My newfound thoughts and realizations :) They make me feel good.
Current mood:grateful
Ya so in the last 24 hours I've came to a conclusion. I'm tired of wasiting all my emotion and feelings on people, all people. I still love my close friends to death and they should know that nothing will change, but I've come to the conclusion that actions literally do speak louder than words. The way people act in situations are much more reliable of a source to take how the honestly feel then what they say to you on a regular basis when nothing is wrong. If you can't honestly feel the same way through anything then you don't need to express your feelings for anyone at a time convienant for you. This is my opinion, I don't care what anyone else thinks and if your here to change my mind then your better just keeping your words to yourself and that goes for everyone even my close friends. If you speak out against this I promise you I will not be nice :), thats a fair warning eh?? Well ya so i'm basically done caring, time to just live life for me cause honestly thats all that matters right?? Me, I'm the one i will turn to at the end of the road.... and ask if what i've done is good enough, but frankley if i'm happy with what i've done I don't care what other people think... there are 7 billion people in the world i'm sure i can find one that agrees with me. ^_^. Well for all of you out there that honestly care about me or whatever keep your words to yourself if i don't want to share anything with you in person then there is no reason to bring it up. I know exactly what I'm doing and I'm not stupid ^_^ I don't care if you think i'm being stupid or it's just how i'm feeling at the moement from now on this is how i'm thinking... I'm here in this world to make the best of my life... to live life to its fullest potential to take advantage of any opportunity that comes up. I'm still the same guy I was yesterday but I just have change my views on people. This bulletin wasn't directed to anyone so don't think your special. I'm done throwing around my emotions and feelings like they don't matter or mean anything to me because it kills me inside and quite frankly my happiness is more important that anyone elses to me. Well goodnight all hope you guys had a night close to as good as mine... i had an epiphany ^_^ whats better than that, nothing!
Well peace out and by the way, I won't say I love you unless I actually do from now on. ^_^ Sorry for all of those people that I honestly just don't love. Someone loves you somewhere...so look to them for advice.
grateful
as i like to say "If its good enough for me, its good enough for the rest of you"