Ben's Personal Poster
Ben's Personal Poster I know the world doesn't revolve around me, but its the only perspective I have.

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27 years old
CHENEY, Washington
United States



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"No! Layers! Onions have layers! Ogres have layers! Onions have layers. You get it? We both have layers."
~~Shrek

You Should Be A Poet
You craft words well, in creative and unexpected ways.
And you have a great talent for evoking beautiful imagery...
Or describing the most intense heartbreak ever.
You're already naturally a poet, even if you've never written a poem.

"What a writer's spouse can never understand: a writer is working when he is staring out the window."
~~Anonymous
"Don't be too proud of this technological terror you've constructed. The ability to destroy a planet is insignificant next to the power of the Force."
~~Star Wars IV: A New Hope

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I am a graduated outdoor recreation major so I like spending time outside; skiing/snowboarding, camping, hiking, etc.
I also enjoy being inside too; I enjoy working on my computer for some odd reason, not totally sure why, I guess I just enjoy being able to do a ton of stuff at once. I have been teaching myself html, bridge (the card game), the d20 system (DnD for those that care--its a game designed entirely on your imagination), and also I delve into how to express myself better through writing poems.
I enjoy anything that stimulates my mind, makes me think, or challenges me in a mental way.

"Let you alone! That's all very well, but how can I leave myself alone? We need not to be let alone. We need to be really bothered once in a while. How long is it since you were really bothered? About something important, about something real?"
~~Fahrenheit 451
I Am
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"No matter what anybody tells you, words and ideas can change the world."
~~Dead Poet Society
My mysapce:
Plastering the page with stimulus trying to express myself,
I fill it with quotes pictures facts poems and more,
trying to make it something then it was before
(a visual email center—which is really all that I perceive it to be),
I find it to be quite fun even if you all think it is lame,
for the page is my own and it’s nice to be shown for I use it like a poster of who I’ve become,
I fill it with things of interest, personality, and glee just because I seem to want you to know me,
for me.
written 8/23/06

"Many a noble sat often in council, sought a plan, what would be best for strong-hearted men do against the awful attacks. At times they vowed sacrifices at heathen temples, with their words prayed that the soul-slayer (or devil) would give help for the distress of the people. Such was their custom, the hope of heathens; in their spirits they thought of hell, they knew not the Ruler, the Judge of Deeds, they recognized not the Lord God, nor indeed did they know how to praise the Protector of Heaven, the glorious King. Woe is him who in terrible trouble must trust his soul into the fire's embrace, hope for no comfort, not expect change. Well is the man who after his death-day may seek the Lord and find peace in the embrace of the father."
~~Beowulf

You Are a Glazed Donut
Okay, you know that you're plain - and you're cool with that.
You prefer not to let anything distract from your sweetness.
Your appeal is understated yet universal. Everyone dig you.
And in a pinch, you'll probably get eaten.

You Are Olive Green
You are the most real of all the green shades. You're always true to yourself.
For you, authenticity and honesty are very important... both in others and yourself.
You are grounded and secure. It takes a lot to shake you.
People see you as dependable, probably the most dependable person they know.

"Another Super Day!!!"
~~The Red Green Show

"Why, oh why, didn't I take the blue pill."
~~Matrix


!Tengo una mosca verde en mi nariz!

You Are Navy Blue
You're a true adventurer. You constantly find yourself drawn to new experiences, people, and places.
Sometimes you feel quite scattered and bored. If something exciting isn't going on, you feel a bit lost.

Dislikes
--Cottage cheese--Cream cheese
--Blue cheese: YUK!--Any Cheese other then
cheddar, swiss,
and provolone
--Cooked spinach--Sour cream
--Mayonnaise--Miracle Whip
--Cheese Cake--Asparagus
--Tomatos--The smell of alcohol
--Hawaiian pizza--Wake up calls earlier
then 8 o'clock
--Football--Swimming
--Boxing--Only hearing
the bass on music
--Manipulation--Guilt trips
--American phonetics--French words
--Reality television--Sitcoms
--Any want to be
idol shows
--Competition!
--Pointless classes
in school
--Fighting your way
to the top
--Explosive Diarrhea--Hawaiian Pizza (oh have
I mentioned that already)
--Horror movies: Why do
we try to scare ourselves,
and then talk about having
nightmares all the time?
--Animal hero movies:
Come on please, since when
can a dog play basketball?
--Pet owners that dress their pets
(God gave them fur for a reason)
And it looks STUPID
--People who baby talk
to every dog, cat,
and baby they see
--SPAM

If this is the hand I was dealt, I'm sure glad I learned how to bluff a little; because I'm screwed. I just really hope this isn't the hand I was dealt.


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"You're right. It's down there, and I'm in here. I guess it comes down to a simple choice, really. Get busy living or get busy dying."
~~Shawshank Redemption

Music
Blues, Classical, Instrumental, Jazz, Orchestras, Soft Rock, and Some Opera. The radio is always a plus in the fact that I don't have to get up to change cd's.
Bagpipes, Oriental flutes, didgeridoo, the recorder, bands entirely made up of drums, the Indian flute, Indian chanting, Indian drums, and of course the kazoo.
Pink Floyd any and all, Beethoven, Bach, Mozart, Tchallkosky, Third Day, Ray Charles, The Three Tenors, The Decemberists, The Doors, etc etc to list a few actual artists.
I know they aren't necessarily counted as music, but I enjoy listening to nature: The river, ocean, birds chirping, rain, hail, soft wind, wind in the trees, they're all just so relaxing. I think it's classified as white noise, or what I like to call harmony in nature.
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"Oh there's no fire in the fireplace there's no carpet on the floor. Don't try to order dinner, there's no kitchen anymore. But if the road's been kind of bumpy and you need to rest a spell Well, welcome home, to the Happiness Hotel.
If you got luggage keep it handy but you're runnin' out of luck Cause the bellhops ain't too organized and the elevator's stuck So if you don't mind friendly animals and can learn to stand the smell Well, welcome home, to the Happiness Hotel.
Welcome home (welcome home), Welcome home (welcome home), No matter where you wander you will never do as well. Okay, the lobby's looking shabby and it's got the wrong address. And the whole dang thing has been condemned by American Express. Still the management is cheerful though the whole joint's gone to hell Well, welcome home, to the Happiness Hotel.
Oh, there are bugs (there are bugs). And there are lice (there are lice). Sure, we have our little problems, but you'll never beat the price You got every kind of critter, you got every kind of pest, But we treat 'em all as equals just like any other guest. Though you're cleaner than the others, still as far as we can tell, You'll fit right in at the Happiness Hotel
We'll fit right in at the Happiness Hotel!!"
~~The Great Muppet Caper


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Bravely bold Sir Robin, rode forth from Camelot, He was not afraid to die, Oh Brave Sir Robin, He was not at all afraid to be killed in nasty ways Brave, brave, brave, brave Sir Robin.
He was not in the least bit scared to be mashed into a pulp Or to have his eyes gouged out and his elbows broken; To have his kneecaps split and his body burned away And his limbs all hacked and mangled, brave Sir Robin.
His head smashed in, and his heart cut out, And his liver removed, and his bowels unplugged, And his nostrils raped, and his bottom burned off, And his penis split ... and his ... ...


Brave Sir Robin ran away.
'I didn't.'
Bravely ran away, away.
'No, no, no.'
When danger reared its ugly head, He bravely turned his tail and fled Yes, Brave Sir Robin turned about And gallantly he chickened out Bravely taking to his feet He beat a very brave retreat Bravest of the brave Sir Robin Petrified of being dead Soiled his pants then brave Sir Robin Turned away and fled.
~~Monty Python: Search for the Holy Grail

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"What’s it gonna take to stop the scabber? Can we do it? Yeah! We’ll do what we gotta do until we Break the will of mighty Bill and Joe! And the World will know And the Journal too! Mr. Hearst and Pulitzer Have we got news for you! Now the World will hear What we’ve got to say We’ve been hawking headlines But we’re making ‘em today. And our ranks will grow! And we’ll kick their rear! And the World will know that we been here!
When the circulation bell starts ringing Will we hear it? No! What if the Delancey’s come out swinging’ Will we hear it? No! When you’ve got a hundred voices singing Who can hear a lousy whistle blow?
And the World will know That this ain’t no game That we got a ton of rotten fruit and perfect aim So they gave their word But it ain’t worth beans! Now they’re gonna see what ‘stop the presses’ really means
And the day has come And the time is now And the fear is gone And their name is mud! And the strike is on And I can't stand blood! And the World will..
Pulitzer may crack the whip but he won’t whip us! Pulitzer may crack the whip but he won’t whip us! And the World will know And the World will learn And the World will wonder how We made the tables turn And the World will see That we had to choose That the things we do today Will be tomorrow’s news And the old will fall And the young stand tall And the time is now And the winds will blow And our ranks will grow And grow and grow and so
The World will FEEL THE FIRE, AND FINALLY KNOW!!!"
~~Newsies

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"Gee, l'm glad it's raining, There's always somethin' to be thankful for, l'm awfully glad it's raining, 'Cause no one sees your teardrops when it pours, And no one knows the thunder, ls your heartbreak in disguise, They think the rainy night's, What put that sad look in your eyes, Sure, l'm glad it's raining, The gentle rhythm soothes the pain inside, l'm glad the stars aren't shinin', A wounded warrior needs a place to hide, l thought l had found someone l could count on, Till the end, What they wanted was a hero, All l needed was a friend, Gee, l'm glad it's raining, l hope the mornin' sun won't come up soon, As long as it keeps raining, No one knows my heart broke right in two, l thought l had found someone l could count on, Till the end, What they wanted was a hero, All l needed was a friend, Sure, l'm glad it's raining, l'm awfully glad it's raining"
~~Ernest Goes to Camp

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Some things in life are bad they can really make you mad Other things just make you swear and curse. When you're chewing on life's gristle don't grumble, give a whistle and this'll help things turn out for the best...
And...always look on the bright side of life... Always look on the light side of life...
If life seems jolly rotten there's something you've forgotten and that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing. When you're feeling in the dumps don't be silly chumps just purse your lips and whistle - that's the thing.
And...always look on the bright side of life... Always look on the light side of life...
For life is quite absurd and death's the final word you must always face the curtain with a bow. Forget about your sin - give the audience a grin enjoy it - it's your last chance anyhow.
So always look on the bright side of death just before you draw your terminal breath
Life's a piece of shit when you look at it life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true. You'll see it's all a show keep 'em laughing as you go just remember that the last laugh is on you.
And always look on the bright side of life...Always look on the right side of life...(Come on guys, cheer up!)...Always look on the bright side of life...Always look on the bright side of life...(Worse things happen at sea, you know.)...Always look on the bright side of life...(I mean - what have you got to lose?)...(You know, you come from nothing - you're going back to nothing. What have you lost? Nothing!)...Always look on the right side of life...
~~Monty Python: Look on the Bright Side of Life

Movies
"Itsa Itsa Itsa Itsa ....' 'No, No, No, No, No, because if it was a bomb then the alarms would go off, because all these hotels have bomb detectors"
~~The 5th Element.

"LOVE AND PEACE!!!! LOVE AND PEACE!!!"
~~Vash the Stampede

'Tis but a scratch.

"I should have known
way back then
you want to know
how David,
it was the kids
—they always called me
Mr. Glass."
~~Unbreakable
"The prince and the count
always insist on everyone
being healthy before
they're broken."
~~The Princess Bride

"We do not ask for your poor, or your hungry. We do not want your tired and sick. It is your corrupt we claim. It is your evil that will be sucked by us. With every breath we shall hunt them down. Each day we will spill their blood till it rains down from the skies. Do not kill! Do not rape! Do not steal! These are principles which every man of every faith can embrace. These are not polite suggestions. These are cause of behavior. And those of you that ignore them will pay the dearest cost. There are varying degrees of evil. We urge you lesser forms of filth...not to push the bounds and cross over...into true corruption, into our domain. But if you do...one day you will look behind you and you will see we three. And on that day you will repent! And we will send you towards what ever god, you wish."
~~Boondock Saints

"Where are you going?"'I'm going to
pick a fight.'
"Well, we didn't get
dressed up for nothing."
~~Braveheart

"Boy Captain America over here. "Best of the best of the best, sir." "With honors." Yeah, he's just really excited to be here, and he has no clue why we're here."
~~Men in Black
"I want to help people. Last night with Rudy, I connected to another human being. I want more of that. I want to learn about people, help them with their troubles."
'That's what I do.'
"But you suck at it. You don't even look at people when they're talking. I want to listen, really listen to people."
~~Patch Adams

"Now Don't Forget, Don't ever Forget, you've promised to become a new man."
'Promise? Wha, Why are you doing this?'
"Jean Valjean my brother you no longer belong to evil. With this silver, I have bought your soul. I've ransomed you from fear and hatred, and now I give you back to God."
~~Les Miserables

"See, I'm not like Luke Trimble. He had the market cornered on those things. I never met the guy, but I feel like I've gotten to know him. The thing is, I can't help wondering what he'd say... if he were standing here right now. I think he'd probably tell you... the America represented in this room is not the America he died defending. I think he'd say your America is bitter... and cruel and small. I know his America was big. Bigger than you can imagine! With a wide-open heart! Where every person has a voice! Even if you don't like what they say--If he were here, I wonder how you'd respond... if you could explain to him what happened to his America."
... ... ..."But there is another Amendment I'd like to invoke. I wonder if anyone here is familiar with it. "Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion."
'You're out of order!'
"Shall make no law...respecting--An establishment of religion...or prohibiting free exercise thereof...or abridging freedom of speech, or of the press or of the right to petition for a redress of grievances."
'Do not presume to lecture this Committee!'
"The First Amendment. It's what we're about, if we'd live up to it. It's part of the contract every citizen has here. Even though the Constitution and the Bill of Rights...are just pieces of paper with signatures on them they're the only contracts we have that are definitely not subject to renegotiation. -Not by you, Mr. Chairman. Not by you, Mr. Clyde. Not by anyone, ever. Too many people have paid in blood. People like Luke Trimble...and all the sons of Lawson, California."
~~The Majestic

"Oh, I'm real. Real enough to defeat you! And I did it without your precious gifts, your oh-so-special powers. I'll give them heroics. I'll give them the most spectacular heroics anyone's ever seen! And when I'm old and I've had my fun, I'll sell my inventions so that everyone can be superheroes. Everyone can be super. And when everyone's super...no one will be."
~~Incredibles

"Jose!"
'Together we?'
"Burned the village."
'And'
"Raped the horses"
'and we'
"Rode off on the woman"
'and'
"We plundered"
'plundered...? and'
"Pruned"
'pruned the ...?'
"Hedges ..."
'hedges?'
"Of many small villages"
'of many small villages. ...? Who the hell are you?'"
~~The Three Amigos

Television

Television: ha, its a bad habbit. Well, maybe not all television.

"Heghlu'meH QaQ jajvam:"

"TODAY is a good day to die!" ...

The Fighter, the poet, the humbled servant:
G'Kar

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Donatello
You've been described as 'the brains' of your family or group of friends. You're the natural born, 'Mr. Fixit'. You're also considered the most reserved, preoccupied with your own little thoughts and ideas. But that doesn't mean you don't hang with your family and friends! But, you still find it easy to get lost in your own thoughts...daydreaming often. You'd rather talk things out than fight. You long for a day when there's nothing but peace in the world, and when you can finally rest with your own thoughts. Violence is something the world could completely live without. One of your labels may be, 'true to blue friend'. You're strong at heart and powerful at mind.
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"There are four lights"

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Ever feel plugged in?
You scored as Neo, the "One". Neo is the computer hacker-turned-Messiah of the Matrix. He leads a small group of human rebels against the technology that controls them. Neo doubts his ability to lead but doesn't want to disappoint his friends. His goal is for a world where all men know the Truth and are free from the bonds of the Matrix.

Neo, the "One"

83%

William Wallace

83%

Lara Croft

67%

The Amazing Spider-Man

63%

Batman, the Dark Knight

54%

Indiana Jones

50%

El Zorro

50%

Maximus

50%

James Bond, Agent 007

46%

The Terminator

42%

Captain Jack Sparrow

38%

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Laziness:
Laying about, anywhere is comfortable, anywhere is good, to just sit back and waste the day away; seeking your bed, though soft and warm, isn't always the best place to lay, for there are always places, crevasses, corners, and even the middle of the floor that are great substitutes in where to lay away for the day.
written 9/4/06
after waking up to early
and going to bed to late


For Inspiration

What's your main purpose in life!?
An Undecided Wanderer.

You're as yet not certain what your path in life is. You are still exploring the world and your options, looking for a goal or a purpose that motivates you, and gives your life more of a purpose. But do not worry, just because you haven't found what your looking for, doesn't mean it's not out there. Keep searching.

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"Amid frequent and thoughtful endeavors to remember; amid earnest struggles to regather some token of the state of seeming nothingness into which my soul had lapsed, there have been moments when I have dreamed of success; there have been brief, very brief periods when I have conjured up remembrances which the lucid reason of a later epoch assures me could have had reference only to that condition of seeming unconsciousness......"
......"The odor of the sharp steel forced itself into my nostrils. I prayed --I wearied heaven with my prayer for its more speedy descent. I grew frantically mad, and struggled to force myself upward against the sweep of the fearful scimitar. And then I fell suddenly calm, and lay smiling at the glittering death, as a child at some rare bauble."
~~Pit and the Pendulum


What Combat Weaponry Are You?
G-36 Assault Rifle

Your stylish and laid back. Nonetheless, others can count on you for support. You can hold your own in a variety of situations, despite lacking formal fighting skills. You have your limitations but are clever in exposing them in others.

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"They've got armour, so? Even this boy can be taught to find the chinks in every suit of armour."
~~Robin Hood Prince of Thieves

"It's a hell of a thing, ain't it, killin' a man. You take everythin' he's got... an' everythin' he's ever gonna have"
~~Unforgiven

Books
The Bible is always a good thing to read.

I enjoy most classic literature, examples such as: Dantes Inferno, Beowulf, Dracula, Mary Shelly's Frankenstein, etc.

I am a big Edgar Allen Poe fan, and even some Shakespeare (I do hate, however ROMEO AND JULIET--Garbage).

Some of my more favorite books are:
*"Black", "Red", "White" all by Ted Tekker (a trilogy of books);
*"The Princess Bride";
*"Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy";
*A lot of Frank Peretti's books, "This present Darkness" is probably my favorite;
*"Ender's Game";
*All the Lord of the Rings books;
*Out of the tons of books they made us read in school I only liked "Watership down" and "Fahrenheit 451"

The list seems to grow all the time, however. I also enjoy a well written poem that says more then just the sky is blue and the day is grey.

The Ant and the Grasshopper
An Aesop Fable
One summer day a grasshopper was singing and chirping and hopping about. He was having a wonderful time. He saw an ant who was busy gathering and storing grain for the winter.
“Stop and talk to me,” said the grasshopper. “We can sing some songs and dance a while.”
“Oh no,” said the ant. “Winter is coming. I am storing up food for the winter. I think you should do the same.”
“Oh, I can’t be bothered,” said the grasshopper. “Winter is a long time off. There is plenty of food.”
So the grasshopper continued to dance and sing and chip and the ant continued to work. When winter came the grasshopper had no food and was starving.
He went to the ant’s house and asked, “Can I have some wheat or maybe a few kernels of corn. Without it I will starve,” whined the grasshopper.
“You danced last summer,” said the ant in disgust. “You can continue to dance.” And he gave him no food.

Non-Worker:
Showing up to grab a check, playing about and doing a trick, slacking off and acting sick, feeling the world owes you for coming in, holding out a hand while smiling at the clock, watching the fool who busts their butt, and who really works for their take in the pot,
--How lame it is that these sick trick check grabbers get away with being lazy, while others actually work.
written 4/29/07
After watching to many
get away with it



"Ants don't serve grasshoppers! It's you who need us! We are a lot stronger than you say we are... And you know it, don't you?"
~~A Bugs Life

"Y'know, I've noticed an infestation here. Everywhere I look, in fact. Nothing but undeveloped, unevolved, barely conscious pond scum, totally convinced of their own superiority as they scurry about their short, pointless lives."
~~Men in Black

"How many up above now count themselves great kings, who'll wallow here like pigs in slime, leaving behind foul memories of their crimes!"
~~Dante's Inferno

"Increase of knowledge only discovered to me more clearly what a wretched outcast I was. I cherished hope, it is true; but it vanished when I beheld my person reflected in water, or my shadow in the moonshine, even as that frail image and that inconstant shade."
~~Frankenstein

26: The vast majority of the rich in this galaxy did not inherit their wealth; they stole it.
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138: Law makes everyone equal, but justice goes to the highest bidder.
~~The Rules of Acquisition

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Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you.
You are best known for: your touch
Your dominant state: changing

You Are Midnight
You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.
Whether you're a night owl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle.
Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it.
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Your Dragon Self

You Are A Mist Dragon, you live close to the water falls, the oceans or the rainy places. You prefer to take the appearance of fog and you have a breath of cloud and fog making your enemies blind. When you use magic, it's only water spells.stone:tanzanitquote: "Idleness is not doing nothing. Idleness is being free to do anything. " from Floyd Dell you control: rain and mist

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You are dew. You are quiet, silent, and delicate. You may have some sort of beauty. You are farthest from flood and storm. Your blue is the lightest, clear blue.

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Your Personality Is
Artisan (SP)


You are both grounded and flexible. You adapt well to new situations.
You are playful and free spirited - but you are also dependable and never flaky.
You don't do well in conservative, stuffy situations.
It's probably very hard for you to keep a normal job or stay in school.
You are always up for fun and adventure. Most people are too boring for you.
You take risks and bend the rules. And if things don't work out, you chock it up to life experience.
In love, you tend to take things quickly - but you have a huge problem with commitment.
At work, you need to make your own rules. You're best suited to be an entrepreneur.
With others, you are animated and physical. You prefer doing something with friends to just hanging out.
As far as your looks go, you tend to be buff and in good shape. Your spend more time on your body than your clothes.
On weekends, you need to keep active. From cooking up a storm to running a 5K, you wear yourself out.

You Are a Centaur
In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person.
However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways.
You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order.
You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily.

What Your Soul Really Looks Like
You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort.

You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.

You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.

Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing.

For you, falling in love is all about flirting and feeling playful. You couldn't fall in love with someone who took life too seriously.

How You Live Your Life
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many acquaintances.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

You Communicate With Your Ears
You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker.
What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions.
You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself.
Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

The Part of You That No One Sees
You are unique, witty, and even a little snobby.
You're quite proud of who you are, and nothing is going to change that.
You've paved your own way in life, and you've ended up where you want to be.

Underneath it all, you feel very isolated from the rest of the world.
It's hard to find people to relate to you on every level.
The mundane interests of your friends and family often bore or depress you.

Heroes
I would like to first start off by saying both of my parents.

My Mom:
She has always tried to show me and teach me the way to go. Even when I refuse, or have questions, she always seems to try to point me in the right direction, even if I don't always want to go that way.

My Dad:
For staying around, for working his butt off just so his family is provided for.

Marvin:
Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy
"Rocks. Arghhh don't talk to me about rocks. While you're busy drolling on about rocks my brain will have analyzed every form of rock and still I would say I hate them!!!"
For being honest and telling everyone how he feels all the time with not pity or reason to hold back.
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Sam The Eagle:
"You are all weird Oh's!"
For always being himself, never lacking, never hiding. For being the quiet watcher.
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The Shoveler:
For always fighting for a cause, even if he's beaten back at every turn; and for keeping peace with those around, being patient.
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This guy is just way to cool to need and explanation.
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Goofy:Charlie Brown:
The Friend:
who always gives,
always tries, and always
is there to help
and call to account.
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Always put down, treated poorly, its no wonder he feels kicked in, yet he never gives up, and continues to try to serve his friends.

The Earps:
"It must be a peach of a hand.""Well isn't that a daisy?"
For always sticking with each other even when the fight wasn't there's; for being a friend even to the end.
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MacManus Brothers:
"And shepherds we shall be for Thee, my Lord, for Thee. Power hath descended forth from Thy hand. That our feet may swiftly carry out Thy command. So we shall flow a river forth to Thee, and teeming with souls shall it ever be. - In nomine Patris - Et Filii"
For saying "No", and "STOP" to the corruption and hate. I don't however, like how they said no, by using the same methods they were trying to rid.
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Oscar:
I Hate Sesame Street but I always liked Oscar, for living in filth and coping instead of complaining that he lived in everyone else’s crap.
You Are Oscar the Grouch
Grumpy and grouchy, you aren't just pessimistic. You revel in your pessimism.

You are usually feeling: Unhappy. Unless it's rainy outside, and even then you know the foul weather won't last.

You are famous for: Being mean yet loveable. And you hate the loveable part.

How you live your life: As a slob. But it's not repelling as many people as you'd like!

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"PC LOAD LETTER?!?! What the Fuck does that mean?"
Ever feel the need to break something? ... For actually taking it to the man once in awhile.
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For making good food and for being cool mascots.
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Harpo Marx:
For being someone that had emotes mastered. Smiles, beeps, squeaks, etc. you always knew what mood he was in.
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Status:In a Relationship
Here for:Networking, Serious Relationships, Friends
Orientation:Straight
Hometown:Cheney, WA
Body type:5' 11" / Average
Ethnicity:White / Caucasian
Religion:Christian - other
Zodiac Sign:Aries
Smoke / Drink:No / No
Education:College graduate
Occupation:Looking but eager.

   Ben's Personal Poster's Schools
Eastern Washington University
Cheney,Washington
Graduated: 2005
Student status: Alumni
Degree: Bachelor's Degree
Major: Outdoor Recreation
Minor: Psychology, and Sociology
 

2001 to 2005
Cheney High School
Cheney,Washington
Graduated: 2000
Student status: Alumni
Degree: High School Diploma
 

1996 to 2000

   Ben's Personal Poster's Networking
Photography - Outdoor/Nature - Photographer

Publishing - Writer - Poet
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   Ben's Personal Poster's Companies
Warm Beach Christian Camp
Stanwood, WA US
Counsolor, Recreation staff, Recreation intern

6/02-8/02 6/04-9/04 6/05-9/05
Montecito-Sequoia Lodge
Kings Canyon National Park, CA US
Ski/Snowboarding instructor

12/05-4/06
Safeway
Cheney, WA US
China Cook

08/06-1/08
Columbia Paint
Spokane, WA US
Filler

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The ticking clock
Round it turns, always moving, always changing.
Fixed instruments from stars, sun, and the moon.
Beating from the start of time.
It watches the day begin, and waves to it as it ends.
An important device that all learn to use.
Its TIME!
Once gone or wasted will never come back to us again!
written 7/25/06


Well, I have been a college graduate from Eastern Washington University since December of 05. I graduated with a B.A in Outdoor Recreation with two minors: Minor in Sociology, and a Minor in Psychology.
I got the two minors just because I enjoy watching and learning unspoken things from people, it actually helps me get to know myself better.
I am currently unemployeed and thus looking for work. I got laid off right before thanksgiving of 08, happy holidays indeed.
I love my car: a 2008, 5 door Mazda 3. It's amazing. and handles really well at a hundred and fifteen. Teehee. Not so well in three feet of snow however.
Otherwise I'm fairly open, I like to hang out, have deep meaningful conversation rather then just talk about the weather and my favorite sports team. I am pretty simple but all out unique, but its how God made me.
oh yeah, I almost forgot.
Kerri Is Super AWESOME Cool!

Ben's

Favorite Movie Quotes:
A work in progress: 90 atm
  1. Hakuna Matata.~~Lion King
  2. "I am a band geak; I was just never in band." ~~American Pie 2
  3. "Do they teach beauty queens to apoligize, .... because you suck at." ~~Erin Brockovich
  4. "Sarcasm is angers ugly cousin." ~~Anger Management
  5. "I'm on my knees in a nine hundred dollar suit." ~~Liar Liar
  6. "Be careful Ryan, most things in here don't respond well to bullets." ~~The hunt for the Red October
  7. "I have to save my ass." ~~Shrek
  8. "If I had been drinking out of the toilet, I might have been killed." ~~Ace Ventura Pet Detective
  9. "Dan Marino should die of gonorrhea and rot in hell! Cookie?~~Ace Venture Pet Detective
  10. "Death by pirates is good."~~The Princess Bride
  11. "The hospitality is as warm as the weather." ~~Robin Hood Prince of Thieves
  12. "One man's garbage is another man's toxic sludge." ~~The Grinch That Stole Christmas
  13. "Who's scruffy looking?" ~~Star Wars: A New Hope
  14. "Well Johnny-Tyler where are you going with that there shotgun?"~~Tombstone
  15. "I'm going to fill you so full of led you can use your dick for a pencil"~~Three Amigos
  16. "I talked a man out of blowing up the Sears Tower but I can't talk my wife out of the bathroom or my kid off a phone."~~Negotiator
  17. "It was Keyser Soze, Agent Kujan. I mean the Devil himself. How do you shoot the Devil in the back?"~~Usual Suspects
  18. "Bring me four fried chickens and a Coke." ~~Blues Brothers
  19. "It's a 106 miles to Chicago. We got a full tank of gas, half a pack of cigarettes, it's dark and we're wearing sunglasses.' 'Hit it!"~~Blues Brothers
  20. "Your friends might get me in a rush, but not before I make your head into a canoe, got it?"~~Tombstone
  21. "Somebody has to kill the babysitter."~~Cable Guy
  22. "By Grabthar's Hammer, by the suns of Warvan, you will be avenged."~~Galaxy Quest
  23. "No... You can't get away... From hell's heart I stab at thee...For hate's sake... I spit my last breath at thee!"~~Star Trek II: The Wrath of Khan
  24. "Then perhaps there is still time... Climb the steps, Jim...Climb the steps to Mount Seleya..."
    'Mount Seleya? Bones, Mount Seleya is on Vulcan! We're home on Earth!'~~Star Trek III: The Search for Spock
  25. "Yeah. Well what you fail to realize is I'm dragging mines."~~Galaxy Quest
  26. "You think you can replace me with a robot?"~~Life Less Ordinary
  27. "That's not his knee! Not everybody keeps their genitals in the same place, Captain!"~~Star Trek VI: The Undiscovered Country
  28. "Why the hell is it eating up all those satellites?"~~The 5th Element
  29. "Oh, that Libyan base!?!"~~In the Army Now
  30. "I suggest a new strategy R2, let the wookie win."~~Star Wars: A New Hope
  31. "Hey, old timer! The thief and the old guy find it a bit bumpy back here!"~~Maverick
  32. "You know something princess; you are ugly when you are angry."~~Spaceballs
  33. "You must be like the wolf pack, not like the six-pack." ~~Mystery Men
  34. "How many weapons do you wield?"
    'Just one, Sphinx.'
    'No. The fist, the knee, the elbow, the head. You must lash out with every limb, like the octopus who plays the drums."~~Mystery Men
  35. "No, how could I? I'm just a humorless ice queen in desperate need of a good humping." ~~Evolution
  36. "I'm no biologist, but how many cells do single-celled organisms have?" ~~Evolution
  37. "Your best? Losers always whine about their best. Winners go home and fuck the prom queen."~~The Rock
  38. "No, Daddy. Convents are also where unwed mothers go to have their babies.' 'What?'"~~Oscar
  39. "There is one problem sir, he's got a gun.'
    'What do you have, a fucking water pistol?"~~The Rock
  40. "CUT ME OPEN! There goes your Christmas gift, Judas!"~~Evolution
  41. "Then why in hell're you doin' This? You ought to be in bed.'
    'Wyatt Earp is my friend.'
    'Hell, I got lot's of friends.'

    'I don't." ~~Tombstone
  42. "Wyatt, please, if you were ever my friend, if you ever had even the smallest feeling for me, Leave. Leave now. Please." ~~Tombstone
  43. "Good, Bad, I'm the guy with the gun."~~Army of Darkness
  44. "If someone asked me if we should bomb Japan, a simple "Yes." By all means sir, drop that fucker, twice!" ~~Crimson Tide
  45. "Do you remember what I told you in the tunnel?'
    'You told me, you didn't kill your wife.'
    'Remember what you said to me?'
    'I remember you were pointing my gun at me.'
    'You said, 'I don't care.'
    'That's right, Kimble... I'm not trying to solve a puzzle here. I'm just the poor working man that's paid to hunt you down.'"~~Fugitive
  46. "Yeah, your daughter's not your daughter. And the cash that used to be the jewels is now your underwear."~~Oscar
  47. "Glass or plastic? Glass or Plastic? If the winds change, you're either going to be turned into a glass jar or a plastic bag"~The Rock
  48. "Norton is a bull, and you were stroking his dick."~~City Slickers 2
  49. "Uhhh, I was just going to remind you to wear matching socks tomorrow."~~A Few Good Men
  50. "In my country, christian, we talk to our women, we do not drug them with plants"~~Robin Hood Prince of Thieves
  51. "You know what the scariest thing is? To not know your place in this world.....

    .....'Now that we know who you are, I know who I am. I'm not a mistake.'"~~Unbreakable
  52. "Your security isn't worth a damn! Everybody's got a gun!"~~Maverick
  53. "My father taught us not to lie."
    'Well, mine told me not to starve, so we both got an education.'"~~Newsies
  54. "Should we knock or should we let ourselves in"~~Mystery Men
  55. "Its not about you, you arrogant ass, its about the boy, he’s a good kid and I’m not going to let you screw him up like your trying to screw us up right now"~~Good Will Hunting
  56. "Look I'm all for conversation, but could you shut up for a minute"~~The 5th element
  57. "The Pit of Despair. Don't even think about trying to escape. The chains are far too thick. And don't dream of being rescued, either. The only way in is secret, and only the prince, the count, and I know how to get in and out."~~The Princess Bride
  58. "So I'm gonna piss and moan like an impotent jerk and then bend over and take it up the tailpipe!"~~Liar Liar
  59. "Do you find it hard to hide the fact that your gay?"~~Good Will Hunting
  60. "Is that a cowlick, or are you just happy to see me?"~~Little Rascals
  61. "You see Junior? Well, let me tell you what I see. I see pride! I see power! I see a bad-ass mother who don't take no crap off of nobody!"~~Cool Runnings
  62. "'Cool Runnings' means peace be the journey."~~Cool Runnings
  63. "I didn't say help us!"~~From Dusk Till Dawn
  64. "You let one ant stand up to us, then they all might stand up! Those puny little ants outnumber us a hundred to one and if they ever figure that out there goes our way of life! It's not about food, it's about keeping those ants in line."~~A Bugs Life
  65. "I'll take on a platoon of marines, no problem. I got three weeks weapons training!!"~~The Rock
  66. "What’s taters, preciousss? What’s taters?"~~The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
  67. "This is the crucial phase, The reconstruction of pigment. Cells are bombarded with slightly greasy solar atoms which forces the body cells to react, to protect themselves. That means growing skin."~~The 5th Element
  68. "Well, what if there is no tomorrow? There wasn't one today."~~Groundhog Day
  69. " I was in the Virgin Islands once. I met a girl. We ate lobster and drank pina coladas. At sunset we made love like sea otters. THAT was a pretty good day. Why couldn't I get that day over and over and over... "~~Groundhog Day
  70. "I thought only I could repel women with that kind of raw efficiency."~~Patch Adams
  71. "Don't just jump off like lemmings! Take a look around!"~~Dead Poet Society
  72. ""Do you like apples?"
    'Yeah.'
    "Well, I got her number. How do you like them apples?"~~Good Will Hunting
  73. "Unlimited technology from the whole universe, and we cruise 'round in a Ford P.O.S."~~Men in Black
  74. "A blessing for the Tzar?!? Of course. May God bless and keep the Tzar far away from us!"~~Fiddler on the Roof
  75. "Are you asking this committee to believe that you attended the meeting of a communist organization because of a girl?"
    'Yes sir; I'm sure that even a majority counselor like yourself is familiar with the concept of impressing a girl!'~~The Majestic
  76. "I didn't come here to make an impression on anybody; I just came here to blow every last cent I had. "~~Last Holiday
  77. "I would like to be cremated. I spent my whole life in a box. I don't want to be buried in one."~~Last Holiday
  78. "Fangorn Forest. What madness drove them there?"~~Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
  79. "What an incredible smell you've discovered!"~~Star Wars IV: A New Hope
  80. "Can I have your watch when you are dead?"~~The Three Amigos
  81. "He wipes his ass with his record contract, I love this guy!"~~Airheads
  82. ""I know, You construct a weapon. Look around, can you form some sort of rudimentary lathe?"
    'A LATHE??? Get off the line, Guy.'"~~Galaxy Guest
  83. ""Have you ever killed anyone?"
    'Yeah, but they were all bad.'"~~True Lies
  84. ""What's your exit strategy Twinkle Toes?"
    'Right out the front gate'
    "stupid, but ballsy""~~True Lies
  85. "We're okay, just don't be saying "no" no more, motherfucker!"~~The Negotiator
  86. "Caesar has spoken, my leprous friend. Let's get our offerings and depart. Is thing your finger?"~~Robin Hood Prince of Thieves
  87. "Say a storm comes through. Some folks sit in their living rooms and enjoy the rain. The house next door gets torn out of the ground and smashed flat. It was my turn, that's all. I was in the path of the tornado. ... I just had no idea the storm would go on as long as it has."~~Shawshank Redemption
  88. "what is happening today? Are gringos falling from the sky?"
    'yes El Guapo.'"~~The Three Amigos
  89. "And when everyone's super...no one will be."~~Incredibles
  90. "Let the man out, WW. He is desiring to leave the hospitality of Big Whiskey behind him."~~Unforgiven
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Dutifulness ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
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Paranoia ||||||||||||||| 42%
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I don't know why, but I have always liked drawing and seeing this symbol!?! This is actually one of the pictures I did that looks good.

Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real"
You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love.
You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart.
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!)
Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic
What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays
Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get

You Are A Realistic Romantic
It's easy for you to get swept away by romance...
But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective.
You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets
You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!

"Touch passion when it comes your way, Steven. It's rare enough as it is. Don't walk away when it calls you by name."
~~Babylon 5: Lines of Communication

"I'm reatty"
"I'm nott reeddy"
~~Warcarft 2

"Uhhh, Cable Guy!"

"If at first you don't succeed, then you probably shouldn't pick up sky diving."
~~My little brother


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Who I'd like to meet:

"When they heard this, they had no further objections and praised God, saying, 'So then, God has granted even the Gentiles repentance unto life.' "
Acts 11:18

Anybody I know already, the friends I've lost contact with or never received a contact for. Those people that aren't constantly trying to get me to buy there music or look at there webcam (I admit I'm a guy and therefore am a pervert, however I don't need to be tempted with some TNA I'll never actually get to see--so stop asking). I want to get to know people that aren't shallow, I don't want a cookie tray, I want a cauldron.


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192ish: Never Cheat a Klingon ... Unless, you're sure you can get away with it.
~~The Rules of Acquisition

"I wear the chain I forged in life. I made it link by link, and yard by yard; I girded it on of my own free will, and of my own free will I wore it. Is its pattern strange to you?" .... .....
'Or would you know the weight and length of the strong coil you bear yourself? It was full as heavy and as long as this, seven Christmas Eves ago. You have labored on it, since. It is a ponderous chain!'"
~~Mickey's Christmas Carol

"If you keep on biting and devouring each other, watch out or you will be destroyed by each other"
Galatians 5:15

"And do this, understanding the present time. The hour has come for you to wake up from your slumber, because our salvation is nearer now than when we first believed. The night is nearly over; the day is almost here. So let us put aside the deeds of darkness and put on the armor of light. Let us behave decently, as in the daytime, not in orgies and drunkenness, not in sexual immorality and debauchery, not in dissension and jealousy. Rather, clothe yourselves with the Lord Jesus Christ, and do not think about how to gratify the desires of the sinful nature."
Romans 13:11-14

Don't fall into this management style.

The Supporter:
In the back, the shadows, we stand and give aid; moral and spiritual help, we might even be seen as a nuisance, but yet why haven’t we been told to leave, we give information, guidance and friendship; a lone voice which is seldom regarded, we see things, hear things that is important, but it seems almost always ignored, we’re a friend in times of trouble, a spotter ready to catch you when you fall, we are seen by many: as a “blister” and “the ones we spot would be better off without us”, yet we’re asked for help on many occasions, and though knowing you wont take our head we give you the information anyway because we are hear to help, after all we’re the supporters, the caring observant few that watch your backs, the ones that might know you just from watching, the ones you are tired of hearing from and so recoil into taking those you’ve just met; hurt and bummed we hold strong, for our task is to be your support, our calling to be a warm band aid; we hold out our hand wanting you to trust, wanting you to share what we’ve already seen, …. we can only help if you allow us in,
written 9/28/06
Due to an order of feeling
a calling and a given position
from God almighty


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"No dictator, no invader can hold an imprisoned population by force of arms forever. There is no greater power in the universe than the need for freedom. Against that power tyrants and dictators cannot stand. The Centauri learned that lesson once. We will teach it to them again. Though it take a thousand years, we will be free."
~~Bablyon 5: The Long Twilight Struggle


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"Hokey religions and ancient weapons are no match for a good blaster at your side, kid."
~~Star Wars IV: A New Hope

Hobbies:
  • *I'm totally into skiing/snowboarding, whether teaching it or doing it, its a blast.
  • *I enjoy trying to write poetry.
    The Field of Fire,The Exterior Box,The Polluted Stream,The Confused Soul,Condemned,Trying to get into Focus,The Window of Freedom --To list a couple.
  • *I enjoy teaching myself new things, such as Photoshop, html, bridge or anything else that is a mental effort.
  • *Chess: it doesn't matter if I'm winning or loosing, you can always learn something from chess.
    Even if your learning something about the other individual--this is one of the better aspects of chess in my opinion.
    Its one thing to learn how to play and get better at your personal game; but I totally like playing because it can usually tell me something about who I'm playing with, a piece of their character if you will.
  • *Cribbage, canasta, and bridge I would have to say are my main card games, most other card games I find a bit lacking
  • *I am very interested in the d20 system; or other pen&paper games (rpg's). The dynamics are very interesting, that and the fact that you have to use your imagination to play is also a plus; and it's the only dice game I can halfway get into.
  • *I like engaging my mind in puzzles; jigsaw, math, logic, crosswords, sudoku; I would say most puzzles. I like the challenge and I really like the logic.
  • *I would also call myself an average photographer; though I am not desperately pleased with taking shots of people, I think all my nature shots are surprisingly good.
  • On a more physical note:
    -I enjoy racquet ball,
    -hiking, going on like 2 and 3 hour long walks for no reason whatsoever (for those that know, I've walked from Salnave to Four Lakes just for fun),
    -bike riding (sometimes),
    -the poor mans sport: Bowling,
    -and working out (and none of this sissy sit and stretch for half an hour crap, I mean WORK OUT).
Your Power Color Is Gold
At Your Highest:
You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you.

At Your Lowest:
You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life.

In Love:
You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude.

How You're Attractive:
Your passion for life makes others passionate about you.

Your Eternal Question:
"Am I Having Fun?"

"My own mistake arose, naturally enough, through too careless, too inquisitive, and too impulsive a temperament. But of late, it is a rare thing that I sleep soundly at night. There is a countenance which haunts me, turn as I will. There is a hysterical laugh which will forever ring within my ears."
~~The Oblong Box

"I need to talk about your flair."
'Really? I have 15 buttons on. I, uh...'
"Well, ok, 15 is minimum, ok? Now, it's up to you whether or not you want to just do the bare minimum. Well, like Brian, for example, has 37 pieces of flair. And a terrific smile."
'Ok. Ok, you want me to wear more?'
"Look. Joanna. People can get a cheeseburger anywhere, ok? They come to Chotchkie's for the atmosphere and the attitude. That's what the flair's about. It's about fun."
'Ok. So, more then?'
"Look, we want you to express yourself, ok? If you think the bare minimum is enough, then ok. But some people choose to wear more and we encourage that, ok? You do want to express yourself, don't you?"
'Yeah. Yeah.'
"Great. Great. That's all I ask."

"Yeah. Yeah. Although I didn't actually choose these. I, uh, I just grabbed fifteen buttons and, uh, I don't even know what they say! Y'know, I don't really care. I don't really like talking about my flair."
~~Office Space
The expression
How can we express ourselves when they say it’s not enough
we fulfill the requirements and still they wine to us
they want more, thinking we wish to comply
Can’t they see? Don’t’ they know? We are expressing ourselves
in the fact we don’t wish to be a cookie cutter box
we give in, allowing to be controlled our box is formed and our being sucked dry
our being sucked dry
if only they could see that we want to be free
and our expression can at length be the minimum
of your opinionated glee
written 8/29/06
for not being
allowed to express

"What makes a man like Ringo, Doc?
What makes him do the things he does?"

'A man like Ringo's got a great Empty
hole right through the Middle of him
and no matter what He does he can't
ever fill it. He Can't kill enough or steal
enough Or inflict enough pain to ever Fill
it. And it drives him mad. Sick mad. Cold
and dirty.'

"So what does he want?"

'What does he want? He wants revenge.'

"Revenge? For what?"

..... .....'Being born.'

~~Tombstone

"I considered the being whom I had cast among mankind, and endowed with the will and power to effect purpose of horror, such as the deed which he had now done, nearly in the light of my own vampire, my own spirit let loose from the grave, and forced to destroy all that was dear to me."
~~Frankenstein

The Monster Just Wanted to Be Loved (10/5)
A creation of parts popped into existance, and yet its so ugly, misinterpreted and benign, that those that see it run in fear and so it watches learning about interactions from families and differing sexes, wondering if it will ever be able to be accepted wondering if it will ever take a role in societies play, whenever it tries the world looks at it as a monster not understanding and not caring that all it wants is a friend and a companion, and so they hunt it with pitch forks and axes suffocating it into a dark hole making it feel alone, always alone, making it feel helpless and in despair, all because they dont want to take the time to understand this hideous beast that stares out in a world trying to understand some meaning, some reason, behind the forgottenness and loneliness of how the world views the thing, that is still struggling with its own exsistance;

And so I have to wonder how many frankensteins are here, forgetting the souls that just want a friend somebody to be around and yet seem to chase those souls into seclusion from societies clutches with their disregardings and harsh word bindings
written 10/5/07


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You Are Expressionism
Moody, emotional, and even a bit angst... you certainly know how to express your emotions.
At times, you tend to lack perspective on your life, probably as a result of looking inward too much.
This introspection does give you a flair for the dramatic. And it's even maybe made you cultivate some artistic talents!
You have a true artist's temperament... which is a blessing and a curse.

"I am your enemy, the first one you've ever had who was smarter than you. There is no teacher but the enemy. No one but the enemy will tell you what the enemy is going to do. No one but the enemy will ever teach you how to destroy and conquer. Only the enemy tells you where he is strong. And the rules of the game are what you can do to him and what you can stop him from doing to you. I am your enemy from now on. From now on I am your teacher."
~~Ender's Game

"We must all be alike. Not everyone born free and equal, as the Constitution says, but everyone made equal. Each man the image of every other; then all are happy, for there are no mountains to make them cower, to judge themselves against."
~~Fahrenheit 451

Favorite Art:
How can we describe art? The way it makes us feel? The tones and colors that seem to stand out to individuals. How some art speaks to some people and to others its just a colored canvas.
I would say that I am more of a naturalistic artist, I enjoy some abstract, and even some surreal art but most art I think that speaks to me is realistic. But there again, I like art that I can relate too or that gives me something even if that something is awe.
Some of my more favorite artist and art:

Sunset in Yosemite Valley:
Albert Bierstadt

Jerry N. Uelsmann:
An awesome black and white artist of sureal-realistic.

Thomas Cole: Backgoround


The Wanderer Above a Sea of Mist
Caspar David Friedrich

"But I had another Reason which made me less forward to enlarge his Majesty’s Dominions by my Discoveries. To say the truth, I had conceived a few Scruples with relation to the Distributive Justice of Princes upon those Occasions. For instance, a Crew of Pirates are driven by a Storm they know not whither; at length a Boy discovers Land from the Topmast; they go on Shore to Rob and Plunder; they see an harmless People, are entertained with Kindness, they give the Country a new Name, they take formal Possession of it for their King, they set up a rotten Plank or a Stone for a Memorial, they murder two or three Dozen of the Natives, bring away a couple more by Force for a Sample, return home, and get their Pardon. Here commence a new Dominion acquired with a Title by Divine Right. Ships are sent with the first opportunity, the Natives driven out or destroyed, their Princes tortured to discover their Gold; a free License given to all Acts of Inhumanity and Lust, the Earth reeking with the Blood of its Inhabitants: And this execrable Crew of Butchers employed in so pious an Expedition, is a modern Colony sent to convert and civilize an idolatrous and barbarous People.
~~Gulliver’s Travels

And this is what has become of our Butchery


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The forecast ain't as bad as it seems

Kerri Overton



Oct 17 2009 2:15 AM

love you, missing you
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Jul 22 2009 2:45 AM

ya and at the rate im going im gunna find yours long before i begin to find mine
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Jun 26 2009 3:43 AM

WORD!
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Jun 12 2009 11:36 PM

Hey Cuz, what's up? It seems I've been neglectin y'all up there for some time now.Where do I start? I've been off work since Dec. 23, 08, I had my baby on Jan. 23, 09(she's beautiful, looks just like her Mama), takin care of my two little ones, seeing my other 4 every now and again. We got a 24'x4' doughboy, lookin forward to enjoyin the summer. We also got a 14' trampoline that's proving to be a lot of fun. That's pretty much it. I think the whole Gross clan should plan a trip down here to California and do it up big. Talk it over with the family, see if it's a possibility. If not, until next time, remember your favorite cousin loves you tell everyone else too, k?

Could you show these to your mom?
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Kerri Overton



Jun 1 2009 12:05 AM

hey there. i get to see u tomorrow
Jen

Jen



May 26 2009 8:35 AM

Mom and Baby are doing great, thanks for asking
Mindi

Mindi Thayer



May 26 2009 3:24 AM

School is going great. I am so busy all the time that I have no time for socializing. So it just takes me awhile to get back to people. I hope your doing well. Enjoy the nice weather.
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May 24 2009 7:34 PM

lol!!! Nope pretty sure I'm right about this one atleast in my eyes! :)
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May 24 2009 12:57 AM

lol your funny. Derrick will love that one. Your a close second!!!
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May 17 2009 5:03 AM

Sup Oh Perfect Ben,
Figured you were still at your Shock game but i wanted to say hi anyway.
♫ Angel ♫

♫ Angel ♫



May 16 2009 4:34 PM

hey there. it's ok to brag every once in a while. I havent been up to much. doing the dating thing from time to time, looking for work, dealing with kids and pets. so i currently lead a very boring life.
Tiffany

Tiffany



May 13 2009 1:22 AM

lol, things are pretty good, just living life & trying to figure out what to do with the rest of it lol..how about you?
Trisha

Trisha Kaut



May 12 2009 5:27 AM

Hello I'm doing well. Same old stuff...not much new with me. How about you?
Sandy

Sandy Campbell



May 12 2009 4:09 AM

not all that much, just working and getting back into school to finish my degree.
( ROBBINZ )

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May 12 2009 3:55 AM

no way man i'm done with school i graduated last june yo! i just like it here so i'm posted up for a while. howz thangs with u?
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Jessica Clark



May 11 2009 9:17 PM

It was lovely! How was aunt Irmas? Did you guys spoil her?? :)
TRUCK MUDD'N' FOOL!!!!

Shannon Mcnair



May 11 2009 7:58 PM

not much same old stuff we are getting ready to get the hell out of here for memorial day we are taking our fourwheelers w us it will be the first we take them with us it should be pretty fun but my husband was going on a fire call on his fourwheeler and flipped it and broke his sholder soo we are hoping that he will be better by then!!! but that is about it how about you?
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Kerri Overton



May 7 2009 7:04 PM

hey there. I like the new poems, esp the first one, the slacking off one. One week till i get to see you. My eye is feeling much better, but im not back to wearing my contacts yet. Hope you have a great day.
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Kerri Overton



May 5 2009 8:39 PM

there is nothing for you to be sorry about. You should write some poems, its been a long time since you wrote any. Hope you are having a good day, im thinking about taking a nap, darn staff meeting this morning.
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Kerri Overton



May 3 2009 2:14 AM

hi! :) Hope the shock game is going well. have a fantabulous day! i get to see you in a little less than two weeks.
The forecast ain't as bad as it seems

Kerri Overton



May 1 2009 5:58 PM

hey there. She didnt say too much, just noticed that i have dark circles under my eyes. Its ok though, hopefully ill get back in a good sleeping routine soon. how have you been lately?
Nik

Nik



Apr 19 2009 6:57 PM

im mad because i had to purchase some stuff on for thursday and they were supposed to reimburse me, but decided to wait till monday. well, it overdrew my bank account. and my weekend plans went to crap because of it.
:) its all good though
Tiffany

Tiffany



Apr 15 2009 9:54 PM

Hey, things are going good with me :) doin the school thing in a bit & still looking for a job..how are you?
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Kerri Overton



Apr 14 2009 6:16 PM

Hey Handsome.
Happy Birthday! I hope its the best one yet
♫ Angel ♫

♫ Angel ♫



Apr 14 2009 5:01 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!
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