RIP Salami. I Love You. U Will Never Be Forgotten : Presentation
Om mig:
I just wanna go to sleep. It's been a month and I still cannot believe your not here. You always thought you were gong to be alone in your old age. Now I have to accept that fate. We both thought we cannot be loved..but we are. A lot of times the love came from wack jobs!!!!! hehhhhhehe You left us next to a woman who did love you. She was willing to lose everything she knew to be with you, and you loved her back for that. I have that now too. You hated the men.. well boys.. I choose. I am so sorry for that. I made a lot of mistakes and I am paying for that right now. I left Marc.. I did and you know that. I am sorry for his lies that he told the both of us...I am sorry for that night you had to spend in front of the house waiting for the money he owned you. If I had a car that night I would of taken you home. I promise you I will never go back to him. I learned my lesson and I will never live a life like that again. I am sorry for not answering the phone that last night. Laurie told me you were happy that night so I really don't feel as bad. Thank you for keeping the bad men away...for protecting me from them. Now what do I do??? Who's gunna beat up these guys that bother me? I will always be Salamis Sister.. and I will always remind them of that. All of your friends are still in my life and I will never take advantage of them or anyone else ever again. Who's going to bother me when I am at work? Who am I gunna do fatties with? Who am I gunna make plans with that never come about? We were supposed to go to Newark with Dom & Mike. What the fuck???????????????????????????????????????????????? They are pissed too. You put me though hell.. but I still stuck by you. I cannot believe this happened!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You werent supposed to leave me now!!! You should of seen me get married and I was supposed to see you!!!!!!!!!!!! No one loved me and I dont think anyone will...but it's ok. We were supposed to live together. that didn't happen. I can't think but wonder.. what if we did? Would things be different? I know it would be. I am so sorry. I have to go. I will be back.
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Didn't do the 2 or 3 month writing cause I was trying to stay calm and not think about a lot of things.. You know about those damn anxiety attacks!!! Heehehhe.. Well Me and mommy are fighting cause daddy being an idiot. He's blaming her on the way we turned out. Blaming her on what happened to you and blaming her for me not finishing school. This all should go in a blog but it will be above your picture so I guess it's OK. Mike Santollo texted me for X-Mas asking how I was doing. I love him for that. I haven't talked to Dom in a while. It's too hard to talk to him cause he was the person you were with when I last seen you. He is a mess.. a total mess so if I talk to him it will be a disaster. I talked to Jack a couple of times and it's real hard talking to anyone cause.. it will just be real bad. It will be bad for a long long time. Anyway.. whats been going on around these neck of the woods? It's been real bad to be honest. Not a day goes by that I don't think about this shit. I know the truth and I am VERY PISSED OFF right now. I told you this was gunna happen and you just didn't fucking listen. You had Lori there with you..why did you have to do this for? She's bad too.. she put herself away for 6 months. I don't want to sound like a TOTAL bitch but you did this. I know I need tog o see her cause she doesn't have anyone else. I shouldn't have to write on this stupid page to talk to you. Jack raised a lot of money and now there is a big fight on where to put you. Jersey City or North Arlington? You tell me tonite in my dream where you wanna go. Cause right now your staying with mommy. My life? Well.. everything's ok I guess.. making it on my own. And I said I wasn't going back to Mac and I haven't and I will never. I really fucking hate you for doing this to us. I told you it was gunna happen. I have to go now. I will write on Jan 13th.__________________________________________________________
Your the man I am going to spend my News years with.. 2 minutes left.. I was just on the phone with mommy.. I am here alone.. and I am going to spend the new year with you. Life sucks right now. I hate everyone right now to be honest. I dont wanna be bothered with anyone. Happy 2009 Johnny. I was planning on calling everyone but right now I dont wanna talk to anyone. OK it's over. It's over.. I have to go John.. cause I cant cant do this. ______________________________________ I didn't write on Jan 13th but I'm writing now on Jan 17th. I am going to QXT;s with james and Amanda. And as you would say.. I dont feel like going now hahahahahahahahaahhahahaha.. but I hae to.. hahahahahhahaha.. I just went on your page and sent messages to a couple of people.. I will see Jack.. I promise. Mommy did and shes mad at me for not going... but what else id now? It's pathetic I have to talk to you like this and I know you don't see it. We do it to makew ourselves feel better. OK well i have to go. We said we were gunna go to Newark and I'll go for us asshole. I love you.. Talk to you soon_________________________________ OK 4 months yesterday...sorry I couldn't do it but I'm here now. it's Valentines now and he's on his way over in a little. I wrote Lori.. yeah I spelled it right this time. I'm still very pissed off that your not here. OMG.. another Friday the 13th next month.. WTF??????? Thats a sign I need to take off and get a board and try to contact you. OK me and Allison are doing it next month. this isn't making me feel better. I will wait till next month.. I love you you piece of shit... Bye
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i just want to thank u for ur comment about my bro i know & feel ur pain as u can see this wasn't the best day for me as i know yesterday wasn't a good day for u but we both need to remember that they love us & would want us to b happy & they r always watching over us RIP Salami & my bro Manny
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rip belmar 1993 my house and my brothers looking for more pictures and il upload them he was always the life of my partys miss him much always on my mind esp. when summer comes
heyyyy bioootch waddup? how you been chick.... tomarra is ya b- dayyyyy yayayayay well anyways if i dont talk to u happy birthday and i wanted to know if you changed ur number cuz i tried callin you and it didnt go through ... well anyways love ya and hope everything is okk later
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