Monessa

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is trying to ride the wave of the universal divide in her world. shit I hope I make it.Mood: sassy sassyat 6:34 AM Jun 13 view more

  • Monessa Esquivel

  • 31 / Female
  • SAN ANTONIO, Texas, US
  • Last Login: 7/13/2009

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  • General

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    Music and fashion is my soul, theater and being a performance artist of the mayhem and utter emotional enlightment, visual art especially viewing some impressive graffiti art this city has to offer, museums,and all sorts of crazy Mexican candy, like Lucas and chamoya, spending time trying to find something decent to wear, not drinking too much to the point where your kicking yourself the next day, trying to keep my car clean, listening to grocery store music while shopping, eating in bed and not trying to get my sheets all full of crumbs. trying my best to make it look like I'm working, but all I've been doing to eating and talking on the phone, trying to keep my back dry in the hot Texas heat, making arroz con pollo that I eat for a week, making my friends laugh, Try to not stress out about the little annoyances in life, still search for the best vintage in every smelly thrift store in San Antonio, continue to work with artists who want to collarborate a vision of wild or meaningful performances for whoever will pay, be a good daughter for my mother, teach and guide the new generations of the world thru fine art of Crayola Model Magic, and just reaking havoc in society between my morning breakfast of Rice Krispies

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    Fifth Avenue, New York City, my first time ever, where I truly need too be one day


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    Pic from NY fountain in front of Trump Plaza on 5th Avenue
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  • Music

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    For right now, Spoon, Chemical Brothers, Fischerspooner, Dandy Warhols , Massive Attack, Deftones, Radiohead, Belle and Sebastian, Scissors Sisters, Prodigy, The Strokes, Cake, FannyPack, Blondie, New Order, The Cure, Buena Vista Social CLub, Bjork, The Hives, The White Stripes, John Lee Hooker, James Brown, Etta James, The Velvet Underground, Gorrilaz,Missy Elliot,NERD, Beastie Boys, The Shins

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  • Movies

    Well, when I get the chance to go to the movies its either, Indie films or has an interesting story. Rebel without a Cause, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, The Big Lebowski, Star Wars (1977), The Breakfast Club, Pretty in Pink, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Aliens,Trainspotting, John Lennon vs. the US, Halloween, Like Water for Chocalate, Smokey and the Bandit, The Shining, Totoro, The Godfather, Scarface, GoodFellas, old movies and shit that it'll make me laugh hard, Oh I really want to see the Science of Sleep, because I think Gael is slowly sparking my interest

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  • Television

    Let's see I'd like people to think that I read and mediate when I get home but I do watch an immense amount of TV, I let's me not think about all the things I have to do or get down, I can just watch silly stuff and not have to worry about deadlines and what not. Okay, when I'm home I usually get to see Project Runway, crappy-ass MTV shows, music videos when there on from 11 AM for one hour, Food Network Battles like Wedding Cake Challenge or the Best Flair Bartender, Old Six Feet Under episodes, I'm glad Bravo has brought them back. TCM channel, some random Black and white, it makes me appreciate how I wish I could have clothes like that. Random Thai fight matches on ESPN 2, Really badly edited and censored movies on TBS or USA, Fight Club was kind of bad to watch that way. I missed watching the non-cable channels when I didn't have cable, good old sitcoms starting and 10 PM
  • Books

    The Tao of the Lotus, which really mellowed me out but I forgot to apply to any everyday task, and this new book titled "Love" written in the 60's by a hippie professor. Mexican American authors and poets, anything on fashion, big-ass art books and I do enjoy coloring books as a form of zoning out. House of Houses by Pat Mora, is a prose wonderland, I own a lot of how to craft books, I love to make fun stuff to wear or give away as gifts, and old ass 1950/60 books and manuals, magazines, I'm collecting cookbooks and I recently bought and old 1950 McCalls "Cocktail Hour" and will be planning to try out my new appetizers served in a silver tray soon. White gloves, pearls and men in suits with hats required.
  • Heroes

    Whoever made these, they're a freakin brilliant!!!

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    Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting My mother for being so bad-ass, Musicians would have to be Nick Drake, Radiohead, Interpol, Janis,Etta James. My theater professor in junior college Chuck Squier, James Dean for being a method actor, Elvis Presley for being the king for some time, and all Latino/a actors and artists, who inspire me with their work and make me want to strive in my own way. Who have paved the way for us brownies to represent

Details

  • Status: Single
  • Here for: Friends
  • Hometown: San Antonio, TX
  • Orientation: Straight
  • Body type: 5' 4" / Average
  • Ethnicity: Latino / Hispanic
  • Religion: Catholic
  • Zodiac Sign: Libra
  • Children: Someday
  • Education: Some college
  • Occupation: Artista

Schools

  • Texas Tech University

    • Lubbock,Texas
    • Graduated: N/A
    • Student status: Alumni
    • Degree: In Progress
    • Major: Theater
    1997 to 1999

Blurbs

About me:

The New Project: Alexia- A Neon Twin Stripper of the Future, Talents include Slut-ornetiK cyber-thong and decibel piercing booty claps.

The Twins together

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Marilyn Warner Joon. AKA May Joon. Yeah, she's something else and created from my love and utter fascination with of drag queens,This is one of many outfits, She never wears the same shit twice.... such a needy ho, but I love her > I call this two, Polar Bear Massacre with matching shoe cub combo, and Secret Agent Fashion Assasin.. special weapon: throwin a mean bitch fit

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Graffiti in Chinatown,NYC Taxi Driver represented

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In the cab in the NYC

On the Amtrak from Phillie to Newark, it was fucken sad leaving NY but my new hairdo was kickin it
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Sterling Houston: I love you and I will miss you, thank you for always believing in my ability as a performer and as an artist, I'll make you proud next season. I am very fortunate to have known you and you are the most magical person I've ever known

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Sterling's 60th Birthday at the Red Berry Mansion, only the best for my boo, I love you Sterl. Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

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This is what I wear for work sometimes.........colored hair optional

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These chicas look like girls I hung out with in the sixth grade, swear to god..........

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Adriana's Virgen painting for Centro, this was a huge piece Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting
My friend Adriana did this portrait of me for Art Slam at RutaMaya

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When I cut my hair like Joan Jett, its grown out, but hair is always changing

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Welcome to the life of one crazy Mexicana who decided to be in artist and who is trying to make some sort of living in this crazy town of San Anto, Tejas. Everyday surprises me and I am a student of what I call my existence and would give anything for an extra hour of sleep a day. If Latin heat exists, I think I would definitely be the carrier of the flame. I love my browness and will forvever be proud to call myself Mexicana, even though I wasnt given the skills of the language. I am currently working for a theater company called Jump-Start Performance Co. which I highly enjoy eating all three of my square meals at, when I get really busy and working for the most fabulously brilliant gay men in the business. I teach the new and bright minds of the future and heal the ones who feel they have no one to lean on. The art of performance has been in me for many years and I hope this brain of mine will make more obscene, interesting and lasting work in the years to come.If I had the chance I would love to be work in fashion, because I love haute couture! but my budget and being a struggling artist has me coming up with creative ways to put something together out of nothing. It gives me so many ideas watching the brilliance of another mind when it comes to clothes. I have a mother and one older sister, so I guess you can say I'm the baby. I have come to be a part of all my close friends familia and eventually one day, I will have my own familia. At 30, I feel like I am just beginning what I really want to do. Write. perform, travel, instead of being here in Tejas. I would love to live in another city and everyone keeps reminding me of this. I think I've been very lucky that I am doing what I wanted to do, which is perform. I still hope I surprise myself and never become too bored or distracted or lose sight of what is important. Always take chances because hey ya never know what to expect when night turns to day.I will always try to do the best work I've ever done in my life, someetimes is almost kills me, sometimes it'll wear me out or drive me almost insane, but I wouldn't trade it in for anything in the world.

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The goddess, Elizabeth Taylor

Future spot for my next tattoo, inspired by this photo

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Debbie D and I at the one place everyone ends up.......Bar America

Who I'd like to meet:

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REVOLUTIONARIES, Kind and interesting peeps, Someone who has a passion for something but isn't overly obssessed with it, an aboriginal tribe, a rock star musician in New York, a voodoo priestress, the rainforest, Carmen Lomas Garza, a person who can cook a meal, a craft genius, Oaxaca, MX, the ultimate vintage gown that fits me, the Tuscany hillside, a night-out with fabulous drag queens in Australia, old Hollywood glamour, a night of blissful sleep, Hello Kitty in Japan, a gospel church in Atlanta, the California coast in a convertible, The diversity of Chicago nite life, a road trip, irresistible attraction, nervous energy with someone's eyes, a clean apartment and car, the morning light and wet kisses, an awesome flea market, the top of my head with long hair, laughs that hurt the belly and water the eyes. a great conversation, the night sky in the middle of no where.long naps and long lunches, peace of mind, complete relaxation from committment of deadlines, the feeling of being finished,shwers after a long day,the small hands of my future children, and the short creative bursts of ideas at the right moments

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  • Jun 14 2009 9:45 PM

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  • Jun 17 2009 10:23 PM

    hi my friend
    long time no see;)how r you my friend.
    hope and wish u have good time my friend.
    well just stoppin by to show my new design.
    hope u like it;) ur can see full picture at my page
    and  i'm pround to present my new blog.
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    in this blog i'm put all about me /life /treaval story/art ,
    u can select on* "Categories :art&design / hand work "*on that blog if u want to see about only my design.
    hope u can visit my page and my blog if u don't mind.u can leave any coment on both if u don't be mind.
    ur comment have meaning for me;)
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    really sorry for my blog can't tranlet to english for now but the all picture can tell ur story;)
    have a nice day and thanx alot for support
    enjoy my art!!;)
    spanky
    ps.sorry if this post distrub ur page.
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  • Jun 7 2009 3:28 AM

    thanks for the add! please check back for updates on the project. your support is important and much appreciated!
  • Jun 8 2009 4:47 AM

    You're invited! Come have a beer with us! Tuesday, June 9th @ Rock Bottom w/The Aggrolites! 9pm! (www.myspace.com/theaggrolites) and Wednesday, June 10th @ Jack's Patio Bar w/The Supervillains! 10pm! (www.myspace.com/therealsupervillains) We're celebrating the release of our new album "Pose & Posture" Go here to see a review: http://amusicfan.blogspot.com "These guys have the chops to hang with the heavy hitters in US ska scene but also have a fresh and accessible enough sound to cross over to new listeners..." or here: www.phillyska.com (scroll down) "It is something a little different, yet also familiar. In short time the album rose to become one of my favorite releases so far this year with a secure position on my playlist..." or here: http://www.musicaloccupation.com/ "If there’s one album that stands out as different this year, it’s Channel One’s Pose & Posture..." thanks!
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  • Jun 9 2009 2:20 AM

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  • Jun 10 2009 1:27 AM

    GOING INTO ALL THE WORLD, SPREADING THE WORD OF GOD. TO INSPIRE AND TO BE INSPIRED.
    Peace and Love in Christ.


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    Blind unbelief is sure to err,And scan his work in vain:
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  • Jun 6 2009 12:45 AM

    sup nessa this dot! i just wanted to check up on you, i am really thankful that you are friends with me! will you do me a favor and grab this tape and check out the new single! and tell all ur friends to grab it too!! post bulliten what ever u can, i am tryen to get the music to everyone! thank you ma!
  • May 16 2009 11:52 AM

    aye check out some of the carvings:









    thought you might dig em. swing by the page and check out the rest, get yourself a custom piece if you want, i"ll rock it out. cheers

    donny
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  • May 24 2009 8:02 PM

    GIRL. I JUST READ THAT COCK JUICE HAS A LOT OF VITAMINS IN IT. I THINK IT'S TIME TO SHIFT IT TO FIFTH GEAR AND WERRRRK!!!!!
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  • May 29 2009 3:54 AM

    sup?

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    Im taking off to Austin this weekend.
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    May 12 2009 6:43 AM

    hey mo. i keep forget9ing to hook up with jumpstart so the can give me money for my painting! but really,my permission is given to keep the money( but i should still pick up vannys piece) all i ask is that you send me the best pics you can of the robot feeding the fish and your new acquisition. for the archives!and try to get nell to do it too (shes my biggest collector i think...) do it and ill make the squirrel more yours. yes- tell jumpstart to keep ther money. i dont need it, i got another job. now what i need is to find more time to paint! argh!
  • May 8 2009 11:31 PM

    Thanks for being my friend.
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    to see my latest work.
  • May 5 2009 10:05 PM

    Since this is our hometown CD Release: Pay the $7 door fee to see three great bands this friday night at Limelight on N.St.Mary's - then add ONE DOLLAR MORE, and we'll give you a copy of "Pose & Posture"! It's that easy! Hope you can make it!