im a 17 year old polyamarous wonder who currently has one partner. I'm overly emotional and romantically inclined. i hide behind my camera and want to see the world. hopefully ill be moving to san francisco within the next two years, where i can live the big city life of parties and pictures.
im a little of a broadway musical star and i aspire to be a traveling actor, or circus freak.
i change to much for other people. and when i love them, my change is even more drastic. i want to be absolutely happy with my life and its going ons, to be romantic and take pictures of everything i can to keep the memories close. i dream of wide open fields, little cottages and big frilly sun dresses, but i also wish for big crowded cities, long nights, and drunken ragers. im willing to conform to fit into a box just to love somebody else, but what its all over and i wake up in the morning, i am able to let go. because all you really have in the world is yourself. this is no flaw
this is me and my mind.
aww maddy its the least i could do i wish i could tell you happy birthday in person, just you wait ill be on your doorstep with a bottle of vodka and the ninja from the plaza haha :)
I know right? It made me cry like the first two times reading it. I also have the manga version. It really is sad, but a lot of the stuff they say in the novel is really awesome and I love quoting that book sometimes.
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