I'm Jessica Chanin Pocock, I'm 17, and I'm smoking myself to death. I dropped out of my shitty grammar school, and got accepted in at UCA. Ive left a lot of people behind in my life. I have two really good friends, and I have to go to mental health meetings. My past has been pretty crappy, and my health stops me doing laborous activities. My life sounds pretty crappy, but things have never been better now. I have an amazing boyfriend, and a relationship with my parents. Its all I could ask for.
Mhm. I just don't want to feel trapped like i have my whole life. If that means having to work as a waitress at Steak and Shake to save money [which I could be soon], I'll take it lol. We'll be there the end of Jule/beginning of August. I would too! :] xx
I'm so sick of it. I really want to find a way to jumpstart my career so I don't have to go to uni for four years but I don't know how that's gonna happen. I really just want a job so I can indulge muse;f and feel better lol. And nah, not that far :p I'm excited though. It'll make summer... also, I'll be home for 2 weeks, don't know if I told you. Meet up if you're about? I promised Cachia I'd go see her lol. xx
Sounds pretty fun :]. He's coming from Washington state. Like... 1000 miles or something. Probably more. It's fun but again, I have to start paying for gas soon lol. xx
A job? At CGSG? Doing what? Me neither really. I'm arranging for a friend of mine to come stay with me this summer, and applying for work. Being overwhelmed with school, e.t.c. =/ but at least I'm driving. <3
heya!!!!!!!!! did you get the money for the calculatoe???? i gave it to sam lkke a while back, i think on tuesday or something???? how are you??????? =]
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(OMG!!!!!!!!!! you might come to school!!!!!!!!! =] when????????????? and mondays fine, so i'll give £40 to sam and she'll give it to you yeah???????// =]
well, at the moment im well behind in art....................not surprising really though............i mean........im always behind.......you know?????????? maths is well hard.......like mega you know??????????// and for parents evening i was supposed to make an appointment with mrs wicks but i didnt go, and she saw me the other day and said that she sent a letter home to my parents to make an appointment some other time........only cos i didn't meet any of my tarhet grades..............you know????????/ =[ so well depressed nowadays!!!!!!!!!!!!! =[
btw have you got the calculator or has sam...........cos if your free one dya in the holidays you could pop round mine and give it to me then i could give you the money straight instead of till monday.............you know?????????? if sams got the calculator then you could get it off her when you see her next you know???????????// i only live one road down from bernie's near aldi at 54 duncan road!!!!!!!!! just a suggestion btw!!!!!!!!! =] xxxxxxxxxxx
yay me!!!!!!!!!!! and yeah i'll let you know!!!!!!!!!! omg i cant believe you dont go to scholl anymore though, when i go to art in my frees your not there anymore you know???????????? but hows your holidays going?????????????
what you planning on doing now after school etc?????????? not gonna sell drugs and stuff for a living right????????/ lol just joking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =] miss ya loads xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
yay me!!!!!!!!!!! and yeah i'll let you know!!!!!!!!!! omg i cant believe you dont go to scholl anymore though, when i go to art in my frees your not there anymore you know???????????? but hows your holidays going?????????????
what you planning on doing now after school etc?????????? not gonna sell drugs and stuff for a living right????????/ lol just joking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =] miss ya loads xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
yay me!!!!!!!!!!! and yeah i'll let you know!!!!!!!!!! omg i cant believe you dont go to scholl anymore though, when i go to art in my frees your not there anymore you know???????????? but hows your holidays going?????????????
what you planning on doing now after school etc?????????? not gonna sell drugs and stuff for a living right????????/ lol just joking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =] miss ya loads xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
the thing thing costs like £42, so can i buy it for £35????????? we can negotiate you know???????? =] and i can give the money to sam when we get back to school you know???????????