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they think you're wrong but you think you're right. No one understand you, alone and desperate. But still you had to stay strong. Life goes onMood: stressful stressful Posted at 8:43 AM Nov 29 from Mobile view more

  • 北海 道

  • 28 / Female
  • Sihanouk Ville, KH
  • Last Login: 12/1/2009

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About me:

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....SMILE Have a good day and a better one tomorrow!......

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TODAYI will delete from my diary
two days:YESTERDAY andTOMORROW
YESTERDAY was to learn
andTOMORROW will be the consequence
of what I can do today.

TODAY
I will face life
with the conviction that this day
will not ever return.

TODAY is the last opportunity
I have to live intensely,
as no one can assure me
that I will see tomorrow's sunrise.

TODAY I will be brave enough
not to let any opportunity pass me by,
my only alternative is to succeed.

TODAY I will invest
my most valuable resource: my time,
in the most transcendental work: MY LIFE;
I will spend each minute
passionately to make
of today a different
and unique day in my life.

TODAY I will defy every obstacles
that appears on my way trusting
I will succeed.

TODAY I will resist
pessimisms and will conquer
the world with a smile,
with the positive attitude
of expecting always the best.

TODAY I will make of every ordinary task
a sublime expression,

TODAY I will have my feet on the ground
understanding reality
and the stars' gaze
to invent my future.

TODAY I will take the time to be happy
and will leave my footprints and my presence
in the hearts of others.

TODAY, I invite you to begin a new season
where we can dream
that everything we undertake is possible
and we fulfill it,
with joy and dignity.

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Hi there!!! nothing much to describe about... Cambodian people, I raised and live on this ancient land ... got the same identity as other Cambodian people... I have been finding reasons to explain who exactly am I, yet I found nothing to describe about. I lie in my bed at night, staring up toward the sky, seeing only a ceiling boxing me in, keeping me from the world I crave within, I stare out my window at the seaside of Sihanouk Ville wind blows, that prison’s me away from humanity Beyond the familiar faces In a world of wondrous places.
- To love without condition...............
- To talk without intention................
- To give without reason..................
- And to care without expectation......
is the heart of Cambodian.
Honestly I am neither tired making plans nor preparing things, things rarely happen as planned, thus I better choose to take it as it comes, it's more excited.
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Who I'd like to meet:

....The only way to find LOVE isn't finding the perfect person, but by loving the imperfect person perfectly. True LOVE doesn't have a happy ending, it simply doesn't end. ......

Someone who willing to accept the truth in me, nothing better than finding real silence in heart, just relax for a awhile. The instinct of human is being born invisible, gesture somewhat is easier then speaking, actions speak louder than words. Silence is golden, supposed we have connected feeling, so much in common. I born from nothingness, I am not toxic... The only way to find LOVE isn't finding the perfect person, but by loving the imperfect person perfectly. True LOVE doesn't have a happy ending, it simply doesn't end. I love you not because of who you are but becasue of who I am and when I am with you... I long for someone like you...

Details

  • Status: Single
  • Here for: Networking, Friends
  • Hometown: Sihanouk Ville
  • Body type: 5' 4" / Average
  • Ethnicity: Asian
  • Religion: Buddhist
  • Zodiac Sign: Taurus
  • Occupation: I earn my living

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  • Dec 1 2009 6:53 AM

    Thank You Vorleak for being a good person you are to me! You have open up my eye's to see that life does go on! Well I'll be gone for a long while take care! and wish me luck in life! You all that I could count on for right now! Farewell! and never say goodbye! For your concern I can't explain the situation! only hope me the best in life!
  • Nov 20 2009 3:37 PM

    I'm so tired! I stayed up all night studying! and I decided to drop by to say Hi! and I know you are so tied up working and all! Well Good night! I can't hardly open up my eyes any longer! Well just keep up the good work! and Smile for the best and I will do the same! Nite! Nite!
  • Nov 16 2009 10:55 AM

    Hie don't work too hard it can make u depress Oun ... Have fun at work
  • Nov 13 2009 1:50 PM

    Got your message, p'aounsrey.  Thanks.  Lately, bong has been ill a bit, still.  New things are popping up unexpectedly, but bong is on top of everything as much as possible to get answers and get well.  I have been trying to rest more too.  But, I miss you always!

    Take care, sweetie, and be prosperous in everything you do!  Best wishes to your health too, na...
  • Oct 27 2009 12:35 PM

    Leak, how are you oun?  Hope you are good!  Saw all your lovely pictures lately and you look happy which is great!! 
  • Oct 14 2009 2:29 PM

    Oh my goodness, Leak!  I did not realize how big the picture would come out.  It's so embarrassing...hehe to your viewers! Wow!!
  • Oct 14 2009 2:29 PM

    Sister.. I think it's quite long time we didn't talk dear. I didn't mean it but i'm truly busy with my works and that bring me no more interested in writing comment or message to any friends.

    After coming back from Koh Kong, I had many things to do. My cousin is still in hospital though. She got really serious aches after giving a birth. My work was crazily busy..

    I guess you're busy too..
    How are you doing dear? How is your family?

    Hope everything works well with dear..

    Lots of love from your hidden sister..


  • Oct 10 2009 1:34 AM

    Thanks so much, Leak, for the wonderful and warm message that you have sent, oun.  I appreciate your understandings!  And this makes you my special friend because not many friends have your patience.  Some friends have given up on me already because my life is so complicated, and I'm not complaining, just letting you know.  And sometimes too, I'm physically and emotionally tire to explain so I don't anymore, really.  A fortune-teller once mentioned that my life will have peace when I'm a little older, and I have been longing for that day to come because, so far, it hasn't.  It has been like a roller coaster, pretty much, all my life.  But, I'm glad to experience and lived thru everything that has happened so far.  Now, I look at life in a new perspective, live for the moment!  Life is too short and be far from bitter because it will only darken your moments that you are entitled to enjoy in your life while you are still here.  Nowadays, waking up and still breathing is like a miracle already.  And I always thank God for being by my side because without Him, I'm probably not able to sit here and message you.  I extremely want to share this feeling with you because I truely mean it.  My health is going downhill again a bit, but I will continue to work harder to improve it as much as I could.  

    My friend, believe it or not, you have encouraged and inspired me to stay strong in many ways since I know you.  I admired your efforts in your life, and the difference you are trying to make.  And most of all, caring and loving me unconditionally, as a friend, and a big sis.  Our feeling is mutual!!

    May the good Lord continue to bless you in everything you do...Take care!
     

      
  • Oct 8 2009 1:40 PM

    Hello, Leak!  How is your week going?  Mine, kinda hectic but it's my normalcy.  Anyways, take care, oun...
  • Oct 3 2009 1:41 PM

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  • Oct 2 2009 2:22 PM

    Stop by right quick to say hello and hope all is fine with u women!
  • Sep 30 2009 12:17 AM

    In my darkest dream! I dream of not wanting to wake up to a dream that is not real for the both of us! It only aggravate the pain waking up to find out that its just a dream! the morning comes and the sunrise seems to disappear by the dark clouds, what you don't know I lie awake crying my tears out every single night when I read your letter from afar!

    What you don't know
  • Sep 26 2009 1:28 PM

    Yes, Oun Leak!  I miss you the same way, don't ever forget that!!!  Nothing has changed.  We have a beautiful friendship, a friendship that I will always cherish forever....

  • Sep 8 2009 4:02 PM

    Hey, oun Leak!  What are you up to?  Just checking on you...hehe.
  • Aug 12 2009 10:19 PM

    Yeah glad to see ur feetback, so far so good. How about urself?
  • Aug 12 2009 4:37 PM

    Good to know that you are ok!  I'll buzzzzz you soon....Love u!
  • Aug 11 2009 10:40 PM

    Stopping by to say hello to paounsrey.  How are you?  So much is going on in my life right now, but I promise to catch up with you as soon as things settle down a bit.  I do hope that you are doing good!

    Take care, sweetie!! 
  • Jul 29 2009 10:22 AM

    ^-^ WHEN WAS MY WEDDING? WHY YOU WERE NOT INVITED TO JOIN? WHO CHANGED MY STATUS? HMMM..... I SEEM FORGETFUL NOW.

    I HAPPY WITH THIS NEW STATUS TA, BUT WHERE'S MY BELOVED? ^-^
     
  • Jul 8 2009 7:19 PM

    Thanks for the comment, Vorleak.
  • Jun 21 2009 5:25 PM

    kompong som is a very beautiful relaxing place that i can go and unwind taking all my stress away
  • Jun 20 2009 5:08 PM

    As i was taking the picture 3 little boys appeared in the picture, they were my age when i left cambodia for the refugee camp in Thailand. 
  • Jun 14 2009 10:59 AM

    hi sister,

    your profile picture remind me of something. You look quite young in the pict.

    Have a good smile always..
  • Jun 11 2009 3:34 PM

    It was definitely awesome that we got a chance to chat and catch up a bit the other day, oun Leak! I do miss chatting with you...

    Take care...and have a wonderful weekend p'aounsrey!
  • Jun 8 2009 7:04 PM

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    Falling Into You ~x~..

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PUwx8uNrexo


    I am falling and it seem that nobody cares! but i'm gonna fly like a bird spreading my wings thru the cloud blue sky, I was once afraid and now that I open my eyes I see no more fear of falling! catch me if I ever fall! because i'm gonna live my life to the edge! ( sweet poem wriiten by Kevin Stranger's )


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    Hi! Leak
  • Jun 5 2009 8:16 PM

    Hi, Leak! How are you??

    :)