''We enjoy warmth because we have been cold. We appreciate light because we have been in darkness. By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness.''
Male
26 years old
In The Middle of No where
Poland
My other interests are ''Electronic Engineering, something I am taking up and even morse code interests me.
I love to Write, Poem and Stories. I am really good at expressing my thoughts and feelings into words + I have a lot creativity, imagination and I am very envisioned.
I am also into Philosophy, Religion. I am a free thinker and I have many views on such things as ''god'' and the universe itself. I have a lot of thoughts on such things as god, and the universe. I see god not as something that is based on idolization or something of a material thing but the Universe. I view god as being the universe or the order of the universe as I put it. One thing I have learned is... everything followers, ''a equivalent'' flow. I see many inherited connections between Science, Religion, The Universe and People. I am most interested in religion (including mythologies) based on its initial ruling of laws of nature. And a lot of its presentations of its parable statements
I also love to dance <333 It is most definitely one of the things I truly love to do. Dancing releases a lot of negative energy and it is great for the healment of the body, mind and soul. Also ''GFX Graphics Design'' but I am still an amature... I also do sing but I don't think I am very good at it lol. I have many intestersts though...... My biggest interests are people.
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One of My Poems
Dedicated to my First Love
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My memories drift away.
Night
Turns into day, my thoughts Consume
and bring me my darkest Doom
My mind drifts my heart aches, I'll
never forget her, she was my every
day, and my every way.
I miss her laughs I miss her smiles...
I miss everything about her from the
depths of my soul and all the eternal bliss
She showed me what love was she open
my eyes with her I flew deep to the eternal
Skies.
She was my forever night and forever day.
I lost her and after that i began to fade
drifting in time drifts and my very soul went
blind.
She brought me every joy every bright
she was my night;
She was one of a kind she was a star that
burned so deep in the night skies, and shined
much brighter than all that resides.
She had this laugh she had this smile she
had this light her spirit thrived her heart was
so ever bright
her hair shined her eyes lit up and could fill
the darkest night.
she filled my heart with so much eternal joy
she showed me what love was she lit my heart
she brought me eternal happiness she was
my life.
why did I have to lose her? I don't know why...
after she left me I died and just like i told her
I will love her forever and she will never know
She will always be in my heart forever.. so tonight
I'll say good night and hopefully one day I'll see her again
and everything will be alright
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The Perfect Friend Your heart leads you, with your head in tow, thinking enthusiastically about how you can put things right again. Often mistaken for a meddlesome busybody, but only you truly understand that compassion is what will solve society's problems. How Caring Are You?
You Are Not Prejudiced
Not only are you color blind, but you're also ethnicity blind, gender blind, and sexual orientation blind.
You don't judge someone until you truly know them. And even then, you're probably reluctant to judge.
You try to treat everyone equally. Everyone has a fair chance with you.
Good job - there's not a prejudiced bone in your body.
This is one of my truest dearest friends, who i love with all my heart. jadeeys been absoultely the best to me! shes been the family, i always dreamed of havin. Shes never hurt me, shes always been the perfect friend, has done nothin but been there for me, and care about me! through good times and bad times, she has always been the perfect friend, and looked past all my errors, and new the true me, and never looked down on me, and always been there for me. i see her like a mother, because how nurturing shes been to me. she got me through the tuffest hardest times. she always makes me smile and cheers me up. jade is a symbol of what true family should be :O] she doesnt know this, but on so many occassions i remember on a lot she has told me, and it brings me hope. shes my family and shes defintely apart of me <3 if she knows this or not, she is one of a kind. she will forever be n my heart.
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Myselle
This is myselle , shes a amazing kid, with a heart of gold. one of the sweetest girls you'd ever meet. i care and love this girl like shes my own sister. shes defintely one of a kind. i push her away though Alot, and i regret it very much but that would never change the feelings i have for her. i still see her as my truest family if she knows that or not. shes such a amazing caring kind kid, that any parent would be proud of. she will always be n my heart, no matter what!
Shane
This is shane, or as i call him shane the pain aka ane could never get laid lol j/k
shanes a very complicated person. not much ppl understand him that much. he lived a very unfair life, and felt like so much of what he offered always got thrown back n his face. shane and me we didnt always get along sometimes we wanted to rip eachothers throats out, but shane has a good heart. i always loved him like he was my actual brother. he had a lot of influence on me, and he did a lot of remarkable things for me. i always did my very best to watch after him, keep him from harm but i failed n that matter. No matter what man i'll always love you, and i do and will always miss you! no matter what all bad things happend between us. I said a lot of nasty things to him, last time i heard from him, and i wish i could take it back, what i said
Sherlyn
This is sheryln shes my neice and i love her to pieces!!! shes an incrediable kid. shes a lot like me. shes so kind caring and generous, and silly as hell lol. shes the most happiest kid u'd ever see. there was this one time where her and her friend painted there faces like Kiss and my sister freaked they did it just for the hell of it lol. i love my neice soo much, just only wish i couldve been more part of her life, i havent seen her in years :( last time i seen her she was twlelve, now shes almost a woman.
Signs That you Had To Much To Drink!!
What Demon Follows you? ..:Interesting Pics:..
You are followed by the Demon of Kindness. True that doesn't really sound like a demon, but this Demon makes you care a lot about other people and leave little time for yourself. People love you for that, but how much do you love yourself? If you really want this Demon to leave, teach others how to stand on their own two feet and maybe turn down the ones who only use you. This is probably the best Demon to be stuck with though. Take this quiz!
Your...I Want My LifeYour life is messed up and is about to be dragged down by someone you know. Your dreams have be broken and all you want is your life back. Take this quiz!
SOMETHING HER MOTHER WANTS IN MEMORY OF HER BABY GIRL..
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December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.
At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward.. Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..
This is what Jessica said:
"If anyone has kids, make sure that you keep them with you the whole time. Don't give then to anyone that you don't trust. Trust me, I thought that I trusted Josh. But now as of December 4, 2007 at 2:29 AM, she is gone. My one & only baby . & He is going to pay FOREVER, even if he gets out of jail scott free, he will be dead no matter what. & To all my friends that know London, I am very angry & upset that I lost the love of my life, my babygirl. She died on her three month birthday .
London had six fractured ribs, both of her legs were fracture, & her brain was so damaged that if she were to live she would be a vegetable So I did what was right & what was best for her & took her off life support
That's what you call Shaken Baby Sydrome [SBS]"
For those of you who dont know what Shaken Baby Syndrome check out the facts ;
-Shaking, jerking and jolting can cause blood vessels in the head to tear or burst.
Shaken Baby Syndrome is the shaking of an infant or child by the arms, legs, or shoulders with or without impact of the head.
This trauma can result in bleeding and brain injury with no outward signs of abuse
Often frustrated caregivers feel that shaking a baby or small child is a harmless way to make the child stop crying. However, a baby's brain and blood vessels are vulnerable to whiplash motions, such as shaking, jerking, jolting, and impact.
The neck muscles of an infant or small child are weak, so the child's head is relatively heavy and the neck cannot support the stress of shaking or impact
-Shaking a very young child, with or without impact of the head, can cause irreversible brain damage, blindness, cerebral palsy, hearing loss, spinal cord injury, seizures, learning disabilities, and even death.
It is tragic that healthy, intelligent babies are suffering these disabilities simply because their caregivers don't know about the dangers associated with Shaken Baby Syndrome
An estimated 1,200 to 1,400 cases of Shaken Baby Syndrome (SBS) occur each year in the United States.
Only 1 out of 4 babies dies of Shaken Baby Syndrome
HOWEVER, the other three babies will need ongoing medical attention for the rest of their short lifespans
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Introduction
Well my name's Chris.
I'm a very emotional, loving, caring, sweet, funny
compassionate, generous, open minded person, and my heart rules Me.
I have a lot of deep feelings and I always follow my heart. Sometimes though it can affect my judgement. I care a great deal about people in general.
I am a very unique indivudual. I am very intelligent but yet I can be/behave really stupid to. I am incredibiliy sensitive, caring and generous but yet I have a dark side. I can be very shy but I also can be very extrovert/social (depending on conditions) at the same time. I am very creative and theoretical but also very practical. I believe in the relevance and even principles/laws of religion but I also inherit a lot of traits of atheism and I demand evidence and proof.
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I am a Software/Engineer((Free Lancer))
My field of expertise revolves around software development, Software Debugging.... Vulnerabilities and Network and Web based vulnerabilities. I do have more goals other than computer science which I want to pursue and explore, like more legit developement
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I am a very funny/Silly person.
I just love making People laugh, it is one of the best feelings... to... make others laugh.
And I love it so much!! Laughter is the best heal-ment for The Soul :) I'm a silly Person, so watch out [lol]
& I love the rain and I love the night. It has a very unspoken beauty which I am drawn to.
I'm also a writer. I am actually in the middle of writing a story.
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You are anything but evil...you're a compassionate, loving person who would give the clothes off your back to a firend in need. Keep on being wonderful, and kind, our world suffers from the lack of such people as you. Take this quiz!
The meaning of your life is your family. You may consider family members friends and love spending time together. You may have children or want to have children some day. You will be happiest spending quality family time.
Who I'd like to meet: People I wish to meet are pretty much anyone but the ones that I wish to meet the most are people who are intelligent, intelectual etc. People who can hold a conversation on many issues and people who are just FUN!
I also wish to meet the ones who are true to themselves and me.
ppl who are true with themselves have my most respect!!
You are the type who just makes there heart melt.. GOOD JOB! You are as romantic as it gets!! Every moment with you makes your g/f or b/f feel special.
You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).
You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.
Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.
Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.
In love, you are quiet and sweet yet very passionate. You love easily.
You have an underlying love for all living things, and it's easy for you to accept someone into your heart.
At work, you do best in an unconventional position. You express yourself well and can work with almost anyone.
You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.
How you see yourself: Sympathetic, kind, and communicative
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, insecure, and overly sensitive
Hey there, sending you some love.... HUGS! I hope I have brought you tons of smiles and laughter! I'm going to sleep now... Just wanted to share some love with ya... ;)
Thank you for being such a great person to me ... It means a lot to me that you are a true friend/brother to me... I'm glad we can have fun and enjoy each other's company. It's awesome and I appreciate all you have helped me through... I am thankful that you and I have crossed paths... Thank you for appreciating me and treating me as a person ... You're really awesome and I am so glad that you are here for me. ...
I'm so happy that we are on the same wavelength with each other... I feel so blessed to know you...
I'm going to be back online, hopefully soon... I want to catch my show on tv ... lol, even though my uncle buys the smallville episodes, I can't wait to see it on tv. ha ha! ...
Of course! N hi Chris, nice to meet you. Well to the extent that I can lol. N yeah I know how that goes with so much going on; however, I hope it gets much better for you soon!!!