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The name is Ralph Miko Coronel Bonifacio, turning 17 years old this 2008. From me probably I'd expect you to notice my extremely long name coz a lot of people can't help themselves but mock at it: They'd give me a lot of nicknames about it. But I'm more than just a name...

I'm more of a quiet-type. You should've seen me in class sitting on my chair doing something on my desk and would care less about how the whole class would think about me. If I would do something they would obviously criticize me ~ It's natural. Over the past decade I've been faced with people criticize over my personality and appearance... Well, generally, they criticize over my personality but there's more to come...

Unlike my class, I'm one of those rare people in Manjusri Secondary School who are knowledge-seekers and abide on to the rules coz they believe it's the only way to set things organized. From that, a lot of people will argue coz they say there's no freedom at all... Well frankly, I love to restrict myself over many things lest I'd be stupid enough to offend a lot of hearts, especially my loved ones... Or myself...

Many think my thoughts and the things I say are somewhat simple, but to me they're wrong. My thoughts are too complicated and always fail to squeeze 19, 431 words in a composition which only needs 5, 000 words. It is and always complicated... Maybe, almost always complicated... That's why I prefer to shut myself up from others lest I fall out of control and my mind would "aimlessly speak out words to everyone's ears"...

Now here I am struggling to be happy after wasting 81% of my youth suffering from depression, feeling emo, getting pushed over and criticized by almost everyone. To tell the truth, I really love this final part of my youth: Clueless, doing everything to stay happy, getting ignored, letting my ex-girlfriends treat me like a stranger and keeping myself from going back to the past. All the positive and negative things of me are all here.

To waste my lovelife is to keep contradicting every affection I make and no longer believing on whatever words people say about my own feelings. I already lost all hope on love and I'm starting to believe that falling in love is a mindless and irrelevant thing to do ~ It's a distraction. And judging from my encounters I believe having a lifelong companion is never going to happen anyway...

One thing's for sure, I know I WILL be rejected if I were to make a move on a girl...

I'm probably one of the most misunderstood people in this world. I'd rather consider myself as a melancholy than emo coz I'm one of those few thousand guys in this world who are emotions-sensitive. And from a point of view, I believe melancholy is no equivalent to emo... And yet many people (especially my sister) call me emo. Sigh, the usual discrimination...

And I'm currently suffering from frequent depression. Don't ask me why, just refer to the books about psychology when you have one...

But what's the most funny thing about me is that, I misunderstand myself for countless times already and I still don't know much about myself ~ A mystery, is it not?

I'm one of those lucky people all over this world who are music-lovers, and one of those lucky Asians who are anime-lovers. Of the many anime, I only chose those which are my #1 favorites: Maburaho, Jigoku Shoujo, Fate/Stay Night, Mahoraba ~ Heartful Days and To Heart 2. My #2 favorites and below are too long to be listed...

Right now, I'm waiting for the right for time to start a music career and show to all the people who think wrong about me what I'm capable of. Or so help me, I'm sure Naomi-chan will be there for me...

Lastly, I'm an "invisible guy", and Naomi-chan is the only person in this world who sees me. If you're one of those lucky ones who think I'm "invisible", then leave this web page; I don't need your criticisms...