nothing_toxic
Yesterday is HISTORY. Tomorrow is MYSTERY. And today? Today is a GIFT. That’s why we call it the PRESENT. Enjoy your life TODAY because YESTERDAY had gone and TOMORROW may never come.

Female
28 years old
Sihanouk Ville
Cambodia



Last Login: 7/9/2009
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Travelling, Reading, writing, music and photography. I'm crrently flooded with books and photos :)

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Music

Music is being a part of my life. I can be existed for nothingness, I can be filled in emptiness, I can be participated in loneliness. Whatever problems come along my way, music ceases to create sadness and little by little dissolving past memories as overcoming stressful moments sometimes. I'm not really a romatic person, sentimental songs make me feel creatively inspired for some reasons I can't be compromised, I must share old experiences. Mostly my writing went well by the time I was very depressed and disappointed. I chose to make things right by expressing feeling on papers where my journal could backup rubbishy mind for not given away things worst than you could have imagined. It's been to an end because of music stay alive in my dead journal and music is being a reason to survive and leaving those selfless foolish mind.

Movies

I have no clue about movies I like recently.. I'm falling into countless type of films.. but I found the difference in DIRTY DANCING HAVANA NIGHTS , everything in the film shown me some special emotional feeling, I guess I'm even more excited just about everything in CUBA, the place that one of my friend in CANADA recommeded to spend during summer holiday.. it's coincidence but the film... yeah, I like almost music in those scenes, specially the way they dance... of course the ACTOR.. lolz Though, I'm going to learn their language... hehe

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Another movie that I have been crazy about for years, can't wait to show off.. hehe A MOMENT TO REMEMBER

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Television

I rarely watch TV, if I do, I'd see some channels... Discovery, MTV, HBO, CNN and BBC.
Oh... AXN also awesome

Books

Novels, books, romance, health & care...

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Heroes

Helplessness is being born from weakest person who need no help but too selfish. I have been trying to find magical technique to complile my writing to not speaking to the point but abstract meaning of how selfish is defined in general within variety of ways in human life.

Boundary of life is unlimited if you can not define where you are and when you let your mind get occupied by someone else.

Music is a song of life once lyric is a role for whoevers want to play, sorrowful or satisfied lines have to be prepared and ready to perform where you are directed to be who's supposed to appropriated characters. Needless to say, but to act from the heart and to perform from the smart whatever roles you gonna be, you are the best ever player in reality. I had no HEROE; but a woman, she's my woman, she's right to take away whatever she needs to take from me, but She can't leave my life alone, she can never be disappeared. I can be invisible if my invisibility would chance her appearance and smile always.. because I do love her....

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     nothing_toxic's Details
Status:Single
Here for:Networking, Friends
Hometown:Sihanouk Ville
Body type:5' 4" / Average
Ethnicity:Asian
Religion:Buddhist
Zodiac Sign:Taurus
Occupation:I earn my living



nothing_toxic They were only dreams and I couldn't do much as I had imagined, those are my failures and flaws. I fail my own plans and I'm so lost without it then.
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About me:

SMILE Have a good day and a better one tomorrow!

TODAYI will delete from my diary
two days:YESTERDAY andTOMORROW
YESTERDAY was to learn
andTOMORROW will be the consequence
of what I can do today.

TODAY
I will face life
with the conviction that this day
will not ever return.

TODAY is the last opportunity
I have to live intensely,
as no one can assure me
that I will see tomorrow's sunrise.

TODAY I will be brave enough
not to let any opportunity pass me by,
my only alternative is to succeed.

TODAY I will invest
my most valuable resource: my time,
in the most transcendental work: MY LIFE;
I will spend each minute
passionately to make
of today a different
and unique day in my life.

TODAY I will defy every obstacles
that appears on my way trusting
I will succeed.

TODAY I will resist
pessimisms and will conquer
the world with a smile,
with the positive attitude
of expecting always the best.

TODAY I will make of every ordinary task
a sublime expression,

TODAY I will have my feet on the ground
understanding reality
and the stars' gaze
to invent my future.

TODAY I will take the time to be happy
and will leave my footprints and my presence
in the hearts of others.

TODAY, I invite you to begin a new season
where we can dream
that everything we undertake is possible
and we fulfill it,
with joy and dignity.



Hi there!!! nothing much to describe about... Cambodian people, I raised and live on this ancient land ... got the same identity as other Cambodian people... I have been finding reasons to explain who exactly am I, yet I found nothing to describe about. I lie in my bed at night, staring up toward the sky, seeing only a ceiling boxing me in, keeping me from the world I crave within, I stare out my window at the seaside of Sihanouk Ville wind blows, that prison’s me away from humanity Beyond the familiar faces In a world of wondrous places.
- To love without condition...............
- To talk without intention................
- To give without reason..................
- And to care without expectation......
is the heart of Cambodian.
Honestly I am neither tired making plans nor preparing things, things rarely happen as planned, thus I better choose to take it as it comes, it's more excited.



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Who I'd like to meet:
The only way to find LOVE isn't finding the perfect person, but by loving the imperfect person perfectly. True LOVE doesn't have a happy ending, it simply doesn't end.

Someone who willing to accept the truth in me, nothing better than finding real silence in heart, just relax for a awhile. The instinct of human is being born invisible, gesture somewhat is easier then speaking, actions speak louder than words. Silence is golden, supposed we have connected feeling, so much in common. I born from nothingness, I am not toxic... The only way to find LOVE isn't finding the perfect person, but by loving the imperfect person perfectly. True LOVE doesn't have a happy ending, it simply doesn't end. I love you not because of who you are but becasue of who I am and when I am with you... I long for someone like you...


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nothing_toxic has 13 friends.
 Hope :) 


 Always smile!!! 


 Vann 


 ひまわり 


 RocketSturgeon 


 ayee 


 morokot 


 Lil.Angel 





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John





Jul 8 2009 7:19 PM

Thanks for the comment, Vorleak.
Jake





Jun 21 2009 5:25 PM

kompong som is a very beautiful relaxing place that i can go and unwind taking all my stress away
Jake





Jun 20 2009 5:08 PM

As i was taking the picture 3 little boys appeared in the picture, they were my age when i left cambodia for the refugee camp in Thailand. 
Always smile!!!





Jun 14 2009 10:59 AM

hi sister,

your profile picture remind me of something. You look quite young in the pict.

Have a good smile always..
Hope :)





Jun 11 2009 3:34 PM

It was definitely awesome that we got a chance to chat and catch up a bit the other day, oun Leak! I do miss chatting with you...

Take care...and have a wonderful weekend p'aounsrey!
Lil.Angel





Jun 8 2009 7:04 PM

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Falling Into You ~x~..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PUwx8uNrexo


I am falling and it seem that nobody cares! but i'm gonna fly like a bird spreading my wings thru the cloud blue sky, I was once afraid and now that I open my eyes I see no more fear of falling! catch me if I ever fall! because i'm gonna live my life to the edge! ( sweet poem wriiten by Kevin Stranger's )


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Hi! Leak
Hope :)





Jun 5 2009 8:16 PM

Hi, Leak! How are you??

:)
Lil.Angel





Jun 3 2009 2:09 AM

Hi, Oun I just want to share this with you! I hope you like it!
John





Jun 2 2009 6:14 AM

your mood looks so depressing. Anything I can do for relief?
Hope :)





May 24 2009 4:54 PM

Stopping by to say hi to oun Leak.  Don't give up on our friendship now, just kidding...hehe.  Miss you the same regardless of our busy schedule...Smile!!  :)
RocketSturgeon





May 9 2009 7:34 PM

I still find it remarkable that in your message you quoted a lyric from a song I had been constantly listening to around the same time despite your not knowing so...very psychic of you! ;-) :-)






Hope :)





May 8 2009 3:47 PM

Hehehe...I'll stalk you back online as soon as I can have some time to sit down and chit chat. My cousin from srok Thai came to visit and will be vacation here for a bit. My dad's niece and her husband is moving to Cambodia and have been visiting alot before they go. I have been entertainment many relatives that come to visit with lunch, dinner and company, and very tiring. But, I'm happy to meet up with all of them since they will depart real soon and go back off to Asia and live there. Maybe, I move to Asia and live there too...hehe. Never know, you know!

I do miss you, sweetie. Take care until we chat again, soon, I hope!
Hope :)





May 7 2009 7:05 PM

How is work? Is everything good at the new office, Leak? I've been meaning to ask you that. As always, I hope you are doing fantastic!!
RocketSturgeon





May 5 2009 4:42 PM









<i'm SOOOOO sorry I missed it this year, Vorleak! Hope it was great for you (also like your pool playing pic there... ;-) )
ひまわり





May 5 2009 9:00 AM

こんにちは!わたしはげんきです。あなたは。

Well, lately Myspace created a lots of good stuff to be decorate my ourselves, and it help me indeed, as i don't know much about internet obviously.

ひまわりはサン花です。ホテルじゃありません。

Sorry i learnt not much Japanese and i couldn't understand others two of your questions dear, pls advice...

あい: さようなら
Always smile!!!





Apr 30 2009 5:57 AM

Happy Birthday to you sister,

Be a happy girl ever, in life..

Love you dear,
Hope :)





Apr 27 2009 11:07 PM

Happy B-day coming up, oun Leak!!

:)
Hope :)





Apr 27 2009 5:20 AM

Again, Leak! You do not need to explain anything. I've decided to stay friends with you unconditionally forever!

Best wishes to you as always, sis!
RocketSturgeon





Apr 26 2009 5:23 PM









Hope :)





Apr 24 2009 4:59 PM

Hi, oun!
♥ Sovannara Rithy forever♥


Online Now!


Apr 12 2009 2:27 PM

happy new year
♥ Sovannara Rithy forever♥


Online Now!


Apr 11 2009 3:14 PM

I love the heart on ur page girly? why u look so quiet? any plan for this comming new year
Hope :)





Apr 10 2009 11:07 PM

I know you are real busy right now. Have a wonderful weekend Oun Leak.

:)
Hope :)





Apr 6 2009 6:15 AM

Leak, are you online by any chance?
Hope :)





Apr 3 2009 8:52 PM

Hello to you, sis! How are you today?
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