Well I am a 36 years old.I am single. I Live in Springfield, IL. I am not looking for a one night stand, and I dont cyber, so please dont try..
There is nothing really special about me. Just your plain Jane, in a fat bitches body hehe. I think she ate the skinny person I used to be when I was like 5. Believe it or not, I was a stick then. My daughter is the same way. She is a little stick.She is 6 going on 30. ;)
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I guess I am a redneck at heart. I listen to country music.I also like some of the 90's heavy Metal like Guns N Roses, and other Hair bands hehe. I sometimes listen to classical music to relax. I am one of the nicest people you can meet, although I am a hermit and a homebody. If I didnt have the internet, I would go crazy. :) Thats sad, huh?
I am at a point in my life, where I thought I found happiness, but that all went away January 18th, 2008 when Blaine went to Heaven. I know now he is not in pain, but 39 was way to young to go. It scares me to death, that one day when you dont expect it, it may be your last. Live every day like it was your last day on earth.
Just trying to figure out what I want in life.. I have a big ol' broken heart. SO much has happened to me in the past two years or so.I have a fresh start, and I am going to make the best of it. I have learned from my mistakes...I am just taking it one day at a time, and see where it goes from here. :)
I Just found this quote, and I really like it.
"Not until we are lost do we begin to understand ourselves." ~ Thoreau
This is for you too Chloe.. I love you so much baby. Mommy loves you with all her heart.
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