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my name is Dora.

i'm a ,
and October 26th, 1988 was when i came into this world.

my Chinese Zodiac is a Dragon.

i'm pale, but i don't mind at all. =P

i have dark brown hair and brown eyes.

i always wear my glasses, but i do have contacts. i wear them once and a blue moon. i just prefer glasses over contacts because i hate dealing with contacts. plus it takes me forever to put on. *lol*

i'm only 5'0" with more to love. =] (yes i'm short, but who cares. actually, i'm not short, i'm fun size! *lmao*)

i'm a proud Catholic.

i was born in Molfetta Bari, Italy. so yeah, i'm Italian, and proud one at that. =]

i've been living in New Jersey ever since i was 2 years old.

yes, i do understand/speak Italian, but not very well because i was 2 when i came to America so i know more English than Italian. i could teach you some words though, i guess. =]


i'm thankful and blessed for having my family, my BFFs/all my others friends, and my relatives in my life. i love them with all my heart. they're my life.

mommy and daddy - even though they can be a pain sometimes, i will always love them to death. they're my parents, why wouldn't i?! they gave me life for crying out loud! oh, let me tell you, if you ever meet them, i'm just warning you that they don't speak English very well, but they try. =]

i have 2 older sisters and an older brother, and i love them to death. =]

Alyssa + Kiani + Me = official BFFs *3-2-08*
~OUR FRIENDSHIP IS EVERLASTING~
(we never made it official, all three of us together, till that day).

AlyDoKi for life!!
(my BFF names and my name put together. *lol* yes it's cute, i know! =D).

all 3 of us have a lot in common with each other, and we're just amazing best friends (practically sisters); those are our greatest features.

Alyssa and i have known each since 5th or 6th grade, and she's been my best friend ever since. - we've always been there for each other and still are. Alyssa is just amazing. she was my very first true friend.

Kiani and i have known each since 5th or 6th grade too, but we weren't close until high school. - just like Alyssa, Kiani is one amazing person. we're always going to be there for each other. plus we're both obsessed with music.

Dorothy and i have known each since she was born. i was 5 years old at the time. she's my neighbor/friend. - we've always been good friends, even though for a while now, it's been hard for us. (shall not go into deals so don't ask).



so i'm Catholic, and i do believe in God and Jesus Christ. i use to go to church a lot when i was younger, and i don't want to sound like a horrible person or anything, but i honestly think and realized that as long as we believe in God and Jesus Christ, in faith, in ourselves, and in each other, i don't see the need to prove our faith to anyone, for some that don't go to church much/at all because God is always with us no matter where we'll be on this planet. it's just the truth.

i have strong morals and values.

even though i tend to have high expectations, i believe in fate and destiny. i see it as, 'everything happens for a reason' and 'in the end, all will make sense'. i see it that way because every time something good is about to happen to me, it blows up in my face so i certainly see it as it was meant to be. sometimes at some point i'm guessing.


yes, i am Straight Edge! i don't drink alcohol, i don't do drugs, i don't smoke, and i don't partake in casual sex (it's just nasty and disrespectful to yourself). it's a lifestyle choice and a personal choice that i've choosen, and it's a promise to myself that I would never do any of that for the rest of my life. it's my Straight Edge Oath. i’m committed, and i’m pleased to say that i’m proud to be Straight Edge! i don't have any use for anything that can harm me, i never have, and I never will. it’s just disgusting, and i don’t need that in my life because i'm basically living a good clean life. and no, i absolutely do not think i'm any better than anybody else, in case you where wondering. there are people who tease me about it because they think it’s stupid and ridiculous, and there are others that are supportive and think it’s amazing that i can be a strong person like that and have such a strong belief system, and that i can stand up for what i believe in. even if i’m old enough to drink or smoke, i have no intentions whatsoever to do so. it's unfortunate though that not a lot of people feel the same way, but that just my opinion. and unlike some Straight Edge people, i don't force my opinion about what i believe in onto anyone. if people do any of that crap, that fine, just count me out of it and let me live my drug free lifestyle in peace.

i believe in being pure till marriage because first of all, i'm not ready and second of all i'm waiting to find the perfect man to marry one day. (honestly, i could care less if you don't agree because you don't have to) so yes, i'm proud to say i never did the deed *lol*, and proud to be a the big V. *lol*


i might surprise you. =D

one thing people don't know about me is that i was in a church choir when i was 7 or 8 years old. that definitely made me realize that i really wanted to be a musician even more because i love to sing. =]


before i go on, i want to say a few things. i've gone through tough times in my life and i feel like i've changed so much over the years (in a good way) because i've overcomed those obstacles, plus i'm older and i see the world much more clearer now. i know that sounds corny, but it's true. i have people that love and care for me as much as i love and care for them. i'm just a loving human being with a big heart. let me tell you, i use to think i was all morbid and thought it was so cool, and i went through a faze when i thought i was goth *lol*, but that's not really me anymore. in the end, i've always been told that i was and still am a mature, sweet, and a goodhearted person, and i still love hearing that from people because it means a lot to me when they complement me like that. i feel honored and proud to be that person that i still am today.


my personal quotes: ~"i may not be the prettiest, good-looking color in the crayon box, but being myself and my amazing personality makes me stand out from the others." =]
~"i dare you to dream and live, to live and dream, to follow your heart, to follow your soul." ~"she tends to torture me with shitty music." *lmao*


yes, i'm a metalhead so if you got a problem that i listen to metal, it's really not my problem.

i love music, it's my calling. i'm obsessed with it.

i always appreciate good music when i hear it, and amazing bands/artists when i see it. =]

check out electric violinist, Michael Shulman. (he absolutely a phenomenal musician!): {www.youtube.com/user/ShulmanMusic}
or {www.youtube.com/user/StringDivision}
and {http://weblogs.wpix.com/news/local/morningnews/blogs/2009/05/subway_sounds_week.html}

i definitely love going to concerts/shows.

i was about 12 years old when i went to my first concert, with both my sisters. it was at Continental Airlines Arena in East Rutherford, NJ, but now it's called the IZOD Center.

i've been to about 10 or so concerts since i was a kid, and to all of those shows, i've never took any pictures (except for one concert). it's only because usually you're not allowed to bring cameras in, especially the professional ones. plus camera phones aren't a good substitute unless it could take good quality photos. *lol*

i save all my concert tickets for memories. =]

music is such a huge part of my life. without it, i'll be miserable and devastated.

music has been a part of me since i was very little.

i listen to music every day because it's a MUST for me! it's like my daily routine, and i pretty much listen to music 24/7.

i'm the type of person who hears a song about 30 or so times in a row and not get sick of it.

my favorite type of music is metal, rock, and classic rock (since i was little).

i love rocking out!

this is so me. *lol*


i don't really dance, but i'll dance to my own beat when i'm by myself or around my good friends. =]

my mp3 player looks like a music store took a shit in it. *lol*

i love to sing in the shower. well anywhere, anytime really.

i <3 music videos. when i was younger, i would turn on the music channels to watch music videos while i eat breakfast and got ready for school.

i pretty much collect cds. i own about 300 cds, probably more, but i'm not sure because i've stop counting. *lol* i'm not going to stop collecting cds, ever! *lol*

i would love to learn how to play musical instruments, especially the drums. as well as guitar/bass and electric keyboard/piano. also the violin would be nice to learn because it makes such lovely music, and the electric violins are mind-boggling! i'd definitely would rock out to those!

i love to listen to songs that use the violin. it sounds so amazing and beautiful, or dark and creepy. *lol* either way, i love them both.

i definitely love music with a good message and an amazing everything.

i love art, but music is my first love.

i'm a little open-minded to some music (it depends).

if i like an artist or songs that aren't what i usually listen to, to me it must be that damn good, seriously. and i like them and i don't give a crap what others have to say. if you call me a poser, apparently you don't know what it means. (here's a hint, someone that PRETENDS to like a certain thing, and i'm not like that).


i love my shows (obsessed with Heroes and Supernatural) and my favorite movies.
- most favorite Heroes character ~ Sylar -
- Supernatural ~ (between Sam and Dean) ~ i love them both equally. i do not have a favorite Winchester Brother. -- (and yes, i do love other SPN characters too - alive and dead) ~ *Papa* John Winchester, Bobby Singer, Jo (Joanna) and Ellen Harvelle, Castiel, Pamela Barnes. -
by the way, bug me during Supernatural, and i'll shoot you with rock salt!



i'm a lover not a fighter. i would make peace not war. i will fight if i need to though.

i daydream/fantasize a lot during the day/afternoon/before i fall asleep, which it takes me forever to fall asleep *lol* (at times i don't like reality, that's why i dream a lot).


i'm hopeless romantic. i really am.

i believe in love at first sight, maybe.

my dream date would be a romantic dinner with candlelight. afterward, a walk on the beach holding hands under the stars and moon with that special someone (whomever that may be) (i'm just imagining seeing the lights from the sky reflect onto the ocean. so beautiful!).

yes, i'm romantic. =]

i'm a relationship person. i don't believe in dating lots of different people, just one person. (even though i've never dated, but i'm just saying *lol*).


i love watching the sunset and the sunrise.

i love when i see beautiful colors together in the sky .


i have a Dora wrath *haha*.

my personality is what makes me, me!

i'm genuine, not like others out there!

i'm like no other, i'm just me - original, simple, and unique. =] i am myself and no one else because i don't need to impress anyone that cannot handle me.

i like when people are themselves around me. no need to be someone you're not.

i'm my own person. i don't like to follow the crowd, fuck that.

i definitely wouldn't change myself for anyone. even though, for instance, i might be interested in someone, but they like a girl that dresses a certain way or whatever the case may be, i still wouldn't change myself for anyone because i'm not like that. i know who i am. plus that doesn't make it right for anyone to change you or for you to change yourself like that, especially if you like who you are and how you look. i am me and i can't change that. so if people can't accept me for who i am, well then it's not my problem at all, and it's their lost too.

i'm not perfect, no one is, and i'm no perfectionist either.

i do have opinions. i can be quite outspoken because i'm not afraid to speak my mind.

my personal opinions matter.

sometimes i forget easily, i don't know why. =/

i really don't believe in horoscopes, i think it's all bullshit because a lot of times it's never true.

i get easily scared/freaked out (don't know why, but whenever i get freaked out i start tearing. *lol* it's weird i know!).

i'm an animal lover. my favorite animals are dogs and monkeys, and i'm a sucker for puppies (especially ones with a light brown or pink nose, brown fur, and blue eyes =D). one of my favorites types of dogs is a Siberian Husky.

my favorite type of flowers are tropical flowers/exotic flowers. i think they're so lovely, and so beautiful.

i'm a shy person, but once i get to know someone and they do the same, i tend to loosen up.

i'm a fun-loving person.

i'm sensitive, and yet i'm a tough chick.

i'm not a girly girl, nor am i a tomboy. so you could say i'm somewhere in the middle. (i'm just saying, i'm girlier than you may think. =P)

i know how to be respectful to others.

i'm humble and warm (oh, that heart and soul of mine). *lol*

i'm definitely goodhearted.

i'm faithful.

i love unconditionally.

i'm down to earth/grounded.

probably the first thing you'll notice when you first meet me is you'll see how super sweet and extremely polite i am =D (i can't help it, that's how i am).

i'm definitely a good listener.

i'm not a big talker though (i'm usually the one listening and paying attention to the conversation, but i'll respond/pitch in if necessary).

i know how to hold a conversation.

i'm usually an open book.

i'm clumsy sometimes. =P

i have my strong points and my weak points

i don't hold grudges (i could, lets say be mad for a few minutes to hours to a day, but never more than that).

at times, kind of most of the time really, i have the worst luck. =/

i'm just saying; sometimes i miss the good old days, when things were simple and i was happier.


yes, i'm weird.

secret talent: i could make my eyes shake really fast back and forth (kind of like an earthquake *lol*) it's cool, but of course i can't see it if i try to record myself doing it or looking into a mirror while doing it. *lol*

secret talent: i could touch my chin with my tongue. it's weird that i could do that, but i can't reach my nose with my tongue. *lol*

secret talent: i don't know if you could count this as a talent, but at times i could read lips *lol*. say i have the tv on mute, i tend to read the person's lips and understand what they're saying most of the time *lol* (to me that's a talent because i don't know anyone that could do that *lol*).

i tend to talk to myself. =P

i'm a huge dork. i'll admit to that. =]


when it comes to Christmas presents or my birthday presents, i like to be surprised. i don't want people telling me what my gifts are because it ruins the fun and surprise out of it.

i love animated images (if you haven't noticed yet). =P

i think motorcycles are just so awesome!

besides music, i have a fascination for music notes, skulls and skeletons, vampires, Jack Skellington, fairies, stars, eyes, and art (i love abstract/funky art).

i've been a vampire fanatic for centuries!



i love anything to do with vampires! if they were real, i would definitely be one of them. =] i have hopes they exist somewhere in this world, but only the good ones.

i don't care about the Twilight haters and what they have to say, i absolutely love the Twilight series/Twilight movie series!


i love Edward Cullen!
~TEAM EDWARD - TEAM CULLEN ~ TEAM VAMPIRES~

[unfortunately, there really isn't a man like him. remove the vampire part, although, i wouldn't mind if the vampire part was real too.] =D
that sexy, dazzling, cold-skinned, cold-blooded, pale, dead, crooked smiling, ...sparkely *lol*, charming vampire!
at least i could say that i'm Team Edward/Vampires because i actually love vampires, not like other people who just choose a team just because of the person/persons looks, and they could care less if they're a vamp or wolf.


i love to have fun.

i'm very laid back and easy-going.

i'm somewhat organized.

i don't have expensive taste.

i'm really not negative as some people might think i am because i tend to have a positive attitude on certain things.

sometimes i want, "me time".

i do get lazy. although there's times i'm like, "okay, i don't want to be home. lets go out! lets go do something.".

i'm friendly, as well as a good person.

i can get a bit paranoid sometimes.

people say i'm one of the nicest and sweetest girl they have ever met (thank you people =]). even though i may still get judged from time to time. =/

don't get on my bad side...EVER! no questions asked.

i love to shop for CDs and electronics. =]

i'm somewhat of a computer wizard, but not to the point that i'm as good as a computer technician.

The Sims (all the generations), Rock Band, and Guitar Hero are awesome! i love playing those games.

i love plays. my first play that i saw was “The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe”, when i went on a field trip when i was little.

if i were a crayon, i would be the color Royal Purple.

i try to be a people pleaser, but not to the point that i'm a pushover.

i have a strong belief system.

i'm a very supportive person.

i don't really judge anyone because i get judged and i don't like it at times, and yet i don't give a shit if people judge me or what they think of me.

i like to be enlightened.

i get inspiration from the world around me.

i love to laugh, and i try to make others laugh, but i'm not all that funny.

i love humor in people. it's good to laugh and be goofy, but it's also nice to see when people are mature when need to be, too. it's a good balance (i'm actually like that).

i love when people are polite, when they hold the door for you or for someone else and when they say good morning, excuse me, please, and thank you, ect.

if i was born in a different time era, i would of been born in the 50's. it's because i love listening to 50's music. and whenever i see movies that are based in the 50's, i don't know why, but i usually love it. =]

i would love to travel and see the world.

i love Japanese culture. i would love to learn the language, and go to Japan (i would want Masi Oka aka Hiro Nakamura from Heroes to be my translator if i ever go to Japan and actually get a chance to hang out with him. *lol* i love him, he's the man! XD).

if i had to choose to live out of the USA, i would definitely want to live somewhere in Italy.

i've always wanted to take a road trip, besides going down the shore.

cartoons are awesome, no doubt about it.

i only like to read when i'm willing to read, and it has to be a book i'm interested in.

i'm not a morning person.

i'm like an owl; i stay up all night, and i sleep during the day. *lol*

i go to bed late and wake up late (unless there's an actual reason for me to get up early, then i'd have no choice than to do so, which i hate).

i love hearing the sound of the rain when i'm in bed, trying felling asleep because the sound is relaxing and soothing to me. also hearing birds chirp in the morning/afternoon is really nice, too.

my favorite seasons are fall and winter.

my favorite holidays are Halloween and Christmas (especially Christmas).

i don't shop at preppy stores such as Abercrombie & Fitch, American Eagle, Hollister, ect. because i'm not preppy and i don't like their clothes there.


i believe milk shakes are delicious (strawberry is my favorite). and so are frosties and smoothies are delicious, too.

i'm not much of chocolate eater, believe it or not, but i do love Ferrero Rocher Chocolates and Lindor Truffles (not the dark chocolates though because i hate dark chocolates).

i have both a sweet tooth and salty tooth (i've never heard 'salty tooth' together like that *lol*, but you know what i mean).

if you ask me if i'm a vegetarian, vegan, or carnivore, (yes, we're dinosaurs now *lol*) i'd say i'm a carnivore. but i don't approve of animal cruelty!

i'm Italian so i love Italian food.

homemade food is always good.

bbqs rock.

omg, if you don't like seafood, you're officially insane. *lol*

i don't like the idea of raw meat/fish (because i like it cooked/well done), but i love sushi.

i like pepperoni on my pizza, but i'm down with plain cheese pizza, too.

i love Snapple Peach Iced Tea. if you give me one, i'll be your friend. *lol* =]

i love hot chocolate, especially with those tiny marshmallows. =]

i like my coffee with milk and creamer, but i only drink coffee when i'm craving it. (and if my coffee isn't to my liking than i won't really want it)


my brother has always told me that i should become a football player because i could really kick your ass (well, i'm good with the tackling part) *lol* =D and i'm not afraid to tackle you, seriously (well, i probably wouldn't do it because i wouldn't want to hurt you *lol*).

i've always thought about writing a book because i have so many ideas. actually, i do have a story or 2 on my computer that aren't done. =P

i think gay people are the coolest. =]

i don't have tattoos, yet, even though i'd love to get some. i think there's beauty in tattoo artwork and piercings are awesome, too. (i just have my ears pierced, for now. *lol*)

i use to have a big potty mouth, but now it's not that bad. *lol* but just because i do cuss, it doesn't mean i don't know how to act like a lady because i know when it's okay for me to curse and when it's not okay. i DO have manners, thank you very much. if my cursing turns you off/bothers you then i apologize, but like i said, i know how to behave like a lady. plus, everyone pretty much curses. *lol* and i'm sure you do, too.

i'm fascinated by glow in the dark things, neon anything, fire works, explosives, fire, and other stuff that falls into that category. *lol*

i actually love neon colors because i think they're pretty cool. and i love metallic colors, don't know why, but i think they're awesome.

i've always wanted to go somewhere where i could destroy things; throw things from mid air and watch while they drop onto the ground and break/shatter, break things with a sledgehammer, burn things and watch while it burns, ect. that would really be awesome to do!


i'm a big dreamer and a big believer, and i have my dreams and desires.

some dreams can never become a reality (which sucks >_<) because they're silly or just never going to happen. =[ and for some, if i work at it they could come true.

honestly, i don't know why, but i've always loved classic cars. more than cars now a days. they're just so awesome to me. like the one Dean Winchester from Supernatural drives; his 1967 Chevrolet Impala. damn, i love that car! i would love to have the one he drives, or it's twin (obviously, must be in metallic/jet black). *lol* that's my dream car, right there! it's such a badass car, and i could definitely see myself driving that badass thing! it's such a metalhead/rocker car, definitely me!


my other dream car is a 1970 Black Chevrolet Chevelle SS (kind of looks like the 1967 Chevrolet Impala). that's a badass car, too. also the Toyota Prius Hybrid is another dream car of mine. if that doesn't happen, i'll be happy we any other hybrid car.

my perfect ideal dream job is to become a musician (in a band - vocalist) or if that doesn't happen, i still would want to do something else to do with a music. (becoming a crew member for a band.) i'd also would love to become an actress.


i think we should paint the planet GREEN. you know, GO GREEN! i try my best everyday to make the planet a GREENER place to live in.

fun fact: British actor - Cary Elwes, animator - Seth MacFarlane, American actor - Jon Heder, and WWE wrestler - Phillip Jack Brooks (ring name - CM Punk) all share one thing with me...they have the same birthday as i do - October 26th! that's pretty cool, if you ask me. =D (well, CM Punk and i are both Straight Edge so that's two things for him. *lol* by the way, i haven't watched wrestling in years , but someone told me about him one day and i was amazed that there's someone famousish that's Straight Edge, too. *lol*)

i've always wanted to move to California and live on a beach in my own beach house, but the thing is, i really hate the heat! i don't think i could live there for too long *lol* because of the weather there. i'll probably go crazy, and i know i wouldn't be able to handle it. *lol* that's why i like Jersey, the weather changes every season. but i'd like to move somewhere close from where i live now so i could be close to my family and friends.


i wish time machines/time travel was real so i could go back and set things right with whatever went wrong in my past.


my pet peeves (anything annoying/hate):

-losing family and friends, any loved ones (in death)
-losing friends and family (whether it's them moving or us stop talking to each other)
-alcohol, smoking, and drugs are horrible things (they're for losers - if you drink responsibility then you're okay)
-alcoholics and druggies, and smokers. they're all bad habits. quit already, or go get help!
-people who put others down because of their beliefs, where they're from, race, religion, color, sexual orientation, or anything else along those lines
-animal cruelty (people who kill innocent animals for their fur as well as when they test products on them)
-people who are abusive towards others, animals, or themselves. some as people who hurt or kill others for no reason
-any form of abuse
-anyone who causes chaos around the world
-adultery
-rapists/molesters/child molesters
-arson
-racism
-fascism
-prejudice
-homophones
-war
-poverty/world hunger
-everything that's just evil in this world!
-inconsiderate people
-i hate people that tell others my business. it's not cool, and it's really rude. plus no one needs to know EVERYTHING!
-when people think they're always right
-people who don't give others respect
-people who judge (in general)
-being mad at someone, especially if i love that person with all my heart
-at times i hate being mad or upset in certain situations
-when people have things on their minds and they don't say it, even though it might be bad
-i hate people that has a problem with you for no absolute reason
-when people try to shove their religious beliefs down my throat. it annoys the hell out of me because i already believe in God so there's no need for that
-being preached to
-i hate control freaks
-being bossed around as if i have no saying/telling me what to do
-when people make me cry/hurt me
-when people get loud with me
-being mistreated
-being misunderstood
-being made fun of
-being unappreciated
-when people just don't get me
-i hate goodbyes
-i hate when i'm lazy, it makes me feel worthless
-people who pretend to be friends with you
-people who think they're better than everyone else
-people who think that you're not good enough to be friends with someone or just not good enough for anything
-people who don't keep their promises (but it depends, i guess)
-to be ignored/people don't listen to me because it makes me feel invisible and i really don't like that feeling
-i hate being impatient, but sometimes i have every right to be because some people take forever
-people who play games
-i don't like to be taken for a fool
-people who give me attitudes
-people who see the worst in me
-i hate it when it takes me forever to fall asleep and i don't know why
-people who dislike things just because they think they're supposed to
-i hate people who say that this person or this band/artist should die. seriously, why? what the hell is your damn problem?!
-i hate when people talk about meaningless crap
-i think people who drop out of high school are just plan morons! unless there's an actual good reason for doing so. but still, a high school education is just as important as going to college or/and finding a good job
-people with no self-respect, no dignity towards others and themselves
-when i procrastinate
-stupid people, they piss me off (i'm talking about people who could be smarter than how they act)
-stupid stupidity (you know where i'm going with this)
-being the fifth wheel
-people with no sense of humor
-people who don't appreciate stupid, but funny humor
-being bored/having nothing to do
-doing chores
-school/school work
-i hate jealousy, but it happens. some people can't help it, which it's okay from time to time, but there are people who take jealousy too seriously/hard and i hate that even more
-people who try to act/be original (FYI, just by doing that, you're not being original at all)
-i so hate people who hate Twilight/Twilight Series for no good reason, and when they say they have a reason, it's idiotic, rude, or just messed up! (saying stupid things like vampires don't sparkle, Twilight is just stupid, vampires aren't portrayed like this or like that, or insulting Stephenie Meyer's writing.) seriously? it's just a book! why do these people have to criticize someone elses literature? i don't see them writing award winning books! Stephenie Meyer is a phenomenal arthur, and if you hate her books so much than why are you talking about them in the first place? why are you wasting your time? and it's her imagination! she could portrayed the characters, or just the vampires, or the werewolves however she damn pleases! and yes i understand people have their own opinions, but sometimes people can be too harsh for no reason what so ever. and i hate people who criticize her books, but yet, they haven't read any of thems. that's absolutely irritating! and i hate people who think that just because so many people love it, that they should hate. what the hell is that about? grow up! and you know what? if you don't like the books than that's fine, you don't have to like them because no one's forcing you to. although, one thing that must stop is bashing the book(s), Stephenie, and her writing. i'm just really sick of it, and it's very annoying
-annoyance
-i can't stand people who don't like to have a good time and just joke around and be silly. pretty much being negative all the time
-people who all they do is annoy, whine, bitch, moan, and complain about everything
-uptight people
-nosey or nosy people (which ever way you like to spell it)
-drama/drama queens/kings and gossip - i really hate people that, for some reason they need drama and conflict like, "did you hear about this person? did you hear what this person said about this person?" it's like, come on, relax. that's irritating
-lies/liars (yes, i'll admit it. i do lie, but they're little white lies that won't hurt anyone. but some lies are just too much)
-posers/fake people
-rumors
-dumb bimbos (the ones that talk as if every sentence is a question, the ones that are a slow, the air head ones, the ones that talk like this; "like, omg! like i'm like sooo hot! like, wha?" *lol* you just want to slap them! *lol*)
-superficial people/conceited/cocky people - people who think they're hot shit
-douchebags assholes
-rude and obnoxious people
-insensitive jerks
-shit talkers
-two face people
-back stabbers
-cheaters (in general)
-unclassy people
-oblivious people
-dumbasses
-materialistic people
-when fame get's to peoples heads
-i'm not the type to talk crap about someone, but for Paris Hilton and others like her, i can make an exception. sorry, it's just i find her absolutely annoying and i just despise her and others like her. and the thing i don't understand is why she's so famous? what, because of her partying? because she has money to spend on stupid crap? because she has money to waste instead of giving some to charity? because she dresses up her dog and carries it around like it's an accessory? because guys think she's hot? well, she's not hot! she's just some shank who gets her jollies for barley eating, parting, being a whore, shopping, ect, instead of trying to help society. that's really all she does! i don't understand why some people like her. again, i'm not the type of person to judge or despise anyone, but it's just the thruth. and same goes for Megan Fox, but not as much because there are worst people than her. yeah, she's attractive and a good actress (unlike Paris Hilton), but she's fake because she got plastic surgery done for no reason (she didn't need it in the first place because she looked beautiful, real, and better before she got worked done. quite sad because i think she seriously didn't need it) and she think she's so hot. i hate people like that! honestly, there was nothing at all wrong with her before the surgery. i don't see why people get plastic surgery done when they looked fine before. (deal with the body and face God and your parents have given you!) and from what i heard about Megan, she's not that nicest person you could meet. what a shock! (no, not really) obviously it's because fame got to her head that's why. also, i believe the only reason anyone should ever get plastic surgery is if someone was born with some kind of deformity, or you were brutely injured that you desperately need surgery
-it's so annoying seeing couples making out in public. public affection doesn't bother me at all, but when it comes to making out especially when they look like they're about to rip their cloths off, it's a different story because to me it seems like you're telling everyone, "hey! look at us, we're a couple! want to see us make out?! please do watch us as we suck face!" ugh! >_< i would want to yell out, "get a room already!" i would never do that, just a little kiss now and than and holding hands is fine though.
-music that i fine annoying (that's my opinion)
-when songs don't make any sense, same goes for music videos
-when amazing bands break up =[
-i hate bands that feel the need that drugs, smoking, and alcohol has to be part of them and the band, for some reason. i don't get that
-when bands try too hard to sound a certain way instead of sounding like their own, and when they try too hard to present themselves in a certain way because of the sound of their music
-people that say they listen to every type of music, and they clearly don't. sometimes i'd ask them if they listen to metal, for instance, and they would say no. then i'll tell them/say to myself, "so you don't really listen to everything now, do you? no, you don't." *lol* honestly, it's cool if you don't listen to everything because i don't. it's not hard to make a little list of the types of music you listen to/listen to the most.
-it's irritating when some people who listen to metal complain and say that a certain metal band isn't metal because they sound a bit different. there are different sounds to metal, not all is the same. and just because you don't like them, doesn't mean they aren't metal if they actually are! and it also doesn't mean that since you don't like them, others don't like them either
-i hate when i'm creeped out because then i'm more likely to think about what creeped me out in the first place (such as a scary movie) and then i won't be able to sleep
-i so hate it when my computer becomes slow/freezes. it gets on my nerves!
-i hate the heat, and i hate when my room gets so hot that i have to have the A/C on (my room gets really hot when it's really warm/hot out)
-when people dress up their pets
-anime (it's my opinion so shut it!)
-people who go tanning/spray tanning. you know, it's much safer to tan outside in the sun (with sunblock/sunscreen, of course) than going to a tanning salon because if you tan, even once and a while, your insides slowly start to cook by the tanning booths. it's true!
-i hate when people aren't proper, and i don't mean cursing, i mean how someone may present themselves in a bad way or someone who isn't polite. also when people write like this: "matta, b, dis, da, gurl, k, ma, ima, der" ect. and i HaTe WhEn PeOpLe TyPe LiKe ThiS, and people who type with the cap luck on because it's like you're shouting at me every time. *lol* (you get the point.) PLEASE DO YOU AND EVERYONE A FAVOR, TALK AND TYPE PROPERLY!
-when there's an overwhelming amount of things to do in one day/all week/weekend
-clowns, they're just freaking creepy
-i hate creepy crawly insects, especially spiders
-i hate feet, they creep me out *lol*
-emo hair. not to be mean, but seriously, what's up with it?! *lol*
-again, not to be mean, but super skinny, super thight jeans on guys are a NO. *lol* i think skinny jeans are more for girls, although some guys can pull it off if the pants aren't too tight.
-seeing people in their pj pants outside where others could see them. it makes them look like a bum, and same goes for people who wear sweat pants. well unless you're going out to exercise than that's different
-certain colors like any kind of pinks (i don't mind hot pink because it's like neon pink). mostly light colors/girly colors
-when girls wear those ugly Ugg boots when it's so freaking warm out. what the hell is up with that? (plus i just don't like Ugg boots at all)
-when older people dress like they're still in their teens or 20s. *lol* makes me think, 'wow! i'm sorry, but that doesn't look good on you. you're not a teen or in your 20s anymore, sorry to say!' *lol*
-i hate the heat, but i love the beach. i'm more of a fall and winter person
-getting up early when i just want to sleep
-i'm not a fan of shimmer in body creams and body sprays/mists
-dark chocolate
-i hate when i go to a diner or restaurant and they don't have Coke, they have Pepsi instead. it's like, why can't you have both? we all win! plus not everyone loves Pepsi. i don't. it's like flat Coke, and i hate when soda turns flat
-i hate having raw meat because the meat has to be well done, i won't eat it if it's pink in the middle. it's so gross!
-cooked carrots are nasty (i love uncooked carrots though)
-stinky cheese (how could anyone eat smelly cheese? it's nasty to me)
-mushrooms are disgusting (i won't eat them at all. they're all squishy, ewww)


...that's all for now.



thanks for reading, and God Bless! =D

P.S. if for some reason you don't like me then please be mature and just leave me alone. simple as that! thank you.

people like me that have the same interests, and anyone else who wishes to grace me with their presence.

i want to meet the man of my dreams. one that would be with me forever and always.




some of my favorite actors/actress:
Zachary John Quinto <3
Jared Tristan Padalecki <3
Jensen Ross Ackles <3
Misha Collins <3
Kristen Anne Bell <3
Jeffrey Dean Morgan <3
Milo Anthony Ventimiglia <3
Jim Beaver <3

ever since i was little, KoRn was my favorite band growing up. they've always been such an inspiration to me, and they're amazing musicians. i would be honored to meet them, even if it's not all the members. =[ (i truly miss them =/)


i definitely, absolutely would love to meet Zachary John Quinto from Heroes. i love Zachary to death, he's one of my favorite male actors of all time. it would be such an honor and a pleasure to meet him! =D if you didn't know, i love Heroes, it's one of my favorite tv shows, and Sylar is my favorite character on it. =] Zachary is just so brilliant, full of life, himself, well put together, down to earth, i love his smile, i love his laugh, he's adorable, sexy, genuine, has a great heart, his intelligence is astonishing, charming, charismatic, silly, funny, i extremely love his personality, i love his sense of style, he's utterly gorgeous and a handsome gentleman, his passion and devotion for what he loves to do, and such a phenomenal and gifted actor because he can play any kind of role in a show or film and nail it! and he just seems like such a pleasant, cool, down to earth person to be around with. i can see myself being good friends with me, if that could ever happen. i've been a fan of him and his work ever since he was playing little roles on tv shows, way before he was on Heroes. and speaking of Heroes, i of course would certainly love to meet the entire Heroes cast as well. it would be such a pleasure to meet them all.


i'd also would for sure love to meet Jensen Ross Ackles and Jared Tristan Padalecki from Supernatural. they're one of my favorite male actors of all time, too. it would be such a privilege to meet them! =D they're both sweethearts, adorable, silly and hilarious, remarkable gentlemen, exquisite and handsome, and tremendously talented actors. i just love them both so much! they're staggering personality, their goodheartedness, their smile and laughs, their lovely eyes, (acting and in general) their talent to entertain each other, their fans, and everyone else, their passion and dedication for what they love to do, their sexiness, their sweetness and charm. they just seem like one of the coolest, friendliest, down to earth people to be around with. i could see myself being good friends with them, too, if there was any possibly. (i love the show, it's one of my favorites, too. and no, i really don't have a favorite brother. love them both equally. =] - i love how Sam and Dean crack me up, and when they pick on each other, it's priceless. *lol* ex: when Sam calls Dean a jerk and Dean calls Sam a bitch, vise versa. *lol* {http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7um9XAVJyc0} and i love how the older episodes, Dean always wants pie so he'll tell Sam to bring him some because he loves pie so much. *lol* - i love Jensen's character, Dean because he's a badass, headstrong, and he's hilarious. oh, and did i mention Dean's a rocker? how sexy is that?! well, for me that's sexy because i listen to the same type of music. =] and Jared's character, Sam is headstrong too, driven, witty, he's more compassionate and sensitive, most of the time, than Dean (Sam's not afraid to have chick flick moments. *lmao* that's what Dean calls it *lmao*), and he's hilarious, too. and what touches me about the brothers is they're brotherly love, their relationship as brothers. they're always caring for each other even if one could be pissed off at the other. when they're sincere, emotional, and cry, i feel like crying with them as if my heart is breaking. and sometimes it really get's to me and i do end up crying.) it would also be a pleasure to met everyone else that has/does works with the guys, too!


i love Kristen Anne Bell! i just absolutely adore her, and i'd love to meet her! she's my favorite female actress. she's an astounding actress and an amazing person. i just think she's so cute and adorable, full of life and down to earth, beautiful and stunning, fun to be around, sexy and seductive *lmao* (i'm just trying to be funny with the 'seductive' thing *lol*), and she's just a funny and silly person! i could see myself being good friends with her, (if i ever had an opportunity like that) that's how awesome she is! =] (i miss her as Elle Bishop on Heroes. =[ )


i would so love to meet Milo Anthony Ventimiglia, of course. his such an extraordinary actor, and all around guy! he's so adorable, charming, so sexy, and such a beautiful creature. and i love his cute smile! oh, i love that fact that he doesn't smoke cigarettes or drink alcohol, just like me! =D my kind of guy. *lol*


i'd love to meet Robert Thomas Pattinson as well. some people don't realize this, but he's really an amazing actor and a prety good musician. and he seems like a cool and silly guy to hang with, and i find him absolutely dazzling. *lol* (besides him, i'd also would love to meet the whole cast of Twilight, too.)




i would love to meet more bands. that would be awesome!

i did get to meet some bands at Ozzfest 2007 such as my favorite metal band, Lamb of God! (i was 7th in line out of like 100 people on the line, maybe more, seriously! *lol* i was 7th in line because i was there to meet Static-X, but by the time i got on line, they had to leave. i was pissed, but when i found out Lamb of God were signing next, i couldn't leave the line! i had to wait on line for an hour in the blazing heat until they showed up. it was worth it! =D)

i' also met Brian Fair from Shadows Fall when i went to go see them at the Jägermeister Music Tour.


short version of how i met Brain Fair from Shadows Fall:

Friday April 6th 2007, i went to the Jägermeister Music Tour (with Stone Sour and special guests Lacuna Coil and Shadows Fall - by the way, all three bands were awesome live!!) so onto the story =]. my sister, her bf, his brother, and his friend, and myself were in the V.I.P. section of the concert (only when Stone Sour was on) and on the way out when the show was over, i saw someone that looked familiar and then i realized that it was Brian from Shadows Fall! i was freaking out and i wanted to go say hi and take a picture, but my sister and i didn't want to go up to him because we were shy *lol*, but fortunately my sister's bf went up to him and asked if (my sister and i) could take a picture together. so yeah, we took the picture with my sister's phone. (which it's in my Myspace album so please go comment.) he made me so happy because i met him, we took a picture together (and in the picture he laid his head on my head!! *lol*), and i got to shake the mans hand too which was awesome and i told him what an amazing show his band put and everything. he gave me a smile and thanked me! =D what an amazing night that night was! Brian Fair was my first celebrity i met, and it was an amazing experience in meeting him and he was sooo freaking cool and nice!! =]


i did get the picture with him, but it's not the best, but better than nothing. right?! you could tell it's us though! =]