Cara F*n Maria
www.myspace.com/modelcaramariaI think my mask of sanity is about to slip.Mood: (none)
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Cara F*n Maria
- Hollywood, California, US
- Last Login: 12/18/2009
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Details
- Status: Single
- Hometown: Lawrence, MA . hey... shit happens....
- Orientation: Not Sure
- Body type: 5' 5" / Slim / Slender
- Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
- Zodiac Sign: Taurus
- Children: I don't want kids
- Smoke / Drink: No / No
- Education: College graduate
- Occupation: I handle my own.
Music Player
Interests
General
Your Birthdate: May 12 
You're a dynamic, charismatic person who's possibly headed for fame.
You tend to charm strangers easily. And you usually can get what you want from them.
Verbally talented, you tend to persuade people with your speaking and writing.
You are affectionate and loving, but it's hard for you to commit to any one relationship.
Your strength: Your charm
Your weakness: Your extreme manipulation tactics
The Real Me:
*Horses are my life- I have been riding since I was 8 years old and I have owned my gorgeous thoroughbred mare since I was 14. She is my love and my happiness. My soul mate. My literal dream come true.
*I paint... I never had formal lessons but I do what I can. I paint in red black n white...in tim burton morbid pop art style. It helps clear my head and ease my mind.
*I play with photography. It's great to be on the other side of the camera... to express my art in a new way... to show how i see the world through a lens...
I love rock music- the dirtier the better...especially when I need to escape my brain for a little while...In fact I'm learning drums....and I love every crash bang boom second of it.
My love and interest in life comes from the arts, beauty, music, and creativity. I just want good things in my life.... life is just too short for negativity and bad things to weigh us down. Live for the day...
GO B's!
.....Music
90s Grunge. Rock. and sometimes Jazz/blues/big band.Movies
Anything that Tim Burton directed or that Twisted Films produced. Secretary, BATMAN, Batman Returns, Pirates xxx, GIA, BLOW, American Psycho, Se7en, Saw, Fight Club, The Devil's Advocate....Television
NIP/TUCK
The L WordBooks
American PsychoHeroes
This is my sanity. My happiness. My heart. My Soul Mate. My Life.
She comes before anything in this world. My literal dream come true.
5-12-00
Schools
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Endicott College
- Beverly,MA
- Graduated: 2008
- Student status: Alumni
- Degree: Bachelor's Degree
- Major: Psychology
- Minor: Criminal Justice
2004 to 2008 -
Central Catholic High School
- Lawrence,MA
- Graduated: 2004
- Student status: Alumni
2000 to 2004
Latest Blog Entries
- Jun 17, 2009 10:33 AM Choke.
- Mar 14, 2009 11:28 PM Hollywood Revelations.
- Jan 13, 2009 9:07 PM ..........final chapter........
- Jan 2, 2009 11:47 AM resolutions....
- Dec 15, 2008 2:36 PM in my pillows.....
Blurbs
About me:
" There is an idea of a Cara Maria; some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there."
no silicone fillings... no nip or tucks....
just me.
I find sanctuary losing myself in art and music. It's only then that my walls come down... if just for a moment...
Don't be aroused by my confession...
unless you don't give a good goddamn about redemption:
-Leather + Piercings + tattoos + eyeliner = delicious
However, aside from my pirate hair beads and nose ring... I am a blank canvas.
-My kisses are poison. I don't give them away easily. When I do... it's to die for.
-I have a thing for drummers... and drumming... a very s e r i o u s thing.
on that note: sex. drums. rock n roll. that about covers it.
-I have to have all or nothing. With everything. Once I start... I can't stop until it kills me.
-My horse comes before you. Always.
-I never want children. I never want to be married.
-I paint. It's my drug of choice.
-Fact: I've never smoked anything in my life.
-My bedroom is a vampire den. I sleep in red lights... under black sheets... with my edward scissorhands doll.
-Candles red... I have a pair.
-I love hockey.
-I'd hurt you. Emotionally... physically...you should walk away now.
You will never know me. I am a lie. I am hollow. I fake the smile to fit in. I have a darkness that follows me. I'm lost. My walls grow more every day. Maybe the walls are there so that only someone with the strongest heart can climb... I haven't met him yet. And as the walls grow taller... I lose the hope that I ever will... or that I even want to.
I -am- jack's broken heart.
Other links: Official website: (for the "modeling thing" w resume etc go to www.caramaria.com)
official www.caramaria.com website design by:
Matt Sorum. Sundance -09 Jonathan Montoya -Saliva -"Batman VS Superman" Part 3 of 4
Made up my mind to make a new start,
Going To California with an aching in my heart.
Standing on a hill in my mountain of dreams,
Telling myself it's not as hard, hard, hard as it seems...
Led Zeppelin
Who I'd like to meet:
I am an old soul... lost in my sick hell.
love hate love.
my broken fairy tale.
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Thanks for the add!:)
KEEP ON ROCKIN’
we appreciate your friendship.
Greetings from Greece.
Snaki
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