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  • Santa Cruz Summertime and a Jack White Poem

    Hey now

    A quick update for those of you who still read this stuff.

    I moved to Santa Cruz last month!  For those of you back in the midwest, it's about eighty miles south of San Francisco right on the central coast of California.  The locals describe this place as a "hella chill beach town with lots of gnarly people."  Translation - there are lots of surfers, hippies, bikers, and musicians, and anything goes here, it seems.  You don't have to wish that they all could be California girls, because they all are.  I live in a townhouse with two nice ones who I just recently met.  We're walking distance from the beach and the sun rises over the mountains to the east.  It's a truly stunning place and has a great vibe to it.  I'm soooooooo happy to be out of Man Jose.  That place was really starting to kill me.  So if you still haven't been out here to visit, now is the time.  I've got a great place for you to crash at.

    I'm a little farther from San Francisco, but that hasn't discouraged me from playing my music up there, which by the way, has been going well.  Check out the Left Coasting page when you get a minute, I'm excited about the good energy and new songs we've been coming up with lately.  For a band that was sputtering for a while, we've found new life and keep on growing.

    The music scene in Santa Cruz is really cool.  Lots of small venues that attract some great talent.  That's always a recipe for success.  I've already got a half dozen local shows to see on the calendar, so that's a good thing.  In the meantime, lazy days on the beach don't hurt anything either.

    The song "Any Naked Eye" that was recently posted is from a show I did with The Collective, a little side project that was thrown together for a show in June.  June was a rough month for many friends in Detroit.  While I couldn't be there with them to mourn the loss of a friend, this show coincided with the memorial service for John, and I found the music getting me through yet another one of life's hard times.  It always has.  I trust it always will.  I wanted so badly to be home for some hugs.  And I wanted to be on stage with Doop at the Cityfest on the Fourth of July.  And I wanted to watch the fireworks in the Shores, but it wasn't in the cards with the airlines and with my job this year, so all of that has to stay on hold until next time I'm home.

    Jack White (of the White Stripes and the Raconteurs) was born and raised in Detroit and left the scene for Nashville about two years ago, right when I moved West.  I'll leave you tonight with something he recently wrote about our hometown.

    Courageous Dream's Concern, by Jack White

    I have driven slow,
    three miles an hour or so,
    through Highland Park, Heidelberg, and the
    Cass Corridor.
    I've hopped on the Michigan,
    and transferred to the Woodward,
    and heard the good word blaring from an
    a.m. radio.
    I love the worn-through tracks of trolley
    trains breaking through their
    concrete vaults,
    As I ride the Fort Street or the Baker,
    just making my way home.

    I sneak through an iron gate, and fish
    rock bass out of the strait,
    watching the mail boat with
    its tugboat gait,
    hauling words I'll never know.
    The water letter carrier,
    bringing prose to lonely sailors,
    treading the big lakes with their trailers,
    floats in blue green chopping waters,
    above long-lost sunken failures,
    awaiting exhumation iron whalers,
    holding gold we'll never know.

    I've slid on Belle Isle,
    and rowed inside of it for miles.
    Seeing white deer running alongside
    While I glide, in a canoe.
    I've walked down Caniff holding a glass
    Atlas root beer bottle in my hands
    And I've entered closets of coney islands
    early in the morning too.
    I've taken malt from Stroh's and Sanders,
    felt the black powder of abandoned
    embers,
    And smelled the sawdust from wood cut
    to rehabilitate the fallen edifice.
    I've walked to the rhythm of mariachis,
    down junctions and back alleys,
    Breathing fresh-baked fumes of culture
    nurtured of the Latin and the
    Middle East.
    I've fallen down on public ice,
    and skated in my own delight,
    and slid again on metal crutches
    into trafficked avenues.

    Three motors moved us forward,
    Leaving smaller engines to wither,
    the aluminum, and torpedo,
    Monuments to unclaimed dreaming.
    Foundry's piston tempest captured,
    Forward pushing workers raptured,
    Frescoed families strife fractured,
    Encased by factory's glass ceiling.

    Detroit, you hold what one's been seeking,
    Holding off the coward-armies weakling,
    Always rising from the ashes
    not returning to the earth.

    I so love your heart that burns
    That in your people's body yearns
    To perpetuate,
    and permeate,
    the lonely dream that does encapsulate,
    Your spirit, that God insulates,
    With courageous dream's concern.

     

  • Frozen in these crossroads

    Current mood:contemplative

    I haven't written anything in a really long time on here.  I guess I spent more time on myspace when I first moved away from Michigan, in hopes of keeping a connection to my midwestern roots.

    Two and half years since I've moved.  I've played 33 shows with lots of different and amazing musicians.  I've lived in two houses in Sunnyvale and Santa Clara.  I've worked in two offices, making my living in Monterey now when I'm not working from home.  Life hasn't been bad to me.  I've made some great friends.  I get to see some great shows, and I'm part of a cool music scene.  My truck died and I have a new car.  Lots of things have changed.

    Back home, my mom has moved further away from the city, my high school closed down, and everyone is all grown up,  The guys I used to play music with are doin' new and exciting things.  And when I go home every year for Christmas, I see how some things just stay the same.

    Yeah, well change is all I can really count on.  Change and music.

    I wonder if I'll live my whole life in this state of flux.  Things never really settle down, do they?  Should we want them to?

    I miss Michigan.

    I had to go though.  A lack of jobs there left me no other options.

    I don't know if I should go back.  I wonder if I could go back.

    California is a special place... I'd miss it too.  I haven't heard "sub zero wind chill factor" in a long time.  That's a good thing.

    And I've been pondering all of these things for two and half years.  Frozen in these crossroads.  

    Wondering what kind of music I should write.

    And checking Fantasy Basketball stats.

    And I don't know if the next change will be good or bad, big or small.  I hope I'm ready for it.

    And I don't even know where this is going... but if you're reading this and we haven't talked in a while, don't sweat it.  I'm good.  And hopefully I'll see you sooner than later.  And know that I remember our good times together...

  • Marek Blizinski - Polish Pride

    Polish Jazz Guitarist,

    Marek Blizinski

    "His playing is characterised by a synthesis of focus and a unique selection of sounds. He never performs with the aim of showing off, in a manner where fingers are faster than thought; instead, he is always focused and seems to play for himself, without attempting to boast. It's probably this introvert approach to performing that makes him almost unnoticeable; there is only his music on the stage."

    A tremendous description for a Blizinski - it's nice to know I share this bloodline.

     

    You can read the full bio at http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Marek_Blizi%C5%84ski

  • Tougher on You

    Doop and Ty threw a new song at me called "Tougher on You."  I threw in some tracks on the B-3 and the accordion.  Now, YOU can listen if you head over the the Doop and the Inside Outlaws page.

     

    That will be all for now.  Thanks.

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