Misty Menken's Blog
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i can make layouts!
Hello everyone its been a long time since I posted a blog! Im just writing to let everyone know that if you see a layout that im using and you want it (I can edit it however you like) feel free to message me. also if you want me to make you a layout from scratch send me a message with the theme, color, font, and any pictures you may want me to use. <3 you guys! ~Misty -
Finally
Current mood:
Ok so the last week and a half has been crazy!!! I finally got to see my amazing Fiance <3 I am so proud of him he Graduated from Airforce Basic Training and his Flight got Honor flight! He looks sooooooo good! like drop dead georgous good! anyways it was a whirlwind weekend in Texas then he left to go to job Training at Vandenberg AFB in Cali! it was all good till Tuesday night when he found out that we cant get married on May 26th like we planned and already have the invitations printed for.... grr... im very frustrated with the military..... oh well anyways we decided along with my parents that im going to fly to Cali at the end of April and we are going to get married there, then in July we are going to have our actual wedding.... stresssssssssss grr... oh well as long as i get to be with David im ok because he is my everything and without him i feel like im nothing so in a way this is going to work out better because we are going to be married sooner... I LOVE DAVID ANDREW MENKEN!!! I cant wait till we are finally married <3
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If you feel so empty, so used up, so let down
Current mood:
So yeah life freakin sucks.So i know im supposed to be all Happy and everything because im getting married in 3 months and dont get me wrong I am. but thats about the only good thing in my life right now. im tired of walking around with a freaking smile on my face when im not happy. I mean as soon as David left for Basic my entire life fell apart. I mean im not even speaking to my grandparents and they used to be the closest people to me next to David. I feel so fat like really fat and every time i try to diet i feel worse. I hate my job right now because im just not motivated at all to even go in plus when im at work i have to plaster a freakin smile on my face and i hate being fake. Everytime Something good does actually come along i fuck it up and not just a little alot... Im really sick of this fucking world i feel like im screaming at the top of my lungs and nobody can hear me... I want out.... David needs to come back because he makes my world sane... only a week and 5 days... i hope i can make it that long.... its not looking good.....
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