nothing_toxic
www.myspace.com/nothing_toxicthey think you're wrong but you think you're right. No one understand you, alone and desperate. But still you had to stay strong. Life goes onMood: stressful
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北海 道
- Sihanouk Ville, KH
- Last Login: 12/1/2009
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Music Player
Interests
General
Travelling, Reading, writing, music and photography. I'm crrently flooded with books and photos :)
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Music is being a part of my life. I can be existed for nothingness, I can be filled in emptiness, I can be participated in loneliness. Whatever problems come along my way, music ceases to create sadness and little by little dissolving past memories as overcoming stressful moments sometimes. I'm not really a romatic person, sentimental songs make me feel creatively inspired for some reasons I can't be compromised, I must share old experiences. Mostly my writing went well by the time I was very depressed and disappointed. I chose to make things right by expressing feeling on papers where my journal could backup rubbishy mind for not given away things worst than you could have imagined. It's been to an end because of music stay alive in my dead journal and music is being a reason to survive and leaving those selfless foolish mind.
Movies
I have no clue about movies I like recently.. I'm falling into countless type of films.. but I found the difference in DIRTY DANCING HAVANA NIGHTS , everything in the film shown me some special emotional feeling, I guess I'm even more excited just about everything in CUBA, the place that one of my friend in CANADA recommeded to spend during summer holiday.. it's coincidence but the film... yeah, I like almost music in those scenes, specially the way they dance... of course the ACTOR.. lolz Though, I'm going to learn their language... hehe
..Another movie that I have been crazy about for years, can't wait to show off.. hehe A MOMENT TO REMEMBER
..Television
I rarely watch TV, if I do, I'd see some channels... Discovery, MTV, HBO, CNN and BBC.
Oh... AXN also awesomeBooks
Heroes
Helplessness is being born from weakest person who need no help but too selfish. I have been trying to find magical technique to complile my writing to not speaking to the point but abstract meaning of how selfish is defined in general within variety of ways in human life.
Boundary of life is unlimited if you can not define where you are and when you let your mind get occupied by someone else.
Music is a song of life once lyric is a role for whoevers want to play, sorrowful or satisfied lines have to be prepared and ready to perform where you are directed to be who's supposed to appropriated characters. Needless to say, but to act from the heart and to perform from the smart whatever roles you gonna be, you are the best ever player in reality. I had no HEROE; but a woman, she's my woman, she's right to take away whatever she needs to take from me, but She can't leave my life alone, she can never be disappeared. I can be invisible if my invisibility would chance her appearance and smile always.. because I do love her....
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..Blurbs
About me:
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....SMILE Have a good day and a better one tomorrow!......
TODAYI will delete from my diary
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two days:YESTERDAY andTOMORROW
YESTERDAY was to learn
andTOMORROW will be the consequence
of what I can do today.
TODAY I will face life
with the conviction that this day
will not ever return.
TODAY is the last opportunity
I have to live intensely,
as no one can assure me
that I will see tomorrow's sunrise.
TODAY I will be brave enough
not to let any opportunity pass me by,
my only alternative is to succeed.
TODAY I will invest
my most valuable resource: my time,
in the most transcendental work: MY LIFE;
I will spend each minute
passionately to make
of today a different
and unique day in my life.
TODAY I will defy every obstacles
that appears on my way trusting
I will succeed.
TODAY I will resist
pessimisms and will conquer
the world with a smile,
with the positive attitude
of expecting always the best.
TODAY I will make of every ordinary task
a sublime expression,
TODAY I will have my feet on the ground
understanding reality
and the stars' gaze
to invent my future.
TODAY I will take the time to be happy
and will leave my footprints and my presence
in the hearts of others.
TODAY, I invite you to begin a new season
where we can dream
that everything we undertake is possible
and we fulfill it,
with joy and dignity.
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Hi there!!! nothing much to describe about... Cambodian people, I raised and live on this ancient land ... got the same identity as other Cambodian people...
I have been finding reasons to explain who exactly am I, yet I found nothing to describe about. I lie in my bed at night, staring up toward the sky, seeing only a ceiling boxing me in, keeping me from the world I crave within, I stare out my window at the seaside of Sihanouk Ville wind blows, that prison’s me away from humanity Beyond the familiar faces In a world of wondrous places.
- To love without condition...............
- To talk without intention................
- To give without reason..................
- And to care without expectation......
is the heart of Cambodian.
Honestly I am neither tired making plans nor preparing things, things rarely happen as planned, thus I better choose to take it as it comes, it's more excited...
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just wanna share the feeling and give it away for who has the feeling mutual... from nothing_toxic
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Who I'd like to meet:
....The only way to find LOVE isn't finding the perfect person, but by loving the imperfect person perfectly. True LOVE doesn't have a happy ending, it simply doesn't end. ......Someone who willing to accept the truth in me, nothing better than finding real silence in heart, just relax for a awhile. The instinct of human is being born invisible, gesture somewhat is easier then speaking, actions speak louder than words. Silence is golden, supposed we have connected feeling, so much in common. I born from nothingness, I am not toxic... The only way to find LOVE isn't finding the perfect person, but by loving the imperfect person perfectly. True LOVE doesn't have a happy ending, it simply doesn't end. I love you not because of who you are but becasue of who I am and when I am with you... I long for someone like you...
Details
- Status: Single
- Here for: Networking, Friends
- Hometown: Sihanouk Ville
- Body type: 5' 4" / Average
- Ethnicity: Asian
- Religion: Buddhist
- Zodiac Sign: Taurus
- Occupation: I earn my living
Latest Blog Entries
- Nov 29, 2009 8:46 AM What you think of..
- Nov 20, 2009 3:50 PM A touching letter..
- Oct 11, 2009 9:55 AM Shedding tears
- Oct 10, 2009 7:13 PM TEXT FOR CONSIDERATION!!
- Oct 9, 2009 4:15 PM SILENCE..
Comments
Dec 1 2009 6:53 AM
Nov 20 2009 3:37 PM
Nov 16 2009 10:55 AM
Nov 13 2009 1:50 PM
Take care, sweetie, and be prosperous in everything you do! Best wishes to your health too, na...
Oct 27 2009 12:35 PM
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Oct 10 2009 1:34 AM
My friend, believe it or not, you have encouraged and inspired me to stay strong in many ways since I know you. I admired your efforts in your life, and the difference you are trying to make. And most of all, caring and loving me unconditionally, as a friend, and a big sis. Our feeling is mutual!!
May the good Lord continue to bless you in everything you do...Take care!
Oct 8 2009 1:40 PM
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Oct 2 2009 2:22 PM
Sep 30 2009 12:17 AM
What you don't know
Sep 26 2009 1:28 PM
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Aug 11 2009 10:40 PM
Take care, sweetie!!
Jul 29 2009 10:22 AM
I HAPPY WITH THIS NEW STATUS TA, BUT WHERE'S MY BELOVED? ^-^
Jul 8 2009 7:19 PM
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Jun 14 2009 10:59 AM
your profile picture remind me of something. You look quite young in the pict.
Have a good smile always..
Jun 11 2009 3:34 PM
Take care...and have a wonderful weekend p'aounsrey!
Jun 8 2009 7:04 PM
Falling Into You ~x~..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PUwx8uNrexo
I am falling and it seem that nobody cares! but i'm gonna fly like a bird spreading my wings thru the cloud blue sky, I was once afraid and now that I open my eyes I see no more fear of falling! catch me if I ever fall! because i'm gonna live my life to the edge! ( sweet poem wriiten by Kevin Stranger's )
Hi! Leak
Jun 5 2009 8:16 PM
:)