So I had a really crappy day today. There is a growing larger chance I won't be going to culinary school in May anymore. This whole day was just really horrible. Tons of fighting with my parents before work. I stayed at work till 6:30 and then got stressed and icky feeling because I was depressed so I left. AND THEN ... to just top off the day of crap, I go into the break room to check my schedule next week and I see boy and crush sitting there talking, and she says hi to me, asks me a question, i tell her i'm leaving early and he looks at me, says nothing, and totally continues in on the conversation he was having with her. Seriously, he said nothing. Grrr... anyway ... I just needed to tell someone. We will see how my day goes tomorrow.
hanson i c that you still love them. lol so how is everything with you??? im good im finally being okay with being alone right now...lol but its hard to stay in this state of mind and not feel lonely when i go home to an empty bed...
