Passion4wildlife!!!

About me:

Whoever comes across this page, Whoever may have been neglected, Whoever may have been abused, Whoever may identify, Whoever may support victims, Whoever may open their hearts, Whoever may not have thought about it, Whoever may be in denial, Whoever may realize it, Whoever may find it within themselves to advocate, Whoever may be looking for support, Whoever may not be able to stand up for themselves, Whoever may be willing to stand up for others, Whoever may be healing, Whoever may be going through it, Whoever may be getting through it, Whoever has gotten through it, Whoever does not want to feel like they are the only one, Whoever is willing to tell their story, Whoever may be dealing with itWhoever may take issue, Whoever wants to make a change, Whoever wants to save lives, Whoever wants to save themselves, Whoever wants to stop the violence, You are all welcome here........... I AM A MOTHER OF FOUR BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN(2 BOYS AGES 26 AND 19) AND 2 GIRLS(AGES 14 AND 12.I LOVE THE GREAT OUTDOORS, LOVE THE WILDLIFE...NATURE!!!I AM VERY SPIRITUAL BUT NOT OF RELIGION!!!(I AM NON-DENOMINATIONAL)I AM AN ADULT SURVIVOR OF MENTAL,EMOTIONAL,PHYSICAL AND SEXUAL CHILD ABUSE.THE ABUSERS WERE MANY DIFFER STEP DADS AND BOYFRIENDS MOM HAD,SHE WAS MARRIED AND DIVORCED 7 TIMES, MOM ALSO ABUSED SOME OF US(MAINLY ME THE MOST)!!! MENTALLY,EMOTIONALLY,VERBALLY AND PHYSICALLY. I DID EXPERIENCE THIS AS AN ADULT TOO.DIDNT MAKE VERY GOOD CHOICES FOR SOME TIME, I WAS BLANK ON HOW TO LIVE LIFE WITHOUT FEAR,LOW SELF ESTEEM,FAMIILY VALUES, I HAD TO DRINK TO ASSOCIATE WITH PEOPLE,BE OUT IN SOCIETY,CONVERSATE AND BE HUMOROUS.YOU NAME IT. I WAS DUMB FOUNDED AND SHY TO THE OUTSIDE WORLD. ALL I KNEW WAS I DID AND DO LOVE MY CHILDREN. I AM A RECOVERING CRACK ADDICT, WHICH I BECAME AFTER FEELINGS OF GUILT AND SHAME GIVING UP A MY CHILDREN TO DADS AFTER MULTIPLE BREAKDOWNS WHEN I FINALLY GOT SOOOO TIRED OF LIFE. I HAD NO CHILDHOOD I TOOK CARE OF SIBLINGS SINCE 3RD GRADE, I AM THE OLDEST OF SEVEN CHILDREN. I AM NOW LIVING LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!!THERE IS VERY FEW THINGS I DISLIKE A WHOLE LOT AND THAT INVOLVES EVIL, HATERS TO THE INNOCENT(BULLIES) AND ANY TYPE OF AN ABUSERS TO ANYONE OR THING AND ARROGANCE !!! OH, AND CHINESE FOOD, YUK! I AM SPONTANIOUS AND LOVE TO TAKE LIFE'S THRILLS TO THE LIMITS...SOME DAY I WANT TO SWIM WITH THE DOLPHINS, BUNGIE JUMP AND SKY DIVE. I WANT TO SOME DAY HAVE A SERENITY STORE W/SERENITY ROOM AND BEAUTIFUL GROUNDS AROUND IT FOR ONES TO RELAX,READ,MEDITATE AND HAVE GET TOGETHERS TO SHARE EXPERIENCE STRENGTH AND HOPE! I NOW HAVE MY FAMILY,AND A WONDERFUL FIANCE WHOM HAS TAUGHT ME LOVE,TRUST AND RESPECT FOR LIFE AND MYSELF.I STILL HAVE SOME WORK TO DO I AM STILL DEPRESSED AT TIMES FOR A BIT ABOUT GIVING UP MY GUILT AND SHAME I CARRY. AND WORRY TOO MUCH ABOUT MY CHILDREN AND THEIR LIVES, THEIR SAFETY,THE CHOICES THEY MAKE AND THEIR WELL BEING. I NOW HAVE COURAGE,STRENTH AND HOPE THOUGH I PRAY A LOT OVER THEM THAT THEY MAY NEVER GO THROUGH WHAT I HAVE OR HAVE DONE!!! I WASNT A GOOD EXAMPLE FOR A BIT,BUT I WAS NOT VERY KNOWLEDGED.NEVER NEW SUCH A THING AS LOVE, FAMILY VALUES AND THE BONDING.EXCEPT WHAT I SAW ON LITTLE HOUSE ON THE PRAIRIE. I AM A FIRM BELIEVER IN PRAYER. IF YOU KNOW SOMEONE WHO DOESNT PRAY OR BELIEVE IN THE POWER OF PRAYER...PRAY FOR THEM AND THEIR CHILDREN. WE ALL HAVE A GUARDIAN ANGEL OR MORE WETHER ITS SPIRITUAL OR HEAR ON EARTH.THERE IS A HIGHER POWER SEEK AND YOU SHALL FIND.THANK GOD FOR MINE. I LIVE!!

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DONT HUSH,PLEASE BREAK THE SILENCE,BE SAFE AND HEAL!!! DON'T PLUG YOUR EARS,COVER YOUR EYES OR SHUT YOUR MOUTH TO SUSPECTED ABUSE AND VIOLENCE!!! PLEASE REPORT IT AND SPEAK OUT!!! YOU MAYBE SAVING A LIFE OR A LIFE FROM TERROR!!!

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