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  • Ami Leigh Raymer

  • 25 / Female
  • RAMER, Tennessee, US
  • Last Login: 6/23/2009

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  • Status: Married
  • Here for: Friends
  • Hometown: Guys, Tennessee aka BFE
  • Orientation: Straight
  • Body type: 5' 4" / Average
  • Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
  • Religion: Christian - other
  • Zodiac Sign: Leo
  • Children: Proud parent
  • Smoke: Yes
  • Education: High school
  • Occupation: these days staying ALIVE is a full time job

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    I really enjoy my girls, both ot them, even if one is in Heaven i still love her with all my heart and enjoy her memory. I enjoy going to the cemetery and sitting by Gabby's resting place and talking to her...Dragonfly watching is a favorite past time of the entire family since Gabby is our dragonfly and visits us in dragonfly form...Getting to know my gorgeous Maddie-Faith and spending my days and nights with her. She is getting so big so fast and is so smart. She amazes me everyday :) I love being outside at my Moms around the fire roasting hot dogs and talking with my Mom, Dad, brothers and sister or whomever is there :) Iv decided i cant grow plants so i give up for now...a house doesnt look like an option in the new future anyway so iv got time to learn :) .. Photobucket Photobucket
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    Thanks to my Mom I am addicted to Greys Anatomy.!!!! Ugly Betty, John and Kate Plus 8, Roseanne, Gilmore Girls, Friends, George Lopez, Home Improvement,...Tori and Dean, Frasier, anything on Disney :) and thanks to Maddie we are daily SpongeBob watchers along with Handy Manny and lots more..... Photobucket hand in mouth of course
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    Of course now I am a HUGE TWILIGHT FAN!!! But some of my other faves include....To Kill a Mocking Bird, The Diary of Anne Frank, anything in Oprahs bookclub, and anything by V.C. Andrews, Wicked, Son of a Witch, The Wedding, The Notebook, Chicken Soup for the soul, A Cup of Comfort, lots of others anything interesting!..

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    My mom...the strongest woman in the world who has been with me through alot of sickness and showed me how to keep my spirits high,she has been here for me to cry with after Gabby died and continues to be here when i need to cry, be it 3 in the morning. she is always by my side at the hospital every time i have to be there or with Maddie making ure she is taken care of :)My husband Nick who stood with me through losing Gabby and all the many long months since and gave me a shoulder to lean on. He is an AMAZING father and I thank him everyday for my 2 beautiful girls who look totally like him :) Our first miracle Gabby-Grace who came to us from Heaven when we were told I would never conceive a child and who fought so hard for 8 months inside me when all the doctors told me she would never make it past 12 weeks, she made it 36 weeks and was perfectly healthy, my body is the one that betrayed her. She was my little fighter :) And now my Maddie-Faith who fought hard and stayed strong so that we got to cry with her the day she was born. She amazes me everyday, our second miracle, the child I thought id never get to have and hold and watch grow...She was born smilling and has yet to quit. I so love her!!!!!!!!!! love it

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Well well, lets see, where to begin in the long list of interesting things of Ami Leigh Duck Raymer. :) I am the 24 year old stay at home mommy of two beautiful little girls, Gabriella-Grace Aaron who lives in Heaven and Madalynn-Faith Diane who is here with me on Earth. Gabby-Grace was born sleeping on July 1, 2007 at 11:48. She weighed 5 lbs 3 oz and was 18 inches long. She was the baby I was told Id never conceive. The day she left me for Heaven she took apart of me with her that I will never get back! Maddie-Faith was born on October 3, 2008 at 12:01 pm. She weighed 5 lbs 15 oz and was 17 1/2 inches long. She came into this world smiling and has yet to stop! She looks so much like her big sister, and I know Gabby picked her out especially for us! I love my daughters, both of them, with all my heart. I am married to the father of my 2 beautiful girls, Nicholas Aaron. We have been through so much these past few years...more downs than ups...but here we are still together. married for over 2 years now and together for over 4 and I do love him with every inch of my soul.I believe he is my other half that the good Lord made just for ME!! We are just both totally stubborn!! He is the most AMAZING father any little girl could ever have...ask Maddie and she will tell you the same! :P I love being a Mom, it is the most rewarding feeling in the world. I am currently undergoing the steps to getting on the liver transplant list, I have autoimmune hepatitis (not contagious folks so chill)Iv had it for 13 long years but it has made me the person i am today. I dont take life for granted, at least i try not to and try to take everyday as a blessing. Everyday I have with Maddie-Faith is a blessing from God above, this I know for sure! I like to think of myself as a kind hearted spirit, easy to get along with, very outgoing once you get me talking as everyone that knows me knows! I dislike mean people and I am a true believer that everyone deserves a chance, sometimes 2 or 3...No one is perfect, we are all human after all. I love animals and am the animal Mommy of an 8 year old Mini-Pom , Chloe a puupy Chihuahua Jasper and a kitty approperatly named Tinkerbell for Maddie, who now has 3 kittens that have taken over the porch. RIP to Sam the Hamster and the 4 goldfish we got for Maddie that now belong to Gabby in Heaven! I guess if you wana know anything else feel free to ask. I am ALWAYS accepting friends requests from bereaved Mommys and Daddys. so if you have lost a baby to stillbirth, miscarriage, or early infant death please feel free to contact me. And please everyone take the time to visit Gabbys site and light a candle for her. Her 2nd birthday is quickly approaching and she loves visitors (i am revamping the site for her 2nd b-day so be patient with the clutter please :)) Click the link below to view Gabby's website!
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Please go by and view these angel's sites as well when you have time. their families want them remembered just as much as we want Gabby remembered and they all hold a special place in my heart!

Dominic Anthony Collaso

Micah Corrin King

Ryan Thomas Quay

Elikem Kaiser

Please sign their guestbooks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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TO GABBY FROM MADDIE: How do you love a person Who never got to be, Or try again to see a face You never got to see? How do you mourn the death of one Who never got to live, When there's nothing to feel good about And nothing to forgive? I love you, big sister. You're a person of the wind, Free to be the memory Of all that might have been. I love you, big sister, My companion of the night, Wandering through my lonely hours, Beautiful and bright. What does it mean to die before You ever can be born, To live the lovely night of life And never see the dawn? Ah! My big sister, You lived like anyone! Life's a burst of joy and pain, And then, like yours, it's done. I love you, big sister, Just as if you'd lived for years. No more, no less, I think of you, The angel of my tears. poem thnx to Sam Vaughn

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My beautiful daughter in Heaven Gabby-Grace. Though I knew her for 8 wonderful months from inside of me I can not wait till the day I finally get to meet her and see her smile in Heaven! And I am very much looking forward to the day that I finally get to meet the three most wonderful women in the world, Erin, Taylor, and Emma and their lil girls Caydence, Alexina and Piper. They have helped me so much these past 2 years (wow 2 years guys)...I know Gabby and Micah, Elikem, and Dominic are the best of friends in Heaven!.. ..
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  • Oct 14 2009 12:36 PM

    I still can't belive your not here ami omg you would be so proud of your nik and maddie is growing so big and she is so beautiful ami i know you will holding gabby in your arms but i wish you were here it just makes me cry every time i think of you not being here to watch maddie grow i know you will be doing it in heaven i just miss you so much xxx
  • Oct 5 2009 4:02 AM

    Hey my love! Your babygirls birthday was just the other day and I know you were right there with her. Just wanted you to know I love you so much and I miss you tons. As you know, Ill be having my first little one soon. Your wish for me to have a baby for Maddie to play with... But your not here to share that with me. I miss you girl and I think of calling you all the time to ask your advice or thoughts on my pregnancy. I know your looking down on me and helping God steer me in the right direction. I just miss your voice.. I love you girl, please watch over me and my family as well as yours. Always and Always babygirl.
  • Oct 3 2009 7:41 AM

    I miss you and love you so much... it is just hard, so hard... a year ago today i was holding aiyana and sitting on pins and needles for news from you. I can't believe it has been a year. I can't believe it still hurts so much. Keep looking down on us and smiling, showing off the rainbows that you two paint in the sky together...
  • Sep 18 2009 3:06 AM

    i miss so much.. maddie is getting so big... she has teeth now.. she almost walking. whenever im alone i n my room thinking where are you i need to talk to you i need your advice i resort to calling your phone but no answer just your voice and then i realize that is all i needed.. i miss our shopping trips to corinth and our long talks and your advice, i miss  you not coming over everyday..i miss us sharing secrets with eachother and nobody else every knowing what we are laughing at..i miss the god times but you day came and God wanted you with your dragonfly.. well everything is good here i guess everybody is still trying to mive on but its just so hard.. but keep an eye on all of us exspecially your our mom and brother..and maddie..well i guess that is it..watch over daniel as well.. i love you and i miss you so much i lost my best friend..it sucks but atleast you in a better place than this horrible dream-fulled world.. goodnight my sister i love you.  your baby is almost one year old..  ♥goodnight♥
     

  • Sep 5 2009 2:50 AM

    I'm asking you to watch over us down here, Ami. I know you and our angels planned whats happening so just keep an eye on everybody okay? As much as I wish you were here... I know you are SO loving the time with your Gabby-Grace. PLease give my love to my Dominic and then some more to Gabby, Elikem, Mr. Micah, Ryan, Olivia, and all the others. I miss talking to you. Sometimes I call your phone just to hear your voicemail. I hope heaven is giving you all that you deserve.
  • Aug 7 2009 4:19 AM

    I miss you. I hope our angels gave you a beautiful birthday in heaven.
  • Aug 5 2009 5:04 PM

    sweetheart! i spent this morning in bed remembering our child hood. and with a smile, i couldnt help but cry.  you were gonna write the books and i was gonna paint the pictures. when we were young, we shared sooo many many memories, the good the bad and the ugly, ya know, we shared many life lessons. sadly, as we grew a lil older and fell away from the families that once brought us together so very often, u started your own and what a beautiful family you have made ami! im sorry i couldnt make it to the funeral, i wanted to remember u like i had seen u last.  offering me a ride home from the club. you were so beautiful and sweet and your heart was solid gold!  i wish i could make up for all the lost time, but its too late now.  you are no longer in pain and you can now take care of that sweet gabby grace.  ive been praying for u and ur family.  all of u will hold a place in my prayers and heart forever.  but today is ur day! happy birthday goose!!!! i miss u n love you bunches. 
  • Aug 4 2009 11:26 PM

    Hey Sweetie, Just wanted to wish you a happy birthday from down here, things are really rough without ya. I know you are not hurting anymore and you have your babygirl  up there safe in your arms. Just wanted To Tell Ya I Love Ya Very Much and I Always Will. I Know You Would Want Me To. Thank You Ami. I love YOU!!!!!!!
  • Aug 4 2009 10:27 PM

    Hey baby-girl!! I just wanted to wish you a Happ-One-Day-Early-Birthday!!! I miss ya so much and when I think about you, I can still see your beautiful smile and hear your voice as if you were right next to me. I know that you are in spirit. I hope your special day is wonderful up in Heaven. While you and Gabby are celebrating in Heaven, all your loved ones will be thinking of you here on earth. I love you Miss Ami Leigh!!!
  • Aug 2 2009 6:57 PM

    Just wanted to let you know that you are truly missed here on earth. One day I will see you again and we will never lose touch again. Love ya girl.
  • Jul 9 2009 6:02 PM

    ami

    i can't belive you have gone it doesn't seem real , you were such a strong person to go through its just not fair
    i know that you will now have gabby in your arms again and that makes me smile as i know how much you wanted that but it was too soon , i want to thankyou for all your support and for sharing your life with us i only wish i could of got over to america to meet you in person i have loved watching maddie grow up she truly is a little star and i know you are very proud of her , and i have told nick that we are all still here for him . i miss you ami
  • Jul 8 2009 7:13 PM

    Hey! I keep on thinkin I need to call you or go see you or something cuz it has been a while since we've talked. But, I know that ur in a better place with Gabby. I miss ya and I love ya! I know I will see ya again but for now I will just have to wait til it is my turn. So, give Gabby a hug and a kiss for me. LOVE YA, britt
  • Jul 7 2009 5:30 AM

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  • Jul 7 2009 5:30 AM

    Ami, I love you so very much, and miss you more and more each day. things are right here without you. i just wish that u could be back here ith us. I love you with all of my heart.



  • Jul 6 2009 6:25 AM

    Hey there my friend... I just got back from my honeymoon a few days ago and tonight I caught myself thinking that I needed to comment or IM you and tell you all about it.. Then reality kicked in and I broke into tears.. I know your lookin down here on everyone; smiling and laughing you sweet little laugh saying don't cry you guys.. I'm with Gabby and we will see you in time.. But I miss you so much girl!! I know your in a better place watching over all of us.. Especially Nick, Maddie, and your mama but it just doesn't seem real. I just wanted to tell you that I love you so much and your always in my heart. I am so so so blessed to have had you in my life.. Rest in peace my sweet friend...
  • Jun 28 2009 12:49 AM

    Ami, you were taken from this world way too soon. But God has more plans for you. I know you were excited when you walked through those gates and saw your precious baby girl. I am sure she was glad to have see your smiling face as well. I am sorry that we lost touch through the years. You were a great friend who always had a smile on your face no matter what. Take care of that baby girl up in heaven and we will see you when we arrive. Love ya lots. Stephanie.
  • Jun 26 2009 8:55 PM

    My dearest Ami, I want you to know something... Through everything you were someone I was able to turn to. I admired your strength to push through your illness all the while being such an incredible mother to your Gabby and Maddie. I will forever hold you in my heart. I will look on Nick's page and watch your baby girl grow while you're above us all. She won't ever forget you... trust me when I say this. You have the best of both worlds now... holding Gabby and being with Maddie in her dreams. You must have had the most incredible reunion up there and I rest assured knowing not only Gabby welcomed you, but so did my Dominic, Er's Micah, Emma's Elikem, and Ralph's Ryan. All the little hugs we all have missed, you now have. They will show you the heavens while we show your Maddie how astonishing you were and still are in heaven. Not many little girls can say their mommy and sissy are angels in heaven... and she surely has two of the msot beautiful ones to meet in many years to come. I love you so much. I went to bed two night ago and as if someone was telling me you were gone I kept saying to myself that I really need to talk to you to make sure you were alright. I felt the urge to call you so bad, but it was late. It was you and I know. Please tell my Dominic how I miss him and all about his baby sister. He must be so beautiful. I wish you could send me a dragonfly. I'll be waiting for your signs. This isn't Good-bye... one day I'll meet you in heaven and we will all be together again. Tell Gabby thank you for all her hard work helping Dom get Piper here and thank her especially for giving this world the gift of Maddie. Rest in quiet peace Ami... your wings that have been on your back all along can now be used to touch the lives of many all around the world. Thank you for being one of my greatest friends and I won't ever forget you. My life was blessed when you wandered my way. I love you.
  • Jun 26 2009 7:14 PM

    Correction give Gabby a big hug for us.
  • Jun 26 2009 7:12 PM

    R.I.P. Ami. give Maddie a big hug for me. When you meet Ryan give him a big hug and kiss from all of us. Love you and miss you. I wish we could of gotten to meet you.
  • Jun 26 2009 6:02 PM

    Today we are getting ready to lay my life to rest, she is gone to soon, and i dont know i will turn, but i wanted to leave this here so maybe i could get to her friends that i couldnt reach, if u want to speak more or anything add me and i will be glad to explain everything, i am terribly sorry to have to tell you guys this, Love yall. Keep us in your prayers.  Just go to my page im number one
  • Jun 25 2009 10:47 PM

    Rest in Peace, Ami! Your Healed! God always has a reason for everything that happens. I know that you are so happy to see Gabby. It's going to be hard on the ones that you love and that love you, but there is a place that has no pain. You are there, with Gabby, waiting on all of us! I will miss all your blogs about your health, Gabby, Nick, and Maddie. I will see you one day my friend. Until then, may the following be a lil comfort to all your friends and family...







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  • Jun 25 2009 7:37 PM

    R.I.P Ami!! My prayers and thoughts are with your family and little Maddie. I know your Gabby met you at the gate. If you see my Mattie please tell her I LOVE her and give her a kiss. Until we meet in Heaven, Love you Ami!!
  • Jun 25 2009 5:50 PM

    Oh Ami, I am in such shock and sorrow. I can barely breathe through these words... I was looking forward to finally meeting you and laughing with our girls like we had dreamed of for so long. I will meet you in a better place now, it seems, and I will still be more than happy for our daughters to be friends. I pray that it be so. I will always have so much love in my heart for you and your family. We may never know His plan but our human minds could not comprehend it. I am here if anyone needs me... you are still welcome to drop by... give Gabby lots of love and kisses. I am sure you have not ended your first hug yet.

    I love you Ami, so so so much. And I love you guys, too, Nick... always in my prayers...

  • Jun 25 2009 2:03 AM

    Hey my sweet friend.. If you can read this where you are, I just wanted to tell you how amazing you are and how you'll always be in my heart. I'm so sorry I haven't gotten to see you in so long.. You really do never know how much time you have.. I'm sorry for that but I hope you know that I will always love you dearly and your friendship will forever hold a special place in my heart. I will always be here if Nick and Maddie ever need anything.. I love you girl!! Give your Gabby-Grace a kiss for me and look in on me now and then.. Always your friend

    Maranda
  • Jun 24 2009 2:00 AM

    whats wrong. that sucks. we had the bachlorette party last sat night