aaaaah difficulty... sometimes not driving sucks. most people i know don't have cars either.
eh... i hadn't been looking for anyone then in march met this really nice guy who i grew to adore, a lot. in a very short time we had a very intense relationship that ended... like 3 weeks. so i'm back to happy single life. i hate feeling like i'm looking for anything in particular; you tend to just trip upon finding what you want. although as much as i'm naturally a lone wolf and like my freedom i am overly romantic and fall in love at the drop of a hat, and have my heart broken just as easily. oh well, life is about mistakes, experiences, lessons, growing; and those things are best done with your heart on your sleeve. but yeah, i'm pretty chill, partly waiting for my russian artist prince, but just seeing where life and love take me.
my holidays have been good. i've made a few memories- some good, some awful. ive been productive, making lots of jewellery stuck at home since i hurt my leg... developing a dr phil addiction... i hate not being able to walk anywhere though, i love long walks in this weather. and the same to you!
oooh yeah... i'm like that with russia. no reason why. just some inexplicable connection.
hmmm maybe! it sounds good but i dn't drive so don't know how i'd get up there... or down there since i might be in port.
dates combine many of the things i love the most: dressing up, free food and drinks, and asking uncomfortable questions to people i've just met, like 'so what's your stance on abortion?'. that question is especially fun to ask people you don't realise are staunchly christian.
oh i was freaking out... but my friend came and visited and we spent the weekend partying in kings cross, so my troubles were forgotten.
hahahaha it was suuuuch a weird date... the guy was insane. insane! he was actually scary. talking about having been a sniper in the special forces. getting stabbed when he saved a girl who was about to be assaulted by these 2 guys... aaaah not fun, serious stalker potential. apparently i was too charming, witty and attractive...
oooooh sounds gooood. seattle! wow, that would be really cool. any particular reason why seattle?
bah, i didn't notice that! man there are actually so many spelling mistakes. shouldn't write profiles at 12am.
sydney is fairly good. but really really really cold. i got in on the bus at 6am and nearly died. just been bumming. managed to spend my whole day grocery shopping, being all obsessive since i've resolved to get healthy. sitting around doing nothing when i should be getting ready for the date i'm going on tonight. soooo not psyched on having to be charming and witty and attractive and showered.
aaah that sounds gooood! i miss port now, its a hella lot warmer. where've you been stopping in at, enjoying the sunshine and non-hypothermia inducing temperatures?
To give life you must take life, and as our grief falls flat and hollow upon the billion-blooded sea I pass upon serious inward-breaking shoals rimmed with white-legged, white-bellied rotting creatures lengthily dead and rioting against surrounding scenes. Dear child, I only did to you what the sparrow did to you; I am old when it is fashionable to be young; I cry when it is fashionable to laugh. I hated you when it would have taken less courage to love.
