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Oct.11
:D so yeah. Homecoming was pretty amazing. There was badstuff, of course, but I'll get to that later. xD my date was the perfect gentlemen and didn't even mind that I picked him up almost an hour late. ;3 It was Ryan, btw. Everyone freaked out and called me pretty because I don't look girly often. 8D;; thanks, I did look kinda cute. I danced with a bunch of band kids and it was funn~ <3. xDDD I'd like to thank Megan for picking out my dress.
Half way through the dance I realized someone sole my purse. How lame, right? I wasn't giving up on it or anything. Fuck no, that's my Grandmother's[april.11.08, never forgotten] purse D8<.So I went table hopping with some good friends that gave up their dance time to help me. I found the purse but my camera and my pack of fucking gum was missing. What kind of asshole steals gum? D8< my favorite kind too. And the brainless fucker broke my mirror that i INHERITED from my mother.. Gosh, I was so angry.. But I alerted every cop, teacher, and DJ there. At one point the principle was pulled into it. 8D haha. So yesyesyes. I might just offer a reward. It has my last homecoming parade marching with my saxophone pictures and me getting my plume switched... That's total bullshit. It makes me want to cry.
Anyway. After the dance Ryan was a total sweetheart and took me out to eat at Big Boys. xD we have such funny stories from that place. >_> He paid for my dinner and then we had to stand outside in the cold for a moment or two while we waited for my dad to pick us up. Overall it was a great homecoming, my first too. <333! /End.

Oct.10
Tomorrow is homecoming and k-kun's birthday <333! /End.

Oct.9
Haha. I'll bite you and you'll like it ;DDD /End.

Oct.8
Wow.. It's finally setting in on me that I'm going to homecoming. It's just with a friend but it's all fluttery at my house.. Like my mom's talking about dresses and blahblahblah. Luckily me and megan went and I got one today.. It's strange, I didn't think I'd be doing all this =] it's kind of nice /End.

Oct.7
Game club today. >:U I didn't get to give him a damn birthday gift. I'm tired... I'm failing at homeworkkkk /End.

Oct.6
Tomorrow's his birthday ;DDD /End.

Oct.5
I feel all icky.. really down and such. It's probably because of this one person. Hmph.. I bet he doesn't even realize it. Probably just off in his own little world, right? Dx It's always gonna be like this, i swear. It's also this one chicks..well.. two girls faults. >:C I'm tired of getting this little heart trampled.. /End.

Oct.4
Comet Burger is absolutely magnificent. ;__; best BLT i've had in so long.. I went out tonight with KiNG, krystal, and katie.. Have you guys seen Sweeny Todd? Ohmygoddd. I want to die. It was marvelous, I swear it was. I love all the songs and I absolutely didn't see the ending coming at all. ;__; The characters were great. I want to watch it again and again and again.. But i've got to give the dvd back to megan. >:U phooey. /End.

Oct.3
OHMYGOSH the foot ball game was AMAZING. I'm hoarse again ;] that's how you do it... on the other hand.. I'm really really starting to want out. I wish i could just quit school ;__; /End.

Oct.2
you know what he makes me realize? I miss you, but I can't say for certain if you feel even that anymore. Things are special with you. With him it's awkward and annoying. I don't know. I wish I could go back /End.

Oct.1
I'm not as happy as i could be with my beloved saxophones. >:U!! come ON guys. I was so proud monday.. I was going to bring in treats to the next indoor practice for you all. ;___; don't let me downnn. You were all moseying and not listening to Billy and..URGGGGG. you were NOT the section I know and Loveee. ;__; do better on the playing test this monday, okayyy? I'm going to bring in the treat and if all of you get 2/3s then you can have it. If not i'm going to give it to the percussion >:O. I loved marching today. We got so much done.. but my lungs really hurt out of nowhere. Like it's liek " HIGH, NO MORE AIR FOR YOU ". and i dont want to sit out ;__; no, I have to march. I haven't felt like passing out or anything.. it's just like the bottom of my chest feels really hot and bubbly then it's hard to play. Whatever, I'll push onnn. #_# it's not liek the day when i almost blacked out and fell off the podium. That would have been embarassing D8>>. <33 ILOVEBANDDDD /End.

Sept.30
Urgh.. i hope there's game club tomorrow D8>> nothing up. Swamped with homework.. I'm kind of totally surprising myself.. /End.

Sept.29
Monday Monday Monday... <33 the saxophones were just marvelous today. I swear. He went around the band getting us to play a very easy part but for some reason no section could play on the right beats. We came to the Altos and I thought " ah, great, someone's gonna mess up ;__; please dont guyss " and they played it perfectly xD Which is amazing because sometimes they don't count like they should. They were so attentive with great posture.. I'm going to bring them in a treat. <3333~!!! BAND IS MY LIFE /End.

Sept.28
OH. MY . GOD. TODAY WAS THE INVITATIONAL. I just about died. We did good.. I wouldn't brag too hard on us though. @__@ the other bands were so amazing. I think we need to improve on alot of things... Mr.taylor pitched the idea of practice EVERY DAY next year... Marching band??... E..EVERYDAY?!?!? YHASMINE IS IN HEAVEN /End.

Sept.27
Redid my profile.. the song I have is from a cool little band called 'Hey Monday'. It's no gymclass or paramore, but They grew on me fast. <3 /End.

Sept.26
I'm very, very concerned.. I've only gotten 37 out of 67 permission slips for the invitational... That's so lame. You guys should get them in this SUNDAY.. If you know where I live then you can call me and then drop by my house and give me the slips.. or you can just make sure you bring them. It'd be a shame for you guys to not march after all the hard work we put in /End.

Sept.25
Hahahaaa. I have substitutes twice tomorrow. I'm so happy. That means way less work for me. >_> i suprised someone today.. and i beat the crap out a guy. Seriously xD I'm a weirdo... /End.

Sept.24
There ended up being no club.. I stayed afterschool until marching band practice.. I get annoyed easily I guess.. I hate when people are all like " YOU'RE DRUM MAJOR, DO YOUR JOB." I'm doing what I can.. so stop stepping in on me. I'm not going to learn if all you do is take over. JEEZE.. and I'm kind of tired of people complaining when they don't work as hard as they're supposed to be. I mean.. You can't always have things your way. You have to be able to take critisism. I'm not being hypocritical because the two situations I'm talking about are completely different. I've got sixthousand people telling me I can do better.. The people I'm talking about are just .. ugh. whatever. :3 invitational this sunday~! /End.

Sept.23
AHAHAH. Gameclub tomorrow! I'm bringing in the fullmetal alchemist movie and my brother's dreamcast and thing full of games. ;D I love club. it just brightens my schooldays. We got some new people and I want to keep 'em entertained~ here's to another year of gameclub! /End.

Sept.22
Marching band today was great. Everyone is learning their music quickly. =] it makes me so happy. The invitational is this sunday. <33333OHMYGOSH. I can't wait.. /End.

Sept.21
Dude. xD we had a bitchin dinner we spent the WHOLE day making. <3 i love shit like that with this family. I was sick so i didn't finish my history homework.. .__. i dont have time for anything anymore. I actually ENJOY one day of my weekend and I'm behind in my studies.. that's the biggest crock ever.. I've got other things to attend to. /End.

Sept.20
Ahhh. I'm still sick.. I slept all day and even missed dinner.. God, I'm still going to have to go to school... I'm dropping apushistory /End.

Sept.19
My mother had to put her foot down on me today.. I was up at three in the morning falling asleep at the kitchen table with my APUSHistory in front of me when she told me to go to sleep and that I wasn't going to school today. #___# i thank god for a mother like her.. I'm freaking sick. I caught a cold the other day at band practice but I kept going to school and staying up.. not to mention that I've barely ate since I work through breakfast before school, eat a sandwich at lunch, then work through dinner. = w= she made me chicken noodle soup (the real stuff :D with the vegetables and spiral noodles) and let me sleep in real late.. <33 ahhh I feel alot better <_<; i kind of miss him.. /End.

Sept.18
Okay.. i haven't slept all week. Like.. Seriously I think I've laid my head down for three hours the whole week. I haven't even slept on the weekends because I have no time to do that and all my homework.. I'm freaking swamped. Not to mention on top of all this I have to enter all the instruments into the online database at school.. I got like. Sixty done today. I'll try to get some done tomorrow. Because I stayed after and picked up brandon with dad I lost some valuable work-time. URRGH. God. There's a football game tomorrow. I'm going to be maxed out /End.

Sept.17
AHOHMYGOSHHH. <3 the first anime and video game club meeting!! AHH it's WONDERFUL. <3loveloveloveee. There's some new faces and they all look like some great kids. ;3 Next week we hit it off with games and the FMA movie. >;DDD HEREWEGOGUYS /End.

Sept.16
Man.. today was a half day and i STILL didn't sleep. I haven't slept for a very, very long time. I kid you not. Like.. I'll go into trances and shit. argh, This CANT be good for me... /End.

Sept.15
FORGET YOU. I RELIEVE STRESS >;D /End.

Sept.14
I should give up on everything in my life and just start doing stage makeup. I spent the whole damn morning making my eyeball blossom into a gorgeous flower >_>; yeah, it's what I do. I'm such an Idiot for getting all defensive and hurt and then sit there waiting for that red font to pop up saying I have a New Message... Yhasmine, what's happening with you, you homicidal-bitch-queen. Something's got to be wrong with me, I swear... Ah, i should probably go wash this flower off my face. I've been blossoming alld ay. /End.

Sept.13
seriously.. i need a life or something instead of sitting around the house.. Well, even if I had social activities it's not like I could do them. >:U too much fucking history homework. I like the challenge of getting the shit doen but it seriously takes a bite out my fucking time... Man, I wanna drop this class so bad but the teacher's kind of a psyco who freakin' goes to your counsellor person majig and tells them you're too smart to drop and she goes around dogging kids who escaped while they still could... JEEZE. It was easier in Mrs.Frankstein's class.. I wish history was at LEAST at the end of the day so I could spend all my time in school doing this shit instead of rushing the night before to do some heinous assignment that should be illegal in all states of the U.S. URGH. she invokes such ANGER in me D8<< MAKES ME FEEL THINGS ABOUT STUFF /End.

Sept.12
I was so happy five seconds ago... /End.

Sept.11
.. the homework load is getting to be a bit ridiculous now. I have 25 people/places/things to define in APHistory, Music to memorize for band, Geometry review and TEST to study for, a compare and contrast essay in American Lit, and three fucking charts to draw out in Economics. All due by tomorrow.. FUCKFUCKFUCK. I'm getting off the computer right now so I can do it all.. god. I'm sick of Idiots /End.

Sept.10
Today and yesterday I had tests in two classes each. Well a quiz in Geometry.. the actual test will be friday. goody. I'm getting so annoyed with school right at the very beginning... but I've got to hang in there. This is all going to pay off in the end, i tell myself before i trudge through the books. I was angry that I got a 'B' on my first APUSHistory class.. That's bullshit. She made us process all this information and then fucking asked us fucking FIVE questions. on shit SHE barely covered. ohgod. I feel like hurting someone. ;___; urghhhh. Whatever. I'm reading a book called sweethearts.. It's great so far /End.

Sept.9
Band Practice tomorrow. We're just doing some of pregame and whatnot. uugh. I want to have everything up and charted already!! It's taking too long. I always have this restless feeling when it comes to band. I really really want to have the whole thing down so I can just get out there and march /End.

Sept.8
I'm very good when it comes to giving speeches or just talking in general, I realize. ._. I've got an extended vocabulary and I'm always being praised. Hah, it makes me feel like I'll really get somewhere in life knowing how to talk to people. ;D /End.

Sept.7
I have the creepiest feeling that I'm being ignored. It's so random and I didn't think anything was wrong, but I could be wrong. I told myself I was being stupid and paranoid but.. I think I'm right.. and if I am then that's the saddest thing. I didn't think this would happen between us of all people. /End.

Sept.6
.. I need to get out the house with some friends or something.. This all makes no sense.. What the hell. I really don't get it, so I guess I'll just sit around doing homework or something... /End.

Sept.5
Wow, I can barely believe it's Friday. Thank God. I got alot of homework for the weekend. >:I ohwell. i wanted a challenge when I signed up for these classes. I've got to saddle down mentally. I'm preparing for college... So anyway, I'm totally regretting shit recently. Not looking back, not thinking, just seriously stone cold regret. AH, believe me it sucks but I know this shit's got to be resolved one way or another. In other news.. Haha, I laugh at you for trying so hard. Yeah, You know who you are. .__. Seriously, talk about me like a dog then just.. Ah, whatever, forget it. I'm not even getting into it with anyone, it's stupid and causes nothing but irritation. Sooo~! Youmaconnn. That's totally all that's keeping me going at this point. Ohgod, i HAVE HAVE HAVE to get money to go. ._.; i'd cry if i didn't have the money. This is my event of the YEAR. that and the gym class heroes concert... But I'd be so much more hurt if I missed Youmacon. >_>; I doubt I'll cosplay this year.. things didn't go according to plan. I wonder if my friends are still planning to go with me? Eh, I'll ask them when I hang with them again D:. I wish I was selling art this year. > 3> back to the drawing boarddd. WEEKEND /End.

Sept.4
Ah, ohmygosh, I've been busy with homework since school started. It's like midnight and I have to go to sleep now. xD I've been working since I got home and I'm still not done. I set my alarm early so I can get it done before I go to school. Haha, I'm swamped with work and I totally love it. What kind of weirdo am I? xP It's because I like the challenge of getting it all done. I've been filling my agenda out all nice and cute to make sure I got my dates and events going. I'm preparing mentally for college. I'll need it because I'm going out for every scholarship available to me. Ah, speaking of wich I've got to spend my band scholarship. Argh, I want saxophone lessons but I don't want it to get in the way of my homework. I'll find a way. Maybe fridays afterschool or something. That'd work out. And I've got to get to teching. There's just TOO MANY things I want to go to and do that require $$$. Whatever, I'm going to go sleep before I wake up, shower, and get to my geometry before I walk up to school. =) I hope I get a locker by someone cool! /End.

Sept.3
so you know that homework i was bitching about? >:I i get there today and the teacher is still out so we didnt hadn it in at all! Dx can you believe this!? I worked SO hard and stayed up till almost TWO and then woke back up at five to try to finish again. I won't let my homework tear me limb from limb. I'll put in as much effort, as long as it takes, so I can finish. Ahhh, I'm so bored right now. .__. i'm ripping my nailpolish off. I'm so lame. I'm tired of them already. >:I it's because i have cheap nailshit that chips like crazy so all my cute little designs die immediately and leave me angry. School today was okay, great even. I'm glad there's no playing in band for a while. = w= a much needed break. doesn't stop me from practicing at home though. AHH when i got home today i went STRAIGHT. TO. SLEEP. <3 it was heaven. I've been working nonstop these last couple days even before school. >:I shit's lameeee. Anyway, I'm going to go to bed. I've got a curfew now ;D /End.

Sept.2
... it's the first day of school. it's a fucking HALF day. so will SOMEONE please explain to me why i have homework? I have to read 22 pages and state the thesis, find five supporting facts, and write definitions for three words i dont know.. Anndd I have to match up all the presidents with these stupid facts about them. Things like " president had a dog named 'checkers' " ARGH. yo don't know how hard it is to find this stuff... I'll be staying up most of the night.. great. D8< FREAKINGREAT. I'm not going to go to sleep at all... wish me luck in AP us history. >:I /End.

Sept.1
Ah, first day of school is tomorrow. Damnit. I'm I really don't even care. I'm not psyched or anything for it like i usually am. =/ oh well. Happy holiday. Labor day, right? It's my brothers birthday, So i texted him. I almost completely forgot xDDooops /End.

Aug.31
Each day I'm closer to have this thing a year long. ;DD it's so great, i swear. anywayy, I did my nails. Now they're Leopard print in pink. 8D I'm so trendy, i swear. Leopard and cheeta are my absolute favorite animal print. I wouldn't wear the skin, but the print is gorgeous. That and Zebra. ;DD haha, I'm a weirdo. Lately I've been regretting a few things.. well, not really regretting, just looking back on them and wondering. It's strange how things tend to work out when you're young. Now everyones okay without eachother and I want to stir shit right back up. Argh, I'm such an idiot. SO, anyone listen to ' be your own PET'? they're quickly becoming my favorite band. Too bad they've broken up already. LAME >:U. But as the saying goes " all's well that ends well ". haha, Maybe i should think of that more often. Yeah, I'm off to go sleep or something. :D new default soon /End.

Aug.30
I'm so used to staying up so late that by the time I write these it's already the next day. I have to end that. School is day after tomorrow so I'm going to have to adjust quick. Humans are creatures of habit, so we have to fall into step with these kinds of things... Anyway, I think I'll go watch some anime /End.

Aug.29
Today was very uneventful. My friends have grown a bit and I think soon I'll start taking off the ones who I don't talk with D:. Eh, Maybe I'll leave them alone. It's not that big of a deal. Whatever.. Anyway, I've been doing nothing but talking to my friends all day. <3 it makes me happy. I looked at studio-apartments all day and I think it's totally where I want to live. Jeeze, that'd be amazing as all get out. xDD Me and King were talking about splitting the rent and decking out the pad. ;) all I know is I want to save immediately and as SOON as I graduate I'll be gone. Don't be freaked out or anything. It's not like my life is horrible or anything but I want to take some stress off my parent's hands. I'm their most able child so there's no reason I can't be up and out ASAP. Until then, I'll get a bank account and start saving like the wind. Nothing, and I mean, NOTHING will stop me...
A little big ago I got off the phone with Nikki. I'm so glad I got my cellphone. We could barely catch eachother before considering our times and such. Now if she needs me I'm here, always and forever. 8D haha, I'm such a sappy nerd. We talked for two hours and nineteen minutes. xD You can ask anyone. My phone conversations are SHORT. I don't enjoy being on the phone all that much, but when it comes to Nikki then I could stay on for hours talking about nothing or just listening when she needs me to. And I know she's always there for me. ;)) ahh, i can't say enough good things about my best friend. We're both kind of having relationship problems at the moment. >:U don't worry, baby, I'll steal you away and we'll go and make a life of our own~ /End.

Aug.28
AHHHH 8DD I GOT MY SCHEDULEEE. .. I'm not as angry about it as I usually am. :D sweetshit. I don't have any classes with any friends so far. >:I lameelamelame. Anyway. The football game was cool. We WON, 20 to 7. GO LINCOLN! That's so sweet >;D. So yesyesyes, I can't wait till school starts. <3 im a juniorrr. It's crazy to think i only have two years left. I'll make them last~ /End.

Aug.27
Dude, this little blog thing is almost a whole year long.. I've had like three big breaks in it, but besides that I've filled it out quite frequently. :DDD YAY. Tomorro is the first football game the marching band plays at. Sadly we can't march because we didn't get THAT much done. ._. /End.

Aug.26
D8< ohmygod man, yesterday night Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann didn't come on. AREGHHH:LDF!? Instead R.O.D was on and it's not like I've watched that sixthousandtimes over. U_U i ended up chatting with king about piercings and womenns. :D i want my new piercings soon. >__<"" i want themmm. /End.

Aug.25
Man, summer's so boring. I'm glad school's starting soon. :D finally, some salvation. I'll probably doing comissions eventually considering that I need to make money... U_U or I can sell my friends for money. :DDD yes, that sounds like a bet /End.

Aug.24
;D ahh, ohmigayy. Koori finally messaged me. Not that I was waiting or anything. He's fun to talk to. <3 I want to go back to school shopping.. I need more clothes. I've worn through everything and then some. All my siblings are tiny so I don't get hand me downs and now to top everything off we have two college students with expensive college fees. ;__; things aren't looking good for me right now. I need a job.. AH I also need music. ;__; the mp3 player ryan was so sweet to give me committed suicide quite some time ago. ARGHSLDKF. I'm going to go insane. I want an 80Gb iPod Class in BLACK~ I'll have to start taking comissions or something ._. /End.

Aug.23
I finally updated my profile. There was seriously nothing to do all day. Not like I'd be able to considering that my legs hurt most of the day. I bet they'll be better by tomorrow.. My neighbors are fighting next door. They're crazyy. :D but school's gonna start soon, in a few days. Ahh, my new classes! /End

Aug.22
Ahhh, the pain of progress. We presented today. I've come to realize that I've got some great kids on my hands. Seriously. I can't tell you how great it is to have my section. Besides from a straggler or two, everyone definitely has their acts together. I'm looking forward to marching festival with them!! /End.

Aug.21
I must be just the biggest bitch ever.. seriously, I'm not even going to lie. It must thrill me so much, amirite?...
I am so tired with this. It's straining on me and I just don't want to take it anymore. It's so stupid. I swear. I swear. GOD I'm so frustrated right now I don't know what to do. It's the same shit going on over and over and over with just different fucking people. Get some new material, guys. Shit. I'm getting all snippy and sarcastic again because i'm upset. Whatever. i'll have to sleep it off or something. All I can ever do is admit i'm wrong. WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG, right? So yes, we'll just go down this track again. Just one more time /End.

Aug.20
I was a bit frustrated.. It's okay though- It's all okay. /End.

Aug.19
Damn dude... my legs are KILLING me. no liesss i swear to you. The bottoms hurt and swell. u__u;; that sucks. Ah, the pain of band /End.

Aug.18
AHHHAHAHAH. It is SO refreshing to be marching again. I lead the morning stretches in stuff so I try to get people energized =]. It's sweet how fast people are catching onnnnn~ Freshmen are pretty bitchin' this year <3 /End.

Aug.17
aw... Me an' king were supposed to hang out to day. needless to say it didn't really happen. It's okay though, it's no one's fault because we both stayed up till five in the morning before. Band camp starts tomorrow.. I want to seriously show my stuff. =] i want to be a GREAT example. AHAH, did i mention? I'm section leaderrrrr <3 that makes me SO happy. I remember when I was a freshmen and wanted it SO bad.. no lie. This is greatttt /End.

Aug.16
FINALLYYYY. <3 WE HAD THE FIRST BAND MEETING! It was so great. I went early for the sectionleader meeting and then later he needed help so i ended up staying from 11:30 to 8:30. crazyy. But I didn't even leave school grounds until 9:30. Haha, spent some time swinging again. Man, I love all the kids we have now. They're all so passionate. The band is sounding GREAT. This is the BEST feeling ever. =] i KNOW we can get our goals with dedication like this /End.

Aug.15
Okay, i totally COULDNT keep my excitement down and ended up going to see the drumline/colorguard at my school. I couldn't wait till tomorrow, of course not! I got a senior picture from a friend and ended up helping set up the room and yaddayadda. It was fun. I spent almost the whole day up at the schoooool. I'm such a weirdo. <3/End.

Aug.14
I ended up hanging with my sister today.. It's rare because alot of the time she just wants to walk and that's not very interesting to me. Anyway, We ended up walking to the park then to the back of the school.. nothing to large and extravagant. We swung more. I'm trying to burn as many calories as I can, but this diet's not looking to great. I've planned a hangout date with king. I'll probably be redoing my profile soon. Ah, dude, I want to see Gym Class Heroes come this October. SERIOUSLYYYY. ahgod you dont know how much i'd give, damn it. /End.

Aug.13
I like swinging.. I'm not even lying. My day didn't really start till four when I went biking. I text people asking if they want to hang and they don't reply and shit... I'm not surprised though. So i rode around the park five times till it was drizzling then i went into the library to find out it was freaking closed. Greattt. So I moseyed my way to walgreens and just went inside for a bit till it wasn't drizzling and ended up in the back of the school at the swingset. Haha, when I was a kid girls were jealous because I could swing the highest. Boys thought I was kickass for it. If only shit was that easy now-days. /End.

Aug.12
And so begins my diet... I don't even really think I need it.. maybe I'm just bored? o_o; strange shit, son. I rode my bike THREE MILES. I'm making a point of riding every fucking day to make sure i get SOME exercise out of my time. And it's really not a diet to say, it's more like i split EVERYTHING in half and hand it off to someone in the house and eat less. Yep. If I give it away there's no way I can go get more or whatever; So it's not like I'm starving- I'm eating normal amounts. =] /End.

Aug.11
Shit dude. Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann comes on Sci-Fi. Made my fucking day, dude. <3 Srsly, Anime just lifts my spirits. I can't wait till the damn convention. It's going to be even better. Haha, Have I mentioned that I recently learned how to glowstick? Shit's fun to do. The con will be ten times better though. /End.

Aug.10
Haha, wow. That hurt. Seriously, I don't even know what to say. I feel like fucking crying. I really distort shit, don't I? It wasn't funny, no. Why didn't I realize that before? It was stupid. Ah, so stupid. Damn, this is bothering me. I can't say whatever. Damn, this is really fucking gettng to me ... /End.

Aug.9
I wonder what Princess is doing? I miss her... /End.

Aug.8
My computer's not connecting to the internet for some odd reason.. I forgot about the dang olympics and missed the opening ceremony. Great. Oh well, at least I'm still kickin... /End.

Aug.7
What's everyone up to today? All my friends are out and about and no one even bothers to message me or invite me out anymore.. and i don't want to impose and be there if they don't want me. Man, this really blows. ;;A;; I want someone I can always hang out with, or at least a place I can always go.. hope everyone's having fun without me. *tch /End.

Aug.6
AHH~! I haven't eaten all day.. seriously, my stomach is tearing it'sself apart. ;_; there's absolutely nothing to eat in the cabinets, not even ramen. This sucksss. ouchuu.. /End.

Aug.5
Lonely... I'm so lonely~ /End.

Aug.4
8] OMIGAWW aren't my purikura pictures just ADORABLE~?!!!! I've been doing nothing lately, It's pretty lame. ;___; someoneeee~ help me! i need to text new people >;o ask for my number, da! /End.

Aug.3
Okay, so I did nothing today. this does not please me in the slightest. I don't need to be wasting my life away. I've got to get out there and do something tomorrow. Me and k-kun are supposed to hang. I hope everything goes according to plan <3 /End.

Aug.2
Ah! king got out the hospital early this morning. I went to visit her and we hung out with krystal for a bit before she went home then we checked out cool VK clothes online. *sigh* Wish i could afford to dress how i want ;____; Besides that though I'm hanging out with Dej tomorrow. I have no idea what we're doing though. That's part of the fun with that girl, it's always an adventure~!! Yeah, I feel the need to bust some faces too. Everyone is so disgusting nowdays. Seriously, shit doesn't make sense. Lets fall in love with the shit that kills you and then rip out the throats of the people who try to save you. Great job, cocksuckers. Oh well, Not my problem. I'm going to watch them burn <3/End.

Aug.1
Slept over krystal's. We watched comedy central and Resident Evil Extinction. She took me to affirmation and I ended up running into erica and kenny. <3 it was fun. The people there are really nice too :D /end

Jul.31
ah, you don't know how awesome today was. Seriously though. I rode my bike about a mile and met up with some friends at king's house. We spent the day with King's new camera MYSON/DAUGHTERFUJI. =] imma put a bow on fuji and take him/her to play catch. We walked around and I played photographer. You can go see the pictures in King and Queens Photo albums. I got a new default. haha, a whole day of pictures and i only get ONE i like. I'm so complicated <3 /End.

ah, I stopped keeping up with this for a while

Mar.23
Happy Easter /End.

Mar.22
Thank god it's saturday.. i didn't think i could keep up with my daily routine. I'm so tired all the time. It makes no sense. The honors band is coming up and I've got to start practicing more.. not to mention I procrastinated in Chemistry class and now i've got to make up seven chapters worth of notes and ALL the damn labs... I don't feel like going through all this shit. I don't feel good at all. .___. guys are a hassle /End.

Mar.21
D8 I HAVE TO FINISH MY EXAMS. other than that.. i hope i get to hangout this weekend.. I never do anymore. ;____; my friends don't love meeee... /End.

Mar.20
Exams are bullshit. .__. I haven't studied for anything. Well I got my new classes.. Came home, went to sleep.. 8D /End.

Mar.19
]8< I'm done being broken-hearted. The shit never did me any good in the first place. /End.

Mar.18
So, I should update this profile of mine. It's pretty lame =/ sorry bout that /End.

Mar.17
Jazzband... There's a founder's day performance this wednesday. /End.

Mar.16
I thought you'd know me enough to tell I was lying. /End.

Mar.15
STATE RESULTS ARE IN. Saxophone Quintet of Lincoln Highschool. Playing Solace and Minuet in E-b, managed to receive.... a 1 as their final rating. @_@ IM SO AMAZEDDDDD
i cry too much... /End.

Mar.14
I had to finish a huge art project that was due weeks ago last night. stayed up till the early hours of the morning and finished while talking to him on the computer. he's great company, I'm surprised to admit. Well anyway I had to finish ten sketches during school to turn into the art teacher by last bell. Thankfully I got it all done and in order... States is tomorrow, can't wait /End.

Mar.13
Exams next week, state solo and ensemble this weekend.. I'm booked /End.

Mar.12
Wow.. I didn't expect for you to come out of the blue like that.../End.

Mar.11
Trying to get back into the habit of writing this thing ;__;. Anyway, >_> i'm picking up sewing.. yayyy.. u_u now prince can have all the pretty lolita dresses he wants when he finally catches on... /End.

Mar.10
I came back from the dead .____. new house, just got internet. shit's awesome.. bye /End.

Feb.16
Sayonara... Zetsubo sensei. /End.

Feb.15
A whole bunch of tests today... At least next week's winter break. We're moving so I can spend all the time in my new room remodeling stuff... hopefully my sister doesn't go overboard with decorating... /End.

Feb.14
shit. Happy valentines day. /End.

Feb.13
I miss steven.../End.

Feb.12
roar.. i found a button maker i want to buy for the con this year. I hope I can raise money for it or something. .__. if i do fourty pictures for ten dollars each i can have it easyyy /End.

Feb.10
.... dude, was i drunk or something? I don't even remember this day D8 /End.

Feb.9
Solo and Ensemble day
Saxophone quintet - 1
Saxophone duet - 2
Saxophone solo - 2
I'm proud of myself ♥

Afterwards I hung out with dejanelle, trevor, and steven.. it's strange, because as soon as I thought it might be best for both of us to give up I kind of fall in love again.. he has to stop doing this to me... /End.

Feb.8
._. ow.. i have a sore from playing the sax too much. hope it doesn't effect my playing too much. I doubt it. Suddenly I can play for long periods of time though without getting tired or fatigued. Thank god, i'm finally improving... /End.

Feb.7
A god-damn snow day. o_o; michigan weather sure is shitty.../End.

Feb.6
Just got back from the band concert. Just finished playing three saxophones. =] just got finished being examined by a music guru. Just got finished being disappointed. Just got finished slacking off. Time to get serious /End.

Feb.5
Practicing nonstop... my mouth feels kind of numb and painful ._.; whatthehell. Anyway, Solo and Ensemble this Saturday.. I'm pumped. /End.

Feb.4
Ahh... playing the saxophone is so soothing n_n it makes me so happy compaired to all the bullshit i've been putting up with. ♥ thank god, some salvation... /End.

Feb.3
What the HELL DO YOU WANT!? Everything is so complicated. If it's a no then just fucking say no. I'd rather just be done with this than to keep guessing. You're fucking around, and I'm sick of it. This isn't a game to me. /End.

Feb.2
mall... /End.

Feb.1
I know i'm selfish, but am i really no good? /End.

Jan.31
Dude, im getting tired of drama. It's always hesaid-shesaid and it always leaves best friends being mortal-fucking-enemies just because someone couldn't keep their mouths shut. Girls need to chill out. this is why i dont have a girlfriend >:| niggas want to be all in eachothers shit, telling who what they're doing wrong. It's maddening. I'm glad to say that I don't even need to worry about all this though. People know me, and they know that i don't stand for that crap. u__u so dont come to me with drama, trying to start shit, then smiling innocently when someone calls your ass out. /End.

Jan.30
shit, i can NOT stay over dejanelles. I laugh too much. ;;__;; my stomach hurrrtsss~ /End.

Jan.29
didn't go to school. Sick /End.

Jan.28
I'm tired of getting screwed over, love. /End.

Jan.27
Drawing..drawing...drawing.. /End.

Jan.26
Why the hell do i keep falling asleep. +__+;; in the most awkward and random of places as well. Livingroom floor, diningroom, kitchen counter (yes, the counter). #__#; i need to watch it before i fall sleep walking or something. Argh /End.

Jan.25
;;__;; arrgh. Dejanelle is groundedddddd. Im so mad. >:| now i have nothing to do. Me and my sister might get the chance to go to the mall today if all goes well. We might not considering we're supposed to be spending all this time and effort packing up our belongings. v__v we're going to be moving pretty soon. people suck... /End.

Jan.24
Argh.. i dont even remember what happened this day. T___T all i know is that i stayed up till fucking 3am to finish an art project. The teacher keeps riding me, which is bullshit because i was one of the only ones to have it done the next day /End.

Jan.23
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
Thanks to everyone that wished me a happy birthday. ;;__;; it means the world to me. Luckily there wasn't any game-club so i got to go home and celebrate it with chili dogs and cake ;]. Afterwards I went to this really sweet, kick ass fieldtrip with the symphonic band to the DBSO preforming at Rochester(sp?) THAT WAS AMAZING!! I can't even describe to you how cool it was. There was no saxophones but I hung around the brass, listening to the trupets mostly. They were so godly compared to our own trumpets (no offence ];) Their music was so serious but light and flowing. They played so many different styles that I sat there awestruck how they just seemed to move along without missing a beat or breaking a sweat.
*_______* fucking amazing /End.

Jan.22
I Didn't remember that 'meru puri' was such a good manga. <3 it's adorable and cute. I got it today~.
;_______; i miss my steven. I'm going to have to go visit him one of these days >:| but i can never quite get things together. v__v;; it's not fair for me to expect him to do all the work in this relationship [hahawork]. ;] ah, ilovehimsomuch.
MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW. Now that it's right around the corner I can barely contain myself. Suddenly im all 'ahhah~!!<333!' and happy about it. It's really cool to me. =] arrrgh. people are probably tired of hearing about it by now. sorry guys, thanks for putting up with meeee♥♥ /End.

Jan.21
My birthday is in two days... I barely remembered. I have gameclub and a fieldtrip on that day so I won't be doing very much celebrating. Oh well. I've been trying to put together the perfect playlist for my mp3 player. It's just TOO cute and fabulous. ♥ it glows gay colors at me when i turn it on (rainbowftw~?. It's just amazing. #_# i really never thought i'd get oneee... and now it's here in my hands ;;__;; too..happy... /End.

Jan.20
;] I GOT AN MP3 PLAYER♥♥♥!!!

Jan.19
=] my birthday is coming fast
New profile going on. I think it's way brighter than the black layout I had going ... It's also tons more coding. I finally had the time to sit down and do this
I've been talking to steven for a while. I'm not even near him but i can feel him with me ;;__;; i never thought i'd be saying gushy stuff like that~ /End.

Jan.18
I think i just read something.. that I wish I didn't... myspace is a bitch.. /End...

Jan.17
Dude. talked to see. haven't done that for a while. I miss her v__v she had to be all complicated and move away. ]8< this does not please the prince at all. Besides that matter, I've been really bored as of late. There's nothing to keep me going. I SPEND ALL MY TIME SLEEEEEP. Seriously. If not sleep I'm doing homework, which is really odd because i usually finish that shitt last minute and slap a name on it. Oh well. Things will try to look up for me, I swear.
Ladies be all up on the prince v___________v.. /End.

Jan.16
Planning to see Chris this saturday. <3 spend time snuggling [d'aw]. I really miss him. We talk on the phone at least once a day v_v; but talking only gets so much.
Anime club tomorrow... I have to decide on a valentines day event y___y;; I'm getting run ragged. In other news solo&ensemble is coming up now. I know that I have all early times. My quintet is at 8:00am then my duet is at 8:40am and I get to rest for quite a while before my solo at 10:47am. I hope that I get straight ones. I've actually been working really hard. I've got to get this.../End.

Jan.15
It was pretty random... but I got two pairs of pants today. ._. fucking sweet. Other than that. I talked to chris and we're planning on getting together soon. ;_____; urgh he's so nice. I'm going to help him with his 'homework'[hahabtchplz] then we'll go to the mall. ;] teehee.
I'm getting tired of this internet drama that's been starting between me and this one girl. Honestly. I'm ready to bust her in the face. She's not worth the $100 fine for hitting someone, but she should feel damn proud that I'll fix that nasty face of hers♥. Of course if I try to bring it up in school she'll avoid me or something stupid. Prince don't do internet drama. Talk shit get the motherfuckingdaylights beat out of you. Sorry, but I'm not going to sit back and let people spit poison. I'm taking care of things before they blow out of proportion. Either we settle this like grown highschool children [especially since she's a senior] or that child will swallow some teeth. /End.

Jan.14
holy shit. I was so tired yesterday. I planned on taking a nap at around eight, waking up and doing homework, then to finish talking to a few people.. that didn't work out at all. It's 4am the next day. I feel as if i got nothing done. It's time for me to catch up a bit. I seriously feel drained. Maybe I should spend less time out the house. Today after school I'm going straight to bed, no exceptions. I can barely keep my eyes open anymore... /End.

Jan.13
I'm so tired. I don't even know why. It seems like I've been half-heartedly running on a empty tank all day. [arrrghworriedaboutdejanelle]. Suddenly it's like I've dimmed down since Friday. I'm downright depressed right now.. Shit. /End.

Jan.12
Today was okay. I went to a different mall today with Dejanelle, megan, nathan, and andy. It was funny watching dejie try to explain the way to lakeside as Nathan drove. " LEFT, LEFFFFTTT. "
D.Gray-Man is a pretty kick ass manga. =] I didn't get too deeply into it at first but on a whim i actually picked up the manga and read it. #_# i'm up to volume five now. [haha] Speaking of wich i now own all of Hot Gimmick. I got volume 2 today. 8] that finishes up my collectionnn. All I'm aiming for now is Godchild 8 and Kamui 9. ;______; i want to get my hands on themmmmmm~ Can't wait. /End.

Jan.11
School was boring as ever. I went to dejanelle's after school and made my sad-ass attempt at helping her about her house. We ended up with megan, katherine, and Nathan at Macomb mall. It was damn fun, let me tell you. =]] Me and dejanelle got matching handcuff bracelets (hahathatshowilikeit). And we talked to this woman in Spencers about sexuality and she told me good luck on converting dejanelle into the darkside. x] fucking hilarious. We finished off the night with pictures, silly string, and a giant mountain dew slurpee in the van. Dude. Did anyone know that poprocks made a chocolate candy bar?? *__* THE SHIT SERIOUSLY POPS IN YOUR MOUTH!! It was hilarious. When you swallow it the chocolate sticks in your throat and makes your throat pop. I freaked out and dejanelle laughed at me until the same damn thing happened to her. HAhoe.
My 16th birthday is coming up quickly. It's strange.. like eleven days. I didn't even realize it. .__. I don't really want anything.. an mp3 player would be nice, but that's wishful thinking right there. I don't get birthday presents from my parents anymore... Oh well. I won't even be able to have that party that I wanted so badly. At least I can hang out with friends or something. I'm going to go listen to some Fefe Dobson now. /End.

Jan.10
Still angry.. worried about Dejanelle. I got rather devastating news that she had broken her finger. ;;__;; mypoorbaby♥
I think I'm growing colder. Suddenly things don't mean as much to me as they used to. I'm not being dramatic or anything but.. wow. It's hard to explain. .__. like, it's hard to care... /End.

Jan.9
I don't know how the hell to go about this situation. No one will listen. All the things that are apparently 'problems' can be easily solved... I'm so.. annoyed. I was sad all of yesterday thinking how nothing goes my way and how everything must be all my fault and then the less depressed I was the more angry I became. NONE OF THIS MAKES SENSE. Honestly. Things just seem to tangle horribly for me and I'm seriously sick of it. I don't run in circles chasing people's tails and trying to get them to ~~love~~ like me. It's a waste of time. SPIT IT OUT DAMNIT. There's no issue that can't be resolved with a little talk... /End.

Jan.8
I feel sick .. /End.

Jan.7
School was.. interesting. I hate the fact that I get an amazing boyfriend and suddenly all these guys want to hit on me. Seriously, no one thought I was all that great before and now they're always bugging me. NOT THAT IM INTERESTED IN THOSE FUCKERS OR ANYTHING, but it's annoying to say over and over " yea, taken. " especially when half the bastards don't listen and try to hit on and feel me up anyway. That's bullshit. I'm not going to suddenly come to a realization that my boyfriend isn't for me. He's more than perfect and more than I deserve so back off. I'm taken /End.

Jan.6
I miss him... /End.

Jan.5
I've had the greatest day today. I went to Macomb Mall with Dejanelle and had a pretty sweet time. I got some great jewelry too.
I haven't seen Steven since before new years. I miss him. =[ i needs kisses. I wish i lived closer to him so i could spend more time with him. Even if it's just holding his hand♥ .__. i'm hooked /End.

Jan.4
Spending the night at Dejanelle's again. Quite on a whim. #__#;; argh. We've been up all night looking at stupid stuff that can't possibly have any significance. =] don't you just love boredom? /End.

Jan.3
First day back to school. Pretty decent. I basically spent the whooooole day doing homework that I neglected during the break. +__+;;;. It's really comfortable walking down those halls again.. as if break never really even happened. Everyone is acting as if we never even left. what a strange school. Anyway, I've been practicing more for Solo & Ensemble. Argh, I believe I might end up switching songs. There's a more challenging one I'd like to try =]. Other than that nothing much is going on in boring little warren, michigan... /End.

Jan.2
Second day of the year. It's 7 in the morning.. and I've been talking to the best boy to ever walk into my life all night. He's seriously amazing, and I can't say enough, find the words to explain, or hope to summarize how he makes me feel. Second day of the year and i'm crying because he's made me so happy. I'm sobbing because I remember just a little while ago when I was so hurt and something like love was incomprehensible for me. I'm sobbing because I don't want to loose this feeling. Never. I want to always be there to hold his hand, to kiss his cheek, to tell him that I love him. And I hope he'll let me. I know he'll let me /End.

Jan.1
My New Year's Resolution: Forgive, forget, and don't follow. '08 is going to be amazing. I'm going to complete the transformation that I started when I decided to be myself. I think forgetting all the upsetting things that've happened to me during '07 will help to make me feel better. Just thinking about it gets me pumped >=O. That means all those people that hurt me will be forgiven and I won't hold any more grudges. Everyone means well in the end. This also means I'm not going through all the drama shit. Fuck that. I don't need it in my life, and I know that tons of people say it but I'm sticking to it. I won't dislike people because my friends do and I won't choose my friends based on biased things. =] everyone deserves a chance.♥ /End.

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