OMFGZ IWBTG! : http://kayin.pyoko.org/iwbtg/downloads.php
Seriously tho folks, if you like old school masochistic platforming action, this is the game for you.
Step 1 - Download it.
Step 2 - Play it.
Step 3 - Enjoy as it pwns you.
Step 4 - Hail Kayin as a god for his creation.
Music
I can see on the horizon
the light that I lost before
like a ship out on the water
surrounded by this storm
Had i the strength id send a signal
a light to guide the ship home
but all my will now burns in the distance
and like the ship I drift alone
Must I brave these churning waters
so dark and cold, so dead and deep
have I swam them once already
have the tides now turned on me
Do I dare to take this chance
and risk loosing what little I have
or do I stay here on this barren island
and get weathered away by the sand
Please hear my call, please hear my call
I'll be waiting for you near the waves last fall
if your crewmen can hear me please turn around
your captain is overboard
Please heed my call, please heed my call
I've been praying for you since I woke on this shore
one more thunderous wave and I swear I'll go mad
I cant take this anymore
The sea is calling me, it beckons me
and without you I've nowhere left to go
sinking in this sand without a helping hand
and my voice is so horse and so tired
The cold of the sea has now burned into me
so I'm calling you, I'm begging you
please come back home
Once I had the strength and class
to sail across the seas so vast
and every wind and every swell
would bend to match my every will
but now it seems like every wave
will drive me to an early grave
and every crewmans heard to say
theres black winds on the rise
So nevermind the squall boys
theres naught we could say
and after our rage
we'll have devils to pay
and if pay them we must
then we'll pay till we die
and perspective will open our eyes
So hoist up the sails men
to hell with this breeze
lets pray for a wind
that will bend every tree
and a storm that will drag
every man to his knees
heres to the raging sea
Heres to the storm in me
Movies
Television
Books
You might try then, as I did, to find a sky so full of stars it will blind you again. Only no sky can blind you now. Even with all that iridescent magic up there, your eye will no longer linger on the light, it will no longer trace constellations. You'll care only about the darkness and you'll watch it for hours, for days, maybe even for years, trying in vain to believe you're some kind of indispensable, universe-appointed sentinel, as if just by looking you could actually keep it all at bay. It will get so bad you'll be afraid to look away, you'll be afraid to sleep.
Heroes
Consciousness is an electrically implosive jellyfish like, gravity making charge field that sucks its way through the Universe growing until it can choreograph the birth of stars sustainably - from within its own electrical FIRE! This field effect requires the environment of fractality electrically - (what you call SACRED) in order to breath charge and grow. This is because successful charge compression (the medium of all biologic information) is THE prerequisite to the efficient charge distribution/ radiance you call life and consciousness.
So I found out recently that one of the biggest douche bags in the world has committed a grand travesty. A man by the name of Stanley Tennen along with the help of his cadre of demons, or as he likes to call them colleagues, have removed by court order one of my personal heroes works from the Internet, effectively squashing any trace of him in America. So unless you want to travel to France and attend Mr. Dan Winters conferences, your all out of luck. I'm telling you all this because I do have SOME of Dan's works. A few books, and a hand full of DVDs that Dan was kind enough to send me completely free of charge a few years ago. So if any of you are interested, or curious, or confused, I am more than happy to send you copies to help keep at least some of his work in circulation in the US. I will also try to rip sections of the DVDs so that i can post them on here. One more strange thing for my all but useless page.
UPDATE: So Dan was kind enough recently to send me an email containing some more writings, and a URL to a new site where his works are again available. If any of you want to check it out, and maybe get a small idea of what im talking about when everyone thinks im just insanely ranting, you can find it here:
http://www.goldenmean.info/
<}Ñ€phîlîM{>'s Details
Status:
Married
Orientation:
Straight
Hometown:
The Valley Of Spores
Ethnicity:
White / Caucasian
Religion:
Other
Zodiac Sign:
Scorpio
Children:
Proud parent
Occupation:
Game Development
<}Ñ€phîlîM{>'s Schools
Lane Community College
Eugene,Oregon
Graduated: N/A
Degree: Associate's Degree
Major: Programming/Networking
Minor: Multimedia
Clubs: Class of the glow box zombies
Greek:
Phi Theta Kappa
As I'm sure any of you who spend any time on here have noticed, it is almost impossible to get me to reply to a message through myspace. I am never on this damn thing anymore. However, if you need to get a hold of me there is some hope. I recently acquired myself a new toy; my MocEcoM. its an iPhone 3G with all the needed hacks. So, from now on if you want any hope at all of me answering your messages, either sign in to Myspace messenger, or any of your other messenger clients and send me your messages on the wings of AT&T's shitty North American network. You will like it because I will actually get your message, and I will like it because it will make my phone buzZz in my pocket. If you need any contact info for any specific client you can catch me on AIM as "Nephalem".
Get Floater and King Black Acid to play together again. Sign the petition and spread the word.
http://www.petitiononline.com/FKBA/petition.html
Join the MocE clan on Vent @ server: Neph.dnsdojo.net Port: 3784
So, i put some beautiful pictures of a family of American gypsies in my photos. I plan on adding to it as i find more of the same kind of photos of different tribes. Gypsy tribes in America have always fascinated me, as they accomplish living their own way in a country that very effectively destroys any attempt at such with an iron fist. I cited the original source of this set of images on the first picture, and i will continue to do so with the first image from each new set. If the original author has any problem with my use of these images, please contact me and i will more than happily remove or edit them in any way you would like. I do believe however that these pictures depict a certain lost aspect of life that it is important for people, especially those living in "westernized" society to see. Call me jaded and naive if you wish, but the sense of communal brotherhood, joy of music, and simplistic life are things that i believe we as a people have lost, at our own expense. In the next few years as things get stranger and stranger, we will all need to remember how to survive like this, or we will decay as those that do thrive. If anyone finds any images that you think would be appropriate additions to this photo album on my page, please let me know.
I sincerely hope you are all ready, my brothers and sisters. There is precious little time, a mere four years before Enki and the rest of the Annunaki, our "mothers" and "fathers", return to this pitiful rock to clean up this mess that we have made. One thing I know for sure is this; if I were them, I would be pissed. Those who are still good people, I plead with you, in the next three years you must take your loved ones, friends and family and find somewhere, anywhere you will be safe. Look for places on high ground, safe in the mountains. Stay inland. I know how hard it is, I love the ocean very much, but coastlines are fragile. Find a place you can defend yourselves not only from the events to come, but from the "opportunistic" people that will take advantage of the sudden chaos. Try and stockpile at least two years of supplies. And for the love of all that is holy, do anything you can to stay out of the large cities. I would not be surprised in the least if they decided to scorch those cancerous masses of plague, rot, and corruption into smoldering craters of glass. Sodom and Gomorrah on a world wide scale. But please, please, please don't be afraid. I don't believe the Annunaki come to clean the slate, and I for one will be one of the first to pledge my service to Enki. I know it's sometimes frightening. I know it can sound terrifying. But we live in very, very exciting times, and you must take a deep breath, and keep your eyes open. This is something that we all must see.
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Sometimes when I dream, I see a great being.
A consciousness so complex that it is utterly foreign to us,
and yet I know we are not foreign to it.
This being spirals through a great void,
throwing off life like thousands upon thousands of glistening drops of water.
Some say that the greater an intellect the greater its need for stimuli,
and so it creates, scattering bits of its own energy into all that makes up this reality and possibly many, many others.
We are its game.
We live out this stage as a man,
or a woman,
or a plant,
or a fish,
or bird,
or beast,
or fire,
or water,
or wind,
as devils of temptation,
or angels of salvation,
we are all the same, the One, OMNIS.
Someday we will return to it, and take back with us all that we experienced,
all that we learnt and all that we felt.
All of those that we hurt, and all those that hurt us along the way,
and all of the anger, frustration,
hatred, pain,
joy, love,
respect, trust,
lies, bonds,
virtue, and vice...
none of it will matter, for we are all the same.
Everything was experience, good or bad.
We are all not gods, but THE GOD.
It is everywhere because It "IS" everywhere.
Creating existence for the dance and for the advancement of Its own intellect.
What a beautiful creature we all must be.
Comprised of life and death,
of rise and fall.
Of the dance.
Utterly complete and infinitely wise.
Hey you! Happy early birthday! I will be in town Friday night and will probably be at the Driftwood with the brother. You should stop in...it would be nice to see you again!
A classmate of mine and I will be going to Medias, Romania from November 21st to the 30th. We will be providing dental care to orphaned children, many with special needs. We are going with a small group of people including two of our instructors, a local dentist and several other volunteers.
If you are interested in donating to my trip expenses, or would just like some more information, please visit our site at www. medicalteams. org/081121RODE
Was great to hear from you! We just got our power back on here in Houston at our house last Sunday, and I'm just catching up on emails and such. Can't wait to meet you also. I'm a retired R.N., and my husband is an insurance adjuster, so he is really busy now. We have 3 grown kids, and my oldest son is making me a grandmother for the first time in Nov. I can't wait!!!Take care and have a great weekend!
so crystaline, so pure,such life saving power when you smile. you will never know how you have cauterized my wounds, how it hurts me to know i will never be able to give you everything i have.
Everyone at some point will suffer a loss ~ the loss of loved ones, good health, a job. It's your desert experience - a time of feeling barren of options, even hope. The important thing is not to allow yourself to be stranded in the desert.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure"
It is our Light, not our Darkness, that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous ?
Actually, who are you NOT to be ?
You are a child of light. Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to make manifest the light that is within us.
like the moon takes its light from the sun i shine only because you allow me to do so. and i love you for that and so many other reasons. the past four years have been the best of my entire life and i owe it all to you. thank you my love.
staring at the sea will she come? is there hope for me after all is said and done? anything at any price all of this for you all the spoils of a wasted life all of this for you the ocean pulls me close and whispers in my ear the destiny of choice now becoming clear the currents have there say the time is drawing near it washes me away makes me dissapear and i descend from grace in arms of undertow i will take my place in the great below i can still feel you even so far away
I'm doing alright, just working a lot like usual. Marlon should have a car this week so if we get it I will stop over.I hope Nanna gets better soon... I have Thursday and Saturday off this week. Let me know about Kayla's birthday. Love you (This is for Timbra I just realized this was your account Steve!!!) but we miss you as well Steve!!!
