I am Alpha and Omega
The beginning and the end
I am one and I am nothing
I am the harbinger
The creator and a blessing
The first and last in becoming
I will die for the sins of the ignorant
For once in my life......
Influences
All those motherfuckers puttin' the fight to the streets. Anarchist, Anti-Imperialist, Black Nationalist, The list goes on and on to so many beautiful varying ideologies. All we have is that one unified idea and its all we need. Freedom gonna come from the barrel of a gun.
Oh and Haruki Murakami. Thank you for making a bleak existence seem so peachy.
i gotta find peace of mind. i got that pig flu. thank jah, i finally found osha root. when i and done resting i will see you brotha. missin your company.
hahaha nic poop :) real sorry we havent had the chance to get together yet, i finally have a day off...TODAY! goin down to manitou for the day. will call ya when i am back tonight. missin ya brudduh
NIC! I was just asking about you earlier tonight. I hung out with Joe and I told him to send you my regards. I'm glad you read the Metamorphosis, it's one of my favorites. It made me cry actually. School is amazing, I recently discovered that photojournalism is my passion and I think I'm going abroad next summer or something, I just really need to get the fuck out. How are you doing? I actually need to meet up with Tony tomorrow because I painted him a picture, you should come too eyh eyh? I'm in Aurora butt hole for the weekend.
working full time and going to school full time, sorry i am so busy. will def get together ASAP brudda! missin you! and school is going great great great
I think I agree. In general, I think of revolution and change and what have you as more of a neccessity, not really a bragging right. I guess, I honestly think of those kind of committments as selfless actions to begin with but maybe, on a subconcious level people try to appeal their ideas to one another by acting superior. Maybe to some degree they need validation, but maybe they also think that if they're going to turn someone on to their thinking, they've got to come off cooler than Lil Wayne and your mom and dad. And maybe that's true. How many peoples thoughts are dictated by images? It's really sad because these people that you described sound like they are doing it to be cool, which is fucked when comapred to what theyre saying. I mean look at what the Weather Underground was able to call attention to by bombing the pentagon and police stations. And they had to be underground, completely invisible and unknown, even to their families to be able to actualize such radical thoughts. I bet you there are a lot less people who know of the Weather Underground than Che Guevara. Could it be that in our country and times, such things are too impossible, "too radical"? Personally, I think so. I think it's too much to hope that someone could be convinced to analyze life and the effects of capitalism on the world even if they couldn't dispute that the effect is global, even if they thought of it as the means by which we are all controlled. People don't give a fuck. They just want to live their lives. Success is attained through competition. And the contest is so american. And though I don't agree, I can see why, here, an amateur revolutionary would think that his being cool validates his ideas and is the way to persuade people to be the same.
Did you ever read that Chuck Palahniuk book RANT? RANT fucks his grandma and his mother to save his mothers life. According to Chuck, fucking your grandma gives you special powers, intense sense of smell and taste, incredible ability to heal and even being able to time travel. Still though, I think the thoughts going through your mind, or the suppression of thoughts going through your mind while boning your grandma woud make the sex average at best. So I guess it all depends on your motivations. But if you were your own grandpa, would you take yourself hunting and fishing, and would you have to start going to bed at 7:30 every night?
Oh well if you become a hermit in the Andes I'm coming to visit. Sorry, I guess that kind of defeats the purpose. If you are ever near Fort Collins for some random reason you should hit me up! We could go on an enlightening hike or something awesome like that :]
I hope you have been doing well and that massage school (if that's what you're still doing) is going good! I heard my friends talking about this pack trip they're going on through Central America and it made me think of you, it sounded like something you would enjoy. I could just always see you getting the fuck out of this country and never coming back.
Stay strong my friend and keep manifesting your dreams! Sorry to be so cheesy haha.
