Raphael You can be considered the 'dark one' of your family. You're a hot-head, face it. Or...the 'Realist' some may say. It's a dog-eat-dog world, you're a pretty big dog. You normally lay low until some one gets up your back. You're anti-social and short-tempered...and you're not big on admitting it! But, even though you can act kinda rude and not-there, you're a rather large teddy bear on the inside when it comes to the ones you love...in danger. You hate being called a, 'softy' and you're always ready to 'bring it'.
About me: ..Life.. by Chase Alford
What is life?
Life is like a big obstacle
put in front of your optical to slow you down
And everytime you think you gotten past it
it's gonna come back around and tackle you to the damn ground
What are friends?
Friends are people that you think are your friends
But they really your enemies, with secret indentities
and disguises, to hide they true colors
So just when you think you close enough to be brothers
they wanna come back and cut your throat when you ain't lookin
What is money?
Money is what makes a man act funny
Money is the root of all evil
Money'll make them same friends come back around
swearing that they was always down
What is life?
I'm tired of life
I'm tired of backstabbing ass Girls with friendly grins
I'm tired of committing so many sins
Tired of always giving in when this bottle of whiskey wins
Tired of never having any ends
Tired of not having any friends in the same situation that im in
I'm tired of this DJ playing YOUR shit when he spins
Tired of not having a deal
Tired of having to deal with the bullshit without grabbing to steal
Tired of drowning in my sorrow
Tired of having to borrow a dollar for gas to start my Monte Carlo
I'm tired of motherfuckers saying shit and dartin off
I'm tired of jobs startin off at five fifty an hour
then this boss wanders why I'm smartin off
I'm tired of being fired everytime I fucking cough
Tired of having to work as a burger king clerk
for this jerk breathing down my neck driving me bezerk
I'm tired of using plastic silverware
Tired of working in Building Square
Tired of not being a millionaire
But if I had a million dollars
I'd buy a damn brewery, and turn the planet into alcoholics
If I had a magic wand, I'd make Desert Mountain suck my dick
without a condom on, while I'm on the john
If I had a million bucks
it wouldn't be enough, because I'd still be out
robbing armored trucks
If I had one wish
I would ask for a big enough ass for the whole world to kiss
I'm tired of being considered always poor
Tired of taking pop bottles back to the party store
I'm tired of not having a phone
Tired of not having a home that I call my own to have one in if I did have one at all
Tired of not driving a BM
Tired of not working at Cleaners, tired of wanting to be him
Tired of not sleeping without a Tylenol PM
Tired of not performing in a packed coliseum
Tired of not being on tour
Tired of the bitch pushing off when the gang walks in the door
I'm tired of faking knots with a stack of ones
Having a lack of funds and resorting back to guns
Tired of being stared at
I'm tired of wearing the same damn Nike Air hat
Tired of stepping in clubs wearing the same pair of Lugz
Tired of people saying they're tired of hearing me rap about fake thugz
Tired of other rappers who ain't bringin half the skill as me
saying they wasn't feeling me on "Nobody's As Ill As Me"
I'm tired of radio stations telling fibs
Tired of 98.3 saying "Where Hip-Hop Lives"
But if I had a million dollars
I'd buy a damn brewery, and turn the planet into alcoholics
If I had a magic wand, I'd make Desert Mountain suck my dick
without a condom on, while I'm on the john
If I had a million bucks
it wouldn't be enough, because I'd still be out
robbing armored trucks
If I had one wish
I would ask for a big enough ass for the whole world to kiss
You know what I'm saying?
I'm tired of all of this bullshit
Telling me to be positive
How am I supposed to be positive when I don't see shit positive?
I talk about shit around me, shit I see
Right now I'm tired of everything
Tired of all these elite popular kids thinking they run scottsdale
tired of having to be invited to the "pit"
bitch I'll flow wherever I want without your invitation
I don't care who it is I'll go up to the baddest mother fucker in that pit and spit in his face
Im done playing im done saying im done playing
I'm done looking at these self-proclaimed bad asses and not doing shit
I'm sick of since I'm not in the right clique I can't be seen with certain people
Im tired of after I stick up for a girl and shit builds up I can't even say I know her because I'm not a Jock
I'm tired of noone acknoweledging the skill that comes out of my cranium
Im fed up with the fact that whenever somone needs me to defend them they call me over
But then when I'm not needed I don't even get a thank you
I'm sick of when I win an argument nooone congratulates me
But as soon as I slip the whole population will point out a slip
I'm tired of feminist women that wanted to be treated equal as men.
But when you try to talk to them in the work place they want extra benefits
I'm tired of being judged
I'm tired of being told not to hold a grudge
I'll hold whatever the fuck I want
I'm tired of being the kid form Compton that had a rough childhood
I'm sick of being known as the kid that can rap good
I wanna be known as the kid that has grace
The kid whose presence is felt as soon as he steps in a place
Tired of noone picking me on thier team
Tired of writing something that noone will read except me and myself
Tired of being the only person in Scottsdale that supports himself
Tired of never being supported in any endeavor
Tired of not having anything forever
Fed up with all these kids bullshit problems
When you pour water in your cereal so you can survive
Tell me and I'll thing about giving you a high five for it
But until then you can keep poppin your Somas
And keep driving your fucked up bright blue Toyota Tacomas
I'm just fed up
That's my word
I'M BACK.....
JUST WANTED TO LET U KNOW THAT I AM NOW IN A NEW BAND CALLED 10 REASONS TO LIVE....PLEASE CHECK OUT OUR MYSPACE PAGE AND TAKE A LISTEN TO "BREATHE" AND LET ME KNOW WHAT U THINK....PLEASE ADD THE BAND PAGE SO U CAN KEEP AN EYE ON WHAT WE ARE UPTO.
TAKE CARE
STE.
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Shit thats sweet. Im going to Christopher Newport University in Newport News, and im majoring in biology cuz i think i want to be a doctor, but im having second thoughts lol
hahaha welll maybe its alittle hotter there. but we have humidity so it makes everything that much worse. YES i still have another year =/ your mom told me your leaving in november for that! That'll be uh fun! lol
okay...that would be awesome! you guys rock! me and some of my friends are out of town this weekend but hopefully the following weekend something will be going on!
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