writing, photography, coloring, poetry, WWE, animals, animal rights, cuddling, reading, offroading, garage sales, being silly, stargazing, dancing in the rain, cooking, being barefoot, dialysis, video games, more tattoos, making people wonder,
LIKES: soft kisses, shopping, Halloween, good erotica, pro wrestling, staying up, animals, tattoos, ganja, Lipton tea, the library, infomercials, dancing in the rain, video games, fresh fruit, doodling, cooking, romantic comedies, off roading, photography, writing,
DISLIKES: hypocrites, snow, waiting, when I can't remember my dreams, cheaters, people who don't read/have profiles, broken lighters, popups, having to use this old computer, being broke, my food touching, little hoohoodillies, imitation cheese, heartache, chat room bullies, old and/or bald dudes hitting on me,
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Men At Work, Dirty Dancing, The Goonies, Shag, An Americam Tail, The Outsiders, The Breakfact Club, Spirit Stallion of the Cimmeron ........ the list goes on and on
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Television
Family Guy, Futurama, Scrubs, any pro wrestling, Whose Line Is It Anyway?, Reba, What Not To Wear, Y&R, Robot Chicken, That 70's Show, The Nanny, Rosanne... I could go on forever. I hate having no cable.
Books
Romance novels, mostly. But The Outsiders is my favorite book. I've read it 6 times so far. And, anything i'm writing.. or attempting to write rather. I've actually come pretty far with this one idea.....
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Heroes
Not really my heros.. But I like people who don't take other people's shit, let life beat them down, stand up for what they believe in, follow their dreams, or let anything tell them who they are.
Hey! My name is Barbara. People usually call me Barb, Barbie, JoJo, Babette, Jo or Babs. And sometimes a few things I probably shouldn't post. :) I grew up in a small town in eastern Ohio called Columbiana. Never heard of it? I'm not surprised. Not many people have. Lots of antique stores. I now live in the next town over with a few friends and my little brother, Jimmy. Sometimes it can get very... um.. tense. All four of us have a certain way we like to live. And, we might kill each other one of these days. But it sure as hell is better than living at mom and dad's. It would be cheaper to live with our parents; but I like the independence and freedom. Who wouldn't? Plus it is time. I'm in my 30's now. It's time to get my life in order. I'll be the first to admit that I have been less than ambitious in the past. I've never participated in anything; not even in school. I was just waiting and hoping someone else would get me the things I need. That is no way to live your life. And I refuse to do it anymore. I'm tired of feeling insecure and inferior. And, being bored and broke. I am slowly but surely becoming the woman I want to be. A strong independent adult whom takes life by the horns. To bad I didn't have this attitude 10 years ago.
I have an eleven year old daughter. Her name is Amber and she is the light of my life. Even though it doesn't always seem like it. One more thing I've got to change. She does not live with me and I will explain why to anyone I get seriously involved with. Let's just say, I was very VERY stupid. I am still married to Amber's father; but we are getting a divorce soon. I am trying to be an adult (as I have stated) and his utter refusal to do the same was anchoring me. Plus, any wife would be pissed if her husband was "Mr. Flirt with anything that moves". And, kidding or not, it probably isn't a good a idea to offer to swap wives. Both were done right in front of me. That isn't a good idea when he has a history of ALWAYS cheating (not exaggerating). But, I'm not ganna make my myspace a tribute to that asshole. MOVING ON! I don't know if I want to get married again and/or have more kids. I'm not sure it is even wise/possible for me to conceive again. But, we'll see what the future holds when it gets here. I do know that I definately want to be in love.
I am a plump woman who loves her body as is. I do realize that there are people who don't like thick women. But, I'm not going to cry myself to sleep over it. Nor do they have to tell me I am fat. I noticed. Also, I know there are just as many people who like BBW's. My ideal man will love and appreciate my every curve. Don't get me wrong, I would love to lose 30-40 pounds (another goal) for my health's sake. But I am not going to center my well-being around my weight and what other's think of it. There are more pressing matters that need what is left of my sanity. And just for the record... big girls do it better.
I am planning on getting my GED (yet another goal) sometime this year. I just have to study math a bit. Which I've never been very good at. I desperately need someone to study with me. HELP! After that, I'm not sure. I have a few career ideas. I want to be either a romance novelist, a soap writer, an advertiser, a dietitian, a humane officer or a photographer. Or maybe even something else. But, definitely nothing to do with to much math. Or anything involving a kitchen. Been there, done that, have a few grease stained t-shirts to prove it. I don't know what school I will go to. But probably the cheapest/closest one I can find. I am fairly certain I will be some sort of photographer. There is a school in Montana that I really want to go to. I just need $15,000 and a kickass camera. Keep your fingers crossed.
Since May 2005, I have been going to dialysis three days a week. Why? I'm not really sure. I just started feeling really sick one day. I could barely breath because I was literally drowning on my own fluids. YUCK! And, it is as bad as it sounds. I am on a special diet and have to watch how much I drink. Yes, it does suck. The few things that I am actually allowed to eat are kind of expensive to have everyday. So, I've been off my diet for quite a while. And,I've also been off my meds for just as long. Yet two more things I have to do. I am sortof on the waiting list. I just have to do a lot of things before they even consider giving me a kidney. Transplants are wrapped up in a lot of red tape.
I am a passionate, flirty, eccentric, caring, and stubborn pothead. Yes, I smoke weed. No, you can't change that. End of discussion. I love to be silly and make people laugh. And, I will do just about anything to achieve that. Even if I look like a complete dork. Which I am anyway. Might as well be me and make someone giggle. I've got my own drummer and like it that way. I can come off as totally nuts sometimes. At least to certain people. And if you are one of those people.. don't bother contacting me. If I can't be me than I don't want to be around you. And, I shouldn't have to change who I am to suit anyone. Nor should you. Because there will always be someone whom doesn't like you. Well, if I've struck your fancy or just provoke questions, don't be shy. You know what to do. PEACE, LOVE & CHICKEN GREASE!
Who I'd like to meet:
Anyone, really :) and people I've lost touch with.. And the man who haunts my dreams.. whomever he is.... I am on a quest to find true love. Maybe I am stupid to believe in soul mates and destiny and all that. But, I can't help it. I'm a hopeful romantic
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Beautiful Mommies on myspace! Once you've been hit,you have to hit 8 awesome Moms. If you get hit again you will know that you are really beautiful(or just have the same friends as...your friends..)! If you break the chain, nothing will happen,really.
But its always nice to hear that someone thinks youre Beautiful! Before I was a Mom I never learned the words to a lullaby.
I never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Drooled on. Chewed on. Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple little grin. I never sat up for hours watching a baby sleep. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would LOVE being a Mom. Before I was a Mom, I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy. I had never known the warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.
Send this to someone who you think is a special Mom , I just did. And remember that behind every successful mother... Is a basket of dirty laundry :)
ILL BE THERE.. ♥-When no one is there for you ♥-When you think no one cares ♥-When the whole world walks out on you ♥-When you think you're alone
ILL BE THERE.. ♥-When the one you care about most could care less about you ♥-When the one you gave your heart to isn't ♥-When someone throws something in your face
ILL BE THERE.. ♥-When the person you trusted betrays you ♥-When the person you share all your memories with cant even remember your birthday
ILL BE THERE.. ♥-When all you need is a friend to listen to you whine ♥-When all you need is someone to catch your tears
ILL BE THERE.. ♥-When your heart hurts so bad that you cant even breathe ♥-When you just want to crawl up and die
ILL BE THERE.. ♥-When you start to cry ♥-Or when hearing that sad song ♥-When the tears just won't stop falling down
senD this to 10 ppL yOu reaLLy caRe fOr.. iF yOu geT iT baCk .. yOu'Re lOveD
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