JUST FOR TODAY my thoughts will be on my recovery,
living and enjoying life without the use of drugs.
JUST FOR TODAY I will have faith in someone in NA who
believes in me and wants to help me in my recovery.
JUST FOR TODAY I will have a program. I will try to follow it to the best of my ability.
JUST FOR TODAY, through NA, I will try to get a better perspective on my life.
JUST FOR TODAY I will be unafraid. My thoughts will be on my new associations, people who are not using and
who have found a new way of life. So long as I follow
that way, I have nothing to fear.
I'm five foot two and a half, with a ten foot attitude. I'm loud, opinionated, brutally honest, and a total spaz...'hyperactive' is putting it mildly, hehe!! I can go from zero to super-bitch at the drop of a hat - but lately I've been working really hard on trying to correct that. I can get away with saying that I'm 29, but I'm really 41...UGH!
I'm normally quite the hermit - preferring my own company to that of the world in general. Reason being that I have zero tolerance for stupidity. I live in the L.A. area, and you can bet that if I go out into public, I'm gonna be in the 'stupid cashier' line, or behind the moron who has no clue how to drive....I dunno, maybe it just seems that way to me, but I'm tellin ya, sometimes it seems that I'm flypaper for morons or something!
I'm a 100% self-taught hardware, software and code-geek....I love messing around with HTML, PHP, Etc....Its fun to manipulate scripts and make them do what I want them to do (instead of what they were written to do). I can geek from one end of the scope to the other - hardware, software, scripting, tech support....I love every minute of it!
I'm definately not your typical, everyday, helpless female! I actually know how to check the oil in my vehicle...not only do I know how to check it, but I can actually change it! Believe it or not, turning a wrench under the hood of a vehicle is probably one of my favorite things to do - and I dont mean just on the sissy-la-la stuff like changing the oil or sparkplugs either! I've pulled transmissions, replaced head gaskets, and installed everything from water pumps to exhaust systems. I have more tools than alotta guys that I know, and I know how to use them. Most girls are happy receiving gifts like perfume or jewelry....but not me...I prefer Craftsman over Cardin anyday! LOL!!
Here I am being Wrench Wench!
It seems that I've always lived my life under the rule of Murphy's Law. No matter what, every time I get the ball rolling, something always happens along that just fucks things right up! And even though everything else may go wrong, I can tell you that there are 2 things that I've done absolutely perfect - and those are my wonderful children! :)
I have a fondness for Pit Bulls, and prefer them to any other breed of dog that's out there. Contrary to popular belief, these dogs are NOT mean or vicious, and do not go thru their lives looking for some innocent victim to attack! By Nature, they are loving, loyal, extremely intelligent, willing to do anything to please, hillarious and goofy creatures. They're happiest when they are just clowning around and making you laugh, or trying to be 100 pound lap dogs. Their individual personalities shine thru like no other breed I know of!
My dog Dodger is a mix of Pit Bull and Coyote (as well as some other breeds I'm sure), and has the most gentle temperment I've ever known a canine to have. He's spoiled rotten, of course...LOL! There's no other place in the world that he'd rather be than by my side. I think that if he could actually fit in my pocket, thats where he would insist on being all the time so that I would never be out of his sight. And when I look into his eyes, I know that there's more than 'just a dog' in there...he's my best friend and he loves me unconditionally. I just wish the hell he'd quit shedding everywhere, dammit! ROFLMAO!!
And this coming weekend; the worst is yet to come...
Grevena the Swamp-Witch (aka MissJenny of The Magick Attic) will have a tarot/rune-stone table in The Port O'the Black Sails (next to the battlefield - just follow the sound of the cannons!) and will be telling fortunes all weekend. Free readings to all guild members, vendors and handsome rogues; though I will accept tips, booze, your little brothers and other 'perks' - so come and see me!
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