NJ

About me:

I am who I am. I am unique and I am very aware of that. I constantly want to defy norms however societal rules are holding me down. I strive to define myself and build an idea of who I really am. I will always be a child at heart. I believe in holding on to your youth as long as you can and living each day as if it was your last. I am also very optimistic. I live by the saying when life throws you lemons, make lemonade. I am a huge dramaqueen. I like casting myself as the lead in the movie that is my life. Often, I see myself as Blair Waldorf or Serena Van Der Woodsen. But don't get me wrong, I am not the kind who makes big deals about petty stuff. I just like exaggerating my emotions a lot. Haha!-- err, maybe I just am an actress. I love performing-- whatever it is that I need to do. The stage gives me this unusual feeling of "belongingness". Haha! :D I will forever be a slave for fashion. I can never leave the house wearing something I do not like. I love to shop. It is the only way I get to relax. I love bulk shopping above all things co'z I have a nasty habit of just pulling stuff off the racks without thinking much about them. I am very spontaneous. I love taking risks and trying new things. You can always count on me to go your every "trip" considering it won't put me in danger. Haha! I love going on unplanned trips. I love suprises! I like going on adventures and experiencing new things. I live to drive. Haha! :) I love driving a lot and I especially love cars. I have an addiction for them. I collect hot wheels, and other toy car models. I am sort of boyish at times. I love doing guy stuff like climbing walls, carpentry, etc. I also love sports. I will forever be a sporty girl. I never really sucked at sports-- it's one of those things I am proud to say I excel in. Music is my passion. I cannot live without music. I appreciate all genres although I am completely in love with alternative rock. I love to play my guitar or piano-- though I'm not brilliant or anything. I wish to be part of a band. In our sort of band, I play the bassist and vocalist. Haha! toink! I am very creative. I express it either through writing, graphics making, drawing, or any other form of self-expression. I am an artist and constantly changes my look. I can be punk, sporty, nerdy, cheerleader-y, flirty, childish, simple, cute one day and change again the next. I love to experiment with myself for I believe I AM my ultimate canvass.