that glows in the dark.causing chaos and mayhem.toasted pb&j sandwiches.snapple elements.necklaces.bracelets.rings.head bands.deviantart.com.pretty eyes.grilled cheese sandwiches.dancing in the rain.ddr.hair dye.hoodies.converse. the disinterests .stupid people.ignorant people.ice cream.waiting.waking up early.obnoxiously upbeat people.being cold.being alone.the dark.scenesters.girls in too much bad makeup.fakes.chocolate milk.people who abuse animals.my past.smoking (but will tolerate it).people who try to be something they're not.rap music.liars.cheating.people who think they're better then they are.reruns of bad tv shows.shorts.missing good concerts.daytime tv.root beer.my dogs chewing stuff.running out of eyeliner.not being able to find the nail polish color i want.rumors.drama.people who type lIkE tHiS.people who purposely suck at using proper english.hypocrites.homophobes.answering machines.broken headphones.missing one sock or glove.dreary days.spare tires.my knee.peoples dependency on money.rudeness.scams.being put on hold when the person called me.the smell of nail polish remover.stupidly obnoxious people.people who look down on me.haters.posers.bad music. the tunes 30 seconds to mars.a kiss could be deadly.a love like pi.a thorn for every heart.the academy is.afi.aiden.all american rejects.am radio.at the drive in.atreyu.augustana.basshunter.bayside.the beatles.bed light for blue eyes.the black mages.blaqk audio.bloc party.blue october.boys like girls.brand new.the bravery.the breakup.breaking Benjamin.bright eyes.cartel.cascada.the chasing game.chiodos.circa survive.coheed and cambria.Copeland.cut copy.cradle of filth.cute is what we aim for.dance gavin dance.daphne loves derby.dashboard confessional.death in December.dierks Bentley.disturbed.dr manhattan.the dresden dolls.enya.the faint.fall out boy.feeder.the feeling.flowers for dorian.flyleaf.freezepop.from first to last.gackt.gavin degraw.gogol bordello.good charlotte.green day.gym class heroes.halifax.hawthorne heights.hellogoodbye.him.hinder.hit the lights.the hush sound.in this moment.incubus.it dies today.jamie cullum.jamison parker.jason aldean.jason mraz.johnny cash.june.jupiter sunrise.keith urban.kill hannah.killswitch engage.lacuna coil.linda strawberry.local h.lovehatehero.madina lake.mae.mariah carey.marilyn manson.maroon 5.the mars volta.the mascara story.meg & dia.metroid.mindless self indulgence.miranda lambert.miyavi.modest mouse.morningwood.motion city soundtrack.my american heart.my chemical romance.nevertheless.nine inch nails.oar.oasis.of the opera.ok go.orange range.our lady peace.ozone.paloalto.panic! at the disco.papa roach.paramore.parkway drive.phantom planet.pierce the veil.the pillows.the pink spiders.plain white t's.plus 44.the postal service.the prize fighter inferno.the raconteurs.rammstein.rascal flats.razorlight.red hot chili peppers.the red jumpsuit apparatus.rediscover.regina spektor.robbie williams.rock kills kid.the rocket summer.rodney atkins.rookie of the year.rooney.the roots.saosin.say anything.scary kids scaring kids.scenes from a movie.school boy humor.scissor sisters.seether.self against city.shiny toy guns.shockstars.sick puppies.silverstein.silversun pickups.simply waiting.the sleeping.something corporate.the sounds.the southland.spacebar.the spill canvas.stockdale.story of the year.the strokes.sugarland.the summer obsession.tatu.taking back sunday.taylor swift.teddy geiger.third eye blind.three days grace.thrice.thursday.tilly and the wall.tokio hotel.tokyo rose.tommy lee.tonight the prom.tool.trace adkins.trading yesterday.trans siberian orchestra.treaty of paris.type o negative.ultraviolet.the used.utada hikaru.velvet revolver.the verve.verve pipe.waking ashland.the wallflowers.weezer.white hot knife.the white stipes.the wombats.the working title.the wreckers.xray spex.yellowcard.zebrahead. and probably like a million more. the tube beauty and the geek.csi.dead like me.gossip girl.law and order.notes from the underbelly.reaper. anything on cartoon network the film reel .50 first dates.amityville horror.barnyard.benny and joon.butterfly effect.charlie and the chocolate factory.christine.cinderella story.clue.corpse bride.dukes of hazard.edward scissorhands.employee of the month.finding nemo.happy feet.harry potter.hide and seek.homeward bound.house on haunted hill.ice age.lord of the rings.memento.nightmare before christmas.pi.pirates of the caribbean.resident evil.rose red.salems lot.sin city.spiderman.star wars.the crow.the descent.the fountain.the gate.the newsies.thirteen ghosts.war of the worlds.white christmas.willy wonka and the chocolate factory. the pages annonymous rex.artemis fowl.casual rex.death be not proud.don't stuff your dog and other things i've learned.eragon.harry potter.hatched.hot and sweaty rex.the hobbit.kite runner.lord of the rings.my bloody life.once a king always a king.sexy.the simarillion.talking to myself.thief of time.time stops for no mouse.under the black flag.one for the money.two for the dough.three to get deadly.four score.high five.hot six.seven up.ard eight.to the nines.ten big ones.eleven on top.twelve sharp.

MySpace a place for friends