Not A single day goes by when i dont think of you...I miss you...beyond a person can miss...I wanted to be the first to say happy birthday.. and i wish ou were still here to throw a party for... and to pick on just cuz... the holidays are coming up and since u been gone.. theres no more christmas cheer... no more happy new year.. but i pour out a lil for u everytime i drink a beer... Happy brithday bro... and ihella miss u and i hope im makin u proud...
I still find it hard to believe that you are gone. Every time I think of you tears come to my eyes. The world seems a little duller w/o you in it. How many times I pick up the phone to call you, then realize that you will no longer answer. Instead of getting easier, it gets harder to remember. Remember the good times as well as the bad. I miss you. Jo Ann
hey dude...its been 366 days since i saw u last...today is the 1yr anniversary of the day u left our world and i just wanted you and everyone else to know that you are in my thoughts everyday..you made me what i am today..without everything we went thru i wouldnt be who i am..not even close...people say they see a little piece of you in me...and i believe it..you taught me just about all i know...i love you bro...rest in peace...and kno that your missed.
hey bro....its new years...and im sitting in grandmas house drunk missing you like crazy...i wish you were here to celebrate with me..i know youll always be here but it aint the same...i think of u everyday...its not any easier being back in vegas as i thought it would..sometimes i feel closer to you here then anywhere else in the world..y did u have to go??so many nights i lay in bed just thinking about the last time we saw eachother...i had no words to say to you but now that ur gone i wanna say everything and some.your memory never dies jeremy and know that we all miss you...Rest in peace fool and watch over me...i miss you...always and forever, your lil sis lori..
Well what is there to say other that what has been said before? So much has happened this year. Some of which was good and as many know some that were bad. I am glad that you did get to see Shaia before you kicked the bucket. As harsh as that last sentence seems you know for the most part it is just my anger seeping out. YES! I am mad at you! It has taken me these many months to figure it out, but you have cheated me again! There were a many things that was still left unsaid between us, and I was working on our line of communication. You are the most stubborn ass hole that I have ever had the displeasure to be with. Even with all that I still loved you. I think that I always will love a little bit of you. After all you were my 1st. I just wish that you had lived. I was so proud of you, the way you were cleaning up your mess of a life. Just sitting here I have tears coming to my eyes. The jumble of thoughts and emotions too strong to get out at all one time. I remember you once told me that you loved it when I'd rant and rave at you. You told me that it was just an extension of the passion I had for you. But what does it mean now? So many things left unsaid.... I plan to go to the cemetery to have that heart to heart with you. I haven't brought myself to go before now, even though Lori has tried to get me to go. It appears that I am not as strong as you once believed me to be. I am sorry to disappoint you, but you were the last person that I ever thought that I would lose. I know that I had lost you in the past, but not like this. There was always our friendship that we always fell back upon. I never realized how much you were there for me. I still don't really believe those who still tell me that you really did still love me. Those were words we hadn't said to one another for many years. I know that you knew that my feelings were strong, but you also knew that I would never act on those said feelings. I know I just keep rambling on and on.... Mahal
is you man, I thought about you today, but i think about you often, I wish that i could talk to you not only in my dreams. I hate the fact that you left so soon. But i know your in a better place. I love you and always will. tanya
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