[Niki] ♥ [Disaster]

www.myspace.com/nikidisaster
  • nicole loeffler

  • 22 / Female
  • Stockton , California, US
  • Last Login: 11/10/2009

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About me:




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.I'm Nicole.

I believe in insight and perception. I also believe that EVERYTHING major happens for a reason.

I have the best boyfriend EVER. He is my true love & my best friend. He's also an amazing dad. Our son Coltan is my everything & my world. He's taught me the true meaning of true love. Unconditional in every way.

I feel so complete, like my life is finally headed in the right direction... For the first time in a long time, I feel perfectly happy, and eternally grateful for every blessing God has given us.

To all my friends and family who are already SO SUPPORTIVE thank you for all your love, it makes my life that much more enjoyable and I know that I am never alone.

Confidence is Key...
Radiance is Narcissistic.
Perfection is an opinion.

Perfection is: Satisfaction from personal accomplishment.

everything can change in an instant.

I have everything i need to be happy...
We're just waiting till the time is right.
And I'm happy with him ♥
Destination: [Permanent]


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Who I'd like to meet:

Myself in 20 years. And our baby boy! I can't wait to meet you!

Interests

  • General



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    SuicideGirls.com - Pin-Up Punk Rock and Goth Girls

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    What I ?:
    Sunshine
    Ice cream
    Being naughty ;)
    Long drives
    Being loved
    Flowers!
    Having great friends
    Making people happy
    Cooking
    Baking
    Reading
    Adventures
    Music
    My Sisters
    Gossip Girl
    My Hunter ?
    Green Tea
    Aimless wandering
    Salt & Pepper chips
    Summer days
    Sandy hair
    PINK
    Christmas time
    Tattoos
    Being myself
    Effervescence
    Having Confidence
    [Still] being somewhat of a Narcissist
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  • Music

    Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Rilo Kiley, Tegan & Sara, Lady GaGa, Brand New, Giant Drag. Bright Eyes, Saves the Day, Alkaline Trio, Bob Dylan. Why?, Atmosphere, Bayside, Bloc Party, Le Tigre, No Doubt, Rascal Flats, Lil Wayne, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Janis Joplin, Pretty girls Make Graves, Hank Williams(Sr. & Jr.), Azure Ray, Blink-182, Paramore
    Ya know. The usuals.

    My idols:

    Jenny Lewis of Rilo kiley
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    Karen O of the Yeah Yeah Yeah's
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    Annie Hardy of Giant Drag
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    Hayley Williams of Paramore

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    Tegan and Sara [The Lesbian versions of Me and Choonie]
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  • Movies

    Marie Antoinette, The Virgin Suicides, Kill Bill, Donnie Darko, Sin City, Elephant, Thumbsucker, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Blow, Little Miss Sunshine, Bully, Boogie Nights, Good Fellas, Lost and Delirious, Party Monster, The Rules of Attraction

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  • Television

    I'm completely addicted to reality T.V.
  • Books

    Plath, Atwood, Kerouac. Bradbury, Burroughs, and almost any short story. I LOVE short stories.
  • Heroes

    My Mom: For always being there, and making me the person that I am today, and will become. Everything you have ever taught me will always continue to shape my life and decisions. You are my ultimate role model and I can only pray that I am someday the woman and mother that you always have been and always will be.
    My sister Danielle: For being my permanent best friend, through absolutely anything. For listening, and always being there...when no one else is. For being the sister I get closer to as we grow older...and for being my Choonie? I have watched you grow from an annoying little girl, to a smart and capable young lady... And you have seen me at my worst and best moments. I love you more than anyone, and know that everything we have been through together has only made us stonger, and more realistic adults. Love you Sister!
    Ashie:...Because you are who you are. Because you are an amazing listener, especially when all I need is to speak. You taught me how to open up, and keep me from holding in all the hurt. AND we have hella fun together! We have a crazy, fun, (sometimes weird) friendship... That I know only grows stronger. Despite our constant irritation and arguments with each other, I think we both understand at this point that we ARE meant to be friends. I know that you'll always be here when I need you the most. AND... No one else will talk to me in the baby voice, so you're pretty much irreplaceable. Ashie Bashie Super Smashie!
    Dani Pants: We are SO Overrated! I love you, and you're part of my family. We have been through so much...and I wouldn't be here today if not for you and your friendship. I love you! And while we may not talk everyday, you know that I love you like a sister and always will. I can not wait to see you shine as a wonderful mother, I know that you have so much love to give to your baby. I know that we'll always be here for each other, just as we always have been.
    Sarah Sue: My oldest and shortest friend! My ballet buddy! And my friend who i can go months with out speaking to...And the moment I see you, it's like we're sisters! I can seriously tell you anything...you are my most open minded and non-judgmental friend. I love you SO much and am so glad we've stayed friends.
    Yvonne: WOW...I can't believe it's been 7 years! And I am so glad that we were able to reconnect as friends...we have shared and experienced way too much in our friendship to not maintain it. You are an incredibly strong and beautiful person, and I am so glad that our friendship has survived SO MUCH! I mean seriously... lol. Love you bunches!
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Comments

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  • Oct 16 2009 9:04 PM

    im just out here for awhile.. get away from things.. you are so lucky.. i wish i could have had an epidural :( they dont do them at doctors hospital.. i DID NOT KNOW THAT. lol. i had pitocin with nothing! my labor was horrible. :( yea caleb was 8lbs 2oz.. how are you liking it? hows hunter with him?
  • Oct 16 2009 9:03 PM

    Hey Niki, Congrats on Baby Coltan, omg he is so adorable, He was pretty late! i guess he didnt want to come into the world yet, he had his own plan, haha! I hope you are enjoying all the little moments with him, he will grow up sooo fast! Have a great day girly! ♥
  • Oct 16 2009 9:03 PM

    Hey friend jusr stopping by to say i love you, and my nephew. love you friend!!!!
  • Oct 11 2009 1:20 AM

    Hey girl! Cant wait to hear the news of ur little man! Keep me posted!
  • Oct 11 2009 1:20 AM

    CoNgRaDuLaTiOnS On BaBy CoLtOn....He'LL Be HeRe SoOn GiRlEy..CaNt WaiT To SeE HiM ♥
  • Oct 11 2009 1:20 AM

    Everyone at work was so excited to hear the news! We're all so happy for you, Hunter, and Colton. =')
  • Oct 11 2009 1:20 AM

  • Oct 11 2009 1:20 AM

     I got the text. Congrats on the baby!!!!!!
  • Oct 11 2009 1:20 AM

    awww congrats!! your a mommy and huntaaaaa is a daddy! how cute. cant wait to see the little guy :)
  • Oct 11 2009 1:20 AM

    congradulations on ur beautiful baby !!!!!! im having my baby monday at st.joes i hopw all is well with lil baby coltan....love ya sister oh  i have a presant for him if u wanna stop by my moms and pick it up k
  • Oct 11 2009 1:20 AM

    hey just wondering how u are doing... im guessin by the last date u logged in that u have had your little guy by now... I have another 13 days to go... but it seems like everyone has been late lately... so we will see lol.. well hope ur doing good! let me know!
  • Sep 24 2009 6:07 PM

    cantwait for the little man!!! loveyou friend!!!
  • Sep 12 2009 9:49 PM

    I miss youuuuu <333
  • Sep 11 2009 2:07 AM

    Hey! By the looks of your status it might be too late to do those maternity pics you wanted to take. But if you want I'm free all next week if you want to still try and take some pics. If not we could always take some pics of your new son when he's born :) Let me know!
  • Aug 24 2009 11:24 PM

    thank you :) he is such a sweetie.. he was born on aug12th. 8lbs 2oz.. 20.5 inches long.. i had an extremely hard labor.. no fun.. went in monday .. had him wednesday morning.. but he was worth it! ahhh tell her i said hi :) you are getting so close! enjoy these last few weeks of being pregnant though pretty soon you'll never have a minute to yourself! you will have to come see him!
  • Aug 24 2009 11:03 PM

    heyyy! did your babyshower already happen? I never got anything in the mail
  • Aug 24 2009 10:50 PM

    heeeey, i never got ur invataion, whens the shower??
  • Aug 12 2009 9:01 PM

    My mom just told me that our plane leaves at 3:00...not 6:00 so we can still meet if youd like..just earlier? I think we will have to leave by 1:00 so...we can either meet earlier or we can pick another day! whatever works for you!
  • Aug 4 2009 6:29 PM

    Hey there girly how are you doing? It is getting closer to your due date. Call me I want to talk to you about the pregnancy and also I have some stuff for you and hunter for baby coltan. I miss talking to you. (209) 373-3968
  • Jul 31 2009 10:32 PM

    only 7 more weeks?!?! lucky you!!!... i still have 12 more to go!! i cant wait! i want him here too! lol... have you been gettin the braxtin hicks at all?... well good luck with your delivery and with the baby!
  • Jul 12 2009 5:46 PM

    Baby showers.....YAY :) 9625 S. Wolfe Rd. French Camp 95231...seee u sooon
  • Jul 11 2009 8:39 PM

    Hey! I can't wait to see you...Its been way too long! What do you need for thee baby? Im sure you have soooo many people buying you gifts..so I wanna get you something you dont already have! This Tom Petty is bringing back some great memories...:) Love you!!!
  • Jul 6 2009 10:03 PM

    Hey I have some more Diappers for you Size one and some other stuff also in a bag let me know when you want to stop by I go back to work on the 14th so this is my last week off for awhile. How are you doing?
  • Jul 3 2009 7:14 PM

    I mean Coltan?
  • Jul 3 2009 7:14 PM

    hey cutie!! Ruby is totally groovin to ur Tom Petty pick! I need ur adress, I'm startin to send out invitations. Is ur baby gonna be named Colten? ADORABLE!!
  • Jun 25 2009 7:57 PM

    I think next week I am taking a few days off work! I will call you and hopefully we can set something up! xoxoxox
  • Jun 24 2009 1:00 AM

    seriously u look BEAUTIFUL. I love pregnant tummies=)i miss mine kinda lol lol enjoy milking that situation by the way, gettting wat u want to eat, when u want it lol
  • Jun 17 2009 3:49 AM

    Yes I am!! And all THREE of you can come!! yay! I'll get ur adress closer to the date....hope ur feelin ok, u look amazing!!!
    lov u
    erin
  • Jun 14 2009 2:05 AM

    Id love to go to ur baby shower! When are you having it?
  • Jun 13 2009 12:06 AM

    I HAVE to see you while you are pregnant! How long have we been talking about having babies for??? 5 years now?? lol. I might be in Manteca Sunday...but thats not 100%. I'll text you when we decide!
  • Jun 10 2009 10:12 PM

    Hey love!
    What are your plans for this weekend?
    I was thinking maybe I could come visit you or we can meet up!
    Let's do something <333
  • Jun 8 2009 5:27 PM

    How was LAC?!
  • Jun 4 2009 11:13 PM

    Thank you! I cant wait for you to experience this! Its amazing!
  • Jun 4 2009 11:02 PM

    did you say KITTEN?!?!
    yayyyy! I MUST come meet her. And see you of course <3
    I looove that name for a kitty! She sounds awesome already!
    I'm not going to be at LAC :( I have orientation at the animal shelter on Saturday because I'm going to be volunteering there, and my friends grad party. Booo :( I have one more week until school so I can squeeze in a visit to my fave person in Stockton <3333
    I miss your M.I.L.F ass too! LOL.
  • May 30 2009 9:41 PM

    i know!  im namin mine andrew michael and my lil nephew is colton..... i think hes gonna look like hunter... what do u think
  • May 30 2009 10:06 PM

    Oh my goodness, that would be BEYOND divine. I would love/cherish them and wear them all the time. I'm such a fan of vintage and fun dresses. Aaww. Also, I have a little something planned for you. Maybe not next time you're in Manteca, but relatively soon.
  • May 30 2009 10:59 PM

    Nicole,

    You are right, though truthfully I havent talked all that much shit on the place for the past year...

    Besides, the CV's got you, so it aint that bad.

    I have lots to catch you up on. What are you doing Monday morning? BRUNCH??

      - J
  • May 27 2009 10:42 PM

    ♥ THAT WAS SO CUTE  MADE ME WANNA CRY A LIL BIT ..LOVE U SIS.. AND UR AN AUNTY ALSO..... TO CALI AND DEVON BUT ALSO MY SON ANDREW SOON TO BE A MONTH AFTER URZ THATS  SO CUTE ♥ SEPTEMBER 21 AND OCT 8TH 2009 WORLD WELCOMES OUR TWO BEAUTIFUL LIL BOYS
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  • May 22 2009 10:14 PM

    Coltan is such a cute name! Everybody that I know whos preggo is havin a boy! Its crazy! You excited to be a mommy?

Details

  • Status: In a Relationship
  • Body type: 5' 8" / Slim / Slender
  • Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
  • Religion: Agnostic
  • Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
  • Children: Proud parent
  • Smoke / Drink: No / No
  • Education: In college
  • Occupation: Mommy

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