Lydia

About me:

I am a walking contradition. I am sometimes pretty melancholy and also rather upbeat. I wear my emotions on my sleeve and I keep things bottled up. Sometimes I dress really girly, but mostly I'm a tomboy (still). Sometimes I like to sing along with the music. Sometimes I like to scream along with the music. Sometimes I worry about what people think of me, but mostly I remind myself that it really doesn't matter. I try to be real, but sometimes I think being real is over rated. I love Jesus, but you cant always tell. Sometimes I am the nicest person you will ever know, and sometimes I will make you cry. I am constantly waging war inside myself, fighting an enemy that would love to see me fail. Sometimes I fail. Sometimes I dont. ..