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  • LA, Louisiana, US
  • Last Login: 11/19/2009

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    Pray for them that despitefully use you and persecute you, this includes the Haters too.

    Lord?.. Why did you make me black? Why did you make someone the world would hold back? Black is the color of dirty clothes, of grimy hands and feet... Black is the color of darkness, of tired beaten streets... Why did you give me thick lips, a broad nose and kinky hair? Why did you create someone who receives the hated stare? Black is the color of the bruised eye when someone gets hurt... Black is the color of darkness; black is the color of dirt... Why is my bone structure so thick, my hips and cheeks so high? Why are my eyes brown, and not the color of the sky? Why do people think I..m useless? How come I feel so used? Why do people see my skin and think I should be abused? Lord, I just don..t understand... What is it about my skin? Why is it some people want to hate me and not know the person within? Black is what people are "Labeled" when others want to keep them away... Black is the color of shadows cast... Black is the end of the day... Lord you know my own people mistreat me, and you know this just ain..t right... They don..t like my hair, they don..t like my skin, as they say I..m too dark or too light! Lord, don..t you think it..s time to make a change? Why don..t you redo creation and make everyone the same? God..s Reply: Why did I make you black? Why did I make you black? I made you in the color of coal from which beautiful diamonds are formed... I made you in the color of oil, the black gold whichkeeps people warm... Your color is the same as the rich dark soil that grows the food you need... Your coloris the same as the black stallion and panther, Oh what majestic creatures indeed! All colors of the heavenly rainbow can be found throughout every nation... When all these colors are blended, you become my greatest creation! Your hair is the texture of lamb..s wool, such a beautiful creature is he... I am the shepherd who watches them, I will ALWAYS watch over thee! You are the color of the midnight sky, I put star glitter in your eyes... There..s a beautiful smile hidden behind your pain... That..s why your cheeks are so high! You are the color of dark clouds from the hurricanes I create in September... I made your lips so full and thick, so when you kiss...they will remember! Your stature is strong, your bone structure thick to withstand the burden of time... The reflection you see in the mirror, that image that looks back, that is MINE! So get off your knees, look in the mirror and tell me what you see? I didn..t make you in the image of darkness... I made you in the image of ME! Author Unknown


    I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills: From whence cometh mine help. My help cometh even from the Lord: Who hath made heaven and earth. He will not suffer thy foot to be moved: And he that keepeth thee will not sleep. Behold, he that keepeth Israel: Shall neither slumber nor sleep. The Lord himself is thy keeper: The Lord is thy defence upon thy right hand; So that the sun shall not burn thee by day: Neither the moon by night. The Lord shall preserve thee from all evil: Yea, it is even he that shall keep thy soul. The Lord shall preserve thy going out, and thy coming in: From this time forth for evermore. Amen. ..











    How do I love thee? Let me count the ways. I love thee to the depth and breadth and height My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight For the ends of being and ideal grace. I love thee to the level of every day's Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light. I love thee freely, as men strive for right. I love thee purely, as they turn from praise. I love thee with the passion put to use In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith. I love thee with a love I seemed to lose With my lost saints. I love thee with the breath, Smiles, tears, of all my life; and, if God choose, I shall but love thee better after death.
    by Elizabeth Barrett Browning




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  • Status: Single
  • Here for: Networking, Friends
  • Orientation: Straight
  • Body type: 5' 6" / Some extra baggage
  • Ethnicity: Black / African descent
  • Religion: Christian - other
  • Zodiac Sign: Taurus
  • Children: Proud parent
  • Smoke / Drink: No / Yes
  • Education: College graduate
  • Income: $60,000 to $75,000

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If you don't design your own life plan, chances are you'll fall into someone else's plan. And guess what they have planned for you? Not much.




Our dilemma is that we hate change and love it at the same time; what we really want is for things to remain the same but get better.



Pray for them that despitefully use you and persecute you, this includes the Haters too.


Give me grace, good Lord To count the world as nothing, To set my mind firmly on you And not to hang on what people say; To be content to be alone, Not to long for worldly company, Little by little to throw off the world completely And rid my mind of all its business; Not to long to hear of any worldly things; Gladly to be thinking of you, Pitifully to call for your help, To depend on your comfort, Busily to work to love you; To know my own worthlessness and wretchedness, To humble and abase myself under your mighty hand, To lament my past sins, To suffer adversity patiently, to purge them, Gladly to bear my purgatory here, To be joyful for troubles; To walk the narrow way that leads to life, To bear the Cross with Christ, To keep the final hour in mind, To have always before my eyes my death, which is always at hand, To make death no stranger to me, To foresee and consider the everlasting fire of hell, To pray for pardon before the judge comes; To keep continually in mind the passion that Christ suffered for me, For his benefits unceasingly to give him thanks; To buy back the time that I have wasted before, To refrain from futile chatter, To reject idle frivolity, To cut out unnecessary entertainments, To count the loss of worldly possessions, friends, liberty and life itself as absolutely nothing, for the winning of Christ; To consider my worst enemies my best friends, For Joseph's brothers could never have done him as much good with their love and favor as they did with their malice and hatred.

Lord, may everything that I do start well and finish well. Sustain me with your power. And in your power let me drive away all falsehood, ensuring that truth may always triumph

To all the pure at heart, don't give up the fight! Let all the evil that is tossed your way be a strength elixir to your soul. Grab it and let it inspire you!









A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a youth she's content to leave behind....
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age....
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE . one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family..
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE . .. eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal, that will make her guests feel honored...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a feeling of control over her destiny...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... how to fall in love without losing herself..
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... how to quit a job, break up with a lover, and confront a friend without; ruining the friendship....
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... when to try harder... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY..
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... that she can't change the length of her calves, the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... that her childhood may not have been perfect..but it's over...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... what she would and wouldn't do for love or more...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW.. how to live alone even if she doesn't like it...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW.. whom she can trust, whom she can't, and why she shouldn't take it personally...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... where to go.... be it to her best friend's kitchen table... or a charming inn in the w oods... when her soul needs soot hing...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... what she can and can't accomplish in a day... a month...and a year...~



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Shy --A rare type of person, a veritable Noah prepared for a deluge of all the words not spoken to other people.


Why Shy People Don't Talk


A group of best friends are sitting at a round table in a restaurant. They're discussing a hot topic. One of the friends is sitting in the corner not talking. Most people would say this friend is timid, inhibited, and/or passive. They would label this friend, "shy." However, couldn't this friend be someone who is tired of talking when no one is listening? Couldn't this friend be someone who has no need to prove their knowledge of the subject matter? Couldn't this friend be sympathetic enough not to insult the intelligence of others? Listen People don't listen. It's rare for one to speak before another breaks through one's sentence with a rebuttal. If, by chance, one gets a complete thought out, others hear the words but only absorb parts that suit them. Shy people hate to talk in vain. They would rather use the time and energy for constructive things and constructive people. Learn People talk a lot so everyone thinks they're intelligent. For them, it's never enough to know they are intelligent. They must prove it. Shy people are content knowing they are intelligent, and have no need to prove their intelligence. They wonder if other's mouths get tired of babbling on about things. Their ears get tired of listening to the babble. Understand Ever hear of the phrase, "If you don't have anything good to say, don't say anything at all?" This is the motto of all shy people. They would rather be silent instead of using demure insults or obscene language to get their point across. Conclusion So, you see, shy people have been misunderstood for decades. The next time a shy person is quiet, ask them, "What are you really thinking?" They may answer truthfully. They may answer with "nothing," in keeping with their motto. After this revelation, don't you wish you were shy?



Live your life that the fear of death can never enter your heart. Trouble no one about their religion; respect others in their view, and demand that they respect yours. Love your life, perfect your life, make beautiful all things in your life.”




Life is a tragedy for those who feel, and a comedy for those who think.

Its not often that I let people piss me off. I guess when you work with strangers for a living you toughen up. Also, all the people who have put me down along the way, without realising it have made me more of a survivor. When my time comes, and i mean this, everyone of them, can come and sail on my boat and I will thank each and everyone of them in turn. Cause everytime i fell down they made me want to get back up. Its been a long time since i have had negative people around me. Thats until i noticed people who don't no fuck about me are taking it upon themselves to slate my life. Who really thinks they have a right to judge the way others live there life. What is a perfect life ? You dont no me and you never will.









What other dungeon is so dark as one's own heart! What jailer so inexorable as one's self! -- Nathaniel Hawthorne
The more things a man is ashamed of, the more respectable he is. -- George Bernard Shaw
The power to bring me out of solitude - or to push me back into it - had never belonged to another person. It was mine and only mine. -- Martha Beck
People with courage and character always seem sinister to the rest. -- Hermann Hesse
When the character of a man is not clear to you, look at his friends. -- Japanese Proverb
Wisdom is knowing what to do next; virtue is doing it. -- David Starr Jordan


Courage
Courage is the ability to act regardless of the feelings or potential consequences. Courage is following your intuition when the facts are against it. Courage is saying 'I am sorry' when you are at fault, 'I don't know' when you don't and 'I love you' despite the hurt, anger or fear. Each day we speak the truth with integrity, own our responsibilities and reach out to another ... we are building courage muscle.






Black Misery is...
"...seeing a successful black brother/sister and only having something negative to say." ~ Candace V. Grant,
"...when you heard on the radio that the neighborhood you live in is a slum but you always thought it was home" ~ Langston Hughes
...when your car costs more than what you make a year, and you have no concept of the term "Equity". ~ A. McBride
"...always talking about how we have to reclaim our youth, and yet we sit motionless, tight-lipped, with cast down eyes while they curse and scream at the top of their lungs, disrespecting old and young alike, because just like everybody else we fear them." ~D. Dorce
"...watching African AMmericans/Negro's ETC continue to greet each other with "whassup my nigga" and a hug,smile or high five." ~B. Banner
"...Black folks represent 48 percent of the reported cases of AIDS in the United States and represent only 13 percent of the population in the United States" ~Neecee
"...having no understanding of your past....which leads to a lack of understanding of the future" ~ K. Hughes
"...is waiting for that 40 acres and the mule." ~ M. McKinney
"...when our elders fear their own creation, their children..." ~S. Neil
"...loving everyone new without reservation--until they prove you wrong. But not being given the same respect in return." ~ M. Belanger
"...being intelligent, but very invisible". [This is sometimes the plight of the Black man and woman in America. WE are fighting to keep our identity, though taken for granted, persecuted and ostracized.] ~ Sonya Atkins
"...having the ability to excel, the fortitude to withstand and the ignorance of another trying to keep you back." ~
"...loving someone with all the intensity, ferocity, and passion that your spirit can muster for as long as possible because you know that your soul will not allow the relationship to last." ~ ChinaBrown
"...sitting back and listening to the laughter of trolls, who sit pearched on top of street lights, waiting to take black boys souls." ~ Karen S.M. Allwood





I had a dream my life would be. So different from this hell I'm living. So different now from what it seemed. Now life has killed the dream I dreamed. The only thing I see is death because it's to difficult to bare life.





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