Hey everyone! This is my first blog so I'm going to see how this shit works out.
I don't know what it is about some of my friends, there are some that don't seem to realize things like me caring about them or me helping them or stuff like that. I am just curious because I'm an ok guy right? I seem to do a lot for other people and don't get much in return but that is ok as long as those people are happy right? Eh, I wish I could think that but for some reason I just don't, making other people happy for the sacrafice of my feelings isn't to fun. Don't you agree. Some of my friends on the other hand are incredible people that do for me as much as I do for them and I can name them on one hand. They are the closest friends I have and I would sacrafice almost anything to keep them happy. They are the most amazing people in the world and I'm so glad I met and befriended them.
I'm always thinking about shit which isn't healthy for me cause it puts me through these moods which suck ass. A lot of the thinking has to do with girls as well as my friends, I don't tend to think of my family as much because they are amazing already unlike the other two subjects which could use some improvement. I think its just this whole age thing though. No reason for me to over anaylze things younger people for the most part still have a lot of learning to do and some realizations to go through. Ah, college will be a different experience hopefully then onto real life... that should be amazing even if I'm not the top money maker ever. But something to look foward to right?
Well this was my first blog wasn't that good but I like expressing my thoughts over the internet pretty relieving. Maybe some of the people this was directed to will get the picture, doubt it though because they just don't realize that its directed towards them.
Before I go I just would like to mention one thing, Ben Lafitte is the greatest friend I have ever had and I would do literally anything for him. Joey and Jeremy Gates are right below him though, they are two of the most amazing people I've ever known and I would do anything for them too. I do have some other pretty great friends but I'm just not as close to them as I am to these three so to those guys just want you to know that I care about ya to. A lot of the things in this blog were for a select group of people but I still would like everyone to know. Anywhoo hope you guys enjoyed reading this as much as I did writing it. ^_^ Have a great day and enjoy the time you have.