"LIFE is like a box of chocolates. Each chocolate is like a portion of life. Some are CRUNCHY, some are NUTTY, some are SWEET, and some are CHEWY, but all are delicious in their own way. Without each one, LIFE would not be complete."
Travelling, Reading, writing, music and photography.
I'm crrently flooded with books and photos :)
Music
The FIRST PERSON, sung by a famous Khmer singer. I like her voice, she's no longer be my top singer. I liked most of her songs. I love music to die, especially oldies classic style while Jazz happens in my heart more than romantic feeling I could ever describe. Sometimes, Hip Hop would progress my old fashion inside. But the song I was watching last night reveals me the difference I didn't concentrate much about meaning but the singer.
Music is being a part of my life. I can be existed for nothingness, I can be filled in emptiness, I can be participated in loneliness. Whatever problems come along my way, music ceases to create sadness and little by little dissolving past memories as overcoming stressful moments sometimes. I'm not really a romatic person, sentimental songs make me feel creatively inspired for some reasons I can't be compromised, I must share old experiences. Mostly my writing went well by the time
I was very depressed and disappointed. I chose to make things right by expressing feeling on papers where my journal could backup rubbishy mind for not given away things worst than you could have imagined. It's been to an end because of music stay alive in my dead journal and music is being a reason to survive and leaving those selfless foolish mind.
Movies
Not so much in between, I was wondering how I
am so addicted of Korean film lately... their romance is deeply fabuluos, I love
their story lines, those are inspired me, seriously. First and...anything with
Angelina Jolie, she is so awesome, and just to let you know, if you have not
seen Beyond Borders you MUST watch it, it is so real and there are not very many
movies out that express the issues as well as that movie does...most don't even
attempt to and get caught up in the same lol' romance story line...so watch
it!!! "A MOMENT TO REMEMBER" also the best Korean movie has been cracked as well
as sold well in Japan cinemas, I think I like it lately. I really liked the
color purple, Angie, a lot of foreign movies like bread and tulips, anything
with the beautiful Geal Garcia...yummy, when I think of some movies, I will come
back to A MOMENT TO REMEMBER, it certaintly made me thinking of someone afar...
oh well, thought of A PALM TREE GROVE kinda sad film attracted me though. Oh...
there some funny films, I'd love to recommended.. WINDSTRUCK, MY SASSY GIRL, HOW
TO LOSE A GUY IN 10 DAYS and so much more... loz, oh... a detective film, I'm
not really into them... but, it's good sometimes to change new experience.. it's
SCOOP. Oop!! THE SLEEPING DICTIONARY by Jessica Alba not bad, very sexy girl :P.
Such as sad film either SOUTH OF THE BORDER. I have just turned back to watch 2
films, that I lost track, I don't get what the points of the whole film, THIS
CHARMING GIRL AND II MARE.. but I love the actresses in those films... let see
if you have done,
I rarely watch TV, if I do, I'd see some
channels... Discovery, MTV, HBO, CNN and BBC.
Oh... AXN also awesome
Books
Novels, books, romance, health &
care...
Heroes
Helplessness is being born from weakest person who need no help but too selfish. I have been trying to find magical technique to complile my writing to not speaking to the point but abstract meaning of how selfish is defined in general within variety of ways in human life.
Boundary of life is unlimited if you can not define where you are and when you let your mind get occupied by someone else.
Music is a song of life once lyric is a role for whoevers want to play, sorrowful or satisfied lines have to be prepared and ready to perform where you are directed to be who's supposed to appropriated characters. Needless to say, but to act from the heart and to perform from the smart whatever roles you gonna be, you are the best ever player in reality. I have no HEROES besides myself.
nothing_toxic If you come as softly as the wind between the trees you may hear what I hear see what sorrow sees and if you come I will be silent.. You've been missed quietly.
Hi there!!! nothing much to describe about... Cambodian people, I raised and live on this ancient land ... got the same identity as other Cambodian people...
I have been finding reasons to explain who exactly am I, yet I found nothing to describe about. I lie in my bed at night, staring up toward the sky, seeing only a ceiling boxing me in, keeping me from the world I crave within, I stare out my window at the seaside of Sihanouk Ville wind blows, that prison’s me away from humanity Beyond the familiar faces In a world of wondrous places.
- To love without condition...............
- To talk without intention................
- To give without reason..................
- And to care without expectation......
is the heart of Cambodian.
Honestly I am neither tired making plans nor preparing things, things rarely happen as planned, thus I better choose to take it as it comes, it's more excited.
Who I'd like to meet:
Someone who willing to accept the truth in me, nothing better than finding real silence in heart, just relax for a awhile. The instinct of human is being born invisible, gesture somewhat is easier then speaking, actions speak louder than words. Silence is golden, supposed we have connected feeling, so much in common. I born from nothingness, I am not toxic...
The only way to find LOVE isn't finding the perfect person, but by loving the imperfect person perfectly. True LOVE doesn't have a happy ending, it simply doesn't end.
I love you not because of who you are but becasue of who I am and when I am with you... I long for someone like you...
You take some truly beautiful and stunning pictures of your hometown, with such a strong eye to the flora and fauna and skylines and oceans of where you live...
Hi oun Leak! This week, I am not feeling too good at all! I have been trying to relax, but it so hard to do so when a bunch of things need immediate attention. I just got to get it done!! Anyways, how are you today? And your aunt, is she much better right now? I have been thinking a lot of what you and your family are going thru. Believe it or not, I totally understand your situation because I have a family member that has the same and very similiar issue - and you know who I'm talking about! It's great that we can share this together, to listen and help each other out.
Have a wonderful day and I hope to talk to you soon again as soon as I feel a little better, I will call again.
Take care of yourself and your precious family, my dear!
I finished your novel and am reading your recent blogs and poems, thinking of things to say in reponse. I liked your novel very much, a strong first effort...look forward to reading more from you.
I feel like you described similar embarrassments in your experiences in your Japanese class (I didn't know before that you were taking a course) just as I had when I tried taking such a course last Autumn. Because I couldn't finish it, I am taking the course again starting in less than two months, and hope to finally do well...
bong, thank you for lovely comment. I look so happy and feel good but always stress come the same time. I suddenly feel lonely.... I have friends who I always care for them but they just ignore me so I feel so lonely...
My dearest sis...the feeling back toward you is mutual, love you very much deep down inside...Thanks for taking your precious time to express and share how you feel.
All I have is love to offer. And I will do my best to love you to the fullest, my sister and friend, because I want too and choose to, always remember that!! I love you unconditionally the same way.
Have a wonderful day and we should talk again soon, na...
p.s best wishes to your aunt. I hope you are more settled down about her condition, and I will continue to pray for you, your mom, and your aunt. I do hope things will be much brighter for your family all together in the near future, sweetie...Leah-sun-hauy for now....
Hello bong, how was your day yesterday? I will be busy at the weekends (Evening Saturday...date with some university friends to have snack and afternoon Sunday with other friend at lunch time.. I will try to meet you if you're able...
Have a great lunch na, or may be today if you like.
A bit busy to finish works before leaving at the 3rd week of this month.
Whatever happend to me, I am still strong because I got your warm love! Thank you,
hey my number one sister, thank you for comment na. As I told you, you are the first I have told all my stories.......I know because you are always there for me and I love you the most!
hey my number one sister, thank you for comment na. As I told you, you are the first I have told all my stories.......I know because you are always there for me and I love you the most!
I hope that you're doing okay these days. I think you are not well recently. Take care of yourself dear sister, I just want to see you strong and happy in your daily life...I love you,
Hi, Leak! I'm now in the library again. It's extremely hot today so I escaped here to the library to use internet and get the full-blasted air-conditioning too! Hehe...Just stopping by to say hi to you. Saw your lovely pictures with Sophea. I'm real happy to see you guys hanging out together...looks fun!
How are you? Just dropping by to say Hi. Hope everything is awesome with you. Keep your face toward the light and you'll never see the darkness. Have a wonderful day! Don't work too hard unless you are saving money to visit the USA to see bong Nimol and me ^_^
Good morning sister, how are you this morning? I am doing okay. Last night slept very well and yesterday we had a very good time.
Those are such great advices you gave me about life. IT's so hard to go through but we can't escape. Now, I totally care about myself in priority than other things but you! you are someone who is around me when I'm happy, sad, stress, lonely, and so on....Thank you for everything bongsrey. Iloveu,
Bong, you shared a very good idea. I totally agree with you.
As I said, I think that we should love and care for someone who really give those things back to us. It's too much for us to care, love them while they are so ignorance to us.
Sometimes i feel so tired to do that, when I care for them, call them, sms them, try to meet them but they just ignore it. They don't even reply back to me. Why do we have to do many things for them? We should reconsider and leave them by their way.
Anyway, luckily that I meet so many good friends and we love each other, not only from one side.
I'm going to make thing right, but it's always wrong. I'm going to make myself happy, but sadness always come by. I'm going to keep a good smile, well.... i hope i can...
Hey miss pretty thing! You are getting so beautiful by the minutes! You are full of life and excitments every time I talk to you, you always have some news to share with me. You keep me real inspired!
Again, just because I'm away, don't think I forget you at all, na! I'm your friend for life whether you like it or not!! Hehehe...later dear!
Hey what can i call you dear...by the way thank for comment...you realy an amazing girl..i can't wait to know you and chat with you more. hit me up at yahoo if u want to(apsara_cam@yahoo.com). stay cool girl.
When I read that poem, my tears dropped down, never know that someone gives me a very deeply, a very meaningful and unconditional love. I can’t write any poem nor say any sweet words but only to give you back honestly love and a small red heart. Will you accept it dear?
Bong, you have written such a great feeling poems. I’m happy that I’m someone you think of... You are very special meaning to me, whenever I’m down, happy, concerned, you the only one person I can share. I think of you.
Sometimes at night, I dream about you. That because my heart and mind is always with you. I like this friendship to be last long, I have found it and I don’t want it to disappear. You know? When I have done something unpleasant to you, I felt very bad. I am afraid I’ll lose you. I’m afraid you’ll go away from me. Those are such feelings I have for you….
LOVES without conditions….. I’m strong enough to face problems. How hard it is, when I’m with you, I don’t get scared. I’m ALWAYS SMILE!!!
